I am very poor

For a moment, there were only the two of them left in the huge room.

The windows of the small arc-shaped balcony were not closed tightly. When the night wind blew, the white gauze curtains swelled in a large arc.Huo Yufei shivered first, and then sneezed uncontrollably.As soon as he entered the house, he took off his coat, and because of bandaging the wound, one sleeve was cut open, which made him look very embarrassed.

Of course it's also a little cold.

Huo Yufei touched his nose with a little more force, and the tip of his nose soon turned red.He quietly took a few breaths of cold air, and then coughed again and again.

Gu Cheng frowned and stared at him for a while, then finally came over and took off his coat.

"Where is your room?"

He put his coat on Huo Yufei's shoulders.

However, as soon as they walked out, they ran into Huo Qidong who had forgotten something and came back to get it.

Looking at the picture of his son being wrapped in his boyfriend's coat and being held in his arms.

Although I know that this is probably because the youngest son has done something wrong to show his pity.

Huo Qidong was still a little unhappy.

It's okay to have a boyfriend... But it can't be, huh?

Huo Qidong's face darkened: "Yu Fei, come to my study tomorrow morning, you have been too lawless these days, I have many things to talk to you about."

Huo Yufei lowered his head and pretended to be obedient: "Yes, I understand, Dad."

Seeing him like this, Huo Qidong felt even more unhappy, and said in a cold tone: "Then you should go to bed early, the guest room is already packed... Gu Cheng, right? You send him there in person."

Seeing Huo Yufei nod his head in a good manner.

Huo Qidong snorted even more coldly before passing by.

Huo Yufei muttered: "What did you say that you forgot to take something? Could it be that you asked Ms. Song to leave the bedroom before you lost your temper with me?"

He secretly looked at Gu Cheng, and explained tactfully: "Dad has been in a bad mood recently, not only because of today's incident, but when I get back to the room, I will explain to you slowly, okay?"

Gu Cheng glanced at him lightly, noncommittal.

His gaze and expression were strange.

Huo Yufei couldn't figure out what the other party was thinking all of a sudden.

This house is very big, with four floors. He, Song Yulai, and Huo Yushou's bedrooms are all on the second floor, and the living room is on the third floor. lap.

Every time he passed by the small corner where he used to like to hang out when he was a child, he deliberately slowed down, looked at Gu Cheng, and wanted to tell him something.However, Gu Cheng seemed to have no interest in everything around him, and only wanted to send him to the bedroom as soon as possible.

and then?

Gu Cheng stopped at the door without taking a step in.

Huo Yufei took off his coat and hung it on the hanger. When he turned around and saw the other party standing still, he wondered, "What's wrong?"

I heard Gu Cheng calmly say, "Give me the coat."

Huo Yufei immediately asked back: "What are you doing?"

Gu Cheng said: "The wallet and keys are in the coat pocket, I need to go out and take a taxi."

"Taxi?" Huo Yufei suddenly felt uncomfortable, "What are you going to do?"

He thought that Gu Cheng was going to say "go home", but the other party hesitated, and under his aggressive gaze, it took him a long time to say: "... find a hotel at random."

Huo Yufei was startled, and then he understood.

Gu Cheng's things have already been moved to the house next to Lama Temple, even if he rushes back to school now, he can't live in the dormitory.

live in hotel?

Is this going to cut ties with him?

Huo Yufei was very nervous for a moment.

Not so much, right?

Did he do something wrong?

He thought so and asked.

Gu Cheng stopped asking immediately.

Indeed, counting it down, Huo Yufei really didn't do anything.He just likes to be low-key and wear cheap clothes?

anything else?

He never lied to himself.

He also talked about his family, and even clearly stated the names of his parents, but his knowledge was too little to understand what the other party wanted to convey.

So?

So he never mentioned it again.

Because he also knows that he is not from the same world as himself, right?

Gu Cheng felt sour in his heart.

He thought he secretly dug a unique sunflower in the barren night and planted it back to his home.

