What kind of love is a fan of the month by month

Get out of this place quickly.

Flee from the famous place.

The more determined Ming is, the more he wants to escape.

This relationship seems to be upside down from now on.

Maybe he shouldn't have bothered Ming in the first place.

Kit turned his head and glanced quietly at Ming who was still standing there, like a child who lost an important treasure and was at a loss, surrounded by grief.

【TBC】

【Forth extra】

Forth has been paying attention to Beam for a long time. A famous playboy in medical school, he changes his girlfriends as fast as he changes clothes. The first time he saw him was because of Forth's ex-girlfriend.

After the breakup, I found Beam again within a week, which also allowed Forth to meet this playboy. He is whiter than him, slightly shorter than him, and he is also a little particular about his clothes. He is white and tender. If he hadn't known One point, people who don’t know him might think that Beam is the kind who makes a fool of himself.

He is really too handsome, if you put him under your body and love him...

Forth was stunned for a long time, as if he was inconceivable for his idea or perhaps thinking that the idea was feasible.

When Forth really decided to get to know him, when Forth was fighting with people from other colleges in the Engineering College that day, he caught a glimpse of Beam standing at the door and seemed to be waiting for someone. Forth didn't care about the people behind him, even though he knew he was now He was covered in scars, but he ran towards his prey like a hungry wolf locked on to his target.

Seeing that no one else was chasing after him, Beam had already stayed where he was, and could only hear the two of them panting non-stop from running.

Forth turned to meet Beam's eyes.

At that moment, Forth didn't know what kind of emotion it was. God was helping him create opportunities. The way Beam looked at him made him want to eat him, but Forth's self-control ability was good anyway.

"Hi, my name is Forth, and my name doesn't seem too human-like." Forth smiled and introduced himself as usual, his palms were already full of sweat.

"Beam." Beam's eyes faltered and finally met Forth's.

The scene is good, the atmosphere is good, it is probably the arrangement of God.

Forth has heard a saying that only love and coughing can't be controlled.

Forth is not a young and energetic boy who can't afford to play, and he has passed the age when he wants to play, but for him, Beam was indeed liked at the beginning, but there are many kinds of likes, right?

But in the process of getting along with Beam, Forth felt that he might be getting deeper and deeper. Beam has a magical power that makes people can't help but get close to him. All the bells and whistles are on the surface, but his gentleness penetrates deep down.

Is it love?

Forth himself was taken aback.

But if it was said, would Beam accept it?

But fate does not seem to allow Forth to hesitate, and they go to bed.

To be precise, drunken sex.

Forth didn't remember it at first, and he didn't know that the person who spent the spring night with him was the person in his heart. After waking up that day, Beam had disappeared, and the appearance of the whole room reminded Forth of something about yesterday. Content, but all vague and unclear.

During that time, Forth fell into a deep self-loathing. Since he decided to love Beam, he shouldn't do this kind of thing with others. Since then, Forth began to avoid Beam intentionally or unintentionally.

Since he no longer has the qualifications to protect him in an upright manner, he can still guard him silently.

Forth saw Kit getting drunk at the bar, and there was no Beam by his side, because Beam also got to know his best friend Kit, and many people were watching quietly, and when Kit was drunk, he took him back to him. Kill it.

Look, someone has shamelessly stepped forward to make a move.

Forth couldn't stand it and stepped forward to stop the farce. The man asked him why he was meddling, and Forth blurted out, I'm his boyfriend.

The man left angrily.

What would Beam be like if he knew he was with kit? Would he be jealous and come back to him?

However, the truth was not as Forth thought, Beam brought the two of them together instead, Forth and Kit confessed everything, and Kit just stayed for a while, scolding Beam from beginning to end along the way.

Forth smiled, suddenly a little envious of the feelings of the Wild Doctors.

But at least this way, Beam isn't too alone.

Forth had investigated it early in the morning, and he was also aware of Beam's fate. In addition to being full of distress, he still felt distressed.

If possible, Forth wants to stay with Beam, treat him well, love him, love him and protect him forever.Although he is a boy like himself, what's the matter, can't boys spoil him?

Because Forth loves him.

But this is destined to be just one person's love, from beginning to end, it started when Beam didn't know him, and when it will end, Forth himself doesn't know.

Until kit told Forth everything, including what happened that night, Forth thought about everything.

When he saw Beam in the bar, that determined look came back.

Beam was surprised to see him, but the red eyes from crying couldn't hide that what Kit said was true, Beam looked at him with erratic eyes, just like when Beam saw him for the first time, and finally fell helplessly On Forth's eyebrows.

This is the love of two people.

Forth decided that he would never make that mistake again, he would hold Beam's hand tightly, and never let him suffer any more grievances or other bad emotions.

I won't let him escape again.

It's nice that they are in love.

When Ming called, Forth just came downstairs from Beam's dormitory, and when he rushed over, Ming was already drunk and a little unconscious.

Is he naturally attracted to you to talk to?

Kit confides in him, and Ming confides in him.

Ming and Forth talked a lot about his past with kit, but he didn't love kit very much at that time, he only wanted to escape, but he didn't care about kit.

The kit who has always loved him and paid for him silently.

He didn't even know that Ming and Kit had cut their wrists because of him.

Asshole enough for me, Ming said while laughing and looking at Forth with a few tears.

Forth said, if Beam hadn't beaten you already, I would have beaten you too.

I really love him, love him so much.

Ming whispered in his ear no less than hundreds of times that he loved kit, but Ming himself knew that drinking and getting drunk was also a way to escape, so he had no choice but to ask Forth.

"You know..." Forth reached out to support Ming, "kit didn't have a good time at all."

Ming froze for a moment, then said awkwardly, "I know..."

Because of Ming's existence, it was the saddest thing for kit, it made him endure so much pain, and gradually became the person he hated little by little.

"It's not just those..."

"During that time, Kit couldn't eat, was always sweating and shivering, had trouble breathing, and his thoughts were sometimes blurred. He often felt extremely frightened, and even felt a sense of dying and losing control. Although he has been hiding the symptoms from us, in the end Kit couldn't stand our pestering and went to the hospital for an examination, and the results of the examination were not particularly good..."

Ming stared at Forth with wide eyes, the remaining tears still rolling in his eyes.

"The result of the examination was a mild-to-moderate acute anxiety attack. Kit has been receiving psychotherapy and medication since then. In fact, he has recovered almost now, and his symptoms rarely recur..."

Forth patted Ming's trembling back lightly, and said, "Actually, I don't really understand. Beam and I agreed, so I just rest assured. Don't blame him for beating you that day. He was just worried about kit. ..."

Ming got up unsteadily, lost his footing and knocked some bottles on the table to the ground, but he ignored them, Forth also got up and tried to hold him, but Ming pushed him to sit on the sofa.

Ming hurried out.

Forth looked down at the time, and didn't know whether to chase him or not. When he looked up, Ming had already run away.

It should be to find a kit.

Hope everything will be fine.

Forth thought.

【TBC】

【11】

When Kit returned to the dormitory, he saw the man squatting at the door of his room. Ming, without any self-knowledge, was sitting in front of the door, his head almost lowered to the ground.

It was only when Kit approached that Ming realized that he looked up at Kit blankly, his eyes were red, and he stared at him eagerly like a puppy.

"kit..."

How much alcohol did you drink?

Ming has been squatting for almost an hour, except for the previous knock