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In his ear was the sound of Yan Chen's gradual and even breathing, and the tightness around his waist gradually loosened.Only then did Lu Xuyi's lost sense of touch come back, and the soreness swept across his whole body in an instant, and he earned a hot hug from his back. Regardless of his bruises all over, he dragged his exhausted body into the bathroom and took a hasty shower.

The bedroom had just experienced a war, and the two bound agreements had long since disappeared, leaving scattered photos on the carpet.Lu Xuyi turned his eyes away, Yan Chen was probably exhausted on the bed, and the only sound in the bedroom was his small snoring.

Taking out a set of clean clothes from the closet, Lu Xuyi changed into them with a stiff body. He couldn't move too much, or he would tear the wound if he was not careful.When I just cleaned it, I found blood streaks, probably torn.

This is the rudest time he has been with Yan Chen for so many years.

Lu Xuyi also didn't understand why Yan Chen had such a big reaction this time.The decision I made was entirely to consider for him from his standpoint, and finally I no longer have to be forced to be by my side, shouldn't he be happy?

Seven years later, Lu Xuyi still doesn't understand Yan Chen.

However, after this time, it doesn't matter if you don't understand.

Lu Xuyi made several copies of the agreement at the beginning, and it was in the drawer of the desk.Take out two copies again, turn to the last page and sign your name.After thinking about it, I still left a note.

Today, he will completely leave this home that he has lived in for seven years.But Lu Xuyi didn't want to take anything away. In Lu Xuyi's eyes, this family, without that person, was just a bunch of numbers converted from RMB.All the nostalgia is because of him.

Dragging his exhausted and sore body, he staggered out of the bedroom. Lu Xuyi didn't dare to take another look. The pain in his heart that could not be ignored made his usually calm face full of sadness.

He still couldn't do it, his heart was throbbing with pain, his breathing was slow and rapid, and beads of sweat rolled down his forehead.At this moment, Lu Xuyi suddenly couldn't tell whether it was because his body was in too much pain or his heart was in too much pain.Heat welled up in the eye sockets, and when the eyelids drooped slightly, there seemed to be crystals slipping down.

The living room is simply decorated in pure white, with a white sofa, simple cabinets, and a clean floor without a trace of dust—this is the home where Lu Xuyi has lived for seven years.

Today, he will leave.The corners of Lu Xuyi's pale lips curled up, and his smile was bleak.It is obviously a relief, but why is there no relief after a heavy burden has been relieved?

Maybe it's because of some reluctance.

Looking around, Lu Xuyi just took down a color painting hanging in the living room.His eyes stayed on the silver ring on his left ring finger for a moment, this was the first gift Yan Chen gave him.Lu Xuyi's eyes drooped slightly, but he still took it off, but he was unwilling to put it on the coffee table.

After struggling for a long time, Lu Xuyi pursed his lips, stuffed the ring into his trouser pocket, picked up the color painting that was put aside, and left the home where he had stayed for seven years without looking back.Countless memories and nostalgia finally came out at this moment.

After opening the door, it was still pitch black.Today is the weekend, and Aunt Zhang probably went home. As for the two, they seem to be still traveling in neighboring provinces, and saw Ms. Wang update Moments at noon.Fortunately, both of them were absent, so Lu Xuyi could have a good night's rest, otherwise, tonight would be a night of trial and criticism.

Lv Xuyi breathed a sigh of relief, and took advantage of the weak light of his mobile phone to slowly walk upstairs. When he opened the familiar door, he was slightly stunned. Under the warm yellow light, there were neatly made beds. The musty smell that has not been lived in for a long time, but there is a faint fragrance.Moving his gaze to the desk, he found two gardenias in full bloom in the vase.

Feeling warm in his heart, Lu Xuyi slowly entered the room, closed the door, blocked the darkness outside, and bathed himself in a warm light.But after all, it was June, and after turning on the air conditioner, the heat in Lu Xuyi's body was reduced a lot.Lying on the soft bed, I should have taken another shower to wash off my stickiness, but after a plunder and driving from the west to the east of the city, Lu Xuyi had no strength left.

As soon as the head touches the fluffy quilt which has been sun-baked, the moment the eyes close, the whole world becomes dark.

In the haze, it seemed that someone was whispering in the ear, and the heavy eyelids moved slightly. After struggling for a long time, Lu Xuyi reluctantly opened his eyes.

