make do

Lu Xuyi didn't want to say it, and Yan Chen didn't force him to ask. He cast his eyes on the screen again and asked, "Do you want to go back after I recover?"

Yan Chen raised his head and looked directly at Lu Xuyi.

The two looked at each other for a long time before Lu Xuyi nodded slowly and said, "If you like acting, then you can do it, but before all this, what you need to do is to recover well."

Yan Chen not only likes acting, but acting has penetrated into his life and become an inseparable part of him, a part of his life.

Lu Xuyi never thought of letting Yan Chen leave one day, so what he has to do is to reduce Yan Chen's workload in the future.No matter what, Yan Chen's health is not as important.

Watching the live broadcast is just to pass the time, and at the same time, I want to know what is happening outside when I am in good spirits.Now that Lu Xuyi has arrived, Yan Chen's eyes have already moved away from the screen.

"I... I don't necessarily have to go back to the circle after I get better." After thinking about it, Yan Chen still said this decision.

Lu Xuyi was taken aback, and asked, "Why? Don't you like it very much?"

With a pale complexion and sunken eye sockets, the bald Yan Chen smiled at Lu Xuyi like this, which made Lu Xuyi a little dazed for a moment.

"Because I found that I spent too little time with you before."

Yan Chen seemed a little embarrassed when he spoke. He lowered his head and stopped looking directly into Lu Xuyi's eyes. After thinking for a while, he added: "Look, my dad is old too, and the company's affairs are too complicated. I should help too. Let him and Uncle Shen go out for a good trip."

Lu Xuyi still didn't speak.

"Well...Of course it's really because I spend too little time with you. Except for work, the communication between us is almost zero. I also thought a lot in this short time. Marrying you was not impulsive at the time. The one who separated from you For a period of time, including signing the divorce agreement, it made me very painful..."

"I...I still love you." Yan Chen murmured, "So, I knew at the beginning..."

"Knowing that I didn't tell you about the bed scene on purpose, and deliberately chose the time to seduce you when you went back to the hotel, you still..."

"I'm still willing." Yan Chen took up the conversation again, emphasizing: "People who don't have feelings don't have sexual impulses at all..."

Lowering his head and sighing softly, Yan Chen continued: "But I don't know when I fell in love with you."

Feeling unacceptable, going deeper.

The tears that had been wandering around his eyes for a long time could not be held back after all, Lu Xuyi cried a little embarrassed, and kept wiping away his tears.He waited for a long, long time, until he himself felt like quitting, until he almost experienced a farewell, and finally he got these words.

The last thorn in his heart was finally pulled out, and Lu Xuyi broke down in tears.

Yan Chen was a little at a loss, but he seemed to understand why Lu Xuyi lost control of his emotions.

At the wrong time, they had too many misunderstandings, and they were self-righteous and self-righteous, and they didn't know how much happiness was consumed by the other party.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyi. I love you." Yan Chen reached out and touched the glass window, as if he could touch Lu Xuyi and wipe away those annoying tears for him.

But these words obviously couldn't make Lu Xuyi cry back, instead it tended to become more turbulent.

"You...don't cry, Xiao Yi." Yan Chen was really helpless, he never comforted others.

I've never seen Lu Xuyi cry so hard before. When they were together, Lu Xuyi seldom leaked his emotions.Even if there is dissatisfaction or grievance, Lu Xuyi will complain at most and stop talking.Thinking about it now, it may be because of insecurity.

It's not that Lu Xuyi doesn't want to, it's that he doesn't dare.

Knowing this, Yan Chen blamed himself even more.He once thought that a marriage letter was the best promise.But it was only now that Yan Chen understood that when a person is humble to a certain extent, even if you lock him with a chain, he is extremely insecure.

But such people are extremely easy to be satisfied, they want very few things, and the thing that moves their hearts the most is just a word.

And it was precisely this sentence, this sentence that Yan Chen had never said, became the biggest stumbling block between the two of them in their marriage, and almost separated them.

