happy rebirth

When Jida was led into the room, Xie Chunying was still blushing.

Because she received Jida's letter in the morning, Xie Chunying knew that he would come to visit at this time, so she was not surprised at all.But Xie Chunying still felt a little awkward in her heart, so she clenched her fist and put it to her lips, and then pretended to cough a few times to ease her emotions.

Ke Qi is really...Xie Chunying worked hard to suppress the blush on her face.

Ji Da slightly looked at Xie Chunying curiously.

Xie Chunying would definitely not tell Jida the funny things about the child's room, he immediately asked someone to serve refreshments again, and then asked: "How many days have you been away from the capital... It's enough for you to come to me from the capital The last two went back and forth. Where did you go? What got you caught up in?"

After Jida left Wencaoyuan, Xie Jinhua and Ke Qi immediately wrote to Xie Chunying to inform Xie Chunying of the incident. After all, Xie Chunying introduced Jida to Ke Qi.When Xie Chunying received the letter, she thought that Ji Da was probably coming to him, but she didn't want him to wait for so many days.

Jida said with a half-smile, "There are indeed some things to do."

This answer is equivalent to no answer.The servant put the newly brewed tea between the two of them, and then quietly retreated, closing the door behind him when he went out.However, the window is still open there.Jida looked towards the window and could see the scenery outside the window.Regardless of Xie Chunying's expressionless appearance, outsiders think he is too square.In fact, Xie Chunying is a person who understands life very well.The yard is not big, but it is well kept.

The climate in the south is warm, so the flowering period is long, and the red, purple and purple are very lively.

Xie Chunying poured the tea from the pot into a cup, pushed it in front of Jida, and said, "You have worked hard all these years. That kid Ke Qi..."

"It's hard work. I thank you for allowing me to pass on all my skills, so that they didn't follow me into the coffin and rot in the mud." The newly made tea was too hot, and the hot steam The Buddha blurred Jida's face, "I didn't believe you when you said you found a good apprentice for me. However, looking at it coldly over the past few years, even without me, his future is still immeasurable. In this way, it is me Got it."

Xie Chunying did not expect Jida to have such a high opinion of Ke Qi.

The tea leaves are stretched little by little in the hot water.Amidst the faint tea fragrance, Xie Chunying couldn't help laughing, still not looking like a good person.But Jida could tell that Xie Chunying was obviously relieved.Xie Jinhua can have Ke Qi by his side, no wonder Xie Chunying is so happy.

Then, Jida also laughed.

The atmosphere was so good, it was like a long-lost reunion between old friends, but the two suddenly fell silent.Xie Chunying seemed to have a lot to say, but she didn't know where to start.Jida is the same, he also has a lot to say, but he also doesn't know where to start.Obviously they were confidantes who talked about everything when they were young, but good luck tricked others, how could they count all kinds of birth and separation in the future, and all kinds of death?

A cup of tea is gradually getting cold.

Xie Chunying sighed and said, "I know I can't stop you. But don't worry the children."

"They have already taken their characters, so how can they be called children?" Ji Da talked about him from left to right.

"Although the characters have been taken, but after all, I haven't performed the crown ceremony properly, so why can't I be a child?" Xie Chunying said seriously.Both Xie Jinhua and Ke Qi were bestowed by the emperor. In this case, they can hold the crown ceremony in advance, but in fact, their real age is not yet 20 years old.At twenty and crowned, one becomes an adult after the crown ceremony is performed.Xie Chunying is so much older than them, and it makes sense to continue to treat them as children.

People at this time attach great importance to crown ceremony.Although Xie Jinhua and Ke Qi are in special circumstances, since they have already become officials and have to be conferred, they can be crowned in advance, but because they can be crowned in advance, Xie Jinhua wants to hold the crowning ceremony with Ke Qi.But when Ke Qi became an official, the elder brother had already been released.The couple had a private discussion, and felt that they would have regrets if their elder brother was not present at the coronation ceremony, so Qiqi decided to postpone it.

Jida took a deep look at Xie Chunying: "You are like... probably going to worry about it for the rest of your life."

