Brother, he can read minds

When passing a small bridge in the middle of the lake, at the center of the arch bridge, Su Yang took Ke Gu's hand: "Brother, calm down."

Ke Gu raised his eyebrows: "How do you want me to calm down?"

Su Yang pursed her lips: "Brother, you said that I lied to you before, so how about I keep it from you now? You..." He shook Ke Gu's arm lightly, "Don't be angry."

"Tell me, I'm not angry."

"We broke up for more than just one reason..."

"But this is the main reason, isn't it?" Ke Gu can still recall the day when he received a call from Su Yang.

He was in a foreign country, and he was about to change from the house he shared with someone to a two-bedroom apartment, because it would be inconvenient to share the house with others when Su Yang came to look for him.Moreover, he also applied for a scholarship for the next semester, and at the same time, the tutor also gave him a certain amount of remuneration, and the income could fully support their expenses.

When he was looking at the house he was most satisfied with so far, Ke Gu received a call from Su Yang, and the first thing he said when he got through the phone was-"Brother, I may not be able to find you anymore. "

Ke Gu was taken aback for a moment, and his hands were a little cold: "Why?"

"The country is also pretty good." Su Yang said slowly, "I think I may be more suitable for life in the country."

"Then do we want to go abroad?" Ke Gu's voice also became hoarse.

Ke Gu didn't know how long it had passed, but he only heard two words in his ears——

"If brother doesn't mind, I can accept a foreign country. If brother doesn't want to go abroad... I don't mind if brother finds someone else. I won't hinder brother from finding happiness."

happiness?

Ke Gu sneered, did the other party belittle his feelings so much, are his feelings so worthless?He still remembers his answer to this day, he said - "Then let's break up."

At that time, saying the word breakup so easily, one was angry, and the other was chilling.Ke Gu didn't understand why the two of them had planned a blueprint so Su Yang suddenly absent without authorization?Why?

But after he hung up the phone, he stared blankly at the floor-to-ceiling windows for a long time, until the intermediary shopping guide next to him asked him "what's the matter" in English, he looked at the night outside the glass when the lights were on, and at himself reflected in the glass, Only then did Ke Gu realize that his eyes were blushing unknowingly.It would be a lie to say that he has no regrets. He later regretted more than once that he didn't know how to cherish at that time.

But at that time, he just carried it over like this, and then he wanted to contact Su Yang, but found that the other party's phone was shut down.

Later, when he could live a very well-off life abroad alone, he still rented that apartment.Although with his income at that time, he could live in a better house and a better location.He arranged the apartment according to his earliest ideas, according to all his own preferences that Su Yang had told him.

So on the first night, Su Yang said that he knew him well, but what he didn't say was that the layout of his apartment abroad was almost exactly the same as that of Su Yang's home.Everything was the same as what they said that rainy night, except that there was one person missing in the house.Later, Ke Gu bought the apartment.

Ke Gu actually didn't have any intentions when he returned to China this time, he just wanted to take a look at Su Yang and see how he was doing, of course he also wanted to know why they broke up back then?The faces that appeared more and more frequently when he dreamed back at midnight made it difficult for him to continue to be confused.

But when he appeared at the police station meeting, when his eyes met Su Yang, Ke Gu knew that he had no way to leave.If Su Yang has started a new life, Ke Gu promises not to disturb him, but Su Yang's expression is full of flaws in Ke Gu's eyes, and every micro-expression betrays his thoughts to the fullest.

Maybe even Su Yang himself didn't know, the moment he looked at Ke Gu, his eyes turned red instinctively.Although in the eyes of others, it is the jealousy of colleagues meeting each other, but Ke Gu will not misunderstand.So he stayed, even if his mentor tempted him to go back with a lot of money and a green card, he was unwilling to leave.

Because there is no little junior brother he misses so much, there is only regret.

As early as when Ke Gu decided to stay in the police station, he had no intention of letting go of Su Yang's hand.So whether it's cheating or abducting, or taking by force, he will never let Su Yang escape.

Maybe Su Yang always thought that if the problems of the year were not resolved, there would be no way for them to go on forever, but that was not Ke Gu's idea, all he asked about his entanglement was just to deepen the bond between the two of them.What he couldn't bear was that Su Yang disappeared from his world again, but when he learned the truth of the year, remorse, regret and guilt welled up in his heart.

If his self-esteem wasn't that strong back then, if he wasn't so sensitive back then, if he had followed his heart and flew back to China as soon as possible, wouldn't he have let his junior brother go through this alone?Wouldn't they have missed five years?

He blamed his younger brother for not saying anything back then and borne it silently, and he blamed himself even more for why he didn't ask anything back then.Su Yang said he was angry, he was indeed angry, angry with Su Yang, angry with the person who harmed Su Yang, and even more angry with himself.

"Back then..." Su Yang took a deep breath, "I'm on the same path as you. Originally, I wanted to apply for a Ph.D. transfer in the second semester of graduate school, and then apply for public-funded study abroad."

"The application went smoothly, and the teacher told me that it was not a big problem. But during the announcement, something unexpected happened." Su Yang took a deep breath. In fact, he still doesn't want to recall that morning, "That day I was woken up by a phone call from the dean's office, asking me to go right away. I don't know what it is, but I didn't think much about it. When I was about to arrive, the teacher called me On the phone, he quickly said a word: "Don't admit what you haven't done." After that, I heard someone coming in and the sound of flushing. The teacher may have called me secretly from the toilet, and I realized that something was wrong. So right."

