make do

Lin Jing was very sad.

It was leukemia, and it was already late when it was discovered.

When the little brother was born, he was sickly, had a fever, and was not as fussy as other babies.At first, Lin Jing didn't take it seriously, after all, there are quite a lot of quiet children.

But as he grew up slowly, the three-month-old kid next door grew stronger than his six-month-old little brother, and his appetite was several times better than his little brother.I will also get sick, but my little brother does not have a fever twice every three days.

Lin Jing finally attracted attention and took her little brother to the Children's Hospital.She still held the last chance in her heart, but when she told about the symptoms of her little brother, the doctor asked her to go for a blood test first, and she started to panic.

The results of the blood test came out quickly, and half of Lin Jing's sky collapsed.

Leukemia, still late.

It was too cruel for a child who was only a few months old to let him spend the last few months in pain.

The doctor suggested to go home and wait.

What are you waiting for?The answer is self-evident.

When Yan Chen heard the news, the college entrance examination was still four months away.

Lin Jing cried day and night in her arms for the little one, woke up crying, and fell asleep crying again.

Yan Chen went to see Lin Jing many times, and she always sat there crying.

That man also asked for leave and stayed with Lin Jing at home every day.

There seemed to be an invisible wall between Yan Chen and the three of them. The little brother would cry occasionally, but Lin Jing hugged him tightly and coaxed him in a low voice.The man's eyes were red, and he was still comforting Lin Jing.

Every time after coming, within three hours, Yan Chen would leave again.The third year of senior high school has heavy courses, and he is still a long way from the score line of Beijing Opera.

Lin Jing didn't keep him, but Yan Chen knew that Lin Jing was blaming him.

She didn't know if she was complaining about her indifference or something else, but there was resentment in her red and swollen eyes that made Yan Chen feel cold.

Later, Yan Chen also probably figured it out, probably why she and the crystallization of love between the man had to leave in a hurry as soon as she opened her eyes and took a look at this colorful world.

And she, who represented her lifelong shame, how could she live a peaceful and comfortable life?

Knowing this, Yan Chen didn't have the slightest bit of resentment, this was originally what his surname was Yan and what he owed her.

If this made her feel a little relieved, he could also breathe a little.

The time limit given by the doctor was three months, and in the end the little brother couldn't survive for three months.A high fever took away his fragile life.

He is still so young, he has just opened his eyes to see the world, every time he sees Yan Chen, he will smile happily...Obviously, Yan Chen rarely visits him, but he seems to know that this person is his brother .

There was still a slobbering innocent smile on the corner of his mouth, which was sealed in the deepest part of his memory by Yan Chen.

After cremation, Lin Jing and the man took the small urn and sent him into the cold and dark mud field with their own hands.

Yan Chen clearly remembered that it was a rainy day, and there were 63 days before the college entrance examination.

He bought a bouquet of chrysanthemums and hurried over from school, forgetting even his umbrella.

But I don't know what I did wrong, which completely angered Lin Jing.At this moment, her 30 years of upbringing have also been left behind by her.

She frantically grabbed Yan Chen's collar and screamed to return Yan Chen's child to her.

The man couldn't reflect it for a while, and he was probably too sad.

When he regained consciousness and pulled Lin Jing back, Lin Jing's sharp nails had scratched Yan Chen's face after her crazy move.

The blood donation burst out, and the cool raindrops sprinkled on the face in April, mixed with the blood donation, messy and hideous.

Yan Chen felt deeply powerless, he also liked this little brother very much, but where would he go to find him for her?

The man was full of apology, Lin Jing's insults continued, the man comforted Lin Jing, and at the same time motioned for Yan Chen to leave first.

Yan Chen frowned, and casually touched the long bloody mouth on his face.Shouldn't it be out of shape?How will you make money from acting?

"You go first, I will call you for the medical bills, Xiao Jing is emotionally unstable now, I will apologize to you on her behalf..." Lin Jing seemed to be tired of scolding, hugged the man and began to cry.The man stroked Lin Jing's back, turned his head and apologized to Yan Chen.

Yan Chen shook his head and didn't say much.The bouquet in his hand had already lost many petals during Lin Jing's tearing, Yan Chen still put it gently on the tombstone before saying goodbye to the man.

I just hope that my little brother will not dislike this messy bouquet.

When he returned to school, Yan Chen paused and went to the infirmary anyway.He will rely on this face for food in the future, what if there is a scar?

The doctor saw the obvious nail scratches on his face, and teased: "Why, did your girlfriend scratch it?"

"What did you brat do, that girl scratched your face like this? Could it be that you cheated on other girls?"

Yan Chen: "...my mother caught me."

"Huh?" The school doctor is very young, it seems that he just came out of school and has some relationship with the school leaders, so he entered the school to work as a school doctor.

Hearing Yan Chen's words, the young school doctor frowned, "Mother?"

"Honey." Yan Chen said.