Xie Chunying picked up the teacup and took a sip, she looked relaxed and did not speak.

Jida laughed to himself.Sometimes, it's a blessing to be able to fuck your heart for a lifetime.Like him, he just wants to worry, so who can he worry about?He is already alone, and the person closest to him now is probably only Ke Qi, who is the apprentice he taught with all his heart.

"If you want me to say..." Xie Chunying sighed, but her tone was hesitant.He knew there were some things he couldn't say, but he really wanted to say them.

Ji Da shook his head to express that he didn't mind, and signaled Xie Chunying to continue talking.

"I can guess how much you are going to do. I can't stop you. But maybe, you can consider marrying a wife and having a child." Xie Chunying said.He was too aware of the deep blood feud that Ji Da was carrying, so he couldn't persuade Ji Da to let go.He put Ji Da next to Ke Qi, and he really wanted Ji Da to teach Ke Qi selfishly, but in fact it was also a restriction on Ji Da.Xie Chunying didn't want to watch Ji Da hit the rock with an egg.

In politics, sometimes there are only positions, and there is no right or wrong.

It's not wrong to say thank you for your family's indifference.Cold people are not selfish people. They are cold because they put all their emotions on specific things.For example, Xie Chunying, what he values ​​most is the whole family, he can die for the family at any time, and can do everything for the family.Then people or things other than the family and family will not be able to get his wholehearted dedication.

If Xie Chunying was loyal to the emperor wholeheartedly, then when the previous dynasty was destroyed, he should die for the country.So, he is not.Therefore, he already knew that what Jida wanted to do would be detrimental to the current Emperor Karui, but Xie Chunying would not reprimand him on the basis of the so-called righteousness, he just wanted to save his family.In other words, if Xie Chunying was in Ji Da's position, then his choice would probably be exactly the same as Ji Da's.

If Xie Chunying values ​​love, then after he finds Ji Da, he should wholeheartedly support Ji Da's great cause of revenge.So, he still isn't.Knowing that Jida will die without a place to die if he fails, but as long as Jida knows what he is doing, Xie Chunying will not try his best to stop him.

But it cannot be said that Xie Chunying is not loyal to the emperor, nor can it be said that he does not value love.

The reason why Ji Da stayed in Wencao Garden for several years was not only because Ji Da could guess Xie Jinhua's identity, but also because of Xie Chunying's only tenderness in his heart.He probably still hopes that Jida can let go of his hatred. The past is irreversible, but the present peaceful life is worth cherishing.

But when Xie Jinhua and Ke Qi wrote to say that Ji Da left without saying goodbye, Xie Chunying immediately understood that Ji Da was still the same Ji Da who had not come out of the nightmare after all.How easy it is for an outsider to say let go.How can a person who is really in a nightmare get out so easily?

"Sorry..." Ji Da shook his head, not intending to pay attention to Xie Chunying's words about marrying a wife and having children.

Xie Chunying, who rarely talked about this topic, planned to persuade him again, and said: "You have taught Ke Qi all these years, and he and Xiao Si have always been indistinguishable from each other. Therefore, Xiao Si must have learned from Ke Qi indirectly. Got something. He should be your little half-disciple, right?"

Jida was silent again.

Xie Chunying knew that Ji Da was hard-hearted.

At the beginning, when Jida had no idea of ​​Ke Qi's qualifications, he agreed to teach Ke Qi, wasn't it because of the relationship between Ke Qi and Xie Jinhua?What Xie Jinhua's identity is, Xie Chunying and Ji Da have never disclosed it, but Ji Da must know it well, and Xie Chunying also knows that Ji Da must know it well.Ji Da once said that he had no good intentions towards Xie Jinhua, but was just deceiving himself and others.

Even though Ji Da once said a lot of bad things in front of Xie Chunying, he still passed the Fu family letter to Ke Qi.

Such things as family books, would rather be lost than handed down lightly.

