What kind of love is a fan of the month by month

Drop by drop fell on the back of Ming's hand like a heavy weight, Kit felt that he was about to suffocate, his whole body began to paralyze from the heartache, the heart began to beat mechanically, and only the two people's lips, tongues, intertwining, and entanglement were left in their ears. [breathing] breathing sound.

That's great, Kit still can't resist Ming's tenderness.

After the kiss was over, Ming hugged Kit tightly, his shrugged shoulders betrayed his current condition, and even thought that Kit's tears were Ming's and wet a piece of clothes on his shoulders.

Kit waited for a long time, but still pushed Ming away.

Kit still couldn't resist the cruel fact.

"K..."

Kit's slap had already slapped Ming's face, but he didn't respond to his words, he lowered his head and planted a moderate kiss on Kit's mouth heavily.

"Snapped--"

"Hit me, hit me once and I'll kiss you again."

Kit said angrily, "What do you want?"

"I want to stay by your side." Ming looked at him intently.

"Don't do that to me again."

"I want to... redemption."

Kit looked at him, looking into a pair of eyes full of bitterness.

But he still heard the voice of his refusal, and the heartbeat that hadn't been beating violently for too long.

And Ming's eyes turned gray when the light went out in an instant.

Can I still trust you?

【TBC】

【5】

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【Beam extra】

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Beam looked at the sleeping Forth quietly for a while, it turned out that his eyelashes are so long, Beam smiled.

Before Forth woke up, Beam put on his clothes quietly enduring the discomfort all over his body, and escaped from the place full of warmth overnight, just like Cinderella in a fairy tale who ran away at twelve o'clock, just because she was afraid of being exposed.

He was afraid to see Forth wake up and see him, it must be unbearable, Beam couldn't think about it, Forth was still in his ear last night hating the girl he loved, telling him how much he loved her.

What should be his is his, don't force what is not his, this is what Beam has always believed in.

Beam still remembers the first time he saw Forth, the same freshman who was beaten to death in the engineering college, still couldn't hide the persistent and unyielding eyes, the moment Forth ran towards him, Beam was startled and stunned In place, and then Forth brushed his body and ran past.

Suddenly, Forth stretched out his hand to grab Beam, and before he could react, he was dragged away by Forth, his heart beating violently for unknown reasons under the shortness of breath caused by strenuous exercise.

Beam met Forth's eyes like a wolf looking for food.

"Where were you yesterday?"

Beam looked away and said, "I'm home, I don't remember."

Forth didn't take his eyes off him, and Beam clenched his hands tightly, rubbing his fingers against his sweaty hands, his fingertips turning white from the exertion.

Forth left without saying anything.

Beam thought Forth wouldn't remember what happened that night, and in fact he was wrong, much later, until after he hypnotized himself to forget what happened that night.

Kit tells him that Froth confessed to Kit.

Well, they are together. Beam spent those few days in the bar. The only thing he didn't find Forth or Kit was not by his side, but he woke up in his dormitory every day.

Kit told him that Forth was only pretending to be with him to get rid of the suitors around him.

But Beam didn't believe it. Even when Kit told him that Forth had confessed his love to him, he persuaded them to be together against his will, and even beat himself until tears flowed from his mouth. It was not as intense as the heartache at that moment .

Kit has always had someone in his heart, he has always known that Beam is tired of his current suspicious heart, he can bear it, bear it to the point where he suffocates himself to death, but the last thing he can see must be that Forth may refuse With the look in his eyes, Beam would rather stay by Forth's side all the time, be a friend who can drink and hang out with at any time.

When Ming came back to look for Kit, Beam suddenly collapsed and rushed up to beat Ming, but Kit's response was still Ming, and Beam looked in the direction of Forth with guilt, Forth hugged him tightly, and his eyes were not on Kit at all. He didn't care about Kit's first reaction and rushed to Ming's side.

At that moment Beam began to waver.

