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Lu Xuyi's choked sobs, which had been suppressed for a long time, could no longer be suppressed at this moment, and the room was filled with his hoarse weeping.The voice is too sad, smelling and seeing tears.

Yan Chen was a little anxious, but he didn't know what to do.After finishing chemotherapy, he was extremely haggard, and he didn't even have the strength to stand up alone, so he could only helplessly stretch out his bony hands to hug Lu Xuyi, patted his back lightly, and comforted him: "Good boy, Xiaoyi won't cry. No more. Stop crying, seeing you crying so sad makes me sad too."

The voice was almost murmured, and it came from Lu Xuyi's ear.But his crying didn't stop because of this, on the contrary, it became even more heart-piercing.

"Don't cry..." Yan Chen was a little at a loss, and wiped Lu Xuyi's tears indiscriminately, but there was a tendency to wipe more and more.Just after wiping this side, the tears flowed out as if the thread was broken.

Yan Chen really had no choice but to stretch out his hand to cover Lu Xuyi's eyes, and said, "If you cry again, you won't be handsome anymore, you'll become ugly, it won't look good." Yan Chen took off his mask, wanting to kiss Lu Xuyi's forehead, and then Some hesitation, in the end he still didn't do anything, just hugged Lu Xuyi quietly, letting his warm tears drip down on his palm.

A look of sadness flashed across his eyes quickly, and was quickly suppressed by Yan Chen, leaving only a touch of softness embedded in his eyes.He couldn't be sad, if he was sad, wouldn't Lu Xuyi be even more sad?

Hoarse cries echoed in the empty ward, and the cold wind whizzed by outside the window, and then brought icy and crystal snowflakes down, engulfing the transparent glass windows.

In this fairly warm ward, the two of them were half hugging and half hugging. It took a long time for Lu Xuyi to calm down. It seemed that he was tired from crying, so he fell asleep with Yan Chen in his arms.

Yan Chen patted Lu Xuyi's back again and again as a comfort, but he was reluctant to close his eyes.

He was too tired, and his spirit was extremely haggard, but he didn't know what kind of belief supported him, so that he didn't close his eyes.Greedy eyes lingered on the sleeping man, and every glance was lost.

Yan Chen didn't know when he fell asleep, but when he woke up, Lu Xuyi had already woken up, and he was sitting next to his hospital bed reading a book.

If Yan Chen looked over immediately after waking up, he would definitely be able to meet Lu Xuyi's eyes, but after all, he is too mentally exhausted now, and his brain's reaction is also several beats slower.Lu Xuyi's pretending to be strong fell into his eyes and nothing happened, Yan Chen was slightly relieved.

But in this way, Yan Chen can't be hidden from others, but it can't be hidden from others.Yan Hongwen turned around and went out, ready to pack another porridge, but Lu Xuyi pretended to be strong, so he could only pretend not to see it.

So far, it doesn't really matter what you see and what you don't see.After all, Lu Xuyi wasn't the only one pretending.

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"Are you awake? How do you feel? Do you want to drink water?" Lu Xuyi gently closed the book, only then did he realize that his book was turned upside down, luckily Yan Chen didn't notice.

Yan Chen nodded, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Are you feeling better? It's all my fault, I shouldn't have said those words..."

Although he was mentally haggard, it didn't mean that Yan Chen couldn't figure out where Lu Xuyi's emotions erupted.But he really wanted to comfort Lu Xuyi, only he knew about his body, if he didn't say some things, Yan Chen was afraid that he would really have no chance to speak again.

Lu Xuyi paused while pouring water, forced the corners of his mouth to curl up, and said, "It's okay. What can I do?" He said, tested the water temperature, and after making sure it wasn't hot, he inserted the straw and handed it to Yan Chen's mouth.

Yan Chen paused, put the straw in Lu Xuyi's hand, and drank a few mouthfuls of warm water.After thinking about it carefully, he said again: "Don't be too sad, your eyes are swollen."

Lu Xuyi glared at Yan Chen, feeling a little sour in his heart, but he didn't show it at all, pretending to be angry: "What's wrong, you still think I'm ugly?"

Yan Chen smiled, shook his head slowly, and said, "No, I like Xiao Yi's appearance."

Lu Xuyi's heart was sore and swollen, his swollen eye sockets began to turn red again, and he blinked quickly, but at least he didn't let the tears fill his eyes.Shen Cheng said that the more comfortable Yan Chen's mood is, the better it is for his condition. Apart from encouraging him, what they have to do is not to show the slightest sadness in front of him no matter what.

Just now he lost control of his emotions and made Yan Chen feel sad along with him. If he can't adjust his emotions well, he might not even be able to enter this ward.

"What nasty words are you talking about again!" After a long time, Lu Xuyi said angrily, his voice was a bit thick nasally, and he didn't know if Yan Chen heard it.

"It's true." Yan Chen shook his head and said emphatically.

"Okay, okay! Really!" Lu Xuyi curled up his lips, put the water glass aside, and slowly helped Yan Chen up so that he could sit up.

"Are you hungry? Dad is going to buy porridge." Yan Chen hasn't eaten all day, and Lu Xuyi really can't spare time to go home and cook porridge. He can't wait to stay by Yan Chen's side all the time, and he doesn't want to leave again up.

Yan Chen was not hungry, nor did he have any appetite, but in order to make Lu Xuyi look happier, he could only nod against his will: "I haven't eaten for a day, I want to eat, and I want to eat what you made."

The smile on Lu Xuyi's face deepened, and he said helplessly, "Uncle Shen said that the porridge I made was too salty, so I only let you eat sick porridge from the hospital canteen."

Yan Chen felt a little regretful: "I think your cooking is more delicious."

Lu Xuyi smiled lightly, and could only pat Yan Chen's hand that was not on the IV drip soothingly, and said: "When you recover from illness, I will learn to cook whatever you want to eat. Of course, it may not be delicious, but as long as I cook it , you must finish eating!"

These words were a bit overbearing, but they fell into Yan Chen's ears as candied fruit wrapped in honey, but he loved the sweetness of his teeth.It seems that they have already crossed the gate of life and death, but in the end they are both such people, the sweetness of smiling at each other is followed by the bitterness of other eyes.

The two were speechless for a while, and it took a long time for Yan Chen to say in a low voice: "Okay, when I recover from illness, I will finish eating whatever you do."

Lu Xuyi smiled again, but for some reason, this smile made his chest ache.

Fortunately, a knock on the door interrupted his surging sadness.

"Maybe Dad came back from buying porridge, I'll open the door." After speaking, Lu Xuyi got up and went to open the door, Yan Chen nodded slightly.

When the door opened, both of them froze for a moment.