What kind of love is a fan of the month by month

Th looked at him suspiciously. The others were still drinking and playing. The hands that had just been held together were loosened. The fingertips seemed to still have the warmth of that person. He moved his fingers and was pinched a little. Numb, he habitually looked at the person out of the corner of his eye but couldn't find him.

Kit smiled at Froth, indicating that it was all right.

The faucet was slammed open, and the water flowed out. Kit held a handful of water and threw it straight at his face. The corners of the eyes of the person in the mirror were red, and his clothes were torn apart. He was panting, and his heartbeat seemed to be the same as that. Time overlapped together, after seeing that person.

It's okay to say it's okay, but how can it be okay in your heart, Kit, you are so weak!

Kit sneered inwardly, his fingertips trembling to the corners of his mouth, his eyes were a little sore, he blinked, unable to distinguish whether it was water or tears.

After the sudden heartbeat, what was left was a faint throbbing pain.

The smoke was burning to the point where two or three pieces of ashes fell from the cigarette holder. Ming heard the familiar faint cry, like a cry of swallowing pain into his stomach one bite at a time. His throat tightened and his heart felt sore.

Ming leaned on the partition of the bathroom, listening to the man cry, just like when they broke up many years ago, listening to Kit crying all night, but he was no longer as bored as before.

The old lover reconciled but could never be the same again, he understood.

Heartbroken like a knife, Ming is unwilling to go out, he is afraid to see the person he loves crying and being wronged greatly, then he can't do it, he will desperately want to be with Kit again, regardless of the ending this time No matter what, you have to fight again.

But how could he look at Kit and cry?

"Ming, I like..."

I like……

Really...

I love Ming so much.

【TBC】

【3】

When Kit returned to the party, many people were already drunk, and his friend Beam seemed to have just arrived, and he had a good conversation with Froth, who was still awake, Froth almost pressed Beam's side, but his eyes told Kit He was quite awake, but Beam's body seemed a little stiff, but he kept smiling.

"Beam crawled out of which lady's bed again, and finally waited for you to come over, master." Kit joked as he walked over.

Beam moved, but Froth didn't seem ready to move away from Beam's side, so he obediently changed his sitting position so that Froth could lean against him.

Kit looked around, and it seemed that Pha had taken away his Wayo elementary school brother, and the rest of them should have been lying down, but there was still no sign of Ming.

"I don't think there's any wine..." The door opened, and the person Kit was thinking about just now came in with a bag of things.

Kit was still wandering, when suddenly he heard a noise, Beam had already rushed out, punched the person who was still standing at the door, everything was scattered and fell to the ground, Froth reacted first and rushed over to hug his hand Beam, but a slightly drunk person is not as strong as Beam, Kit turned his head and the two were already wrestling on the ground.

But Ming didn't seem to have much strength to fight back. He let Beam punch him on his proud face and everywhere on his body. He closed his eyes and grunted twice. Beam was pulled away, and Kit squatted first. The next one looked at Ming worriedly.

"No...are you okay?" Kit reached out to pat Ming who was lying on the ground with his eyes closed.

Ming heard a familiar voice, seemed to be crying, grabbed Kit's helpless hand and slowly moved it to his chest, tightly exhausting all his strength, as if he was holding back the pain, Kit wanted to shrink back But was grabbed by Ming forcefully, and Beam, who was restrained by Froth, stepped forward and kicked again. Ming flinched and groaned in pain, but still didn't let go of the tightly held hand. .

Kit stared at Beam in shock, "What are you doing!?"

But Beam didn't respond to Kit's excuses, and just panted and yelled at Ming who was lying on the ground, "How dare you show up?"

"Isn't Kit suffering enough from you?"

Kit...

"I warn you……"

Kit...don't cry

"Don't appear in front of him!"

don't cry...

……

Isn't Kit suffering enough from you?

Isn't it bad enough for Kit to be hurt by you...

Isn't it bad enough for Kit to be hurt by you!

Ming woke up suddenly, the first thing he saw was the snow-white ceiling above his head, he was dazed for a while before he gradually felt a dull ache all over his body, maybe it was a side effect of the medicine, his whole body was unable to exert energy, Ming tilted his head slightly, a little surprised Looking at the person who was lying on the side of his bed, it seemed that their hands had never been loosened since then.