The light in the room was very dark, Lu Xuyi turned over lazily, and found that his whole body was still sore, especially his waist and abdomen.Not caring too much, Lu Xuyi slowly got up, only to find that there was another person standing beside the bed.

"An Yan?" Lu Xuyi squinted his eyes. After what happened last night, his glasses were already broken. Lu Xuyi, who didn't have glasses, saw a similar figure, so he opened his mouth tentatively.

The man was dressed in simple casual clothes, his flat and clean forehead was half covered by fine bangs, his eyebrows were hidden in the darkness, and his expression could not be seen clearly.The light in the room was terribly dark, and Lu Xuyi was blind again without his glasses.After seeing the person who seemed to be nodding his head, Lu Xuyi said again: "What are you doing here?"

"It's so cold!" The corner of An Yan's mouth twitched, and he turned on the light in the room casually, one after another being stunned by the abrupt light, unable to open his eyes for a while.

After getting used to the bright light, An Yan already looked familiar, sitting by the bed, and it was only then that Lu Xuyi could clearly see who he was.

"You didn't call me that before, and you never asked me what I'm doing here! Every time I come, you'll be very happy!" An Yan pretended to frown, with a slight accusation in his tone.

The familiar eyebrows and the curvature of the lips are exactly the same as before, and it seems that nothing has changed in seven years.Thinking back to the time when An Yan just returned to China and met him some time ago, what he was thinking at that time was the same as now - Yan Chen's face was ruined by the years, An Yan's face was still cared for by time, Not a single fine line can be found.

Having been an agent for a long time, when Lu Xuyi saw such a good-looking person, the first thought in his mind was to evaluate how much profit this face could bring him, and how far he could go in the circle and how much he could stand. high.

A trace of helplessness flashed in Lu Xuyi's heart, and he quickly recovered, with a helpless smile on the corner of his mouth: "Come on, An Yan. We are not children anymore."

"It's not a child." An Yan put away that pretended grievance, and looked serious: "But we are still us, Xiao Yi."

The last two words were pronounced so softly and so familiarly that Lu Xuyi lost his mind for another moment.In the end, all kinds of emotions turned into a faint smile.

"It's different," Lu Xuyi was very different from Yan Chen in front of An Yan, with surprising smiles, "At least I'm different."

An Yan sighed, not knowing what to say for a moment, before saying after a long time: "Let's go on a trip. Venice? Paris? Or Norway is also good! I remember you have always wanted to go skiing."

"Ah?" Lu Xuyi was rarely confused by a single word like this. Thinking about it carefully, it seemed that this happened more often only when he was with An Yan.After regaining consciousness, Lu Xuyi smiled again: "You always change the topic so fast."

Shaking his head, no matter how much Lu Xuyi laughed at Yan Yan, he couldn't hide his exhausted and pale face.

"You know, I still have a lot of things to deal with. Traveling... takes too much time." Lu Xuyi leaned on the bed, looking at the dark sky outside the balcony, the sky in June always changes quickly.

An Yan stared at Lu Xuyi silently, and said after a while, "Stop laughing, it's like crying, it's so ugly."

Lu Xuyi was taken aback for a moment, and quickly suppressed the smile that lingered on the corner of his mouth, "You can't fool anyone."

"Who told you to be like this since you were a child, you smile the happiest when you shouldn't laugh." An Yan looked away.

Lu Xuyi bowed his head in silence, the silver ring that he took off last night returned to his ring finger at some point.Lu Xuyi stroked it cautiously, and asked, "Are you going to leave this time?"

"How do you let me go?" An Yan asked back.

"Then stay in China and develop. It just so happens that after I terminate the contract with him, I will come and take you." Lu Xuyi returned to his usual calm and indifferent.

"Then accompany me on a trip first!" An Yan made a condition.

"You know me……"

"Only on this condition." An Yan interrupted, "I can still act with you."

Lu Xuyi's heart trembled, he covered his face with trembling hands, his voice was hoarse: "I'm like this...is it too cruel?"

"It's him who is cruel, never you." An Yan stepped forward and hugged Lu Xuyi, who couldn't stop trembling, his eyes were full of pity.

"I don't want to do this!" Lu Xuyi's voice trembled, and with distressing sadness, he finally took off the armor that had been hiding his cowardice.

"I do not like this……"

"Well...it's not Xiaoyi's fault, it's all my fault! It's my fault!" An Yan's tone was full of indulgence, and the strange-colored pupils flashed ruthlessly in a place that Lu Xuyi couldn't see. severe.