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I felt that I was such a bastard back then.

Kit's fingers trembled violently.

"Why do I feel like you haven't slept all night?" Beam walked towards Kit and handed him a bottle of water.

Kit took the water and took a sip, and the water leaking from the corner of his mouth slipped across his neck and flowed into the invisible depths of his skin. Beam shook his head, and Ming, who was training in the distance, glanced this way from time to time. Forth He also had to quietly release water for his elementary school brother.

Beam sat down next to the kit, reached out to touch the kit's forehead, and asked, "Is the cold better?"

"much better."

"Yesterday when you fainted, Ming ran over and hugged you back to your room. I think you will be punished badly today. I thought you had some incurable disease." When Beam mentions Ming, it will definitely not do any good. tone.

"But yesterday I changed rooms with Ming, originally he and Forth shared the same room, uh uh..."

Kit was obviously stunned for a moment, Beam saw it all, and suddenly became angry, "Did he do something to you?"

"What's the matter, I didn't say a word today."

Kit shook his head and said, "I'm fine, just a little tired."

Beam reached out and touched Kit's forehead again, and said with a worried face, "The fever should have subsided, why don't you go back to your room to rest, and if I knew you were sick, I wouldn't have dragged you out."

"Then I'll go back first." Kit's eyelids seemed to be fighting, and he got up and walked back while talking.

He did not sleep all night, just because of Ming's few words, Kit felt that he was crazy, but he had to restrain himself, he shouldn't fall headlong into the feelings that he couldn't even get the answer to once again.

Beam sighed worriedly, and turned to look at the first-year students in the training camp. Ming seemed to have been punished to run on the playground, and he didn't know how many laps. Judging by Forth's expression, Ming probably contradicted him again.

Beam thought for a while and seemed to understand why Ming did this. After all, Forth used to be kit's nominal ex-boyfriend. Thinking about the asshole things Ming did to kit, Beam's mood improved for a moment, and he hummed. Chirping.

Forth waved at him, and Beam also blew him a kiss in a good mood. Forth's face not far away immediately darkened, and Beam's body froze, as if realizing that he had done something irreversible, the little boy in his heart People have started to roar and cry.

Looking at Forth's spoken language, it seems to be saying, wait at night.

Beam turned and ran.

If he didn't run away, he was afraid that a hungry wolf would pounce on him and eat him dry without leaving any bones.

Kit slept through the night, which was the most peaceful sleep he had in the past few days. He didn't have any dreams, and he didn't see anyone when he woke up. He was alone in the room, and the dark room was silent. It's a little scary.

Beam was supposed to go to Forth's room, so...Ming?

Kit got up and got out of bed. After searching around, he didn't see another person in the room. He shook his head, and suddenly thought of what Beam said to him today, "I'm going to be punished badly today." A coat, and hurried out the door.

I wanted to go to the nearby infirmary to take a look, but when I passed by the training ground, I saw the person I was looking for.

Ming was covered in sweat, and a piece of clothing on his chest was already soaked in sweat. He was panting heavily, and his chest heaved and heaved, as if he was exhausting his whole body with every step. , his eyes were still staring fiercely at the front, as if enduring some kind of pain with every step, his whole face was almost wrinkled together, but it didn't affect his handsomeness.

Kit stood blankly not far away, the dim yellow streetlights on both sides came down brilliantly, Ming saw him at a glance, just like the scene that Kit had imagined countless times, Ming ran towards him.

When he was about to reach his eyes, Ming's whole body pressed down on him, and Kit was caught off guard and quickly caught his heavy body.

Ming's heart was about to explode, and so was Kit.

The body pressing on Kit hugged him tightly with all his strength, Ming panted heavily, and sprayed all of it on the sensitive skin of Kit's neck, Kit almost jumped up like a cat whose tail was caught, But Ming's actions disrupted his thoughts.

It seems to be hugged until the end of time.

"Kit."

"Um……"

Kit's heart skipped a beat.

【TBC】

【8】

"Aww! Take it easy..."

