Crime Fighter League

Zheng Shuo sat by the bed and looked at him with helplessness and bitterness in his serious expression.Chu Yan's breathing became chaotic for a moment, his heart beat uncontrollably against his chest again, his trembling eyeballs betrayed his emotions, and Zheng Shuo saw through him.

Zheng Shuo touched his hot cheek, with unprecedented tenderness in his brows: "Believe it or not, what I just said is true."

Chu Yan still couldn't make a sound, his slender eyes were stiff, as if he had been overstimulated.Zheng Shuo kissed him again with distress: "I already know that Chu Guanghe is ill, you don't have to bear all these alone, let me accompany you, okay?"

He has been thinking about this for the past two days.The two times he met Li Wei, everything Li Wei told him was too shocking. He never thought that Chu Yan would bear such a heavy and painful past.More than once, he thought about how Chu Yan was tortured to develop such an extreme character, step by step he was on guard and calculated people's hearts, and he still refused to trust others.

Chu Yan's flustered appearance was like a needle piercing his heart. He hugged Chu Yan into his arms, trying to calm the restless mood of that person with his warm palm.

"I……"

Chu Yan leaned in his arms for a long time, and finally uttered a syllable with difficulty after a while.Zheng Shuo quickly let go of him, expecting him to continue.

Chu Yan's mood calmed down faster than expected, but his cheeks were still very red.He paused for a moment and then lowered his head in embarrassment, wringing his ten fingers helplessly, as if he was struggling for something.Zheng Shuo waited for a while without moving, Zheng Shuo sighed and raised his chin.

With just one glance, the words Zheng Shuo wanted to say were stuck in his throat.

The slender eyelashes were covered with a layer of water mist, and the dense water vapor overflowed the eyes the moment he raised his head, and two silent tears slid down.

Zheng Shuo suddenly felt a severe throbbing pain in his chest. He gently wiped off the tiny drops of water on Chu Yan's eyelashes, and said "Don't cry" from his dull chest, with strong intolerance and pity .It suppressed his panic, but catalyzed Chu Yan's emotions.

Chu Yan stared blankly at Zheng Shuo, the strange feeling of being held in the palm of his hand made the impulse in his body unable to stop.He leaned forward and rested his forehead on Zheng Shuo's warm chest.Tears finally don't have to be tolerated anymore, rolling down on the quilt like pearls with a broken string.

Tiny weeping gradually sounded in the empty ward. Zheng Shuo's generous palm caressed his back, and his gentle words kept echoing in his ears, drawing out all the grievances and pains that had been hidden in his heart until now.He put his arms around Zheng Shuo's neck, and for the first time realized what it was like to cry wantonly.

Zheng Shuo stared blankly at the snow-white wall in front of him, feeling mixed emotions.The joy is that Chu Yan is finally willing to open his heart to him, but the worry is that this road full of thorns, can Chu Yan really finish it safely?

An unprecedented uneasiness spread along the tight chest, which was an unreal feeling of worrying about gains and losses.Zheng Shuo has never been so scared like this moment.He tightened his arms, feeling the trembling body of the person in his arms, and the feeling of heartache once again dominated all emotions.

"Don't cry until you can't breathe." He leaned his head and kissed Chu Yan's ear. The diamond earring was cold, and it was extraordinarily small and cute on the red earlobe.He remembered the first time he saw this earring. At that time, there was a woman sitting beside Chu Yan. Seeing Chu Yan's frequent teasing with the woman, he cursed, "Shameless."

Zheng Shuo was stunned at this thought, and suddenly realized something.

He let go of Chu Yan, and smiled while holding the face that was crying so hard that he couldn't breathe.

Chu Yan didn't react, thinking that he was laughing at him and was about to get angry, but Zheng Shuo kissed him: "So that's how it is."

"what?"

What Zheng Shuo said was thoughtless, Chu Yan looked at him blankly.The emotion just now has almost been released, Zheng Shuo helped him wipe away the tears: "Do you want to know when I started to fall in love with you?"

Chu Yan's heartbeat was chaotic again, seeing Zheng Shuo's serious expression, subconsciously wanted to bow his head again.But Zheng Shuo didn't let him escape this time, holding his face and forcing him to look directly at him.

"Actually, I don't know exactly when, but when I saw your earrings, I remembered a detail. Do you still remember the morning when Wang Danna died? I met you at the hotel. Didn't I misunderstand that you fooled around all night?" Zheng Shuo paused when he said this, and Chu Yan nodded awkwardly. Although he was still a little embarrassed, he had an irresistible expectation for this topic.

"Because I was waiting for a red light at an intersection the night before, and your AMG was next to you. I saw you and Li Yuan sitting in the car talking and joking, you were dressed coquettishly, and she was very revealing." Zheng Shuo laughed .Chu Yan thought about it for a while, and finally realized it, and hurriedly pulled Zheng Shuo's hand: "You misunderstood! I just invited her to dinner as a landlord that night, and sent her back to the hotel by the way."

"I know, you didn't explain it later." Zheng Shuo looked at his anxious look with satisfaction, Chu Yan moved his lips, and looked at him with a strange expression: "What exactly do you want to say?"

"I was actually very upset that night. I thought you would go fooling around again as soon as you recovered from your illness." He admitted it generously and frankly, but Chu Yan was stunned after hearing this, and looked at him unblinkingly with amber eyes, The expression seemed to be hit by something again.

"What's wrong? You don't believe me?" Zheng Shuo thought he doubted himself, Chu Yan quickly shook his head: "No, it's just..."