As a result, one day, Sunflower suddenly turned into a golden-haired prince.

It's like a fairy tale.

However, the ending is always realistic-the flower does not belong to him anymore.

The two words "from now on" and the three words "do not belong" together, turned into a prickly prickly pear, rolling over and over again on his limp heart.

He was dazed, a little dazed.

I didn't know how to react for a while.

The so-called "staying in a hotel" is just a slightly sensitive response to Huo Qidong's indifferent face and using "guest room" to chase guests away.

Or have a little temper?

However, at this time, he was caught off guard by a rhetorical question that revealed the fact that he didn't want to face——

Huo Yufei really didn't do anything wrong at all.

But the other party has never belonged to him.

What belongs to him is the flower that he secretly hides in the deepest and deepest place in his heart.

And that flower is gone now.

Gu Cheng was silent for a moment.

Finally, he explained calmly: "Didn't you already buy the train ticket? Tomorrow I plan to get up early to get a refund, and I also have to refund the booked accommodation. Is this place far from the city center? Living near the train station will More convenient."

He was calm, or he thought he was.

If it weren't for these few short sentences that went out of tune several times.

If it weren't for the slight redness of those clear eyes.

Huo Yufei's naturally smiling mouth also flattened.

His expression was a little serious and a little cold.

Gu Cheng said a long series intermittently, but he listened very carefully.He even asked seriously at the end, "Is there anything else you want to say?"

Gu Cheng: ...?

shook his head.

Then someone touched his eyes.

Then it was pulled in.

"Is it really impossible to be a rabbit?" Huo Yufei murmured silently, "It makes people worry so much."

Gu Cheng found that he could not understand what the other party was saying at all.

Then his eyes widened.

Huo Yufei took off the belt and kicked off his pants in two or three strokes. Under the light in the room, which automatically becomes warmer at night, his slender and healthy legs seemed to be covered with a layer of delicate grease, which was meaningful and moving. .

In particular, Huo Yufei smiled at Gu Cheng, and then began to take off his sweater with difficulty.

Because one hand was injured, he hissed and gasped when the wound was touched by the movement, but it took a long time to get it off.Finally, Gu Cheng couldn't stand it any longer, and went to wrap his arms around him from the front, and helped him take off his clothes.

Take off the sweater and the shirt is fine.

Huo Yufei flicked his fingers from top to bottom, and the transparent buttons burst open one by one.

Confidentially revealing a particularly smooth and beautiful figure due to perennial sports.

Huo Yufei pulled Gu Cheng: "I'm going to take a shower, help me?"

Gu Cheng unknowingly followed him into the bathroom.

Huo Yufei couldn't help sighing in his heart, thinking why the other party was so easy to coax.

When he thought of this, he felt a little sad again.

Because there is always a smile around his mouth, the sudden flattening of the corners of his mouth at this moment made those who knew him uneasy and unable to fathom his mood.

Maybe Huo Yufei himself was a little indescribable.

His long eyelashes curled up, even when he lowered his eyes to the water.

It was still very warped, and even in the steaming mist, it showed a hazy feeling, as if it had melted into the wings of a butterfly.

Trembling slightly, fluttering its wings to fly.

Then it disappeared in a hurry, and it was impossible to catch it again.

Gu Cheng silently sat on a small stool outside the bathtub, rolled up his sleeves and tried the water temperature.After a while, he suddenly discovered that there was a place that displayed the real-time water temperature in the bathtub, and it would automatically adjust to the appropriate temperature as soon as the water was turned on.

He looked at it for a few seconds, then withdrew his wet fingers.

Sitting there staring at the ground of unknown material, his expression was very silent.

Huo Yufei was also silent.

Sometimes he also thinks, is it not good for him to look like this?

I pinned my many wishes and happiness on Gu Cheng alone.

Wouldn't this be too embarrassing for the other party?

If he really cares about the other party, he should keep an appropriate distance, care about him quietly, help him, and clear obstacles for him.Instead of approaching him full of thoughts like this, gaining his trust little by little, using his understanding of him, almost on purpose, to make Gu Cheng like him.