Because what is to be passed on in the family book is the strength of character of the Fu family and the century-old glory of the Fu family.Ji Da thinks that he has been in business all these years, and he is no longer qualified to be named Fu. He thinks that he has lost the character of the Fu family.But when he first met Ke Qi and Xie Jinhua, he passed down the Fu family book.Is it because he thinks that Xie Jinhua, who is so well protected by Xie Chunying, has the qualifications?However, he was unwilling to teach Xie Jinhua himself.

This is extremely contradictory.

Fortunately, no matter what, Xie Jinhua always respected Ji Da, and Ke Qi never failed Ji Da's teaching.

Xie Chunying didn't break Ji Da's mind, just said: "For Xiao Si, a cheap apprentice, you definitely don't know him. So you don't know that he has a unique skill. He can see a person's heart through his words. You often Correspondence with Ke Qi, do you know what Xiao Si said about you?"

Ji Da still didn't speak, he didn't want to step into Xie Chunying's verbal trap.

"Xiao Si said that he likes your handwriting. He said that you are a bit contradictory, and he also said that you are forbearing, tenacious and righteous." Xie Chunying said.

"He was wrong." Jida retorted blankly.

Xie Chunying accepted it as soon as she saw it, pretending not to see the complexity in Jida's eyes.

In the past few years, Jida lived in Wencaoyuan. Of course, Xie Chunying would not let him live like that. In fact, Jida has always lived under Xie Chunying's surveillance.However, Jida seems to have the ability to bypass his surveillance and do something.But to put it this way, Xie Chunying intends to monitor Ji Da, and when Ji Da does things, he can not disturb Xie Chunying. Probably no one in the world would have thought that such an inconspicuous person like him would turn upside down.

Jida hides his inner softness with a vicious voice, but Xie Jinhua sees through his disguise through his words.

"A good boy like Xiaosi, who wouldn't like him?" Xie Chunying asked.

Ji Da didn't intend to say more, so he changed the subject directly and asked, "Did you get the Jade Seal of the Chuan Kingdom?"

There is nothing to hide, Xie Chunying shook her head and said, "No." Ever since he knew that Jingyan wanted to blow up to death, he always thought that Chuanguo Yuxi was in the Qinglian Sect, but he had already sent Qinglian Most of the sect was eradicated, and even the "aunt" who had been keeping a low profile and was the actual ruler of the Qinglian sect was dead—Xie Chunying fell into the water because of this and suffered internal injuries—but the Chuanguo Yuxi was still missing.

Ji Da raised the corners of his mouth, his face full of sarcasm.

When the Fu family was ransacked, some members of the family were beheaded, and the rest were exiled, Jida only thought that the winner was the king and the loser.It was not until many years later that he realized that it was all for a small jade seal.Because Emperor Kairui failed to obtain the Jade Seal of the Founding of the Kingdom, he was afraid that people in the world would say that he was not in the right position, so he tried his best to obtain it.But even if he got it at that time, so what?Didn't he still become emperor from a traitor?

So many people died, but the founding jade seal is still missing until now.Jida just thought it was a big joke.

"You don't know the whereabouts of Chuan Guo Yuxi either?" Xie Chunying asked again.

At this time, Ji Da also felt that there was nothing to hide anymore, and said, "There is no news of the national jade seal in the Chunyangmen. The Chunyangmen is different from the Qinglian Sect, and the structure of the Qinglian Sect is too small. If the Chuan Guo Yuxi is in Chunyangmen, they will definitely support a new owner."

So what if the new lord who is supported can't shake Emperor Karui's rule?They were able to kill Karedi to death.Just like Ke Qi traveled to the time and space before, didn't the third prince Zhu and so on have been threatening Kangxi for a long time?With the Jade Seal of Chuanguo, Chunyang Gate will definitely stand out and boast of orthodoxy.

So, where did the founding jade seal go?

Jida didn't drink much water, the tea in his cup was completely cold.Xie Chunying picked up his cup, spilled the tea, and poured him a hot cup again.The tea brewed this time seems to be more fragrant than the last one.Xie Chunying asked: "In the past two years, what have you done without telling me?"

"I only shot once," Ji Da said.

