monologue

On Wednesday morning, Li Yaomin's secretary came to the criminal investigation team's office and asked for Chu Xingmu by name. Since Comrade Chu Xingmu had just fallen in love and couldn't extricate himself from it, he would not listen to anyone's advice and must accompany his sweetheart to the doctor. Comrade Xia Ci had to come forward to deal with it. This secretary of the bureau chief who can't see the end of the dragon, by the way, this secretary and Chu Xingmu are extremely difficult to deal with, so he rarely comes to the office of the criminal investigation team, unless there is something important or when Li Yaomin makes regular inspections. will come.

Instead of looking at the monk's face and the Buddha's face, Xia Ci was quite polite and talked to him calmly despite his arrogant attitude.

At this time, Chu Xingmu and Wen Ti, who were a few streets away, had just arrived at the entrance of the psychological counseling room. Lin Manshu's psychological counseling room was separated from the Public Security Bureau by about five streets. The two walked into the lobby on the first floor of the counseling room. The assistant was a young girl, wearing clean casual clothes and a high ponytail. When Wen Ti and Chu Xingmu entered, she was sitting behind the reception desk reading a book. When she heard footsteps, the little girl looked up. Seeing that it was Wen Ti, she smiled and said, "Mr. Wen, Dr. Lin is in the office, and she said you don't need to register today."

Wen Ti sized her up and said, "Thank you, I will trouble you again."

The little girl who was praised shyly smiled, "This is my job, there is no trouble, Doctor Lin is waiting for you."

Chu Xingmu grabbed Wen Ti's hand and walked upstairs. The consultation room had only two floors and one staircase. Wen Ti asked, "Why are you walking so fast?"

Chu Xingmu said: "You are very popular with women."

"But I like Captain Chu."

Chu Xingmu had nothing to say, even though he knew Wen Ti's previous virtues, he didn't care about teasing the little girl in front of him, wouldn't he want to go to heaven when he was not around?

"Well, it's important to see a doctor." Chu Xingmu walked up the stairs and looked around.

Wen Ti said, "The second room on the right."

Chu Xingmu let go of his hand and turned to the right. He had been to the psychological counseling room before, and he was not very unfamiliar. The two walked to the door of Lin Manshu's office. Chu Xingmu was about to knock on the door, but his mobile phone was out of date. It rang.

Wen Ti stood aside and waited for him to answer the phone, Chu Xingmu pointed to the phone and said, "There is something wrong with the bureau, I have to go back."

Wen Ti said, "Okay."

"Let me know when you're done here, and I'll come over as soon as possible." Chu Xingmu hugged Wen Ti and left in a hurry.

Wen Ti watched him go downstairs, lowered her eyes, and the smile on her face faded a lot. He knocked on the door, and a voice of "please come in" came from inside. Wen Ti opened the door and walked into the consulting room. Lin Manshu Arranging books on the shelf.

"Is there anyone else just now? I heard voices." Lin Manshu asked while holding a book.

"A friend originally wanted to come with me, but I let him go first because of something urgent." Wen Ti sat on the chair alone.

"Doctor Lin, your skirt is very special." Wen Ti had never seen Lin Manshu wearing a floral skirt.

Lin Manshu, who was wearing a long floral dress, put a few books on the table, a little surprised that Wen Ti would bring friends over, Lin Manshu asked, "Is it pretty or tacky?"

"Of course it's the former when you wear it."

"You still know how to talk, no wonder Ah Jing becomes a nympho when she mentions you."

"The eyes of others can only show the other side of it, but it may not be what you want."

Lin Manshu returned to the desk, and she looked at Wen Ti: "You don't seem to be in a good state recently."

"I went to see a mentally ill prisoner a few days ago. After I came back, I kept having the same dream. I killed someone in the dream, or the scene reappeared." Wen Ti was afraid of scaring Lin Manshu, so she took the initiative to skip it. described those scenes.

Lin Manshu propped his chin with both hands, and said, "Can't you describe it in detail?"

"If it doesn't cause you any discomfort, I'd be more than happy to show you directly." Wen Ti smiled slightly.

Lin Manshu frowned slightly: "The psychological endurance of our psychological counselors is dozens of times that of ordinary people."

"Since Dr. Lin is so persistent, please maintain a bit of a ladylike demeanor after you read it, especially don't shout, lest the security downstairs hear me thinking I'm trying to do something wrong to you."

