Crime Fighter League

"Are you interrogating the suspect now?" Chu Yan leaned against the wall indifferently, and did not react because Zheng Shuo had guessed the truth.

"Why do you always misinterpret my meaning? Is the reason why I want to help you so unacceptable to you!" Zheng Shuo's tone became more irritable. The oppressive feeling brought by the height difference directly shrouded Chu Yan in his shadow.

"You want to help me, but you want to solve the case more. Isn't it good that we each get what we need? Why do you care so much about nothing? Think you are a psychologist?" Chu Yan laughed, but there was no warmth in that smile , Eyes as beautiful as glass beads, cold and lifeless.

"Have you never longed for anything other than hatred?"

Once Chu Yan's awkward personality flares up, he will recklessly hurt others and himself.Fortunately, Zheng Shuo has long been used to it, knowing that he is not really so cold-blooded and ruthless.Especially after hearing the name Chu Yan called in his sleep just now, it was even more certain that Chu Yan was longing for someone to walk into his heart.

Chu Yan was about to fight back, but suddenly there was a dull pain in his chest. He suddenly felt that he couldn't keep up with his breathing, so he pressed his chest and coughed reflexively.

"What's wrong?!" Zheng Shuo hurriedly squatted down and asked.Chu Yan couldn't answer, but the more he coughed, the more flushed his face became. Zheng Shuo remembered that his body was still an unhealed patient. He hurriedly hugged him to lie on the sofa, went to the kitchen and poured a glass of warm water to feed him first.

Chu Yan's face was ugly, and his coughing got better after drinking water, but he still felt a pain in his heart, as if being pricked by tiny needles.He closed his eyes, and his heavy breathing made Zheng Shuo worry and blame himself.

"Is it better?" Zheng Shuo opened his mouth when his breathing gradually stabilized, but Chu Yan ignored him, as if he was asleep.

"It was my fault just now, and I shouldn't have said those words to provoke you." Although Zheng Shuo didn't feel that he had done anything wrong, there must be one person who has to give in to the current situation.He didn't expect Chu Yan to bow his head first, what's more, showing off his tongue could not actually solve the immediate problem.He was older than Chu Yan, and he was a policeman, so he naturally had to back down more.

Chu Yan still had his eyes closed, but his hands on his chest were clenched into fists.Zheng Shuo sighed silently: "No matter what kind of pain you have experienced in the past, those are all in the past now. I told you, it is better to let me help you than to show off alone. At least I am a policeman. Protect your safety. Your life was given by your parents, and you were born after ten months of hard work. You spoil yourself like this, have you ever thought about how your dead parents feel? Have you ever thought that the people who love you will know What does it feel like?"

Zheng Shuo was almost earnest.He has lived for 30 years, and he has seen countless prisoners and families of victims, all stubborn people.But no one has ever been like Chu Yan, who made him, the head of the anti-drug detachment, bow his head and persuade him again and again. If it were someone else, he would have turned over the table and left.

Chu Yan's eyelids finally moved, and the slender eyelashes opened a crack, looking at the man squatting in front of him through the incandescent light.

The man's expression was heavy and helpless, the stubble on his chin from staying up all night hadn't been shaved off in time, and his face was still tired.But the gaze that looked at him was unusually firm and direct, that scalding gaze seemed to burn his eyeballs with a piece of iron, making him close his eyes subconsciously, not wanting to look at each other again.

He was afraid of such a sight, it would make him very uncomfortable.

He doesn't want such concern.

How could Zheng Shuo not know what Zheng Shuo was thinking?He has indeed been distorting Zheng Shuo's kindness.He didn't want that favor, he was afraid of anything that would make him vulnerable.It's like he almost lost control just now, if it wasn't for the timely call...

Bitterness surged in Chu Yan's heart, and he didn't know what happened.But he understood that it was this strange and absurd feeling that made him afraid of getting close to Zheng Shuo, but he didn't want to really stay away.

Zheng Shuo asked just now, have you ever thought about how the person who loves him will feel when he finds out?

after?Will there be a future in his life?

Dead parents, a life that was manipulated, and everything he had worked so hard to get was blocked. He only wanted the truth.Even if the truth requires him to pay for it with his life, he would not hesitate to trade his future and future for him.He had always come here thinking so, but Zheng Shuo wanted him to change everything in just a few words?

Chu Yan exhaled a long breath, calming down the chaotic and complicated thoughts in his mind.He finally opened his eyes and looked at Zheng Shuo, but his eyes were calm like a pond of stagnant water: "I said I was very heavy, it seems that you have never understood the meaning of this sentence. If you want to know what happened tonight I can answer, but the prerequisite is that you arrest me as a suspect at the police station for questioning."

