I am very poor

Didn't go back to school for two days?

Huo Yufei immediately took out his mobile phone to call Gu Cheng, but no one answered after several calls.

"Did he not say where he was going?" Huo Yufei asked Liu Yun.

"No." Liu Yun scratched his head, "Such a big man, he won't lose it."

It will be November soon, and the whole P is mostly golden, and even the wind is crisp and crisp, blowing on the body, like rustling leaves.Huo Yufei ran downstairs quickly, passing through dormitory buildings and teaching areas, and at the same time hurriedly called, asking someone to help him find Gu Cheng's current location.

In fact, what Liu Yun said was also right, such a grown-up person, he wouldn't lose himself by himself, would he?

But Huo Yufei was just worried.

In Gu Cheng's body, he has a desire to control, and he doesn't agree with the other party casually leaving his sight without permission.

At the gate of the school, he called a car to get in, and called Gu Cheng again.

The phone rang for a long time, but was finally connected.

Huo Yufei immediately asked, "Gu Cheng?"

"Yufei, what's wrong?"

"Where are you?"

"city center?"

"Where is the city center?"

Gu Cheng was silent for a moment, and then reported an address.

Huo Yufei tapped the driver's shoulder lightly, and repeated it again.

After learning his location, Huo Yufei relaxed a little. After the tension passed, all that was left was unhappiness.

He is not happy.

"Are you busy these days?" He was hinting why the other party didn't contact him.

Gu Cheng silently said "En".

"Okay." Huo Yufei touched his nose, "Then what are you up to?"

"A little..." Gu Cheng lifted the bridge of his nose wearily, and said concisely, "A little personal matter."

He was really tired. If Huo Yufei wasn't calling now, he wouldn't be able to talk so much with the other party.

It's not even possible to pick up.

But because the other party is Huo Yufei——

Gu Cheng took a deep breath and said softly, "What's the matter?"

"I just want to find you... I'm going back to school."

Huo Yufei's passionate and powerful voice reached his ears through the radio waves, warming his whole body.

It's like drinking a cup of warm hot water.

However, his Adam's apple slid up and down, even though he was cold and thirsty, he could hardly speak.

Still refused with that dry voice: "...I've been quite busy recently."

Huo Yufei was also almost speechless.

But he is angry.

When Gu Cheng talked about the "little personal matter" that refused to be thousands of miles away, he was a little annoyed.

It's like it's clearly my own thing, but one day it grows legs and runs far away, refusing to come closer.

But he didn't express any of these emotions in his voice.

"It doesn't matter. I'm free. I'll just come and find you." Huo Yufei changed his phone, "So what are you up to, can I help?"

That voice is so warm.

sounds amazing.

He was so thirsty that he couldn't speak.

Gu Cheng closed his eyes, not waiting for him to make up his mind whether to refuse or not.

Another sentence came from over there: "How is it, what's the matter with you? Are you okay?"

Gu Cheng replied as quickly as a conditioned reflex: "I'm fine, I'm fine."

Then he hurriedly dropped the word "busy" and hung up the phone.

He's not good, he's not good at all.

In a dark room, the curtains tightly block the bright light outside.

Gu Cheng sat by the bed, holding the phone in his hand, his eyes were slightly red.

On the big bed behind him were scattered test results.

He switched to another hospital, re-registered, and underwent an examination.However, the doctor looked through his previous medical records, compared the results of the two examinations, and said almost the same thing with regret and sympathy.

And suggested to him that Dr. Xie is a famous doctor in city B, if he is going to have an operation, it is best to arrange a time with the doctor as soon as possible.

Gu Cheng has been in this hotel for two full days.

The operation fee was about [-] yuan, which he didn't have, but he could save it.

Just work hard, maybe a year, two years, three years?

Or can he take a break from school and find a way to make more money?

But what's the point?Even if the operation is successful, he will live up to the age of 35, and then what?

He can't do any strenuous exercise, he can't eat stimulating food, he can't drink alcohol, he can't stay up late...he can't do many, many things.

Can't love a person.

Because he can't be with people for a lifetime.

He will have nothing.

Gu Cheng sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, staring at the phone screen that turned on again in a daze.

The words "Huo Yufei" were displayed on it.