Lin Manshu couldn't laugh or cry: "Okay."

Wen Ti took off the bandages around his neck. He removed the bandages wrapped around his arms, and pulled out a piece of drawing paper folded and rolled into a cylinder from his cuff. Lin Man didn't know what made him hide it. She couldn't help showing a curious expression.

Wen Ti laughed and said, "My family is too vigilant, so I had no choice but to hide it like this, for fear that he would get angry if he found out."

Lin Manshu's attention was all on the drawing paper. She thought that the "family member" Wen Ti mentioned was Wen Xiangqin. Wen Ti handed the drawing paper to Lin Manshu. He rolled up his shirt cuff, revealing the medicine patch on his arm , he covered the patch with his hand, and took it off after a few seconds, blood was faintly oozing from the patch.

Lin Manshu slowly unfolded the drawing paper. After seeing the content on it, she gasped and couldn't help covering her mouth. For the first time, she hoped that Wen Ti's drawing skills would not be so superb. Wen Ti looked away from his arm Move up to Lin Manshu's face.

"Is this the photo you stitched together?" Lin Manshu asked nervously.

"No, if I knew this earlier, I should have given you a picture that has been decolorized." Wen Ti smiled apologetically: "I can only show you this picture."

"Is this the basement where the felony criminal murdered and dismembered the body?" Lin Manshu had followed Su Zheyu's case. When everyone was lamenting Su Zheyu's past and experiences, she and Zhong Changxin analyzed Su Zheyu's psychology. Xin believes that the source of Su Zheyu's crime is the external stimulation of his potential mental illness, while Lin Manshu believes that Su Zheyu has a natural anti-social personality, but he has been hiding it very well.

"If one day I become like this, I will definitely be crazier than him." Wen Ti said.

Lin Manshu closed the painting and put it aside, she asked, "Are you afraid that you will get sick like Su Zheyu in the future?"

Wen Ti laughed and said, "You know where I grew up, but I'm not like him."

Received the best education in that environment, but also saw the darkest and cruelest side.

Wen Ti tied the bandage back to his arm, Lin Manshu wanted to help him, but Wen Ti said no, he said while tying it: "Many people say that I was naughty when I was young, but in fact I just wanted to be noticed, but later I Find out, being noticed is not a good thing.”

Lin Manshu said worriedly: "I'm becoming less and less convinced that this kind of treatment is still meaningful."

"Meaning and function are the definition. If you are willing to treat me as an ordinary person, then I am an ordinary person. If you want to treat me as a mental illness, then I am a mental illness in your eyes. The meaning of my treatment depends on your acceptance of me." degree." While speaking, Wen Ti had already re-tied the bandage.

Lin Manshu asked, "It's been so many days, have your wounds not healed yet?"

"It grows a bit slower, and it doesn't affect normal life." Wen Ti picked up the book on Lin Manshu's desk and flipped through it.

Lin Manshu said, "These are the few books you can use from me."

Wen Ti closed the book and said with a little distress, "It's no wonder that many people don't want to go to school. Not only do they have to be restricted by the classroom but also write papers as required. They can learn whatever they want freely. Isn't it more efficient?"

Lin Manshu disagreed with his point of view: "Not everyone is as self-disciplined and eager to learn as you are, and has such good self-control and determination. For those who have no choice, going to school is the fairest way out."

Wen Ti suddenly thought about philosophy, and he said: "This is the selection of society. I am more in favor of the selection of people themselves. Of course, my vision is still very narrow, and my views are only for reference."

"So I just passed." Lin Manshu found that Wen Ti liked to joke more and more. He said some nonsense in a serious manner.

"Just treat yourself like a mental patient and talk nonsense." Wen Ti reassured her that he is now more normal than ever.

Wen Ti thought of the sample papers sent to him by Xi Rui, and the professor's frowning expression automatically appeared in his mind. The professor told Zhong Changxin in front of him and other team members that the cost of each project of the research team It's so big, and I don't have much spare money to hire irrelevant idlers. After hearing this, Zhong Changxin neither wanted to defend Wen Ti, nor refuted the professor's words. Almost everyone opposed him being the general manager of Wen's Group, and the instigator, Wen Xiangqin, just watched coldly and didn't say a word for him.

