Things that became cannon fodder through time travel

Chapter 35

When Huan Zheng walked into that room, Chu Chenxing hadn't seen Zi Xiyan for a long time.When seeing Huan Zheng walk in, Chu Chenxing asked almost as if begging, "Zi Xiyan, he, no, it's Huan Xi, when will he come, I want to see him." Huan Zheng looked down at Chu Chen Xing said indifferently: "Chu Chen Xing, I'll take you out of here." There was no question in his tone, it was just a simple affirmative sentence.

Leaving, this word that makes Chu Chenxing full of expectation but fear, leaving here means that he can no longer be imprisoned by Zi Xiyan, even if he never sees Zi Xiyan again, but he is free; if he does not leave, he will look at himself The person he likes talks and laughs at Yan Yan with others, no matter what, it is a kind of torture for Chu Chenxing.But Chu Chenxing didn't know where he could go or what he could do after he left.Huan Zheng obviously guessed what Chu Chenxing was worried about, sat down and said, "You and Zi Xiyan still have a house in Yun'an, you can live there, if you don't want to go back, then I have a house in Wuzhou where you can stay place, how to make money, I think you have your own way, I will give you enough silver, don’t worry.” After saying that, he turned and left, stopped at the door and said: “Zi Xiyan has gone to other places with Zhou Zhou these days. I want to send you away in the next few days, I hope you think about it quickly, and I will come tomorrow." After speaking, he opened the door and left.

The next day, a carriage left the capital and headed towards Yun'an.

When Zi Xiyan came back, he didn't find Chu Chenxing, but only saw a piece of paper full of words. Zi Xiyan looked at the paper and didn't speak for a long time.So he arranged for someone to watch outside the house, and trapped himself in the room for a day.

Yun'an City is still the same as before, even the boss who sells things has only changed a few times, Chu Chenxing stood in front of the previous house again, as if he had returned to many years ago, the past of himself and Zi Xiyan in this house, but these years have passed Now, everything has changed.Chu Chenxing lived here, and the dogs he and Zi Xiyan had raised before were gone, so he could be considered a fresh start.

The days passed quickly, and Chu Chenxing seemed to have no such person as Zi Xiyan in his life. Because he wanted to earn money by himself, Chu Chenxing still picked up his old profession.Sometimes I still think of Zi Xiyan, but I don’t know when my brain had a twitch and I drew Zi Xiyan. After thinking about it, I tore up the painting, picked up a brush and started to draw a short story that I had been thinking about for a long time.

During the half a year when Chu Chenxing left, Zi Xiyan lived a life like a normal person, but he always thought about Chu Chenxing, and always wanted to see Chu Chenxing, but when he walked to the house, he found that Chu Chenxing had already left. I had to give up.I really couldn't think about it anymore, so I asked someone to burn all Chu Chenxing's things and throw them away. Even if I wanted to think about Chu Chenxing again, I couldn't go to him anymore. Zi Xiyan faced Bai Yueguang in the yard, thinking In the days to come, I will forget about Chu Chenxing, and let Chu Chenxing treat him as a dream like passing water, and the past will pass away.One day, when the servant was cleaning up a pile of messy books in the study, a thin picture book fell out of the book of changes. The little girl looked at it amusedly. Get up and keep it for yourself.As a result, the book spread throughout the mansion until it reached the housekeeper. Once, when serving tea to Zi Xiyan, it fell in front of Zi Xiyan. The smiling faces and laughter flooded into Zi Xiyan's mind.That was the first time the housekeeper saw the always prudent prince so sad, so absurd, holding a thin book that was about to be torn apart, tears streaming down his face.

"Really think it over?" The emperor sat on it, looked at Zi Xiyan from above, and Zi Xiyan replied firmly: "Yes, my minister, I have too many troubles in my heart and my body is weak. I really don't have the ability to continue to assist your majesty. Please also ask your majesty." Let the ministers go home." The emperor didn't speak, neither did Zi Xiyan, the two remained in a stalemate, and the emperor spoke first: "You have worked so hard for so many years, just like this, it will all be gone in one fell swoop, are you willing?" Zi Xiyan replied : "I'm not reconciled, how can anyone give up what they have already acquired at will, it's just that everyone has different choices." After speaking, he bowed three times, said goodbye to Huan Zheng, and went back to pack his things .

Zhou Zhou looked at the back of Zi Xiyan packing up his things, and said, "My lord, are you really going to find him?" Zi Xiyan didn't raise his head and said, "Of course it is. , About the problem with him, I just figured it out now. I want to repay the emperor's favor, and I have already done it, and I have done what I should do. Zhou Zhou, I have already found a place for you mother and daughter. After I leave, look at the things here that you can exchange for money, tell Huan Zheng, then go, this place will be Huan Zheng's from now on, if you really can't live on, you can come back, I have already told you Good Huanzheng." After saying these words, things were almost packed, Zi Xiyan straightened up, turned his head, saw Zhou Zhou burst into tears, and said with a smile: "What are you sad about, from today onwards, you don't belong to anyone That's it, just do what you want to do and live the life you want to live, I should go too." After that, he left the room.