Of course, he never thought of the possibility of Gu Cheng falling in love with the same sex.

So it was wrong.

and then?

He tried almost perfunctorily to distance himself, and then used countless excuses to prove that this was not feasible.

Is it really not feasible?

Even if Gu Cheng likes someone for a long time, how long will it last when this person completely disappears from his life?

One year or two years?Five years or ten years?

Will you never mention this name again?

From then on, the word Huo Yufei was never mentioned again.

This was intolerable to him.

Think about it, if even Gu Cheng no longer recognizes the three words Huo Yufei.

So who else could he be?

Huo Yufei was a little sad.

Everything about him was a coincidence.

Accidental in accidental.

He left resolutely, not knowing what went wrong, and returned to the world inexplicably.

He has a lot of regrets.

He has many wishes.

But when he really had the chance to realize all this, he found that all the regrets and wishes belonged to another person, not him.

Because Gu Chengyue has disappeared forever.

Only Huo Yufei.

Fortunately, there was Gu Cheng.

is not it?

He stretched out his wet arms from the water and held the hand of the man who was sitting on the side in a daze.

Insert your fingers one by one, and fasten them bit by bit.

Think about it, if the person Gu Cheng likes is not him, but another random person.Can he really accept it, can he tolerate it?

I'm afraid it's also difficult, right?

Because of that look, many things in the future are completely out of control.

Instead of being like that, let him seize the opportunity and hold this person tightly in his hands.

Anyway, no one can treat you better than me, can you?

Gu Cheng was alarmed by the wet fingers, but he didn't hear what the other party was saying clearly, so he turned his head to look at him: "What's wrong?"

Huo Yufei coughed twice: "This is the first time I've been in a serious relationship."

Gu Cheng couldn't help clenching his fingers.

But he still asked calmly, "So?"

"So maybe I'm not very experienced." Huo Yufei said, "Look, I don't even know where I made you angry."

This statement is deceptive.

Not only did he know, but he also knew very clearly.

Huo Yufei could clearly understand Gu Cheng's loss, helplessness, and deep-seated inferiority complex with his eyes closed.

Gu Cheng pursed his lips and was silent for a moment.

He was silent for a long time, until Huo Yufei had already silently crossed out "Plan A" in his mind, and planned to start "Plan B" instead.

Gu Cheng suddenly said: "I actually have no experience."

Huo Yufei: ...?

The routine doesn't seem to be like this?

Gu Cheng is not "deliberate" like the other person, every word he says comes from the heart.

"I know you didn't do anything wrong, but I can't control my emotions. You know?" His Adam's apple rolled, "I feel very lost, and I also feel... that I am useless."

He lowered his head a little lower, as if to hide his expression.

The voice was also muffled: "Actually, I have always felt that I am no worse than others. Maybe I have a little less than others at the beginning, but this is just the beginning. One day, this gap will become more and more The smaller you are, the more insignificant you are in the end. I want to take care of you, and I feel that I can take care of you. In fact, when I first walked here, I also said to myself, it doesn’t matter. Although there may be a big gap between us, there is always One day I can go to a very high place. But I soon found that my idea is a bit too naive."

Yes, too childish.

Because he noticed a lot, the details that were ignored by him under shock at first——

A carpet that is thick and soft but so clean that even the top layer of fine pile is white enough to shine.

The armrests of the sofa chair are rounded and smooth without any seams and have an ivory-like texture.

A few agate cherries scattered on the table can fetch sky-high prices in Yubaozhai.

There are almost no flaws in the delicate lines on the curved balcony.

Blown up by the night wind, but pulled back by pearls woven with tassels on the tail, the jade white gauze curtain.

Not to mention the area occupied by this house and the location it is located in.

At least it's not too far away from the bustling center of city B, but he never knew that there was such a large quiet place in the urban area.

never knew.

There are still many things he doesn't know.