He's a little confused.

Then suddenly, his body shook slightly.

In the first 20 years of Gu Cheng's life, it was the first time that he faced the word death directly and clearly.

He is still too young.

He just realized it suddenly.

Death doesn't just mean leaving this world forever.

It also means losing everything you have now forever.

everything...

and people.

Then his cell phone rang persistently again.

Before Gu Cheng could decide whether to answer it or not, it hung up by itself again.

Then the door slammed loudly.

Gu Cheng's heart skipped a beat.

Stand up subconsciously.

Then Huo Yufei's voice came from outside the door.

"Gu Cheng, you open the door."

Without any hesitation, he suddenly jumped up and opened the door.

A piece of brilliant gold rushes towards his face.

Huo Yufei stood outside the door with a bunch of small sunflowers in his arms, looking at him with a curved mouth.

In the dark room, it seemed to light up in an instant.

"Why...how did you come here." The golden petals set off his red eyes, making him look a bit dazed.

"I told you I have something for you."

Huo Yufei stuffed the full bosom of flowers into Gu Cheng's hands, and then squeezed into the room politely.Glancing around, there was a "crash", and the two layers of curtains were drawn together, and the window was opened again.

The fresh air and sunshine rush in, giving you a new look.

It's like turning into another world.

It's like the sea water receding to reveal the reef.

Everything is clear and there is nothing to hide.

Huo Yufei saw checklists everywhere on the bed, floor, and table.

He turned his head and looked at Gu Cheng, who was still a little dazed, holding a big handful of sunflowers.

See his red eyes.

Immediately understood.

Huo Yufei found the medical record from the overwhelming checklist, looked at it at a glance, and paused for a moment on the word "jie" where the last doctor signed it.

Then, he threw the medical record back into the waste paper all over the floor.

Staring at each other deeply.

"come over."

But immediately, he simply walked over by himself.

He hugged Gu Cheng tightly.

Hugging each other tightly like a child hugging his most precious thing tightly.

"Don't be afraid. Don't be afraid."

I said it twice in a row.

In addition, Huo Yufei didn't comfort the other party, but held Gu Cheng's hand, and took him out to have a serious meal and visit the supermarket.When he came back to the hotel, he was pushed directly into the bathroom.

Then I collected all kinds of medical bills in the room, squatted on the balcony and burned them one by one.

There was a smile on his lips as he did so.

When Gu Cheng came out, the room was already tidy, but there was a faint smell of burning.

It's only afternoon, it's still bright, and the room is completely different, especially those checklists that are scattered all over the sky have disappeared.It seemed that the previous two days had been an unpleasant dream.

In fact, everything was fine, and nothing happened.

Huo Yufei also took a shower, but he took a shower very quickly.

When he came out, Gu Cheng was studying a little dust on the balcony.

"What is this? Are you burning something here?"

Huo Yufei blinked: "I can't see it either."

"My...things, have you put them away?"

Huo Yufei nodded casually, then threw himself on the bed, rubbed his half-wet hair on the pillow, turned over and looked at Gu Cheng: "Come on, let's sleep for a while."

Gu Cheng took half a step back subconsciously: "I'm not sleepy yet."

Huo Yu said unfairly: "I'm sleepy."

Then he got up from the bed with a grunt, and patted the pillow beside him.

"Sleep with me?"

Gu Cheng's mood has stabilized a lot, and he even made a joke: "How old are you?"

Huo Yufei smiled and made a gesture: "Three years old."

Then when he was still a little hesitant, he pulled him down on the bed forcefully.

Just lying down for a while, the distance between the two was very close.

Very close, breath can be heard.

Gu Cheng could clearly smell a special dry fragrance from Huo Yufei's body.

Like a flower shining in the sun.

He subconsciously moved to the side, but he didn't take his eyes off the other's face.

Soon, however, he fell asleep.

Gu Cheng was already very sleepy, and the same reexamination results mercilessly crushed his last bit of luck.

Get him exhausted.

But I couldn't sleep at all, and I couldn't do anything.

It's like walking on a narrow, long bridge with no end in sight tied to a big stone, and every step is stumbling and difficult.And as long as you are not careful, you will fall into the bottomless water.

Then it's over.

He's done.