Later Chu Xingmu asked him if he had any troubles, Wen Ti picked someone who was a bit boring and told him, but Chu Xingmu got serious and took him to find Xi Rui, and told them about their relationship Xi Rui, Xi Rui immediately went through the back door for Wen Ti, and told him all the professor's demands and faults, Wen Ti asked her if this would be a bad thing, Xi Rui said that the professor was targeting Wen Ti, Because Wen Ti squeezed out one of his students to join the research group, and that professor happened to be more protective. The relationship between Xi Rui and that professor was okay, and he had heard the professor complain a few words.

Knowing the inside story, Wen Ti could only smile awkwardly. He thought that Zhong Changxin was very reliable in his work, and he would give him a place as a research member. It turned out that he took it from someone else. Wen Ti thought, education is such a thing Sure enough, it's important, but it's too late for him to start elementary school now.

"Okay, let's stop here today, I have an appointment tonight." Wen Ti stood up from the chair, he took out a small card from his pocket and handed it to Lin Manshu, "I heard it's a lucky card, do I need it?" arrive."

Lin Manshu asked, "What about this painting?"

"If possible, can Dr. Lin save it for me for a while?"

"No problem, you can come and get it anytime."

Wen Ti said: "Thank you, you can place it wherever you want, as long as it doesn't get wet."

Lin Manshu picked up the painting, and Wen Ti finally said, "Goodbye, Dr. Lin, your dress today is really beautiful."

"Although I don't know whether what you said is true or not, I will accept the compliment. Be careful on the way." Lin Manshu sent him out of the consultation room. She returned to the office, turned off the recording pen in the drawer, and took Thinking of the painting that left her with lingering fears, she took a deep breath and opened it again, and finally folded the painting and put it on her bookshelf.

City Bureau Criminal Investigation Team, Director's Office, Chu Xingmu stood in front of Li Yaomin's desk, his face was not very good-looking, he said in a cold voice: "Five years ago he pleaded guilty in the court, and now it is said that the court misjudged and wanted to reverse the case again , Are the judges in Dangqing City all dead and rich?"

"Chu Xingmu! As a policeman, is this your attitude towards your superiors?" Li Yaomin looked at him majestically.

"Okay, since they have new evidence to submit, I will apply to reopen the case. I, Chu Xingmu, can get my life back thanks to Xu Chi. Now you tell me that the murderer may be someone else, then we will investigate again. , no matter how long it takes, Xu Chi cannot sacrifice in vain."

"You should know that he died to save you."

"It's because I know that, that's why I can't easily let the murderer go. No matter what new evidence they want to submit and how to reverse the case, I saw Xu Chi die in front of me. This is a fact. He is an anti-drug policeman, and he is also a member of our police force. member." Chu Xingmu said in a strong tone: "I can follow the arrangement of my superiors in other cases, but not in this case. Have you forgotten how many people died that year? Zhou..."

"Shut up! Are you capable? I usually indulge you too much! Whenever you have something to do, call me, do your team members usually talk to you like this? Lawlessness! Disrespect! Contradict your superiors! Review How many copies have you written and you haven't got a long memory?" Li Yaomin stood up and vigorously knocked on the thick pile of self-criticism and criticized, after all, he is a policeman who has worked for decades, and he is still the head of a bureau, so he was blocked by Chu Xingmu It must be angry.

"I'm sorry Director Li, I just had a bad attitude." Chu Xingmu had no choice but to admit his mistake, as long as Li Yaomin said a word, his police uniform could be stripped at any time, even if he had ten fathers, he couldn't keep him.

Seeing that Chu Xingmu lowered his head, Li Yaomin's anger subsided by half, and he said half angrily: "I know you are deeply concerned about that case, Xu Chi's death is not only caused by your criminal investigation team, Chen Yuyao has lost his power Helper, the anti-narcotics team has lost a vice-captain, and they haven't spoken yet, so it's your turn, a member of the criminal investigation team, to yell at me? Even if he wants to reverse the case, he has to pass Chen Yuyao's test first!"

In the office, Zhao Chen listened to the high and low voices coming from the director's office, and ran over to Xia Ci, "Deputy team, why is the boss fighting with Director Li again? It seems to be quite serious. "

"Go back to work if you know it's serious, and he will come out to deal with you later." Xia Ci pushed Zhao Chen aside with his elbow.

Zhao Chen shrank his neck and returned to his work station. The others looked at each other for a few seconds, and when they heard the sound of footsteps that seemed to be trampling on the building, they all buried themselves in their work tacitly.