Chu Yan smiled indifferently, sat up and wanted to leave, but Zheng Shuo pressed him on the sofa again: "You were encouraged by your mother, but after you reported your father, you began to question whether you did something wrong. Chu Yan, are you wronging yourself? The requirements are too strict? Have you forgotten that you were only 12 years old at that time? A kid who just entered junior high school knows what to tell? `The forced thing is to create all kinds of troubles for the teacher.”

Chu Yan was pressed on the shoulder by him, and he poured it into his ears, and he was so shocked that he forgot to react.

Unexpectedly, Zheng Shuo would even know this.Now that you know it, don't you feel that you are absurd and heartless?

Report the biological father.At that time, except for the police and his mother, everyone around him was talking about him, and everyone looked at him as a stranger, not only because he was the son of a drug dealer, but also because of his behavior that violated ordinary human ethics.He was never praised for what he did right, and all he could hear were taunts and abuse.Only the mother would hold him and cry all the time, but the mother didn't say anything.But the father who was sent in by himself and died in the end didn't say a word to him, and he didn't even want to look at him again.

He shattered his own world and fell into the abyss of eternal doom.When he finally climbed out, someone jumped out and said that it wasn't his fault?

Chu Yan's eyes were dull and confused, as if he didn't know Zheng Shuo.

"You must have been very scared and helpless at that time." Zheng Shuo paused for a while, expressing emotion like a sigh.

Chu Yan finally started to tremble, with a very strange expression on his face, both smiling and sad.He tried his best to suppress his breathing, but his eyes became more and more blurred.By the time he finally realized what had happened, he had been embraced into a fiery chest.

"I also asked you, how long has it been since you were hugged like this. At that time, you refused to answer, but in fact, you didn't. If there was someone who walked into your heart to accompany you at that time, maybe you would not be the person you are now. That's it."

Zheng Shuo's voice seemed to come with warm wind, slowly melting into his limbs and bones.He only felt that his chest was tight and his eyes hurt.This embrace actually gave him the urge to collapse.I want to let go of everything, stay away from that crazy world, and wash away all the unbearable memories of the past.

In fact, he really wants to go back to before everything happened. He dreams of having a family like an ordinary person.

Zheng Shuo pressed Chu Yan's head on his shoulder in order not to watch the collapsed appearance, because Chu Yan would mind these things.But he didn't expect Chu Yan to raise his head this time, and those beautiful eyes reflected his reflection, and then his cool fingertips blocked his sight.

There was a gentle rubbing sensation on the lips, as if someone was drawing the shape of the lips.He paused, his eyelashes brushed against Chu Yan's soft palm, causing a series of slight electric currents.

Chu Yan looked at Zheng Shuo, whose eyes were covered but defenseless, and the softness in the deepest part of his heart was finally torn open.He slowly moved forward and kissed Zheng Shuo's lips cautiously for the first time.He didn't intrude, just touched so lightly, observing Zheng Shuo's reaction.

Zheng Shuo instinctively wanted to retreat for a moment, but he stopped immediately.But the eyelashes under Chu Yan's palm moved even more violently, and his breathing became a little messy.These small actions of his did not escape Chu Yan's eyes, which made Chu Yan more sure of his thoughts.

Chu Yan opened the distance between the two, and finally a warm smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Do you know that since the day you met me, you have been making excessive demands on me."

Zheng Shuo regained his sight, but his voice was a little hoarse: "What request?"

"You have always relied on you. Zheng Shuo, do you care about every friend so compulsively? Or is it just me?" Chu Yan looked at him with a smile, with a little water in his eyes, moist and bright bright.

Zheng Shuo: "..."

"Will you think of Lin Xun when you look at me?"

Chu Yan's voice was very soft, and his arms were softly resting on his shoulders. His quiet and well-behaved appearance was not at all the usual arrogance and conceit.Zheng Shuo didn't expect him to ask such a question, but he still thought about it seriously: "Why should I look at you and think of him? You look different."

He answered in a serious manner, even a little stupid in his thinking.Chu Yan smiled in satisfaction, and poked his forehead with soft fingertips: "Since you can't, why didn't you avoid my kiss just now?"

Zheng Shuo was originally squatting, because his question was too impactful, and he rushed forward without stabilizing his balance.Although he pushed against the sofa next to Chu Yan in time, Chu Yan still pulled him to the distance of the tip of his nose.The wet lips gently rubbed against his dry lips, and the voice whispered: "Why don't you hide? Are you sympathizing with me?"

Chu Yan said this on purpose, he had already felt that Zheng Shuo treated him differently from others.But at that time, the gully between them was too wide and too long, and with Lin Xun's existence, he didn't want and didn't want to waste time thinking about these meaningless things.

