Dazed

Time was passing by bit by bit, and the wind and snow outside the house became more and more intense. The violent cold wind even rolled up the branches, flying around in the air, and the floor-to-ceiling windows of Cao Jingxing's home were slapped and crackled.

Qi Zheng couldn't help but stood in front of the window and looked around, looking around curiously. He lowered his head and turned on his phone to see that it was already 3:40, almost four o'clock.

Putting away the phone in boredom, Qi Zheng turned around and saw that the flashlight was still upside down on the dining table, so he picked it up and randomly swayed around the room. When the light hit a certain place, it suddenly reflected a little , he curiously re-pointed the flashlight at that place, just revealing a whole row of awards hanging on the wall, bound in glass frames, and the corners are probably made of gold, so that they can shine so strongly.

"First Prize in Municipal Composition Competition", "First Prize in Mathematical Olympiad Competition Group", "First Prize in National Composition Competition for Middle School Students", "National Science and Technology Innovation Award"...

Cao Jingxing's results were all full of them. From elementary school to middle school, Chinese, mathematics and English, these three subjects were the focus of attention, especially mathematics and physics. They almost won all kinds of awards.

Okay, young genius, Qi Zheng was a little teasing while watching, maybe he has been a bad student for a long time, he has never had a good impression of this kind of good student since he was a child, he was surprised that Cao Jingxing looked so sociable when he was young It's also a small book bag, and it really shouldn't be judged by its appearance.

The white light from the flashlight swayed wildly on the seemingly spectacular wall of awards. Suddenly, his eyes must have somehow felt that something was wrong. As soon as the movement of his hands stopped, the vertical light from the flashlight stood in one place. Qi Zheng couldn't help but narrowed his eyes slightly.

On the award certificate, where the time was written, it was clearly marked - "June 21, [-]".

1984?Primary school sixth grade?Qi Zheng couldn't help frowning. He shot his flashlight around, looking at the time points on each paper, "1990, the first day of junior high school", "[-], the third day of junior high school", "[-]". [-], third year of high school", "[-], second year of junior high school", "[-], sophomore year of junior high school"...

Behind the messy and neat numbers are hidden facts that are enough to make Qi Zheng terrified. Finally, his eyes stopped on a certificate of merit, and it was difficult to look back-"[-], first grade of elementary school".

He was born earlier than him, and Cao Jingxing was two or three years older than him, but damn it, it's impossible for them to be fourteen or five years older than him!How is this going?

Qi Zheng, who was confused, couldn't help re-examining it carefully again. Unfortunately, he was not short-sighted, nor could he be illiterate. If the time indicated on the certificate was correct, then Cao Jingxing should be 37 years old now, 37 years old, It's the middle-aged stage of life, it shouldn't be still a graduate student, and it shouldn't still look like a college student, and it shouldn't look like it's only a few years older than Qi Zheng.

The person closest to you is suddenly full of lies and can't see anything clearly. What kind of feeling is this? At that moment, Qi Zheng felt a sudden palpitation in his heart, and it was hard to imagine Cao Jingxing's real identity .

With a sound of "click", there was a sudden sound in the room, Qi Zheng turned around subconsciously, Cao Jingxing stood there quietly in front of the door not far in front of him, his figure was hidden in the blurred light, and he couldn't see There was no expression on his face, but he could smell something unusual from his silent appearance.

The depressive breath flowed secretly in the space. Qi Zheng couldn't help feeling that his throat was a little thirsty, and his Adam's apple moved with difficulty. He keenly saw that Cao Jingxing, who had been standing in the darkness not far away, suddenly moved. The expression on his face also seemed to become a little weird, and he called out eeriely: "Qi Zheng." The low voice seemed a little gloomy, because of the echo effect produced in the empty space, and this suffocating weirdness was even more A little more color.

Qi Zheng didn't reply, but subconsciously tightened his body, squinted his eyes, and stared at the other party. His eyebrows moved slightly, and the words floated in his mind for some reason—"I really wish you could go there sooner." Die." Such a heavy sentence was knocked into his mind so hard that it shook him violently.

Okay……

Qi Zheng's heart sank immediately, his expression turned back, and he ran towards the gate at such a fast speed that he almost didn't even recover himself.

Seeing Qi Zheng who suddenly fled towards the gate, Cao Jingxing couldn't help frowning, his expression was restrained, his eyes showed a trace of dissatisfaction, and he ran after him.

Opening the door with difficulty, the blizzard that was blocked outside suddenly hit Qi Zheng's body happily like a flood that had been opened. The penetrating snowdrifts almost filled his entire vision.