On the day Zi Xiyan left, the emperor and Huan Zheng stood on the city wall, watching Zi Xiyan drift away, knowing that the dust from Zi Xiyan's carriage could not be seen, Huan Zheng said, "Zhao, why did you come to see my brother? Isn't this the same?" The emperor stretched out his hand to rub Huan Zheng's head, without saying a word.

After all, jealousy is terrible, no matter it is for any person, it is the same. It does not mean that if a person is a gentleman, he will not be swallowed by jealousy, but how people control the influence of jealousy on themselves.Back in time to the year of Zhaohe, Luo Chenbi was still a girl selling loquats on the street, enduring the bullying of big bugs.Shao Chengyi and Huan Jinfeng couldn't see a woman being bullied, and when they saw injustice, they drew their swords to help each other. In the end, Luo Chenbi fell in love with Huan Jinfeng wholeheartedly, and Huan Jinfeng was originally a loose person. Playing in the mountains and rivers, there are battles and wars, and there are no battles.Throw all the courtesies to Shao Chengyi.Shao Chengyi was originally a person who didn't like to express, Huan Jinfeng could do this once, or a hundred times, but it has been like this for several years, and anyone would have a knot in his heart.

Why, why she likes you, why you can do whatever you want without being blamed, why you can get everything, but I am so far away from these, why I must live by the rules.

Jealousy will bind people's hearts as tightly as hatred, and Shao Chengyi chose the most dangerous method, treason, for his own desires.Only by breaking this day can we change our tragedy.In fact, people always fail to see the good things they get, and all good things will be covered up by things they can't get.Therefore, in the end, Shao Chengyi used his family as pawns, harming the whole Shao family, the Huan family and Bai Yueguang, whom he couldn't ask for.Let the only two boys left in Huan's family regard Zhuge's family as enemies and die for their sons. This is Shao Chengyi's final revenge against Huan Jinfeng.

Not everything can be said, Shao Chengyi's last secret, the emperor has already revealed one, and this one will make him never see the light of day.

When young people are young, there are always young stories. Whether it is conspiracy or great achievements, it is a thing of the past. It doesn't exist anymore.

The car arrived at Yun'an, and Zi Xiyan walked into Yun'an City by himself. Everyone knew that the prime minister's surname was Zi, but who and how did he do it in this sect, he just listened to the superficial, little Yun'an, the same as before.

The snow was still heavy, and it was always snowy in Yun'an's winter. Zi Xiyan followed the path he remembered to the gate of the courtyard and saw Chu Chenxing.Like that winter many years ago, Chu Chenxing was still standing in the small kitchen, with the lights reflecting his shadow, looking extraordinarily warm.Zi Xiyan pushed the door open, stood in the yard, and looked at Chu Chenxing.Chu Chenxing naturally saw it, but he ignored it, blew out the candles, and observed secretly.After a while, Zi Xiyan was still standing outside the door.Opening the door, the two stood facing each other across the snow. After all, Zi Xiyan spoke first: "Chen Xing, I'm hungry." Chu Chenxing looked at Zi Xiyan, with the same voice and face as before, and he was really reluctant to let him leave. Reluctant to drive him away, he turned around without closing the door, and Zi Xiyan immediately followed him in.

In the darkness, Zi Xiyan felt that Chu Chenxing was rushing straight up, and his lips pressed against each other. The coldness all over Zi Xiyan's body quickly approached Chu Chenxing's temperature, until the two were gasping for breath and separated. Chu Chenxing hugged Zi Xiyan tightly, and the tears couldn't stop The tears flowed down and wet the clothes on Zi Xiyan's chest. Zi Xiyan's tears of shocking this man came as soon as he wanted to make a joke, but he heard Chu Chenxing yell in a low voice: "If you dare to laugh at me, get out, I don't want you anymore!" , it’s impossible in this life.” Zi Xiyan smiled and said, “What are you laughing at, I’m the only one in my life, what can I do if you don’t want me.” He looked out the window, it was snowing heavily, but really very nice.

Indeed, it is enough to love only one person in this life.

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Ah ah ah ah ah!finally!It’s finally finished before the start of school. I have nothing to say. Thank you everyone. Maybe there will be some small episodes in the future. Where there is a car, I will directly point to Weibo, but the small episodes may require me to write after the military training.I will trouble everyone to wait, and I will bring you the works after careful precipitation (??ω?)? Hey

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