But now it is different, because Zheng Shuo has to tear off his protective cover no matter what.

"I didn't." Zheng Shuo's voice was unsteady, and Chu Yan's actions were too intimate, completely beyond the scope of friends.He knew he should push it away, but the current situation put him in a dilemma.

If he really pushes away, according to Chu Yan's character, he will still not tell the truth to him in the future.Moreover, so many dangerous things have been tossed about in such a short period of time, if he continues to let it go, Chu Yan might really die one day.He didn't want or want to see such an ending.

"You're anxious, so you're lying to me." Chu Yan stuck out his tongue and licked Zheng Shuo's lips, and then pulled away.Although his voice and movements were ambiguous, his eyes were exceptionally sober.So this pair of eyes made Zheng Shuo immediately realize that Chu Yan was testing him.

Zheng Shuo didn't know what he was thinking at that moment, but his body made a decision first.He held Chu Yan's face in both hands, closed his eyes and kissed those lips without hesitation.

Amber eyes froze immediately, as if unable to react to the shocking situation in front of him, but his heart began to beat wildly with the action of being invaded.The mind that was still clear just now turned into a blank in an instant, and all senses collectively failed, leaving only the tongue that was constantly entangled in the mouth, and Zheng Shuo's serious expression with closed eyes, who was close at hand.

Chu Yan couldn't respond to the kiss at all, he was like a primary school student who did something wrong and was caught by the teacher, but there was a little bit of secret joy in his heart.He didn't know what he was happy about, he was obviously being kissed forcibly, and he obviously hated being forced the most.

After kissing for a while, Zheng Shuo finally realized that something was wrong. He opened his eyes, and Chu Yan just looked at him directly, with chaotic and complicated emotions in his eyes.

He let go of Chu Yan, and the reflex arc of hindsight finally returned to its place. After realizing what he had done just now, he coughed in embarrassment, but did not run away: "I told you, if you don't like being touched by others You, don't always do some misleading things. I hope this is the last time you test me, because I am not a monk or a gentleman, understand?"

What he said was straightforward enough, and he was only short of saying, "If you mess up again, I will fuck you."

Chu Yan was still looking at him at a loss, but when he heard this, he suddenly rolled his eyes and smiled.Zheng Shuo thought it was time for this guy to behave himself, and was about to breathe a sigh of relief, but unexpectedly he leaned forward again, his lips that had just been kissed were red and soft, and he gently covered Zheng Shuo's lips: "Your technique is not bad , I thought the police were all idiots who just took off their pants."

Zheng Shuo raised his eyebrows. Even the policeman is not a cultivator. Which man can stand such teasing and questioning?He held down the back of Chu Yan's head and kissed again, but this time Chu Yan cooperated unexpectedly, wrapping his hands around his neck and leaning his upper body into his arms.

Zheng Shuo understood that now was not the time to do such things, but he didn't know why, and he didn't want to stop.Chu Yan's lips were soft, the tip of his tongue was slippery, and his breathing was hot. The panting that echoed in his ears seemed to carry an electric current, traveling down the nerves, igniting fire as he sped.

Transparent silk threads slipped from the corners of the entangled mouths, and the light breath gradually turned into a rush.Zheng Shuo's legs were numb from squatting, Chu Yan seemed to sense it, and pulled him down on the sofa.

The weight of the two adults fell on the soft sofa cushions. Even though Zheng Shuo slowed down the impact with his hands, Chu Yan was still uncomfortable.

Seeing the flash of distress on his face, Zheng Shuo subconsciously remembered it, but Chu Yan grabbed his neckline, pulled him over and continued, and even took the initiative to stick out his tongue.

Chu Yan was wearing Zheng Shuo's T-shirt, which was more than one size too big and had a wider neckline. Now lying on the sofa, the collar was pulled to the shoulders, revealing the beautiful collarbone and almost reflective white shoulders .

Zheng Shuo felt dizzy after just one glance, a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead unknowingly, and the veins on the back of his hands were raised, and a certain uncontrolled place immediately protested against him.

He has been busy with cases recently, and even his sleeping time has been severely squeezed, so how can he have time to manage himself?The kiss at the beginning could be restrained, but now the postures are completely stuck together, he can't care about it anymore, he pushed Chu Yan away and sat up as soon as he gritted his teeth.

Chu Yan lay on the sofa panting, her slightly long hair fell messily on her cheeks, and her chest heaved violently.He knew why Zheng Shuo pushed him away. In fact, it wasn't just Zheng Shuo, he also...

He glanced at himself, smiled wryly and fell back again.

Really crazy, he thought.

