The person I have a crush on always hates me

On Valentine's Day, Xi Yan and Su Yang got married in the Netherlands, and they played everywhere in the next few months. It was the happiest moment in their lives.

At the same time, Fang Yicheng and Li Xiaoyan are also traveling around. Fang Yicheng hopes that at the last moment of his life, he can feel the beauty of this world.

One day in September, Xi Yan received a call from Fang Yicheng, saying that Li Xiaoyan might be dying.

They had been staying in a nursing home in New Zealand during this time, Xi Yan and Su Yang rushed there that day, by that time, Li Xiaoyan was still sleeping, and Fang Yisheng was so skinny.

"He has not been able to breathe enough these days, and sometimes he faints."

Xi Yan looked at Li Xiaoyan's pale face, which was so thin that he was about to lose weight. His heart ached so much that he couldn't say anything. He sat aside and lowered his head, tears falling on the ground.

The pain in Su Yang's heart was not inferior to his: "Why didn't you say it earlier?"

"He refused. He said that you were on your honeymoon and he didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable." Fang Yicheng rubbed his face, feeling haggard.

Li Xiaoyan woke up, saw them, still smiled so calmly: "Brother, Brother Su Yang, how are you playing?"

As soon as Fang Yicheng saw him laughing, he couldn't stand it, and strode out of the room.

Su Yang sat beside him and held his hand: "It's fun, you should take care of it too, let's go play together."

Li Xiaoyan lowered his eyes and sighed: "Hey, brother Su Yang, I may not be able to do it this time, but I really can't do it this time. But I am not sorry, Yicheng took me to many places, delicious and fun Yes, I have experienced it all, he is very gentle and treats me very well, I am very lucky to meet him at the end of my life..."

Fang Yicheng, who was listening outside the door, was sobbing so hard.

Su Yang couldn't listen anymore, he turned his head to the side, tears fell, Li Xiaoyan looked at them: "Why are you crying? Don't cry for me, I didn't even cry."

The stronger he is, the more distressed others are.

Xi Yan suddenly said, "Xiaoyan, let's go for the surgery? Maybe it will be successful."

Li Xiaoyan shook his head weakly: "Brother, it's useless. Fang Yicheng asked about it, and said that in my situation, the chance of surviving is only 5.00%. I don't want to go to the operating table."

Fang Yicheng rushed in, crying and said: "Xiaoyan, let's do it, there is still 5.00%, Li Dazhi, you can persuade him, I have been talking for several days to no avail."

"I don't want to do it. I can stay with you for a while like this. If I have an operation, I have a hunch that I will die on it. I don't want to suffer like that before I die. I accept my fate." Li Xiaoyan bit his lip.

That night, Li Xiaoyan snuggled into Fang Yicheng's arms and watched the stars: "Yicheng, do you think heaven is beautiful?"

Fang Yicheng didn't speak, Li Xiaoyan suddenly cried and hugged his neck: "Fang Yicheng, why didn't you show up earlier? I haven't stayed with you enough, I... want to live, I don't want to die..."

He looked up at Fang Yicheng's face, and the sound of sobbing was like a knife cutting Fang Yicheng's flesh. He lowered his head and kissed Li Xiaoyan's lips, and said, "Xiaoyan, let's have an operation, okay? Give me some Chance."

"If you have an operation, I won't even have more than ten days. I want to watch you."

"What if it succeeds? The longer the delay, the more risky it will be."

"I won't succeed." Li Xiaoyan was firm.

Li Xiaoyan finally agreed. On the day he flew to the United States, he wrote two letters. Afterwards, he held Fang Yicheng and did not let go, secretly crying several times.

When you get there, the doctor does not recommend it, the risk is too great.

Xi Yan begged for a long time, saying that the hospital would not be responsible, and the doctor agreed.

This is a major surgery, and all the surgeons are elite doctors, and I hope a miracle will happen.

When Li Xiaoyan was about to push into the operating room, he held Fang Yicheng's hand and didn't let go, didn't hold back, tears kept pouring out: "Fang Yicheng, goodbye. Brother, Brother Su Yang, you all want to be happy .Fang Yisheng...Yisheng..."

Fang Yicheng watched him being pushed away little by little. Before closing the door, Li Xiaoyan silently uttered three words - I love you.

"Yang, Yang." Fang Yicheng hugged Su Yang and cried bitterly, "Will he be fine?"

Sitting in a corner, Xi Yantan opened Li Xiaoyan's letter: Brother, Brother Su Yang, maybe this is the last time I will express my feelings. You are the happiest couple I have ever seen. Go together.

Brother, I actually know that I picked it up. Grandpa always called me a nemesis. I heard him say it once when he was drunk. I thought about leaving without dragging you, but I really love you. I am selfish, thank you I really love you guys for taking care of me all these years.

Don't tell grandma I'm gone, make her believe I'm still alive.

Fang Yicheng also opened the letter: Fang Yisheng, do you know that we met for the first time?I figured you must be a playboy, but I've never seen anyone as chic as you.After you left, I wanted to contact you, but I didn't dare, I don't deserve love.

Seeing you again, I think it must be God's arrangement, I really thank you for being willing to accompany me in my last time, forget about me, forget that there is a person named Li Xiaoyan.