No wonder, now more and more people would rather believe that sentence than that red certificate.

Yan Chen's fingers slid across the face on the other side of the glass, and softly coaxed: "Don't cry, I don't think it looks good. It's all my fault. After my operation is over, how about doing whatever you want?"

Lu Xuyi's sobs didn't stop, he seemed to feel that crying was really ugly, so he simply covered his face with his hands.

"Stop crying, you're like a little cat. Ugly." Yan Chen said helplessly.

"You're ugly..." You can bear being ugly, but you can't bear being ugly, Lu Xuyi complained dissatisfiedly while choking, and glared at Yan Chen by the way.

The wet eyes are red and swollen, of course they are not ugly, on the contrary they have a strange beauty.Yan Chen smiled lowly, but at the same time hated the obstructive glass, he really wanted to hug him into his arms.

"Okay, okay, I'm ugly, I'm ugly, I've lost all my hair, can I not be ugly?" Yan Chen said poorly.

"Then don't you hurry up and let your hair grow?" Lu Xuyi really couldn't cry now, Yan Chen will have surgery tomorrow, but it's not clear what's going on with Lin Jing.Even though Lu Xuyi had tried his best, he still couldn't suppress the slightly upturned corners of his mouth.

The hands covering his face have been removed, and the tears have been wiped clean, leaving only the red and swollen eye sockets and the red tip of the nose.

Yan Chen breathed a sigh of relief, pretending to be wronged: "I'll let it grow! Otherwise it's so ugly, and now we're divorced again, what if you are abducted by that death feast?"

"?" Lu Xuyi didn't really understand why An Yan was suddenly involved, but his intuition told him that there might be something hidden about this matter.Yan Chen's face turned pale again, and he couldn't bear to stand for a long time.Now is not the time to ask questions, only to ask later.

"Lie down," Lu Xuyi decided to put the matter aside for a while, "You know you're going to have surgery tomorrow, why don't you take a good rest?"

"You're here!" Yan Chen laughed, but obediently moved to the bed and lay down.

After crying just now, Lu Xuyi was still a little embarrassed, sitting in front of the screen and staring at Yan Chen.

Looking at each other, the two looked at each other and smiled again.

"You're so pretty." Yan Chen smiled.

"Your hair looks better when it grows out," Lu Xuyi said.

Yan Chen couldn't help laughing, but he held back abruptly, and pretended to be wronged: "During chemotherapy, it's hard."

This sentence is a big truth, but everything is over, and what should be experienced is over, but after hearing what Yan Chen said, Lu Xuyi still felt a pain in his chest, and said: "There will be no chemotherapy in the future. When your surgery is over tomorrow, Never again!"

"You have to stay with me, I want to see you as soon as I leave the operating room." Yan Chen continued to feel wronged.

"Okay, I will." Lu Xuyi promised, and turned off the tablet that had been chattering, not knowing why Eric talked so much nonsense.

"I want to eat your tomato and egg noodles."

"I'll make it for you when you can eat, every day."

"When I get better, let's go traveling first! Didn't you always want to go skiing? Let's go to Norway."

"okay."

"When we are old, let's raise a house full of cats and dogs, and plant some flowers and plants in the garden. I know you have always liked this kind of life."

"I have two dogs, and two cats. It's annoying to have too many, and I have to clean them up every day at home."

"Okay, then I'll go for a walk with the dog, and you go for a walk with the cat."

"Two old men, one with two dogs and one with two cats."

"Well, you hold the cat with your left hand, and I hold the dog with your right. In the end, I hold your right hand with my left hand."

"Okay!"

The snow that had been falling in Kyoto for a week finally stopped on this day, and the sun, which had been hiding for a whole morning, finally showed its face at this time.From the window in the corridor to Lu Xuyi's body, a layer of warm light was cast.

Everything is getting better, and so will Yan Chen.They all will.