Treading snow to find mud

"...Chen Yi..."

When this person called his name, his voice was always so gentle, which made Chen Yi's tears well up again.

He tried his best to suppress the choking, so as not to make his voice sound strange:

"It's fine when you wake up. You don't have to say anything. We'll talk about everything when you recover."

After hearing this, Tang Yao was silent for a moment, but said: "...There is a... word... I must... tell you..."

"You said."

"You're here...I'm very...happy...thank you...for making me...I'm...sorry...you..."

Tang Yao's words made Chen Yi hold his breath. He never knew that there was such a person in this world. He had been waiting for him for ten years, with all his guilt and apology, Carrying the dead lives together with him in a different place, the weight made them almost collapse, so this became the reason why he had to attack Tang Yao no matter what, and this was exactly why Tang Yao had to fight desperately no matter what. The reason for patience, because after all, these three lives are too heavy, and they have already been overwhelmed. At this moment, Chen Yi realized that his heart and Tang Yao's heart had long been connected. Tang Yao waited for this day, only hoped Let go of that weight, and their own hatred is also waiting for the day when it will pour out. They are all waiting for each other, waiting for this day to come.

But is all this fair?What Tang Yao has endured has already exceeded what he wants to give, otherwise, how could he suffer so much pain that he can't breathe?

"Tang Yao..." His voice was trembling: "You have never been sorry to me again. From now on, in this lifetime, you are not allowed to say this sentence again."

Tang Yao seemed to be slightly taken aback, and then his whole body seemed to relax. He uttered the word "good", and then slowly closed his eyes without saying a word.

Chen Yi just looked at him like this, and suddenly felt a burst of panic. Tang Yao's injuries were so heavy, once the burden on his heart was relieved, wouldn't he need to wake up again?Waking up is nothing more than more pain, and he can't see it anymore, and it's impossible to do it all over again... But why does his heart ache like being stabbed by a knife just thinking of this possibility?As long as he thinks of losing Tang Yao, he feels that everything seems to be dead, and his life has completely lost its meaning.

"Tang Yao...Tang Yao..."

He called out the name in a low voice, not wanting to disturb him, but couldn't help but want to call him softly like this.

Tang Yao didn't respond, and didn't know if he would open his eyes again.

Although Jiang Tianyue brought the porridge, he found that Tang Yao fell into a deep sleep again, so he had to put the porridge aside, but what made him feel incredible was the look on Chen Yi's face when he went to buy porridge just now. It was completely different. He didn't know what Tang Yao said to Chen Yi, which could make Chen Yi no longer fall into the deep self-blame like before, and his eyes would no longer be dim and regretful. He suddenly realized that the two There is an inevitable connection between individuals, and one end of this connection is connected to life, and the other is connected to death. If Tang Yao dies, Chen Yi will definitely not want to live alone, and only Chen Yi, who wants revenge, can take Tang Yao to death. Yao was rescued from the mistakes of the past, and it turned out...it was so!

As soon as he figured this out, Jiang Tianyue felt his heart tremble. He watched the two people lying down and standing in the ward, and suddenly felt that it was justified. Even if it was the weight of three lives, it could still be carried. individuals together.