Kit stretched out his hand to pull Ming's leg, and looked at the injured part of his foot, but there was a burst of yelling, Kit raised his head and stared at Ming, Ming immediately fell silent, and the rest of his panting intensified.

The ankle was already swollen to the point of disfigurement. Ming took a deep look at kit who lowered his head to help him check the injury, but his heartbeat was the same as just after running, and it was about to explode. There was also the emotion that was about to come out from the heart to the throat, which made him suffocate. Almost out of breath.

Ming swallowed, "Kit..."

"Huh? Let me help you deal with it first." Kit looked up at Ming, not aware of the surging emotions in the person in front of him.

It's nice to have a friend who studies medicine.

Kit got up and was about to ask if there was any ice in the hotel, but Ming grabbed him and asked in a panicked tone, "Where are you going?"

"I'll go and find out if there's any ice for you. You need to apply ice." Kit raised his chin angrily, pointed at his injured ankle, and let Ming grab him with his weak hand.

"Okay..." Ming let go of his hand a little reluctantly, looked at the back of kit going out, and muttered softly, "Come back soon, kit."

When Kit came back, Ming was lying on the quilt in a daze. Some of the ice cubes in the bag in his hand had melted a little, and the water dripped from his fingers to the ground.

When Ming fell asleep, he was so quiet that he didn't look quite the same as usual, and the dark circles under his eyes told Kit that he hadn't slept well recently, but the next moment, the feeling of being stimulated by the legs of the sleeping person changed from a dream Li pulled out and Ming let out a cry.

"Aww!"

Ming looked at Kit with red eyes.

Kit rolled his eyes a little guilty, but didn't stop the movement of his hands, and said awkwardly: "Don't go to sleep until you're injured."

Ming froze for a while before calming down. Kit also bowed his head without saying a word and focused on Ming's injury. Ming had a dream in a daze. He didn't know whether he should tell Kit, if he said Yes, maybe kit will be angry, but...

"When I was injured before, you helped me treat my wounds like this... At that time, you scolded me and cried at the same time, so cute." Ming thought about it and said it out.

Kit paused for a moment, grabbed Ming's hand and put it on the ice pack, quickly pulled it away and said, "You apply it yourself."

When he turned around and wanted to leave the room, there was a "plop" behind him, which made Kit couldn't help but look back. Ming seemed to want to chase him out of the room, but the injury on his foot made him fall off the bed.

Kit struggled for a moment, but turned around and walked to Ming's side. Ming's forehead bumped against the corner of the bed and a small spot was red. Kit squatted beside him, and Ming looked up and smiled at him.

"Stupid..." Kit muttered softly, reaching out to help him continue to apply ice.

Ming scratched the back of his head and said with some embarrassment: "I'm sorry..."

Silence broke out between the two.

"I know I'm wrong, even the way I love you is wrong, I can't forgive the harm I caused to you, but I love you, I can't help but want to appear by your side, I can't control it I can't stop thinking about loving you, but I can't help thinking about the past..." Ming stared at the profile of Kit that was left alone for him and said.

"I think I'm suffering from your pain now, but it's not as good as yours. I think I love you a little more than you love me, but I really don't know what to do..."

"What can I do to make you forgive me?"

How can I go back to the past?

Probably impossible.

"I know that I myself have been sentenced to death by you... I... don't want extravagantly anymore."

There was a lamp beside the bed, the dim yellow light illuminated a small area romantically, Kit looked up at Ming, Ming's eyes were staring at him directly, the eyes were bright, but at the moment everything was in full bloom. Filled with sorrow that is about to overflow.

"I love you...really, what should I do?"

There was a hint of crying in Ming's voice.

"Huh? Kit...you tell me, what should I do."

Kit thought about the same night many years ago, those eyes were full of love, which made him sink little by little, he said, does kit like me.

Kit nodded in addition to nodding.

They used to love so desperately that they were even willing to give everything for each other, but in the end, after waking up from the head stunned by love, he realized that everything was what he thought.

Kit once, after Ming fell asleep, a