There are many, many things that Huo Yufei took for granted when he was born, for him, he would never be able to understand without a special opportunity.

Gu Cheng didn't continue talking about the following words, and he didn't want to continue talking.

Letting him admit that he is useless in front of the person he likes has already embarrassed him.

It may be that since he was a child, no one has ever sheltered him from the wind and rain.

The way he likes a person is to do his best to treat him well and make himself the one that the other person can rely on.

It doesn't matter how much he suffers.

Will be happy too.

Aren't you tired of taking various part-time jobs while taking care of your studies?

Aren't you tired after working more than ten hours a day for five or six consecutive days during the holiday?

Because of standing for a long time, his calf is often hard and swollen, and he has to move around the door for a long time, so that Huo Yufei will not notice him when he walks into the house.At the beginning of the filming, because he had no experience and connections, no matter what the reason was, he was the only one who was scolded by the photographer with the script.He could only sincerely apologize and ask the other party not to make substitutions and give him another chance.

When he turned his head to face the person he liked, he would just smile and say "I learned a lot today".

He did think so.

Because every day, in what he is doing, he is improving and growing.

This makes him full of confidence, and he is more capable of being better to the people he likes every day.

He never made any demands on Huo Yufei, because in his eyes, the other party was already the best.

And now he also suddenly learned that the other party is indeed the best.

Even better.

Better than he could ever have imagined—

The other party has enviable parents and a beautiful and sheltered home.

And he's so smart, he seems to know everything.Effortless to get a beautiful grade, and very capable.

Even between the two of them, Huo Yufei's cooking was better than his cooking, and his handwriting was better looking than his writing.

Even wearing the cheapest clothes can't conceal the confidence and brilliance of the proud son of heaven in him.

Gu Cheng buried his head on his knees.

Even more lost.

So what can I do?

What can I do for him?

I can't do anything, and I can never be relied on by him.

The bathroom was quiet, even the sound of running water hardly existed.

Huo Yufei looked at Gu Cheng anxiously.

One of his hands was still tightly held by the other party, so he stretched out the other hand, and carefully touched the back of Gu Cheng's hairy head twice.

He was worried and a little scared.

Gu Cheng, don't you secretly cry?

He knew that Gu Cheng had never shed a single tear no matter how difficult things he had encountered since he was a child.

So if the other party really cries, then he doesn't know what to do at all.

Huo Yufei simply huffed and stood up from the water, grabbed a towel and wrapped it around his waist.

Kneel down opposite Gu Cheng, forcefully pull out his two hands, and put them on his lips to touch.

Gently and pleadingly said: "Baby, don't be sad, okay. If you are sad, I will be as sad as you."

Perhaps his consolation still had some effect.

It took Gu Cheng a little time to readjust his emotions.

When he raised his head again, Huo Yufei took a closer look at it. Fortunately, his eyes were a little red, like a bunny, and his other emotions were normal, so he secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

Huo Yufei could understand the other party's mood, but not in that way.

It seems that since when without knowing it, Gu Cheng has gradually become different from the Gu Chengyue in his memory.

Yes, at least now, he is healthier than Gu Chengyue at the same time.

Or maybe, Gu Chengyue should have been like Gu Cheng now, and a bad day can really change a person.

So Gu Chengyue has never liked someone so recklessly and unreservedly like Gu Cheng liked Huo Yufei.

And love more and more.

So he couldn't fully understand the other party's mood.

I had to find another small stool and lean against each other, sitting in a row like children in a kindergarten.

When he calmed down completely, he said, "No matter what you think, let's talk about it, okay? I have a lot of things I want to tell you. You don't know how important you are to me."

Huo Yufei suddenly remembered something, and joked: "Did you know that I had autism when I was a child?"

Gu Cheng didn't quite understand.

Huo Yufei leaned against him lightly, moved his head closer to the other party, and his voice became very low: "I was different from other children when I was a child. I don't like to talk, and sometimes I can not say a word for ten days and a half months .I often sit in one place in a daze for a whole day. It was not obvious in the first few years, and then it became more and more serious. At that time, my parents were very busy, and the nanny gradually got used to it. If I was still normal, I would never bother them with such 'little things'. Later, I was diagnosed with autism, and the doctor thought my performance was an obvious degeneration."

