rise up and play

I feel that I am too delicate, when did my mind become so tender.

The corners of his mouth curled up in a self-deprecating manner, and he turned his head to see Lin Wenyang looking at me blankly, full of indescribable tenderness, which made me want to get drunk.

I even feel that just watching quietly like this, it seems that I can watch it for a lifetime without being annoying or tired.

"Rouge...Rouge...how lucky I am to meet you."

I smiled, he could always say these words unabashedly and naturally.

"The first time I saw you, in the brothel, the place of fireworks was full of mediocrity and dust. You were wearing very voluptuous clothes, and oleanders were blooming. It was just a back view, but it turned everything into splendor. Elegant atmosphere, I can't help it."

"You have a different face almost every day, but I just recognize it. At that time, I can no longer drive you out of my heart."

"Perhaps from the very first sight, I couldn't let go. You once said that you can't help yourself. You just fell in love with that person. For me, that person is you."

"I want to know everything about you, but I don't dare to ask. I know those memories are bad. So I can only do what I can to treat you well, for the rest of my life."

At this moment, I was extremely emotional and said:

"Wen Yang, I'll dance for you to see."

"Ok!"

I slowly raised my hand, floated up, and let my footsteps draw circles of wind patterns, sometimes soft and sometimes tough.

This is a set of dances, a dance full of murderous intentions, every step of the way is a move with a hidden weapon.

Here, I let go of all killing desires and dance for the sake of dancing.

With the last turn, I sat directly in Lin Wenyang's arms, his warm eyes gradually filled with ecstasy, he hugged me horizontally into the room, fastened the door plug, and I raised my hand to extinguish the candle.

To be hearty all night, immersed in the sea of ​​desire, if it was before, it would be a dangerous thing.

I indulged myself madly until I was exhausted and fell asleep.

The first thing I saw when I woke up was Lin Wenyang's tender eyes again. I began to wonder if there would be a day when I would never be able to leave him again.

"Wen Yang, let me tell you something."

"Ah."

"The Zhang family came to ask you for a kiss yesterday, and they brought a lot of things with them. They should want you to marry their red jade."

He rubbed my face and started to smile wickedly.

"Jealous?"

"No, I've seen Hongyu, she's not bad, she's the best girl in the village."

Lin Wenyang suppressed his smile, squinted his eyes, and said coldly:

"Are you serious?"

"Well..." I paused and said again, "If you want, we will still be the same after we get married."

He didn't take my words and asked:

"Rouge... What am I in your heart?"

"...the person I like."

"You just push the person you like out?"

"Chang Dao Zhilun, getting married and getting married, you should be like this."

"how about you?"

"what?"

"Don't you also want to have a good relationship and get married?"

"That's my business."

"Your business?" Lin Wenyang suddenly turned over in anger and pressed me over, grabbing my shoulders, "I am the person you like, and this is also my business, I have to take care of it!"

"What do you want to do?"

"I won't marry that woman, I don't want anyone, let alone start a family, and I don't allow you to find other people."

I pushed him off my body forcefully and straightened his clothes.

"You are not a child anymore, you know what to do with some things."

Lin Wenyang lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking. After a long time, he stood up in a daze. When he walked to the door, he turned his back to me and said:

"Rouge, when I came here, I said that I wanted to build a home with you. Now it seems that I am the only one who regards this as a home. My heart is very small, and I can only accommodate you. If you This so-called Chang Lun pushed me away, and I didn't agree, or you just don't want to be with me."

"I will come back later today, I hope you will give me an explanation."

He stood there for a while, then left without looking back.

My tone and attitude are as indifferent as usual, but to him, it may be cold, he must be sad.

I am also an ordinary person, if I like him, how could I not want to keep him by my side in a domineering manner.

I used to be alone and never cared about what other people thought, let alone think about it.

When it comes to Lin Wenyang, everything is different, because he is the person I like, so I can't help but care about his mood and worry about him.

I am not as out of control and tense as he is, maybe it has something to do with my personality, I have long forgotten the difference between gain and loss.

I don't have any jealousy about him being asked to kiss, but it doesn't mean that I have less affection than him, I just haven't learned to express it as calmly as he does.

Just because I know the weight Lin Wenyang occupies in my heart, I am more cautious.

I knew I couldn't kill him.So give him options.Even if one day he regrets it, I can convince myself to turn this relationship into hatred, and not let him leave even if I die.

From this point of view, I am a cowardly person who uses this method of self-comfort to cover up those uneasiness.

I need this excuse.

I squeezed my temples, I have been thinking too much recently, too messy, more tiring than killing people.

Lin Wenyang has already gone to the school, and I also set up tables and chairs to be my doctor.

The things Zhang and his wife brought yesterday were all gone, and he probably returned them.

At Shen Shi, I stood at the door, not knowing what I was thinking, and stared blankly at the fields not far away.

A mother and son passed by, and the child yelled that he couldn't walk anymore and asked the woman to carry him.Looking at his mother, her face was already full of exhaustion, and she was no longer able to bear the burden.The woman coaxed patiently to no avail, so she gritted her teeth, picked up the child on her back, staggered a few times before standing still, walked very slowly, but the child kept blaming him.

I suddenly thought of why I could face Lin Wenyang's invitation so calmly.

Perhaps those affectionate words on weekdays spoiled me, just like that child who took his mother's love for granted, so that he felt inexplicable pride in his heart, and the other party would definitely not disobey him.

This can be regarded as being pampered and spoiled.

Strictly speaking, Lin Wenyang is not a good person. Not only did he make my life dull, but he also made me no longer like me.

but. . .Just love these changes.

"... big...doctor..."

I looked sideways and saw a villager holding something, and the daughter of the Zhang family, Hongyu, running towards me in a panic.

As they got closer, Hongyu's delicate face was flushed, and there were still traces of dried tears on her face. She hurriedly said:

"Doctor, something happened to my father."