At this moment, he is like an animal fleeing indiscriminately in winter, running desperately to a place away from predators. He no longer feels cold, pain, or the sound of howling wind and snow. It seemed that there was only the beating heartbeat in his chest, and in his ears, he could only hear the suppressed panting sound from him. He didn't know why he ran away, but the sudden surge from the bottom of his heart The fear left him no extra ability to think too much.

Legs and feet that only use muscles, meridians, and bones are too useless. In the thick snow, every step is like pulling a ten-kilogram steel. Qi Zheng can't muster the strength to continue to speed up Speed, he can only walk with difficulty in the vast snow field, and keep moving forward at the speed he thought he was running.

All you can see are snowflakes blowing indiscriminately, as if falling into a space full of foam crumbs. The cold wind rolls the snowflakes as big as goose feathers, dancing and circling between the sky and the earth, just like a musician with very high artistic ability. Home, commanding his proud disciple, dancing lightly, the wind and snow beat into Qi Zheng's eyes from time to time, making him unable to help blurring his vision, and he could hardly see the things in front of him clearly.

Suddenly—"I caught you." A voice that was so calm that it was almost leisurely. Immediately afterwards, Qi Zheng swayed, and his whole body was pressed down on the snow by the gravity that fell from behind. The soft snowdrift was like soft cotton. The quilt naturally bears the weight of the two men.

Like a vulnerable prey, Qi Zheng was firmly locked under Cao Jingxing's body, unable to move.

Buried his face in the snowdrift like an appointment, Qi Zheng's chest was filled with icy cold air, which made his heart almost go cold, and his fingertips couldn't help trembling.

There was silence in the air for a while, Cao Jingxing turned Qi Zheng over, not thinking about how to deal with it, Qi Zheng raised his head suddenly as if he had been irritated, and in his ferocious eyes, he happened to see Cao Jingxing That pretty face was less than ten centimeters away from him, and those slightly protruding eyes concealed a deep affection, looking straight at the untamable person below him, the eyes were full of tenderness , His nose is very straight, straight and straight, like a high mountain, that's why it's so close to the tip of his nose, Qi Zheng can even feel his breath on his face, and his lips are slightly parted, a little seductive.

Suddenly, there was a "bang", the sound of bone and bone, muscle and muscle erupting due to the instant forceful contact, Cao Jingxing's head tilted to Qi Zheng's left side, a blush suddenly appeared on his fair left cheek, and he buried He bowed his head, but there was no reaction, but his body still had enough strength to suppress the opponent. Qi Zheng was panting, exhaling white hot air continuously from his mouth, and his right hand was a little painful from the force.

Qi Zheng swallowed, trying to persuade someone who was obviously out of control, and said a little weakly and bluntly: "Cao Jingxing, we can still be friends if you stop now, don't..."

His voice stopped suddenly when he saw the expression on the other person's raised face again, and there was no tenderness and pity in those two-way gentle and kind eyes, replaced by fierceness and toughness in the eyes, Qi Zheng Before he had time to react, the other party effortlessly pressed his hands with one hand to suppress his anger, while the other hand forcefully pinched his chin, and then kissed him firmly and uncompromisingly. up.

"Woo." Qi Zheng was startled, his bushy brows frowned suddenly, and subconsciously let out a sob that was suppressed in his throat. He turned his head in embarrassment, trying to escape from Cao Jingxing's shackles, but found that In vain, his whole body was crushed hard in the snowdrift, and the back of his head was buried deep in the snow as soft as a goose feather, and he looked embarrassed and angry.

The raging on the lips was not over yet, Cao Jingxing pushed hard with his right thumb, and Qi Zheng's lips were forced to open, followed by his tongue sticking in, impatiently stirring up a new storm, forcing Qi Zheng to have nowhere to go You can retreat, Cao Jingxing's mood can be seen from this kiss.

The man who has always been good at solving things with fists and roars did not expect this situation at all, his whole mind was blanked by the sudden forceful kiss, and his entire chest was filled with forced anger and shock, he stared wide Eyes, staring at the man who lowered his eyelids and kissed him, what he could see was the pair of thick and overgrown eyelashes, drooping down, with a docile appearance.

As far as the eye can see, there is a vast expanse of snow-white. Qi Zheng took a breath desperately, and the cold air mixed with ice slag went straight into his lungs, making his throat a little itchy. He couldn't help suppressing his voice, and whispered, Little by little, he coughed up.

"Cough, cough, cough..." Eyes were filled with shocking white, Qi Zheng's brain burned by anger seemed to be about to explode, and the cold wind brought the unique fragrance of Cao Jingxing into his nose, making him I couldn't help but feel a little groggy, my mind became more and more unconscious, and my mind sank into darkness bit by bit.