Zheng Shuo sat next to him, covered his face with his hands and rubbed it vigorously a few times.The awkward atmosphere flowed silently between the two of them. Zheng Shuo thought about what to say to break it, but racked his brains and didn't know what to say.In the end, I had to stand up, say "I'm going to wash my face" and slipped into the bathroom.

Chu Yan didn't look at him, but stared at the somewhat reflective ceiling in a daze.

This is the first time he has kissed someone else voluntarily. Is this how it feels?He rubbed the corner of his mouth to recall, his eyes were a little moist, and Zheng Shuo's serious look appeared in front of his eyes again.He didn't know what he thought about the kiss Zheng Shuo just now, but Zheng Shuo reacted, at least it meant that he didn't hate it.

He was thinking wildly over there, and the guy in the bathroom didn't stop.Zheng Shuo leaned against the wall and smoked, trying to calm down his chaotic emotions, but he caught a glimpse of the clothes piled up in the corner of the sink.

Those were the sweater and jeans that Chu Yan had replaced, and they were just rolled up and placed in the corner.Zheng Shuo stared at the clothes in a daze for a few seconds, then picked up the clothes and smelled them as if he suddenly remembered something, and sure enough, he smelled a cold fragrance mixed with the smell of tobacco and alcohol.He frowned, and took a few more serious sniffs, the impulse that had been so hard to slow down came back again.He pondered for a few seconds in his mind, and finally realized what it was.

He grabbed his clothes angrily and went back to the living room: "You are not allowed to do this again! After taking the medicine, you still wear that kind of perfume? Do you really want to play yourself to death?!"

As soon as Chu Yan sat up, he saw his angry appearance. He was a little puzzled, but when he saw the clothes and pants in his hand, his face that had just recovered his calm suddenly burned red, and he stood up and wanted to grab it.

Zheng Shuo didn't understand what he was doing, so he raised his hand. As a result, the clothes were completely scattered because of this action, and with a "pop", a ball of wine-red fabric fell to the feet of the two.

Chu Yan's face turned pale, and he hurriedly bent down to pick it up.Zheng Shuo didn't think too much about it, and seeing his reaction, he felt that there was something wrong, so he hooked it with his toe without thinking, and picked the ball of red fabric directly into his hand.

Only now did he have time to see what it was—it was a pair of washed underwear.

Zheng Shuo: "..."

Chu Yan: "..."

It's strange to say that Chu Ershao, who has always been thick-skinned over the city wall, somehow looks like a tiger whose teeth have been pulled out today.Not only does it show weakness at every turn, but it is also particularly easy to be shy.

Chu Yan turned his back to him, from his angle he could only see the abnormal red ears and neck.Zheng Shuo's cigarette was still in his mouth, his Adam's apple kept rolling, how could this happen?So Chu Yan is not wearing underwear now?

Zheng Shuo didn't realize why this was the first thing he thought of. Chu Yan was so angry that he almost wanted to hit him on the ground, but the current situation was so embarrassing that he really wanted to dig a hole and jump down.

"That... I..." Zheng Shuo realized that he really should say something to ease the atmosphere this time, but just as he opened his mouth, he realized the wet thing in his hand again... It was obvious that Chu Yan had washed his underwear. Why do you need to wash...

The wild thoughts that had been suppressed with great difficulty popped up again, and a series of things that made people blush and heartbeat went through their minds one by one.Zheng Shuo's well-organized and logical mind has froze for the first time today, and his hands holding his underwear became extremely heavy.

"I'm back!"

Chu Yan really couldn't take it anymore, grabbed the underwear and left.Zheng Shuo hurriedly grabbed him: "Don't! Me, I really didn't mean it."

Zheng Shuo stuttered when he was in a hurry, Chu Yan gave him a fierce look, but he didn't have the gentle and obedient appearance just now.Zheng Shuo's heart sank, and he hugged him without even thinking about it: "I really didn't mean it! I'm sorry. That... I have a one-off in my closet... Do you want to..."

"Zheng Shuo!" Chu Yan gritted his teeth and squeezed out the name. Zheng Shuo was so frightened that he immediately shut up.

"You are hopelessly stupid!" Chu Yan pushed him away and wanted to put on his shoes and leave.But Zheng Shuo learned how to behave this time, knowing when to insist and when to compromise.He pushed Chu Yan against the wall again: "Why are you so angry? Afraid I'll laugh at your underwear for being too flirty?"

Chu Yan's face was almost crooked.

Zheng Shuo accepted it as soon as he saw it, and lowered his head to peck him lightly on the lips: "Be obedient, go and put on your underwear. Otherwise..."

He deliberately clicked to the end, and at the same time let go of the restraint on Chu Yan.Chu Yan was really provoked: "What else?"

"I won't tell you. Now go, it's in the drawer under the closet. We'll get on with business when you put it on."