"Just what?"

"It's just..." Chu Yan's voice became quieter. He looked at Zheng Shuo hesitantly, and he clearly knew what he wanted to ask, but he couldn't get it out of his mouth.

"From now on, you can come directly to me when you ask me whatever you want. I am not someone else. You are not allowed to worry and be patient with me."

Zheng Shuo held his hand, and the warmth of the palm passed over, wrapping his cool fingertips.The domineering tone was like a piece of sweet chocolate, slowly melting into his heart.He bit his lower lip, and the corners of his mouth finally raised a little.

"You, don't you really think of me as his... stand-in...?"

He used the courage Zheng Shuo gave to ask the deepest doubt in his heart, which is also the question he has always cared about the most.It was precisely because Lin Xun stood in front of him like a mountain that he kept suppressing himself not to move forward rashly.

"You mean Lin Xun?" Zheng Shuo looked at him in surprise. Chu Yan froze for a moment when he heard the name, but he immediately controlled his emotions.He nodded silently, and looked at Zheng Shuo holding his hand.

"I don't know what to say to make you feel at ease. Do you still remember that I confessed to you about Lin Yin that night?" Zheng Shuo thought for a while and said, Chu Yan gave a low "hmm".

"Lin Yin was introduced to me by Lin Xun, saying that his sister likes me very much. You didn't expect that." Zheng Shuo laughed at himself: "So we got together in a daze. But I regretted it at the beginning, because I feel sorry for Lin Yin, but also feel very awkward. She and Lin Xun look very similar, twins, maybe because of that face. Later, she found out, and we agreed to separate, and even Lin Xun didn't know the reason. Lin Xun She also doesn't want to tell anyone the truth about it."

Zheng Shuo said intermittently.Chu Yan kept his head down, and Zheng Shuo could only see the light chestnut hair on top of his head and the thin shoulders under his pajamas.

"Actually, I'm just telling you this to let you know that I've already missed it once, so I know exactly what I'm doing now, and I also know that your existence has nothing to do with work or him." Zheng Shuo stroked Chu Yan's soft hair. Top, with a calm and firm tone.

Chu Yan was finally willing to look up: "But you have been obsessed with him for many years."

"So you shouldn't be obsessed anymore. You can't always stop at the past and ignore the present." His words were like gentle hot spring water, wrapping Chu Yan's restless and cold heart layer by layer.Chu Yan didn't know how to answer this sentence, but what Zheng Shuo said made him unable to push away, and he could only let his fragility be completely exposed in front of Zheng Shuo.

Should he trust Zheng Shuo?Or, he wanted to believe Zheng Shuo.

Because, 13 years...

For the first time, someone broke into his world without hesitation, forcing him to give up his scarred heart.

In fact, he is not as strong as others think. He doesn't like the time of getting drunk in the world of luxury and money at all, and he doesn't like wearing a mask to calculate everyone.He likes to watch Zheng Shuo teach him to correct his point of view over and over again, he likes to see Zheng Shuo cooking dumplings for him in the kitchen, he likes the feeling of being hugged and comforted by Zheng Shuo when he is sick and vulnerable, He likes such an ordinary and real life.

He held Zheng Shuo's hand tightly. In fact, he envied Lin Xun very much, envied that Lin Xun could be loved by such a gentle and serious Zheng Shuo.

"Okay, I won't force you to believe it now, I understand your concerns." Zheng Shuo spoke out for him what he dared not say, and he looked at Zheng Shuo in a daze. He should have breathed a sigh of relief, but These words made him somewhat inexplicably impulsive.He straightened his back and almost blurted out the words "I believe", but at this moment the annoying cell phone rang again.

Chu Yan paused as if someone had pressed the pause button in time. Zheng Shuo looked at him suspiciously, so he had to take out his phone and look at the screen first.

……

It was nothing at first, but the name flashing on the screen stuck to Zheng Shuo's eyelids like a hot potato.Chu Yan subconsciously pulled out the hand he was holding, forced a smile and asked him to take it first.Zheng Shuo took a deep look at him, but then made a movement that almost petrified him.

Zheng Shuo picked up the phone, and just said "Hello", he leaned over and kissed him.Lin Xun's serious voice came from the handset of the mobile phone that was close at hand, but Zheng Shuo stuck his tongue into his mouth, entangled his sensitivity domineeringly.

Chu Yan stared at all this dumbfounded. He couldn't listen to what Lin Xun was saying, because besides kissing, Zheng Shuo actually reached into his clothes and rubbed back and forth on his sensitive waist.

Chu Yan was pushed down on the pillow. How could his already tempted body withstand Zheng Shuo's teasing, and suddenly let out a comfortable moan, which made him cover his mouth in fright.Only then did Zheng Shuo agree to stop, and looked at him with a smirk on his face, but turned to the other person on the phone with a serious tone: "What did you just say? I can't hear you because of the bad signal here."

Chu Yan: "..."

Lin Xun's voice was so clear just now, where is the signal bad!

Zheng Shuo admired his red and white face with satisfaction, hugged him and continued talking on the phone.He felt awkward at first, but Zheng Shuo's unabashed manner gave him a sense of satisfaction that he was held in the palm of his hand and cared about.He rested on Zheng Shuo's shoulder, and the smile on his lips spread like the sunlight outside the window.He stared at the cotton clouds in the distance, and was suddenly surprised to find that the sky was so wide?

(We are finally together, Sahua~)