Chu Xingmu walked into the office aggressively, Xia Ci didn't dare to speak, all he knew was that Li Yaomin asked the secretary and Chu Xingmu to go to the same place, and he didn't know where they went and what they did, and when Chu Xingmu came back, his expression was not good. Well, a trip to the chief's office seemed to amplify his anger.

Wen Daju lay quietly in its nest, eyes wide open, Chu Xingmu glanced at it, as if thinking of something, he picked up the car keys and wallet and planned to go out without saying a word. Before walking out the door, Wen Ti appeared at the door of the office with a personable smile on his face. He just stood at the door and felt the unusual atmosphere inside.

Wen Ti greeted them with a smile: "Good afternoon, everyone."

The people in the office collectively breathed a sigh of relief, Wen Ti's timely appearance broke the strange silence, Chu Xingmu asked in a normal tone: "How did you come back?"

"I called the driver, but your phone can't get through." Wen Ti said, he did call Chu Xingmu, but Chu Xingmu didn't answer, so he came back by himself.

"Follow me to a place." Chu Xingmu looked back, and the others quickly lowered their heads, as if they were doing what they should do.

Wen Ti nodded to them, and after Wen Ti and Chu Xingmu went out, Bai Yao patted her chest and said, "Why is the captain so scary today? Will Junior Brother Wen be criticized by the captain?"

"That won't be the case. Comrade Xiaowen is not under the control of the boss, and the boss is not a person who would take his anger out on others." Zhao Chen said reassuringly.

According to Xia Ci and Chu Xingmu's years of experience working together, it must not be a simple case that dared to quarrel with Li Yaomin. A bad idea suddenly flashed in Xia Ci's mind. Could it be that Chu Xingmu told Li Yaomin?

Xia Ci was worried about what was going to happen next, Wu Huanshan suddenly walked into the office, Xia Ci hurriedly asked: "Director Wu, do you have any tasks?"

"Come out with me." Wu Huanshan said in a deep voice, Xia Ci was puzzled, first Chu Xingmu and then him, his conjecture was getting closer and closer.

Chu Xingmu and Wen Ti walked down the stairs, and the comrades who usually saw Chu Xingmu teasing him casually saw Chu Xingmu's face ugly, so they just said hello to him, Wen Ti followed Chu Xingmu silently, and didn't Ask him where he is going.

When he got to the parking lot, Chu Xingmu said, "How about we go to the South Mansion to find Qin Wan, and how about going directly to the concert hall at night?"

Wen Ti nodded and said, "Are you okay?"

"Very good, remember when I told you about the time I was forced to do drugs five years ago?"

"remember."

"Things back then were very complicated, and many people died. The murderer changed from one to two, three, four, five... and finally became Zhou Jinlin. Qin Wan and I were kidnapped at the time. Did I rescue Qin Wan? Xu Chi can be rescued."

"Who is Xu Chi?"

"Xu Chi is the deputy captain of the anti-narcotics team. He died five years ago."

"But now the murderer who killed Xu Chi wants to overturn the case." Chu Xingmu leaned on the car door and looked at the police badge on the public security building.

"It may become more and more busy after a while. As a family member, Comrade Wen Ti, can you be considerate?"

"Isn't it Chu Daha who should be considerate of you?"

Chu Xingmu and Wen Ti looked at each other for a few seconds, and they both laughed at the same time, raising a dog for a thousand days and using a dog for a while, Comrade Chu Daha sacrificed countless times for family harmony.

Chu Xingmu turned and opened the car door, Wen Ti coughed lightly behind him, and said, "I think the angry Captain Chu is more attractive than usual."

Chu Xingmu didn't react for a while, and knocked his head on the car door, Wen Ti couldn't help laughing, "Captain, why are you so clumsy?"

Chu Xingmu rubbed his head and pretended to say: "Little heartless, hurry up and get in the car."

"My arm hurts, can you please open the car door, Captain Lao?" Wen Ti asked.

Chu Xingmu walked around to the co-pilot and opened the car door, and said, "That will be paid for."

In the past, Zhong Changxin highly praised Chu Xingmu's behavior of kicking over the brazier placed by the victim's family at the entrance of the police station.Later he felt that Chu Xingmu was not only handsome when he was cursing, but also extraordinarily energetic when he was angry.