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After waiting for five full hours, the lights in the operating room were finally turned off. As soon as the door opened, Tang Yao was pushed out by the nurse. Chen Yi was frightened. He stepped forward a few steps, and when he saw Dr. Li coming out, he asked, his tone tense. Uncontrollable at all: "Dr. Li, surgery..."

Dr. Li took off his mask, smiled and said to him, "Don't worry, the operation was a success..."

Hearing these words, Chen Yi's tormented heart finally fell to the ground, and then he heard Dr. Li say again: "When he wakes up from the anesthesia, he will probably be in pain. After all, the fingers are connected to the heart, and he needs painkillers. It's useless, I have to bear it... In short, I will check it every half a month, if the bone heals quickly, I can start rehabilitation as soon as possible."

Hearing Dr. Li say that "taking painkillers is useless" made Chen Yi's heart tighten again, but the operation was finally successful. This is great news. I've had a scan, and I'm going to have an operation, so I'll help you arrange the time when I get back."

Dr. Li said that he was about to leave, but Chen Yi caught up with him a few steps and said, "I want to ask Dr. Li about this matter."

"Ask what?"

"It's just..." Chen Yi touched the plaster cast on his left hand and asked the question he had been thinking about all night.

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As soon as Tang Yao's anesthesia subsided, the pain swarmed up, as if spreading from his fingers to his heart, and then from his heart to his brain. The pain made every nerve tremble, and Tang Yao broke out in a cold sweat all of a sudden. , but he couldn't move, he felt that someone was gently wiping the sweat off his face, little by little, over and over again, slowly, unbelievably, the pain just now seemed to be less serious, and then he heard He heard Chen Yi's voice saying to him:

"Tang Yao...the operation was successful...I'm so happy..."

But again and again, there was another burst of pain screaming in his head. Tang Yao was unable to speak, so he could only bear it for a while, but because of that gentle hand, the pain gradually subsided. From the beginning to the end, the hand did not stop. However, until he fell into a lethargic sleep from exhaustion.

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Waking up again seemed to be the night again, only to feel that the surroundings were very quiet, he opened his eyes, and tried to call out in a low voice: "...Chen Yi..."

"I'm here, Tang Yao, I'm here." Chen Yi's voice came instantly, and Tang Yao suddenly felt at ease. He has been recovering from illness these days, but whenever he calls softly, this person will surely Just now, as if he had never left, Tang Yao was used to being alone, and he didn't like to rely on anyone, but such firm companionship gave him a very strange feeling, and what was even more amazing was that this person was actually Chen Yi , but as long as it is Chen Yi, he can't refuse, and it's easier to indulge.

"Tang Yao... There is one thing I have to tell you..." Chen Yi's voice was a little nervous. Although they had only known each other for about half a year, Tang Yao could now easily distinguish Chen Yi's emotions. Chen Yi said:

"I hope you don't get angry and listen to me, can you?"

Hearing what he said, Tang Yao suddenly thought of something, but he didn't say it out, but responded to Chen Yi: "...you said..."

Chen Yi was quiet for a moment, as if he was thinking about what to say. When he spoke, he felt as if he had made a big decision:

"I... refused the operation." Chen Yi said, and quickly added: "But I have my reasons."

Tang Yao didn't speak, he listened quietly.

"Tang Yao, your piano has actually broken a long time ago. I have never dared to tell you, but I refused the operation, not for this reason... I asked Dr. Li, as long as the bones of my fingers heal well, they can recover. Mostly, it's not that I can't play the piano at all...Of course, I also have my own selfishness and want to keep it, so please forgive my waywardness..."

At this moment, Tang Yao felt Chen Yi's hand touching his wrist, and his thumb was rubbing gently on his wrist, as if he was acting like a baby with him, but it seemed to have an unusually firm gentleness, I heard Chen Yi say again:

"I just said that I refused the operation, not because your piano is broken, but...but..." His tone became more tense, and it took him a long time to finish the second sentence: "It's Tang Yao, I I want to make a violin for you."

Tang Yao was taken aback.

In fact, when Chen Yi said that he wanted to keep his severed finger for himself, Tang Yao understood why. This Chen Yi probably wanted to remember what he did to him, including the destroyed piano, but Tang Yao Yao never expected that Chen Yi would have such an idea.

Tang Yao didn't ask about that Qin, but he didn't dare to ask. Today, he got the result he expected from Chen Yi, and his heart ached. But at this moment, when Chen Yi said that he would keep his severed finger, and When thinking about these two things about making pianos for him, the pain in Tang Yao's heart was surprisingly relieved, as if someone had already shared the pain and made such a beautiful promise for it. For a moment, Tang Yao couldn't help feeling puzzled. He didn't know whether it was his grandmother's piano that brought this person to him, or the appearance of this person marked the end of his grandmother's piano. This piano was left behind, and now this piano is broken, but Chen Yi said that he wanted to make a piano for him.

"Tang Yao?"

Tang Yao kept silent, which made Chen Yi very nervous, and he couldn't help calling his name softly.

Tang Yao came back to his senses when he heard his voice, and said to Chen Yi: "...Since...you made...the decision, of course I...respect...it's just your hand..."

"Don't worry! I've already asked Dr. Li, it won't affect what I want to do." Chen Yi hurriedly said, "I assure you!"

"Okay...then...it's up to you...but..."

"But what?"

"...after I... get out of the hospital... I want to... personally install a... grave for... that piano..." Tang Yao said slowly.

Chen Yi was taken aback, his heart ached, and he agreed, "Okay."

He didn't dare to say "I'll help you", because he alone was the least qualified.