Xie Chunying frowned, and immediately knew it in her heart.Smart people don't need to speak too clearly.Ji Da said that he only shot once, so it was the time when the emperor was assassinated during the autumn hunt.At that time, if the prince hadn't stood up to block the arrow for the emperor at the critical moment, even if he didn't die, Emperor Kairui would have lost most of his life.Jida did have means, and the game was well arranged, but Kai Ruidi just couldn't die.

After that incident, many people from Chunyangmen were arrested, but Jida was not exposed at all.

Xie Chunying thought carefully about the surveillance reports regularly sent by people around Jida, but she still couldn't figure out how Jida made a move.There was a moment of fear in his heart, and he squinted his eyes and said, "You promised me that you would leave the capital first and completely change your appearance before you make a move."

At the beginning of the matter, when Ji Da returned to the capital, Xie Chunying thought about sending him away, but although Ji Da didn't say it clearly, he guessed Xie Jinhua's identity.If someone else could guess Xie Jinhua's identity other than Ji Da, Xie Chunying would have killed that person long ago.But just because it was Jida, Xie Chunying felt that he must have someone behind him, and because of his past affection, she kept Jida.

There are always too many helplessness and contradictions in the adult world.

The most contradictory points were concentrated on Xie Jinhua.Because of Xie Jinhua's identity, Xie Chunying always stood on the top of the cliff.So before seeing Xie Jinhua, Ji Da never thought that Xie Chunying would save Xie Jinhua's life.Then again, if Xie Jinhua wasn't the child that Xie Chunying grew up watching, then Ji Da would definitely not regard him as the younger half of the Fu family, he would only hate him as the Yan family.

"That time I was very sure. This time I was not sure, so I left as agreed." Jida said.

Speaking of this, Xie Chunying knew that there was no way to dissuade Jida.He said in a bad tone: "If you die, I will only tell Ke Qi that you have gone to live in seclusion somewhere. Therefore, no one will worship you." The fire in his heart was burning, and it seemed that nothing could be extinguished .

Jida smiled indifferently, took out a folded piece of paper from his arms, and pushed it in front of Xie Chunying.

Xie Chunying left the paper on the table, didn't take it, didn't open it, just looked at Jida.

"This is... a list of people in Chunyangmen. It can take up to two months. If you hear any news after two months, you can use this list to get people. Nothing will involve your celebration." Yanghou Mansion." Jida said in a calm and terrifying voice, "You will make meritorious service."

"I don't lack this. You should still think about how to survive." Xie Chunying said.

Jida knew in his heart that Xie Chunying was probably unwilling to forgive herself.He had no intention of seeking Xie Chunying's forgiveness.They took different paths many years ago.However, what he took out would not be taken back easily.Ji Da thought for a while and said, "When Xie Jinhua took part in the county examination, someone planned to set the fire on fire. Although this plot was finally solved by mistake, don't you want to avenge Xie Jinhua?"

It's been a long, long time since the arson incident.Xie Chunying never forgot.

Hearing what Jida said, Xie Chunying seemed unmoved, still staring at Jida closely.

Jida said frankly: "After I arrived in the capital, I gradually connected with Chunyangmen. They have been operating secretly for many years, and I joined in halfway, so not only do they not listen to me in everything, they even They will guard against me in certain things. They wanted to set fire, but I was always kept in the dark. I didn't hear the news until the matter was revealed. After many people were arrested at Chunyangmen, I didn't know about it. Take power."

Jida thought for a while, then continued: "It's fine if the fire really burns, I'll take it as God's will..."

Before Jida finished his sentence, Xie Chunying turned the table over.He clenched his fist and slammed it hard at Jida's face.Jida didn't know whether it was too late to hide, or he didn't want to hide, his nose was smashed straight on, and nosebleeds gushed out.Ji Da laughed like a fool.

"You!" Xie Chunying punched the ground hard again.He wanted to say something, but had nothing to say.

"Hahahaha, you were like this back then, do you remember? One year at the racecourse in the suburbs of Beijing, someone had a dirty mouth, and I went with you to beat him up, do you remember?" Jida Smiling and laughing like a lunatic, "It's gone, it's gone a long time ago. Look at you now, you live like a person in a cloak, and your own emotions have been restrained completely. I I feel tired for you."