"Then you still go?" Ke Gu held Su Yang's back, and patted his back gently.

"Go." Su Yang was also very helpless, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "How naive at that time, I thought something could happen." Unexpectedly, what happened later, he was unexpected and caught off guard, and even changed Su Yang. life trajectory.Of course, even if he didn't go back then, the result might not have changed.

"I went there at the time. When I opened the door, the room was full of people, all the leaders of the school you can think of." The corners of Su Yang's mouth were drawn into a line, and Ke Gu quickly pressed his shoulders: "Take a deep breath." .”

Su Yang took a few deep breaths obediently, and continued: "There is a pile of photos on the desk, all of which have been scattered." Su Yang looked up at Ke Gu, "It's my photos, those photos that you tell me every time. Me, those pictures from when we should have been quieter."

It was for this reason that Su Yang never felt that it was a matter between two people. To him, the senior brother was more like a victim who was dragged into the water by him.Brother Mingming has said more than once, "Don't be so ostentatious outside", "Don't be so close in front of people, it won't affect you well", "Don't talk about our affairs with people you don't know well, and be careful when sailing for thousands of years"...Every single item is taken out, They are all so similar to the quotes of a scumbag, even Su Yang's friends think that Ke Gu is just playing with Su Yang, and not letting him show off is just because he doesn't want to admit that he is a boyfriend.

Of course, Su Yang wasn't balanced, he didn't think there was anything shameful about the matter between himself and his senior brother.But when the photo was in front of him, it was too late for Su Yang to regret it.

"No." Ke Gu suddenly turned Su Yang's head, and lowered his head to touch his forehead. Amidst the screams of the little girls passing by, Ke Gu paused, "But I just like my little brother holding me The way his hands are flaunting."

"That's not what you said back then." Su Yang puffed up his cheeks, but his eyes were full of smiles. Although he knew all his life that one must be cautious in words and deeds in life, the one you love hopes to show your love When it is made public, no one will be unhappy.

Ke Gu said categorically: "It was stupid at that time."

Su Yang blushed, and hurriedly continued while there was still wind on the bridge. He was also afraid of missing this opportunity, and it would be difficult for him to build up courage later: "But what the whistleblower really wanted to say was not that we were in school. There are too many bad relationships in public places. So I can't escape whether I can prove that the sex photo is real or not."

It's not because of the photo?Ke Gu shook his head: "But the teacher didn't tell me this part."

"Maybe the teacher didn't want to mention it. The whistleblower wanted to say that I cheated and made academic fraud during the postgraduate re-examination."

"What?" Ke Gu gasped, "The reason why he wants to prove our ambiguous relationship... is to..."

"I took the postgraduate entrance examination back then, but you participated in the qualification review for the graduate school, right? You also participated in the re-examination interview later, right?"

"I'm just the recorder."

"I also think it's unbelievable, but the dean thinks this evidence is indeed sufficient." Su Yang paused and said, "And the whistleblower got some points from my college classmates who haven't spoken for four years. Testimony, they all said that I have been with you since my senior year."

"Converting black and white, the dean doesn't care?!"

"But fortunately, there is a teacher here. He fully guarantees that I will not cheat or cheat. In addition to my four-year grade points in college, I should be included in the postgraduate research list no matter what." Su Yang took a deep breath again. Tone, "But the dean was persistent. He asked me to give up the idea of ​​blogging, and even asked me to admit what he accused, but I refused to provide it."

"Later, behind my teacher's back, he said that if I don't want to get involved with you, I would give up my postgraduate study." Ke Gu was studying abroad at public expense. Once it was cancelled, not only the tuition fee, but also the school would be gone.Su Yang is not willing to give up, if the dream is destined to be shattered, it will be more cost-effective to shatter one person than two people.

"I compromised, but I found out that it was a scam." Su Yang was very helpless, "After I gave up switching to a Ph.D., the dean came to me again and said that he hoped that I would give up the position of the first author of the journal I was writing. No, he said that I can't graduate normally, and he won't let me graduate."

"Later, I fought several times." Su Yang sighed, "It all ended in my fiasco."

"In short... In the end, I didn't want to be threatened by him anymore, so I chose Yanbi directly. Later, I met Bureau Lin, and then Bureau Lin came forward, and I graduated smoothly." Su Yang finally smiled, "It may be because of this reason , so the teacher is finally willing to get involved in administration, he said before that he only wants to do academics, but after that happened, the teacher went to run for the vice president."

Ke Gu's thumb kept rubbing against Su Yang's cheek, he couldn't speak, but he had a lot to say, and all the words were blocked in his throat.

"Brother..." Su Yang pursed her lips, and suddenly reached out to wrap her arms around Ke Gu's waist, resting her chin on his shoulder, "Brother, what happened back then was not easy, and I actually didn't know everything, I can't explain clearly in a few words , but there is one thing I want to tell you."

"what?"

"I've missed you all these years."

"Have you never blamed me?"

"I complained too." Su Yang raised his head and rubbed Ke Gu's lower lip, "I blame you for always refusing to come to my dreams."

Ke Guwan'er lowered his head to deepen the kiss, with stars all over his head, and the longing in his arms that he could not let go of all these years.