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Yan Hongwen returned without success.

There was little hope of blood bank matching, and Lin Jing was unwilling to cooperate.Now before them, the only way to go is chemotherapy.But this road, after all, is not a road that can pass the customs.

Yan Hongwen instantly aged ten years, with stubble protruding out of his beard, and more and more gray hairs on his temples.As soon as Shen Cheng opened the office door, he saw him squatting in the corner of the door, smoking a cigarette decadently.

No need to say any more, as it turned out, Shen Cheng already knew about it.Shen Cheng also guessed what Lin Jing would do, but no matter what he thought, he never thought that Lin Jing would be so heartless.

Hearing the sound, Yan Hongwen turned his head and saw the person coming. The corner of his mouth twitched forcefully, and he stood up slowly, with an indelible heaviness in his eyes: "...she doesn't want to."

Yan Hongwen's throat was hoarse, maybe it was because of the cigarettes, or maybe he had caught a cold.

Shen Cheng felt a pain in his heart, he took a step forward and snatched the cigarette from Yan Hongwen's hand, skillfully snuffed it out and threw it into the corner trash can, then turned his head and said angrily at Yan Hongwen: "If you don't want to, you don't want to, why are there so many people in the world? Believe it or not, you can't find a blood type match? Are you still smoking here? Are you free and I'm not busy enough?"

Yan Hongwen smiled bitterly, and nodded as if he was persuaded by Shen Cheng, but the moment he lowered his head, Shen Cheng still found his slightly wet eye sockets.

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Since Yan Hongwen already knew about this matter, there was no need to hide it from Yan Chen.So when Yan Chen's high fever subsided, he opened his eyes and saw Yan Hongwen sitting beside the bed with red eyes.Thousands of words, in the end, only one sentence filled with guilt and unbearable - "Dad."

"Okay, don't say it! Don't say anything! I know everything, I know everything, so you don't need to explain, and I'm not angry with you. The most urgent thing now is to take care of your health quickly, you Uncle Shen Having said that, once you get better from your cold, you will be able to receive chemotherapy immediately. The blood bank has also begun to match blood types across the country and even the world, so you just need to rest assured to receive treatment..." Yan Hongwen got up and stopped the person who was about to speak Yan Chen poured a cup of warm water, inserted a straw and handed it to Yan Chen's mouth.

Yan Chen was a little uncomfortable, but seeing Yan Hongwen's flushed eyes, his heart softened, he didn't hesitate any longer, he leaned forward and started drinking water through the straw.

"Actually..." After Yan Chen finished drinking the water, Yan Hongwen put the water glass on the table, hesitated for a while and then said: "Your Uncle Shen said, according to your current status in the entertainment industry, if you need to find a blood type that matches You can post a Weibo... But, we also know that you quit the circle this time, you probably don't want your fans and Xiaoyi who just divorced you to worry, so I don't ask you to be your Disgusting thing. If..."

Yan Hongwen turned his head, cast his eyes on the white expanse outside, and said with a choked voice, "I mean, in case, when that day really comes, I hope you can think about me. I owe you so much, and I have to pay you back." It's not over yet, you still don't want to walk so fast alone..."

Yan Chen's gaze drooped weakly, and his eyes were cloudy.He didn't want Yan Hongwen to know about his illness, that's why he was afraid of it.Now that it was mentioned by him himself, Yan Chen was full of words of rejection, but he didn't know how to say it.

He is not afraid of death, what he is afraid of is that someone will die because of his departure.

Not only because of Lu Xuyi, but more importantly because of the fans Yan Hongwen just mentioned.

Because he loves this profession and knows the purity of fans' love for him, Yan Chen doesn't want their love to be consumed by himself or others.

—No matter what, no matter when.

Slowly getting up from the bed, Yan Chen also looked at Xuebai outside the window like Yan Hongwen, and said, "Bone marrow matching is too professional, what can those fans who are chasing after me do? Except a few people with similar blood types. Those who are suitable can come to the hospital for matching, so what do other fans dream of doing?"

Yan Chen turned his head, looked directly at the man in front of him who seemed to be more than ten years old in an instant, and laughed: "They can only create topics on Weibo, and they can only worry for nothing. I am the one who is sick, and they are the ones who are worried. It's bad enough that I am sick, I don't want them to be as troubled as I am. Besides, there are still many little girls who are at the age of school in the past few years. If they hear about me, they will not think about tea If I don’t want to eat and can’t fall asleep, then I’m a sinner? It’s been said that idols want to pass on positive energy to fans. These negative energy of life, old age, sickness and death are too heavy for them. Let them know nothing , has always been like this, and occasionally complains about how one or two of his male gods quit the circle and disappeared, it’s better than telling them that the male god they’ve always liked is going to die, right?”

Speaking of this, Yan Chen smiled slightly, but he never thought that one day he would spoil this group of fans so much.Thinking of the way they yelled and yelled under my Weibo every day, I found it very cute.

This is the first time that Yan Chen talked about his fans and his attitude towards fans in front of Yan Hongwen.

"Of course, there is also the reason you mentioned about Lu Xuyi..." Yan Chen paused, then continued: "I'm not a good match, if he forgets about me, it would be great to find someone who treats him well. He knew about this, presumably... when that day really comes, I will die with regret..."

"Nonsense!" Yan Hongwen roared suddenly, interrupting Yan Chen's babbling, "What's the matter? I'm half buried in the ground, and I didn't even talk about death. What are you doing? You said the bone marrow will be found." Yes, your illness will be cured! Don’t overthink it! Now the focus of everything is to listen to your Uncle Shen’s arrangements, relax and accept chemotherapy!"

Yan Hongwen seemed to be furious, the bloodshot eyes were clearly visible, and his chest was still heaving violently.

Yan Chen held his forehead helplessly, and could only follow his words.Yan Hongwen has a bad heart, and if he gets sick in a hurry, he will be even more worried when he leaves.

It was not until Yan Hongwen calmed down.Yan Chen also readily agreed to all his requests.He cannot be discharged from the hospital privately, and he has nothing to do, so he will not be discharged.Not receiving treatment?Yan Chen wouldn't do such a stupid thing, it's good to be alive, why should he live with his own life?

Yan Hongwen babbled a lot, but he was just worrying about it anyway.Yan Chen also knew that he was worried, so he listened patiently.

Until his cell phone rang——