Stand-in self-cultivation

"Hi, see you again."

Jia Ran anxiously looked at Xun Ming who was greeting him with one hand in his pocket, and smiled cautiously.

Chu Tian got out of the co-pilot and slammed into the car door with a "bang". He raised his chin at Xun Ming as a greeting, "Where's Ma Qiming?"

"He's up there, let's go up." Looking at Chu Tian's undisguised handsome face, Jia Ran felt dizzy and couldn't look away.A male god is a male god, even if you look at someone with your nostrils, you are still handsome!But when he thought about the relationship between Chutian and Xun Ming, he felt a little at a loss, and quickly averted his eyes—it might be okay to see Chutian as a celebrity in public, but seeing other people's lovers like this in such a private place Not quite right.

Sensing his actions, Xun Ming shrugged his shoulders without hesitation, Jia Ran could only take two quick steps to distance himself from them in embarrassment, and at the same time asked casually: "Tian, ​​brother Tian, ​​you don't need to bring something to cover it up. ?"

"No, let's lead the way." After Chu Tian finished speaking, he stepped forward and patted Jia Ran on the shoulder.

Xun Ming let out a muffled laugh, feeling that Jia Ran was very much like himself when he first met Chu Tian, ​​only a little more innocent.

The three walked through the corridor in a low-key way. Ma Qi had been waiting for a long time tomorrow morning. The three of them sat down, the waiter served the dishes, and the two big men began to chat while eating.At first, Jia Ran was somewhat interested in the conversation between the two, but when he listened to it, he found that they were mostly talking about the stock market, investment, and real estate, with various company names mixed in during the conversation, which made him feel at a loss. However, Xun Ming, on the other hand, seemed to have gotten used to the strangeness. He lowered his head to eat his own food and didn't forget to take care of Chutian.He glanced at Xun Ming, who basically didn't meet anyone's eyes, gave up his plan to communicate, and ate his head in suspense.

As if he had finally realized that he had brought a younger brother with nothing to do, Ma Qiming tilted his head and pouted at Jia Ran, "If you have anything you want to ask, you can ask Xun Ming, he knows your male god's affairs best, ask clearly So you don’t have to go back and bother me.”

Hearing this, Chu Tian, ​​who was sitting across from him, raised his eyebrows, and looked at Jia Ran with some thought-provoking eyes, but it was a pity that Jia Ran was immersed in his own thought world and didn't notice it.

Xun Ming looked up at Jia Ran when he heard the words, and said surprisingly: "Are you two a couple?"

Jia Ran: "..."

Jia Ran: "No, no, he is my boss."

Chu Tian: "Hehe."

"Oh." Xun Ming nodded, he looked at Jia Ran's plate calmly, put down his chopsticks and said, "When I came up just now, I saw a pretty courtyard, you guys chat first, let's go out and have a look around gone."

Jia Ran breathed a sigh of relief, stood up and followed Xun Ming to leave first. When he turned around and closed the door for them, he saw that Ma Chu and his wife had already taken out their cigarettes and began to puff. illusion.

The two walked side by side, passing through the silent corridor, the occasional passing waiter bowed slightly to them, Xun Ming kept his eyes fixed, Jia Ran politely nodded and smiled at him, glanced at the colorful neon lights outside the glass window It makes people feel like a dream.

"Are you a student?" Xun Ming asked suddenly.

"Correct."

Xun Ming said "Oh", and the two were speechless for a while.Jia Ran looked at him secretly with squinting eyes. As Chutian's lover, Xun Ming must have something special about him, but he is just an ordinary person, his appearance can be called handsome at best, and his height is also average. ...It's almost the same as myself.His figure was several times stronger than his own. Seeing his exposed half of his arm, his lines were graceful, and his muscles were full of strength.Looking up along the hand, Jia Ran's face suddenly became hot.

He and Chutian... are they like me and Ma Qiming?Xun Ming must be the one below...

"If you want to ask anything, you can talk about it." Xun Ming's voice was cold, but his eyes were very gentle, "I can tell you what I know about Chutian."

After hesitating for a while, Jia Ran still spoke, "No, don't ask. It's not appropriate, let's talk about something else? Brother Xun Ming, have you graduated for a long time?"

"There is nothing inappropriate. The relationship between me and Chutian will not be affected by anything. I graduated a long time ago."

Jia Ran was shocked, wouldn't there be any pressure as a celebrity lover?Why is Xun Ming so confident? !

As if seeing his doubts, Xun Ming leaned on the railing and fiddled with his bangs that were blown by the wind, the corners of his mouth curled up, and he didn't speak.

Curiosity made Jia Ran almost explode. He lowered his head and struggled for a long time, but he still gritted his teeth and asked, and promised not to leak it.

Xun Ming smiled indifferently, and said surprisingly: "I chased him."

"..."

"I confessed to Brother Tian, ​​but he didn't accept it, but he slept with me."

"..."

"Now he's trying to learn to accept me, no more."

Jia Ran's jaw was about to drop, and Xun Ming looked noble on the outside, but he didn't expect him to be so infatuated and sincere...

"Is Brother Tian treating you well?"

"Okay. Chutian... is different from others. He treats me well in his own way, and I am very satisfied." Seeing Jia Ran stunned, Xun Ming thought for a while and took the initiative to explain, "You may not understand, I am very satisfied." His feelings are far stronger than his feelings for me. To me, Chutian is a god. He can replace anyone or anything in my life, even my life. So as long as he treats me a little bit better, It will be infinitely magnified by me."