Maybe Ming woke up too much, Kit fell into a shallow sleep and quickly blinked his eyes to wake up, Ming stared at him for a long time, Kit raised his head and looked up, facing Ming looking at him The scene seemed a little subtle and familiar. He froze for a moment before asking, "Wake up...wake up?"

Min□□ nodded, his throat was a little unbearable, an unknown emotion stuck in his throat, but he couldn't make a sound when he looked at Kit, obviously he still had a lot of things in his heart that he wanted to say to him.

I want to tell him how much I miss him, I want to tell him that I still love him, I want to tell him that we start over...

But as soon as he saw Kit, he couldn't say anything, probably the past is the past, and if he didn't take care of it at the beginning, it would be useless to regret it.

Kit looked at Ming who was in a daze, and couldn't help feeling worried again, didn't he get beaten stupid?

Kit reached out and touched Ming's forehead, Ming came back to his senses suddenly, and hurriedly avoided Kit's hand, as if hiding from a scourge, and said somewhat distractedly: "I'm fine." His throat was terribly dry.

Please, don't seduce me.

Kit was stunned, feeling pain in his heart, his hand was stiffly placed in mid-air, and it took a long time before he retracted it.

"Beam, I apologize on his behalf."

Ming turned his head to look at Kit, who lowered his head slightly, and saw the faint scar on his forehead inadvertently. Although it had been a long time, it was openly exposed to the air, exposed to Ming's eyes, like a knife pierced again. Xiang Ming's heart reminded him of bloody memories.

Ming said dryly, "No, I really should."

Kit looked up at him suspiciously.

"sorry."

This feeling is like a hand tightening all the internal organs, blocking the outlet forcibly, the helplessness, heartache, bitterness, and unwillingness to escape from the head are all mixed together, Ming only feels that even his death makes up for it He couldn't do the harm he brought to Kit, but he couldn't die, and he still couldn't let Kit go.

Kit glanced at him, turned around and took Ming's cell phone on the table, and entered his cell phone number, "I'll give you my cell phone number first, and you can come to me if you need anything."

Ming turned his back to him.

Kit smiled wryly, just as if Ming didn't want to see him again, when he got up and was about to leave, he turned his head and looked at Ming's back, just like the decisive back when they broke up, Kit thought about it for many years, and often in dreams scene that appears.

"Also, I'll bandage your hands for you." Kit paused and said, "Stop burning yourself with cigarette butts."

When Kit was still crying outside, Ming smoked a pack of cigarettes silently, but Kit heard the sound of him burning himself with a cigarette, and swallowed the crying again abruptly, wiped away tears and got up Just out of the bathroom.

After closing the door of the ward, Kit leaned against the wall as if exhausted of all his strength, pretending to be calm when we met again, with a heart that didn't know when it would collapse and explode, and full of love, Nothing subsides.

When I think of Ming, I feel uncomfortable, angry, hatred and love are entangled with each other, but it seems that love still prevails, right?

Memories are an abyss that cannot be passed, straddling between Ming and Kit, he finally thought he had climbed out of the abyss, and finally found that he was still standing at the bottom of the abyss.

It was like a nightmare, one after another, unable to get out.

"Why do you care about me?" Ming looked at the person standing opposite him with a sneer.

Kit stared at Ming with eyes red from crying, "Why? I'm your boyfriend, so I can't care about you?"

"Then I don't have a little freedom?"

"Should I let you send flirty text messages with those who don't know where you come from?" Kit shook the phone in his hand, and threw the phone to the ground in a fit of anger.

Ming's eyes were red, and he yelled at Kit: "What are you doing? What are you? Leave me alone, okay?" He then shook his head and stared at Kit with a sneer on his face, "Okay, you forced me, Can I go?"

After Ming finished speaking, he turned and walked towards the door. Kit panicked and grabbed his hand, but there was no warmth at all. Ming turned his head and gave him a cold look without saying a word, and shook Kit's hand away fiercely. , Kit couldn't stand still for a moment, and bumped his head straight into the corner of the wall.

Ming's figure walked decisively. Kit cried and gave in to him. He didn't look back for a moment. It seemed that he had made up his mind, just like a broken mobile phone not far away. Just as broken, still quietly