Huo Yufei found that Gu Cheng was listening intently, and realized that he could talk a little more.

And it can be said to be even more pitiful.

"...Long-term intervention treatment requires a lot of energy from the parents, but it is impossible in a family like ours, at least it is impossible for two people to do it. My mother cannot take care of others because of family reasons. But as long as She is at home and spends almost all of her spare time on me. Not to mention my father, every day, all his attention is on me...so he ignored my eldest brother and second sister. So they later I have never liked to take me to play together. But I am also very bored and can’t play.” Huo Yufei pretended to be indifferent and smiled, “Because I am often in a daze, which is completely different from ordinary children. My elder brother was very naughty when he was young. Well, the second sister is the big brother's little tail, and she doesn't care about me. Sometimes their friends come to the house, and when my father is busy, they will let the big brother take me to play together, but..."

Huo Yufei noticed that Gu Cheng's attention had been completely attracted by his own words, so he paused on purpose and looked very sad.

Sure enough, Gu Cheng immediately put his little thoughts of being sad just behind him, and leaned over to hug him and comfort him non-stop.

Of course I would love to hear him continue.

Huo Yufei refused to speak.

He acted as if he couldn't recall the past, stood up and circulated the water in the bathtub, and urged Gu Cheng to take off his clothes and take a bath.

Then he said seductively, "I'll talk about the rest after you come out of the shower."

Gu Cheng was so fooled by him that he completely forgot that he was going to "stay in a hotel" with his wallet.

But he quickly came out of the shower and didn't hear the second half of the story.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Huo Yufei sitting on a recliner near the floor-to-ceiling window with his wallet, looking for something one by one.

And as soon as he saw him come out, he exaggeratedly protected the things in his arms, raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Give it to me and it will be mine."

With wet hair on his face, Gu Cheng asked him back, "When did my wallet become yours?"

Huo Yufei searched inside, but still couldn't find it: "It's not the wallet, but there is something in it... that Agricultural Bank of China card, why can't I find it?"

After being stuffed in the palm of Gu Cheng's hand that morning, he was quietly put back into the other party's wallet.

After that, they all agreed not to mention this matter again.

But when Huo Yufei mentioned it at this time, Gu Cheng suddenly felt... very embarrassed.

He asked sullenly, "What do you want that for?"

Huo Yufei walked over: "You gave it to me, do you want to take it back?"

Gu Cheng didn't say anything, he took the wallet back from the other party's hand, opened a very secret compartment, and took out the card.

Within a few seconds of holding it in his hand, Huo Yufei took it away.

I also specifically confirmed with him: "The password is my birthday, right?"

Gu Cheng didn't know what to say.

Especially when he carefully hides a small amount of money that is not worth mentioning to the other party in the innermost layer of the wallet, and he has to be seen by the other party in person.

However, Huo Yufei asked again very seriously.

Gu Cheng had no choice but to nod.

Not just this one, all of his cards use the other party's birthday.

Gu Cheng didn't know what he was thinking.

Fortunately, Huo Yufei never asked anything else.

He just solemnly put the card into the innermost and safest compartment of his wallet.

Then he smiled at Gu Cheng and said, "It's mine."

That smile was bright, like the scorching sun in midsummer.

Fiery and desperate.

"It's mine," he said.

Then he said——

"You're mine too."

A few seconds later, he put his hand in Gu Cheng's and said solemnly, "I belong to you too."

The author has something to say: I don’t know if anyone will be very moved after reading this chapter~~

I was touched by myself QAQ

These two love talk skills are full, Gu Bao is because he is sincere, and Huo Bao is because he knows what the other party wants.

I wonder how this can be so sweet.

I’ve always been in love lately, I can’t help it, I’m just starting to fall in love, the plot will catch up soon