"I do..." I didn't quite understand.In the middle of the speech, there was a sudden silence, and a strange emotion rose in Jia Ran's heart. In his perception, Xun Ming's feelings were a bit deformed. Shouldn't lovers be equal?I absolutely cannot bear this kind of unequal love.Just like him and Ma Qiming, they are not equal in all aspects, and it is absolutely impossible to be together.Assuming... what about assuming equality?Will you let go of the past and accept it?He shook his head violently, he liked women, but when Xun Ming said that, he subconsciously thought of Ma Qiming.

"I've talked too much, let's go back."

"No." Jia Ran subconsciously refused, for some reason, he suddenly didn't want to see Ma Qiming, "Brother Xun Ming, can you add a WeChat account, I... I don't want to go back, this is not far from the hotel, I want to go back first take a break."

Saying goodbye to Xun Ming, Jia Ran walked back slowly alone.

It had been an hour since he arrived downstairs at the hotel, and the night wind was blowing comfortably, which made his anxious and depressed mood slightly better. He was thinking about going back to his room to take a shower and take a rest, but he realized that he forgot to bring his card.Standing a few meters away from the reception desk, he felt a little apprehensive looking at the delicately made-up front desk staff. After a while, he chose to wait in the lobby.Sitting on the large sofa, the young man stared at the rows of green bamboos outside the glass window, his mood fluctuated up and down. Perhaps only he himself knew what kind of impact Xun Ming's few words had caused.

For him, love was just two words that had nothing to do with him.Before he had time to enjoy the sourness brought about by ignorant youth, he was forced by reality to take a big step forward. When he was plagued by illness and food and clothing were difficult to solve, love became something that was not even considered a luxury—not even a luxury. count as something.But even so, on certain peaceful and quiet nights, he would occasionally fantasize a little...just a little.

Maybe there will be such a gentle girl who falls in love with him desperately, and I will, through continuous efforts, climb to the position that can bring her a good life.

Jia Ran showed a bleak smile, feeling a little cold for some reason.He tried to relax his body and let himself sink into the sofa, but his body was still extremely stiff.Maybe it was because Xun Ming said too little, he could almost repeat it, and at this moment, he kept repeating the sentence like a joke in his mind: Are you two a couple?

Has Ma Qiming's attitude and behavior towards him misunderstood Xun Ming to such an extent?But judging from Xun Ming's attitude towards Chutian, maybe it's just some small details between himself and Ma Qiming being magnified.Jia Ran clenched his teeth, the more he thought about it, the more frightened he became.

The distance between him and Ma Qiming seemed to be much closer.

"Don't go over..." A low voice interrupted Jia Ran's thoughts. The hall was so quiet that he raised his head reflexively to find the source of the sound.

A tall and stylish figure came into his sight, and the masked young man went straight to Jia Ran, even if he wanted to ignore it.

Alright, I'm just getting annoyed by this, but the real master appointed by Ma Qiming came to make trouble for me first.Both of them still think they are easy to bully, don't they?Jia Ran sneered in his heart, stood up directly, and asked knowingly, "Who are you? Do you need me?"

The young man with outstanding temperament attracted some people's attention. Fortunately, Jia Ran chose a corner, and a small private space was cut off by a screen wall, which made Yao Bo, who was chasing up, heave a sigh of relief.

Jia Ran looked at the eyes full of anger and provocation, and when he got close, he was a little distracted: a star is delicate.Not to mention other places, these eyes are like God's opening and hanging, even if they are so angry, there is a hint of affection, unlike me, staring like a camera.

Jia Ran glanced at Yao Bo out of the corner of his eye, insisting on asking his own question: "Who are you?"

"Excuse me, it's okay." Yao Bo grabbed Bairan's wrist and tried to pull him away, but the latter was as stubborn as a cow and couldn't pull him. Jia Ran looked at the two of them patiently, "Really?" Are you okay?"

"What's so arrogant about you?" Bairan pulled off his mask, lowered his voice, and spoke in a fast, clear and pleasant voice, but what he said was extremely unpleasant, "A little duck, you really take yourself seriously. I originally I didn't think about it, Ma Qiming let him play casually if he likes it, after all, you are not even his bed partner, and you will get tired of playing for a few days."

Yao Bo's face changed suddenly, he turned around and looked around, there were already a few girls poking their heads in this direction.They didn't go through the main entrance, but Bairan happened to see Jia Ran and insisted on coming over, if he knew it, he might as well go out a little longer!

Bairan raised his chin, and said sarcastically, "Why don't you speak? Oh, by the way, I want to ask you a question. Is your face done according to me? Did the plastic surgery fail?"

"Don't say a few words, leave quickly. The director is still waiting for you." Yao Bo's whole body was almost attached to Bairan's body, wishing to coax this ancestor away immediately.Seeing that Bairan was indifferent, he had no choice but to look at Jia Ran, hoping that he could leave first.

"I wouldn't say that if I were you."

Bairan stared at him coldly.

"You should be on your knees and begging Ma Qiming not to lose interest in me. It would be bad if it hurts the innocent. After all, it's hard to tell who looks like who." Jia Ran showed a bright smile, his eyes burning, "Oh yes Yes, we are in 2501, the night is long, if you can't stand the loneliness, you can come and play with us, so as to save yourself from blowing the cold wind outside alone."