"Tut tsk tsk..." The school doctor tsk mouthed, thankfully said: "Thanks to my mother, at least when I was still in the second year of middle school, she was taught with sticks, and she didn't put on her face. I accidentally left a scar on my face, how can I find it?" girlfriend?"

After simply disinfecting and prescribing medicine, the school doctor said some taboo foods, and then called Chen Chen and left.

Yan Chen was still a little worried, he searched online, but found nothing, so he had to give up.He thought that if there was a scar, he would have to accept the money that the man called. There was a lot of money for scar removal surgery, and he didn't have it for a while.

The school doctor said not to wear a mask, as it is easy to breed bacteria, so Yan Chen had no choice but to go to the classroom with his face covered in scratches.

The homeroom teacher asked him to go out for a chat for a while. After learning that the wound on Yan Chen's face was just a cat scratch, he asked Yan Chen if he had been vaccinated against rabies. Tell Yan Chen to adjust his mentality well, it doesn't matter if his grades decline, the teacher believes that you just made a mistake for a while, etc.After Yan Chen had yawned more than a dozen times in a row, he finally showed kindness and let Yan Chen go.

Yan Chen was drowsy, as soon as he stepped into the class, he heard Mu Qing's call at the door.

Reluctantly, he went out of the classroom again, and Yan Chen repeatedly explained to Mu Qing that he was caught by the cat by touching the cat with his hands, but Mu Qing still didn't believe it.

Yan Chen sighed, rubbed his aching temples and had no choice but to tell the truth.

"I... have wondered more than once if you are her biological child." Mu Qing's face showed an emotion that Yan Chen couldn't understand, and Yan Chen didn't bother to think about it.

"It's my own, and you've seen the paternity test." Touching the wound, Yan Chen's expression was calm.

Mu Qing opened and closed his mouth, but finally said nothing.

Yan Chen sent Mu Qing away, returned to the classroom and continued to concentrate on his studies, regardless of the rumors circulating in the class.

I don't know how the person surnamed Yan knew about being scratched by Lin Jing. Two days later, Yan Chen's cell phone, which would never ring for thousands of years, suddenly rang. Yan Chen was stunned for a long time before he connected.

"Hey……"

After connecting, there was a long silence.Yan Chen turned on the speakerphone casually, put the phone aside, picked up the pen and continued writing the test paper.

"How about your face...?" It was Yan who compromised.

"It's nothing." The wound has started to scab over the past two days, and the doctor said to take good care of his hands and mouth. If it is not for the scar constitution, there will be no scars.

There was another silence on the other end of the phone, and after a while, he said, "I heard from your teacher that you took the art test?"

The homeroom teacher knows that he is Yan's son, so he naturally cares about him very much. She will report any trivial matters to Yan in detail. Yan Chen is not surprised that Yan will know.

Although it is not surprising that Yan will know, but if Yan is determined to intervene, he still has nothing to do. Yan Chen was a little nervous, and paused: "I like this."

"Peking opera culture is very demanding." The other end of the phone sighed insignificantly, but Yan Chen was nervous and didn't hear it.

"I will pass the exam." Yan Chen said word by word, with rare persistence in his tone.

"It's up to you to decide." There was a slight silence again, a man's deep voice came from the other end of the phone, and Yan Chen was taken aback again.

"you……"

"I'll send you some medicine for scar removal. You should be careful recently." Before Yan Chen could say anything, the man hung up the phone.

Yan Chen stared blankly at his mobile phone which he put aside, he didn't expect the man to compromise so quickly this time, he didn't regain his senses for a while.

He has even decided that if the man is determined to intervene in this matter, at worst he will go to his grandfather and cry shamelessly.

It was something he never thought of for a man to compromise so quickly.

I was stunned for a whole afternoon.

A stack of test papers was still quietly piled up there, but Yan Chen couldn't concentrate anymore, he could even choose the wrong basic questions by scribbling and correcting the test papers.

The surname Yan asked someone to deliver medicine, and it would definitely be delivered. In the afternoon, someone knocked on the door and delivered something.

Yan Chen didn't want to open the door to meet people, so he just asked to leave the things at the door, but the person who came didn't insist, put the things down and left.

When there were no footsteps in the corridor, Yan Chen opened the door slowly and brought in the box.

The box was very heavy, and when I opened it, I found that there were all kinds of medicines in a mess.The United States, Germany, Japan, and South Korea have everything.

Yan Chen didn't know what to complain about for a while, he spent the whole afternoon in a daze, after seeing this colorful pile of bottles and cans, Yan Chen finally decided to give up fighting against the test papers.

Lying on the bed and relaxing for a while, Yan Chen understood the subtle emotions in his brain.

--excited.

It turns out that I am so happy!

I no longer need to follow the template set by others step by step, I am so happy!

very nice!The corner of Yan Chen's mouth raised slightly.

The sunshine of April is bright and warm, blocked by the cumbersome curtains, and the teenagers in the house have already fallen asleep.

The staggered marks on his face couldn't hide his handsome eyebrows, and the corners of the boy's mouth curled up slightly, probably because he was having a sweet dream.