rise up and play

Lin Wenyang was stunned, but before he could recover, I put on the clean clothes beside me and went out of the water.

The expected panic came from behind, the sound of water splashing, footsteps, falling to the ground, and a mess.

Before reaching the bed, he caught up with me from behind and hugged me, buried his head in my neck, the wet hair made me very uncomfortable.

He smiled lowly, tightened his hand, and said:

"Rouge. Are you jealous?"

I said lightly:

“How come you see?”

"Isn't it? You... like me."

"Oh, it's only caused by desire."

"certainly not."

"Why not?"

"You have always been cold and cruel to others. You poisoned me half to death the first time. But you tolerated me in every way, taught me martial arts, and helped me a lot. Now you are still doing such things with me. If you say you are ruthless, I am I wouldn't believe it anyway."

"..."

"I was emotional that day, and I wanted to explain it to you, but when I saw your surprised and then turned cold expression, I became cowardly. I was worried that you would ignore me, or even kill me because of disgust, so I turned to Xiaohao."

"I thought that if I didn't think about it, it would slowly fade over time, but I found that I was already in deep trouble, and I didn't even want to pay attention to military affairs."

"When you told me that you had to leave if you wanted to save your life, I didn't miss it at all. I was just worried that I would lose contact with you after you left."

"Seeing Xiaohao leave, I made up my mind to explain to you that if you had to kill me, I would be willing to do so. It's strange. I'm as afraid of death as I am. I have no fear of it at all."

"When you want to speak, you say go drink together. After all, I am still afraid. I want to use wine to strengthen my courage, hehe... As a result, the more I drink, the more I think, and the more I don't want you to leave. When I wake up , have been sent back to the inn by you."

"..."

"Rouge... Even if there is only a little bit of love, I hope you will tell me."

I thought he was going to say nothing for the rest of his life, just buried it in his heart, and let it stink and rot slowly.

turn out to be. . .All that is owed is an opportunity.

I turned around, looked at him with a smile on my face, and crossed my arms behind his head.

"If you want me to talk, it depends on whether you can satisfy me, Wen Yang."

He gasped, picked me up by the waist, and walked towards the bed.

Before the last piece of clothing was stripped off, Lin Wenyang said fiercely in a hoarse voice:

"You know? This is the first time you call my name... I will make you unable to leave me."

. . .

When I was in the army, I thought about finding a quiet place to dance with Lin.

I finally let Lin Wenyang follow me.

As for liking, I gave him the answer he wanted, but I couldn't give myself a clear explanation with certainty.

As he said, I treat him differently from ordinary people, more unreasonable tolerance, even indulgence.

I think it's petting, but it has nothing to do with love.

He once asked, in my heart, what is he.

I looked at him for a long time, but I didn't think of a good answer, so I stopped talking.

For nearly half a year, Lin Wenyang and I have been traveling in mountains and rivers.

One day, while traveling eastward, he stayed with a family and was warmly received by the head of the family.

The old man teases his grandson, the elders are busy with their work, and they look happy, like IKEA and IKEA.

In my opinion, such a family is extremely fragile, and my envy and jealousy are in front of them, and there is nowhere to hide.

During the meal, Lin Wenyang kept looking at me, but didn't say anything.

Continuing on the road the next day, he said with a smile:

"Rouge...I'm tired and want to find a quiet village to rest for a while."

As he spoke, he pulled me face to face with him, with a gentle expression on his face.

"I want to build a home, you stay with me."

When I heard this, my heart was very calm, so I agreed.

All the way to the east, I found a small village, surrounded by mountains and rivers, the scenery is very beautiful, and it takes half a day to walk to the nearest suburb.

Except that there are no peach trees all over the sky, this place can be called a fairyland of Taoyuan.

The war finally broke out, no matter how fierce it was outside, it couldn't affect this small place.

I have changed from a poisonous wild soldier to a life-saving doctor, and Lin Wenyang has become a teacher.

There are not many villagers, [-] to [-] people, all hurried over after finishing the farm work, and built a simple but comfortable house for us.

After a long time, the violence and blood all over my body have been forgotten to a certain corner.

In my spare time, I still play with those poisons, and they are the only things that stay with me the longest.

The mountain behind the village is full of dense forests, herbs, and snakes.

The villagers often went hunting in the mountains, so I made some emergency medicines for them, and then the wife of the family would gratefully send some tree fruits and homemade food.

I don't like to chat with people.When I was seeing a doctor, Lin Wenyang was mostly talking to the villagers. If he was not there, the villagers would keep silent in front of me and would only answer when asked.

There were not many children in the village, about a dozen, and they were very close to Lin Wenyang. They fought with him on the way home from class, and ran away when they saw me near the house.

He walked towards me with a smile while patting the dust off his body.

"Rouge... You should smile more, and then talk to the villagers. Although everyone respects you, they dare not joke with you. It's a bit unreasonable."

He approached and whispered in his ear:

"Don't you always smile at me, how beautiful you are, no girl can compare to you."

I gave him a cold look and said calmly:

"It seems that I did something wrong. If you feel that you are the same as others, I will not smile at you in the future."

Flicked his sleeves and turned into the house.

"Hey...that's not what I meant...Rouge, listen to me."

"Go cook. I'm hungry."

He looked at me helplessly and walked out obediently.

When they first arrived in the village, neither of them knew how to cook, so they had no choice but to light a fire.

I ate whatever I wanted and felt nothing, but Lin Wenyang couldn't bear it, so he had to go to the village to learn.

Since then, there has been a routine in the house, and if it is not a special time, it will be arranged by him.

Once, a peddler in and out of the village fell ill, and Lin Wenyang took the initiative to walk on his behalf, using the animal furs he got from hunting in exchange for some daily necessities.

After he left, there were not many villagers who came to see the doctor. I was half in a daze and half reading. It was only at night that I remembered that I hadn’t eaten all day. I felt nothing, so I went straight to sleep.

Settling in this small village, I can't feel the change of time, and the life here is always peaceful and peaceful.

Years of turmoil come to a sudden stop, and people become lazier.

I'm too lazy to find something interesting to make myself laugh, and I'm too lazy to talk. My whole person becomes indifferent. Sometimes I have the illusion that I will suddenly disappear in the next moment, and sometimes I don't know where I am.

I seem to understand that those who are obsessed with a certain goal should prove and feel their own existence.

The salesman usually goes there on the same day and returns on the same day. When I realized something was wrong, Lin Wenyang came back on the fourth day.

He sent over the things he brought for the villagers one by one, and said with apologetic face that he went the wrong way and was delayed.

The villagers didn't care, but were grateful.

When I got back to the house at night, I read a book under the lamp, he ran into the kitchen and rushed to me loudly after a while.

"Have you gone to roast game in the woods these days?"

"No."

"Then... what do you eat these days?"

"I didn't eat."

"..."

That day, he ran to several villagers overnight, got some food, and made a table full, which made people feel headaches.

I don't mind him, I'm not hungry.

He explained a bunch of things indiscriminately how bad this is.Until I said that since I was young, because of Master's punishment, I have not eaten a meal every now and then, and it has become a habit for many years.He just calmed down.

Before going to bed, he hugged me tightly and said something that made me laugh and cry.

"Rouge, I will never let you go hungry again."

Since then, Lin Wenyang has become an occasional substitute peddler. Every time he goes out, he always asks a few villagers to send me three meals.