Treading snow to find mud

But how could he avoid it?

Seeing Tang Yao walking farther and farther, Chen Yi rushed forward a few steps, and blurted out: "...Tang Yao——" After the sound, Chen Yi felt that his throat was choked, and he couldn't say the following words at all. .

Tang Yao stopped walking when he heard the sound.

Chen Yi stepped forward and looked at him.

"Since you're gone, why do you want to come back?" Tang Yao said in a low voice.

This sentence made Chen Yi's nose sour, and he didn't care if there was crying in his voice, he just said: "I'm sorry Tang Yao, I'm sorry!"

Tang Yao shook his head and said, "Chen Yi, there is nothing I'm sorry for, and you never owed me."

There was no emotion in his words, as if neither joy nor anger, but it was Tang Yao who made Chen Yi panic. He would rather Tang Yao be angry with him than be so rusty and plain. In his impression, Tang Yao had never treated him like this before. .

"Tang Yao, it's my fault..."

Tang Yao interrupted him and said, "There is nothing wrong with you, I lied to you in the first place." He showed a smile at this moment, but it made Chen Yi both startled and distressed.

"It's me, it's me, it's me!" Chen Yi insisted, his eyes blurred quickly, and his crying couldn't be more obvious.

"Okay, I don't blame you, go back." Tang Yao still smiled lightly, and his tone became a little gentler.

Even though he was smiling, Chen Yi still felt uneasy, but he didn't know where this uneasiness came from.

Back home, Tang Yao left without saying "I'm in the piano room", leaving Chen Yi in a daze for a long time before going to the kitchen to cook.

Not long after, the sound of the piano came from the piano room. Chen Yi was listening in the kitchen while preparing the dishes. Slowly, his heart also became calm because of Tang Yao's piano sound. At this moment , he suddenly understood why Tang Yao's emotions were so unpredictable just now.

Having been with Tang Yao for a long time, I can actually feel the arrogance in his temperament, but because of blindness, he had to ask for help from others, so he restrained that arrogance so that no one could see it, and these three days Obviously, Tang Yao once again clearly realized the fact that he would not be able to live on his own without someone by his side, but he still would rather soak in cold water every day than make a phone call. He called someone to help, but he cooked and tried to wash the dishes by himself, but in the end he broke a bowl. He would rather be hungry than leave more embarrassments to others. If it is not because of arrogance, It was impossible for him to do this. Maybe at first Tang Yao lied to get angry with him, but in the next three days, it was Tang Yao who was angry with himself.

It is also for this reason that Tang Yao buried his head in the piano room and used the sound of the piano to calm his heart.

When the food was ready, Chen Yi turned off the fire, but the music of the piano still didn't stop.

Chen Yi tiptoed to the piano room, but the door of the piano room was not closed, so Chen Yi stood at the door and did not go in.

Tang Yao played the piano for the sake of peace of mind. He said that he only started to learn after he lost his eyesight. Then he must have lost his sight at the beginning, but his heart could not be calm at all. Even if he thought it was retribution, he lost his eyes, but he did not see the truth He can accept it as calmly as he imagined, and even today, 13 years later, after these three days of experience, Tang Yao will inevitably feel a little self-defeating because of his invisibility, just as Chen Yi felt just now, that It was Tang Yao who had decided to bury it in his heart long ago, never intending to expose his emotions to others, and the only way to calm him down was to play the piano.

Tang Yao may have been playing the piano for the past three days, that's why his ten fingertips are covered with scars. Chen Yi saw it in his eyes and felt the pain in his heart, but he couldn't stop it. Although he wanted to comfort Tang Yao, but In fact, he knew very well that he couldn't do it now, so the only thing left was the sound of the piano.