And the moment Huo Yufei suddenly appeared, Gu Cheng seemed to have watched someone walk up to him and tie the stone to his body.

Although the heaviness has not disappeared, it has lost more than half of the weight.

So he fell asleep.

Huo Yufei didn't fall asleep, he got up quickly, sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed, supported his forehead, and stared at the other party for many seconds.Then he jumped out of bed softly, found out Gu Cheng's ID card, and called to book a plane ticket.

The string of familiar numbers on the certificate made his voice falter for a second, and immediately became smoother.

Yeah, a lot of things did change, but just as much, or more, didn't.

Never changed.

Huo Yufei put down his phone, turned his head to look at the person who was sleeping soundly on the pillow with his head tilted.

The afternoon sunlight outside the window was filtered by the thin glass, and it was hot and lively on Gu Cheng's young face.

Huo Yufei felt a little regretful.

He shouldn't think that it's a good thing that Gu Cheng is still suffering from chronic illness like Gu Chengyue.

It's not good, not at all.

He hoped that the other party would go well.

Early the next morning, before Gu Cheng found his status, Huo Yufei took him on the plane to S City.

Huo Yufei explained to him in this way: "The hospital in city B is under so much pressure to see a doctor, and it has to receive hundreds of patients from all over the country every day, we must be more considerate, take the initiative to go to other places for medical treatment, and give city B points Split it."

Gu Cheng wanted to laugh a little.

After sleeping for a day and a night, he was much better.

In fact, these experiences from childhood to adulthood have made him much tougher than ordinary people, and he will not be defeated so easily.

As for the first two days... There must be a little buffer time for sudden changes, right?

Gu Cheng explained this to himself.

Looking at the dazzling light outside the porthole, he felt that it was actually no big deal.

Although his heart is still heavy.

But one must die in one's life, but sooner or later, knowing that deadline in advance may not be a bad thing.

At least, he was able to do the most important things ahead of time.

The visor was suddenly pulled down.

He turned his head and saw Huo Yufei smiling at him: "It hurts the eyes, the radiation above the clouds is so strong."

Gu Cheng also smiled, but the smile was a bit forced after all.

So he didn't make it difficult for himself to continue to stare at the other party.

Because it was more dazzling than the sunlight outside the window, he turned his eyes away.

My heart was sour, as if I had bitten a lemon unexpectedly and had to swallow it.

He is not a minor child.

How can you not understand what's going on with you?

Gu Cheng's Adam's apple slipped.

Then he closed his eyes.

I felt like my body was sinking, and I was pressed by a coat.

He opened his eyes and saw Huo Yufei took off his coat.

"It's hot on the plane. I'm not cold, but it's easy to catch cold when you fall asleep."

Huo Yufei explained as if thinking of something again: "The blanket they gave is too thin."

Gu Cheng didn't speak, but quickly closed his eyes.

He was afraid that there would be some emotion in his eyes that should not be revealed, and he was also afraid that he would not be able to control what he should say.

He was afraid of revealing his feelings.

When Gu Cheng closed his eyes, he was also thinking sweetly and sadly.

It turns out that falling in love with a good friend of the same gender is not worth hesitation and entanglement at all.

At least not to him.

If he is healthy, he is nothing.

Even if he has nothing, as long as he is healthy and healthy.

He also has the courage to walk up to the other party and say "I like you" frankly.

Even if you don't accept it, I still like you.

You will also know sooner or later that no one treats you better than me.

Gu Cheng was also thinking, why so fast?

Has he known Huo Yufei for a long time?

No.

Is he good at making friends?

No.

Was it easy for him to open up to someone?

No.

Then why, become so close so quickly?Gu Cheng once thought that he would never have such a good friend in his life.

Could it be that I already had such a different meaning from the first time I saw the other party?

No way?

When he was thinking this way, suddenly appeared in front of his eyes——

The afternoon sun is sifted by the vigorous canopy of the camphor tree into mottled bright spots, like pieces of gold leaf, sprinkled on the people standing under the tree.The bright sunlight hung on the corner of his mouth, and the wind blew into his eyes again.

In the quiet silence, the person standing under the tree suddenly raised his head and smiled at him.

A bright.

Gu Cheng fell asleep peacefully in the bright light.