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It has been snowing in Kyoto for nearly half a month, and it finally stopped on this day.It is said that snow is not cold and snow is cold. Today's Lu Xuyi deeply understands the philosophy of this sentence.

A thermal coat, three sweaters, and a long down jacket, gave him the courage to leave the heated room.

Lu Xuyi, who hadn't gone out for a month, went out today to keep an appointment.A one-sided interview, out of the blue, that he had never expected.

It is not difficult to know Lu Xuyi's phone number, but not everyone can know it.Lu Xuyi didn't want to guess who Lin Jing got her mobile phone number from, he just wondered what Lin Jing's purpose was for asking her out this time.

The marriage between him and Yan Chen is over. If Lin Jing has an idea, she can pursue it boldly. After all, as her ex, she has no right to interfere.

Feeling bitter in his heart, Lu Xuyi laughed at himself.He reached out to hail a taxi and reported the name of a coffee shop.

Lu Xuyi has lost a lot of weight recently, not because he can't eat, but because he eats too much.Then he vomited it out again and again, causing him to suffer from stomach problems again and lose his appetite. This vicious cycle repeats itself.The whole person has lost a lot of weight.

He himself didn't feel anything, but Ms. Wang and Lu Hongsheng were anxious.For this reason, Ms. Wang also cooks in person, changing patterns every day to prepare delicious food for Lu Xuyi.The effect is still there, otherwise Lu Xuyi would probably look different now.

Divorcing Yan Chen was difficult for Lu Xuyi, but he was still trying to accept it.The most difficult thing for him to accept was Yan Chen's withdrawal from the circle.

An indescribable feeling.

It's like my favorite and most precious jade in the rough, after being meticulously crafted by myself, it becomes a masterpiece, and finally it is accidentally broken by others.At that moment, Lu Xuyi was almost driven crazy by the intense sadness, and even felt abandoned by the whole world.

He joined a circle he didn't like for the person he liked, and finally broke up with the person he liked, and he gradually fell in love with this profession, but the person who once said he liked it no longer liked it.

Whether it is this profession or this person.

After the initial decadence, Lu Xuyi chose to forget.Whether it is this person or everything related to him.

Because only in this way, his broken heart will feel better.

So, what is the purpose of Mu Qing's invitation this time?Lu Xuyi wanted to know, but he didn't dare to guess.No matter what the purpose is, he doesn't want to accept it.But the truth, how can it care whether you accept it or not?

Ms. Wang and Lu Hongsheng also told Lu Xuyi not to go, but Lu Xuyi's originally retreating heart suddenly became firm.He has to go, regardless of Mu Qing's various purposes, he will go.Not only to let myself die, but also to have a clear idea of ​​wanting to die.

The down jacket fits well, probably because Lu Xuyi has lost a lot of weight recently, so even though he is wearing three sweaters, he still looks a bit empty.

When the taxi stopped, Lu Xuyi took a deep breath before slowly opening the door.

The outside of the coffee shop is also white, and there is a cat lazily basking in the sun on a path that has been cleaned.Lu Xuyi was in a daze for a moment, he almost forgot that the first time he asked Yan Chen to meet was in this coffee shop.

Fragments of broken memories overlapped and overlapped in his mind, and a trace of bitterness quickly flashed across his eyes.For a while, Lu Xuyi didn't know whether Mu Qing set the location here on purpose or what.

The cold wind was blowing, and the cat caught the cold, and "meowed" coquettishly, as if complaining about the damn weather.It's obviously a warm sunny day, why is the cold wind biting the bone?

Lu Xuyi collected himself and followed the cat into the coffee shop.

Mu Qing seemed to have been here for a while, she was still the same big wave, her face was always covered with exquisite makeup, but today she didn't apply any makeup, and her fair and clean face had erect facial features.In this way, she has a more pure feeling, and she has taken off her mature clothes. The woman sitting here seems to be a girl in her prime.

Although Lu Xuyi tried his best to tell himself not to compare with Mu Qing, he still couldn't help it.Comparable, he found that he seemed to be inferior to Mu Qing in everything except that he was a man.And precisely because he is a man, perhaps this is the biggest reason why he lost to Mu Qing.

For a woman like Mu Qing who is so bright and unaffected by time, even a curvy guy like him can't help but say "beautiful".

From a distance, Mu Qing had already noticed Lu Xuyi, stood up and waved to him.There were not many people in the coffee shop at this time, but a trace of embarrassment flashed across Lu Xuyi's face, he smiled at her slightly, and walked in quickly.

"You seem to have lost some weight." As soon as Lu Xuyi approached, he heard Mu Qing's words that he could not go to the village or shop behind.

"Ah?" Lu Xuyi was stunned by the question, he never thought that this was the first sentence he and Mu Qing spoke.

After thinking about it, Lu Xuyi still nodded, and smiled politely and politely: "It's a little thinner, I didn't expect you to tell it at a glance."

Mu Qing pursed her lips into a smile, blinked her thick eyelashes, lowered her head and took a sip of coffee, and let Lu Xuyi sit down with a smile.

Lu Xuyi, who was confused for a while, could only tell himself to be calm, and his face was still calm.I ordered a cup of coffee casually, and asked the waiter to leave.

Their conversation should start too.

"Do you not like me?" Sure enough, as soon as the waiter left, Mu Qing's next question came.It was such a tricky question from the very beginning, but it is undeniable that what she asked was Lu Xuyi's inner voice.

Since Mu Qing had already guessed it, there was no need for Lu Xuyi to hide it. He has always disliked hypocrisy.So after a brief silence, Lu Xuyi nodded slowly: "I don't like it, maybe I hate it."

Hearing this answer, Mu Qing was not surprised, but just shrugged her shoulders indifferently, and lowered her head, unable to see her emotions clearly.

Lu Xuyi slowly clenched his hands under the table without breaking the silence.

It took a long time before Mu Qing raised his head.Her bright eyes were full of sorrow, and even began to splash. She smiled wryly, "Yeah, I really hate myself too. It's normal that you don't like it..."

Lu Xuyi was startled, frightened by Mu Qing's crying voice, he hastily pulled out a tissue and handed it to her.Mu Qing took it, and smiled sincerely at Lu Xuyi.

The tears trickling down in her eyes still didn't roll out, Mu Qing was no longer a young girl after all, she quickly controlled her emotions.

After a long time, when the waiter had brought the coffee, Mu Qing spoke again: "To be honest, Lu Xuyi. I really envy you."

Lu Xuyi was shocked again, his eyes were full of doubts, and he looked at Shang Muqing with sincerity.