Until he saw the hickey on Kit's body, and ambiguously swore sovereignty, except for Pha who was close to Kit and himself, there was only Forth, and it was impossible for Pha to have Wayo, then...

"With Forth?"

The friend's momentary bewilderment made him not want to stay there anymore, Beam turned around and drove to a nearby bar, as if he knew the news that Kit and Forth were together at first.

Forth's eyes never moved away from him, as long as Forth appeared by his side, he would stick to him, Forth would always be the first to appear when he was helpless...

It's not like Beam didn't doubt Forth's feelings.

But he is too sensitive, so sensitive that if there is a slight error, Beam turns around and locks himself in a world of one person, and no one can walk in. If he is so sensitive that he doubts even a little, he is afraid of breaking the original relationship with Forth.

But in fact, it was easy for Forth to find him.

Kit has complete knowledge of his whereabouts and is the closest person to Beam.

"Then why are you with Kit?"

Forth still looked casual, "I wanted to annoy you, let's see if you would say it, it seems that I overestimated you."

"I……"

"You're that cowardly, it's okay to hold back." Looking at the aggrieved Beam, Froth's tone softened.

"Where's Wayo?" Beam's tone suddenly turned sharp.

"Wayo is so cute, just like my younger brother, anyone who sees him will like it."

Beam found the horned diamond and turned away from looking at the helpless Forth. Beam carefully concealed the redness at the tip of his ears, but Forth saw through it at a glance, but he didn't see through.

"Shall we make a bet?"

Beam turned to look at him suspiciously.

"When will Kit and Ming get back together, uh uh..."

"And then, what bet?"

The answer to Beam was Forth's kiss with a hint of alcohol, biting his lips tenderly and earnestly, the taste was the same as that night, Forth smiled with satisfaction.

"If not, I'll let you go."

"If you get back together..."

"I fuck you."

【TBC】

【6】

The last disagreement was towards the end of high school.

Kit has gotten used to Ming's fuzzy attitude of being far and near, as well as more and more rampant and undisguised cheating behaviors, even drunk and smelling of something that doesn't belong to Kit, extreme, quarrelsome It also started to erupt between the two of them.

Kit felt that she loved without any dignity at all.

In the end, he begged Ming not to leave him, which seemed very pitiful, but that man never cared.

"let's break up."

Ming looked at him full of surprise, as if he couldn't believe that such words came out of his mouth, Kit lowered his head to hide the self-harm scratch marks on his lower hand.

The body hurts, but not as much as the pain in the heart.

Ming packed up his things, and when he wiped Kit, he took a deep look at him. Kit's eyes were red from crying for a long time, and he was hiding and refused to look in Ming's direction, but the next moment Ming threw Unloading the luggage, hugging Kit and turning his head was a hard kiss.

Kit suffocated tears straight down, the two of them were desperately short of breath, but the voice in Kit's heart told him not to pester him any more.

Ming left, and Kit sat on someone's bed and cried all night.

When Kit found a pile of cigarette butts at the door the next day, he was already trying to feel relieved.

Originally thought that time would heal all the wounds, but the healing was only superficial. He knew that no matter now or a long time in the future, as long as Ming appeared in front of him again, he would still love him, or would fly like moths to a flame. To him, it's an endless loop until death separates the two of them.

Even in the current situation, kit's body has long been used to Ming, if he comes, everything in kit will be open to him.

Kit spent a year or two lying to himself that it wasn't a big deal, just a man, but when Ming stood in front of him, the lie was self-defeating, and Kit couldn't even tell any lies in front of him.

When Kit returned to the dormitory that night, he had a severe fever. Although his body still wanted to drag himself to explain to his friend who misunderstood him, it was just thinking about it. His body seemed to be carrying thousands of tons of weight. I can't even pull out a few strands of energy to think about other things.

Since Forth asked himself where Beam was going, it shouldn't be a problem.

Ki