Of course Xie Chunying still remembered that incident.At that time, the eldest daughter of the Xie family, the current Princess Deqin, had just started discussing marriage. The friend went to beat the man up.That fight was really good.It's just that such a vivid youth has passed away long ago, and it is no longer even in dreams.

Xie Chunying clutched Jida's collar and said, "I'm not living in the past because I still have things that I need to protect."

Jida laughed for a long time before stopping.The piece of paper fell to the ground along with the overturned tea table.Jida lay on the ground and took it as soon as he reached out.Fortunately, this piece of paper was not soaked by tea.Jida slapped the list on Xie Chunying's chest and said, "Take it, you need this."

This list is actually not complete.

What Ji Da gave was only the list of those who participated in the arson of the examination room.There are also some people, Jida knew their status in Chunyangmen in his heart, but Jida didn't mention them.Anyway, relying on this incomplete list, Xie Chunying will definitely be able to make meritorious service.

Ji Da feels that he is really bad, he has been using Chunyangmen from the beginning to the end.

Xie Chunying took out a handkerchief from her sleeve, threw it on Jida's face, and said disgustedly, "Wipe the blood clean."

Jida directly wiped his nose with his sleeve, and said, "Actually, you don't have to wait two months, you can pick people according to the list now. In addition, you have almost wiped out the Qinglian Sect just now, so the old man must be I must remember your great merit. In a few days, if anything happens in the court, it will not be implicated in you anyway." There is another meaning hidden in his words, whether the people on the list can be caught or not, the plan for him It doesn't matter.

Jida picked up the handkerchief he hadn't used before, and gave it back to Xie Chunying, saying, "I'm not used to this kind of silk handkerchief, the cotton handkerchief is easy to use." The handkerchief was stained with his blood, but it was actually a bit dirty up.Jida suddenly remembered that on the way to exile, there was a silk handkerchief hidden in the arms of her cousin, which she usually used. When the house was ransacked, only the handkerchief and the clothes on her body were left behind.In the end, the handkerchief was replaced with half a dry and hard steamed bun.

Half a steamed bun can't save a family's life.

Xie Chunying pointed to the door and said, "You go, it's best not to come back when you go."

Xie Er shopped around in the street market, and even sent someone to learn from that kind of fireworks place, so he bought what Ke Qi wanted.Xie Er bought a total of six types of balm, and bought several bottles of each type.He didn't know which one was better, so he decided to send all the bottles and jars to Ke Qi.

It's not easy being an older brother!

When returning to the yamen, Xie Er passed Jida again at the door.

The nosebleed on Jida's face has been wiped clean, but he hasn't changed his clothes. There is blood on the sleeves and tea on the hem of the clothes.Xie Er didn't understand how Jida got into such a mess.But since Ji Da came out of the mansion, the only one who can make Ji Da like this is the eldest brother, right?The eldest brother in Xie Er's mind is a strict self-disciplined patriarch, a walking "Gentleman's Code", he really can't imagine his eldest brother getting mad.

Xie Er was not familiar with Jida, so it was not easy to ask Jida anything, so he just nodded and staggered away.

Ji Da stopped suddenly, cupped his hands towards Xie Er, and said, "Second Master Xie, if you go back to Beijing, please tell Master Ke that the younger one will go back to his hometown to get married. It’s ten or twenty years old, my missing son can go to Beijing to catch the exam, and I’ll ask Mr. Ke to take care of him.” This may sound a bit strange, but Xie Er is not the kind of person who likes to find out the truth, so after he hears this words, just nodded.

Xie Er hurriedly walked towards the courtyard where the eldest brother lived.

"Big brother, big brother, it turns out that big brother can't be so calm all the time..." Xie Er thought to himself, "This, inexplicable, seems like Ruixue found out that his omnipotent brother is actually still drinking mooncakes ( Goat) milk’s mood, what’s going on?”

Xie Er was a little excited.