I am a person who has been unlucky since I was born. It may be the best start if I leave. Forget about me and find someone who loves you. No, I am the one who loves you the most.

Fang Yicheng, in fact, I really want to live, I don't want to die, not for anything else, but for you.

Li Xiaoyan's operation lasted eight hours, and the doctor only said one sentence when he came out: "Maybe the miracle didn't come."

Li Xiaoyan's heart didn't stop, but he couldn't wake up.

Fang Yicheng took him back to his home and talked to him every day, his whole body became decadent.Xi Yan, Su Yang, and Xu Fan came to visit almost every day, but Fang Yicheng never let them stay overnight.

Every night, Fang Yicheng hugged him to sleep, whispering all kinds of jokes in his ear, but Li Xiaoyan never responded.

The real miracle was half a year later, when Xi Yan received a call from the attending doctor, saying that they had developed a new drug that might be able to treat Li Xiaoyan, and hoped to undergo another operation.But this time Fang Yisheng quit, he deeply remembered what Li Xiaoyan said.

He was right that he would die on the operating table.

Su Yang and Xu Fan's persuasion for a long time was in vain, Fang Yicheng was afraid that Li Xiaoyan would not even have the last heartbeat.

In the end, Xi Yan forcibly took Li Xiaoyan away, but Fang Yicheng didn't follow, he was in despair.

Another spring came, and the sun was shining brightly that day. Fang Yicheng opened the window and sat on the balcony to smoke.

Someone knocked on the door, he frowned impatiently, and walked to the door with the garbage in the room, it was Li Dazhi.When he saw him, he panicked, knowing that he had come to tell him the final result.

It's been three months, Xiaoyan's funeral should be settled.

"Are you going to be so decadent all the time?" Xi Yan looked at the garbage in the house and frowned in disgust, "Don't you think it's smelly?"

"My mother will send someone to clean it up. What are you doing here? Xiaoyan has already been killed by you. What face do you have to come to see me?"

Xi Yan couldn't help laughing, Fang Yicheng saw him smiling, as if he saw hope: "Xiaoyan, he..."

"In a nursing home in New Zealand, you will be discharged after two months. You really don't plan to go?"

Fang Yicheng grabbed his shoulder, his voice choked up: "Li Dazhi, is he still alive?"

"Not only alive, but already awake." Xi Yan patted him on the shoulder, "Thanks to the medical team."

Fang Yicheng hugged him tightly, cried and laughed, Xi Yan pushed him away and joked: "It seems that our relationship is not so good?"

"Get out!" Fang Yicheng looked at his sloppy appearance, and couldn't stand it anymore, "Hey, shall I go to your house to take a bath?"

"Can't you wash it?" Xi Yan asked.

"This room is too dirty." Fang Yicheng hugged him, happily like a child, "Hurry up, hurry up."

The wind was blowing, Li Xiaoyan sat under a big tree and looked into space, and said: "Brother Su Yang, I suddenly realized that the sky is so blue and the white clouds are so white. It's good to be alive."

"Do I look good?" Su Yang asked with a smile, and handed him strawberries to eat.

"You're the best, why hasn't Fang Yicheng come?" Li Xiaoyan smiled, still looking peaceful.

"He, he might be so messy." Su Yang said, "When you didn't wake up, he cleaned it for you every day, and he didn't clean it up himself. He didn't care about us when we went, and kicked us out at night. , I'm afraid he's going crazy."

At noon that day, Su Yang was really sleepy, and fell asleep lying on the sofa, while Li Xiaoyan was bored, so he went to sit under the big tree, holding a lollipop.

Suddenly, someone whistled at him, Li Xiaoyan knew it was him, turned his head, Fang Yicheng still looked like a fool, but lost a lot of weight, he smiled mischievously: "Is that little brother over there single? "

"No, my heart belongs to me." Li Xiaoyan ran over and jumped into his arms happily, "Fang Yisheng, the doctor said that as long as I keep taking the medicine, I may live to be 40 years old. My brother said that medicine will improve. I have the potential to live to be 50."

"Baby, I'm so happy for you." Fang Yicheng hugged him tightly, "Hey, did the doctor say that we can have sex｜love?"

"You're such a pervert!" Li Xiaoyan hit him, Fang Yicheng laughed loudly, and kissed his lips.

In front of the window in the house, Su Yang and Xi Yan looked at each other silently, Su Yang said: "Since Xiaoyan got sick, I seem to have lost all my desires."

"Who says no, I'm going to collapse in this year." Xi Yan took Su Yang's hand, "Yang, let's go, leave them alone, let's go home and live our little life."

The corner of Su Yang's mouth twitched: "Dazhi, my desire seems to be back."

"Then let's go after we're done." Xi Yan led the way to the next room, pulled the curtains, and started to slap, slap, slap, slap...

Before Xi Yan left, he officially handed Li Xiaoyan to Fang Yicheng. Before, he didn't believe that Fang Yicheng would love his younger brother, but Fang Yicheng spent time falling in love with Li Xiaoyan. How did he fall in love? Even himself Do not know at all.

"Xiaoyan, I don't seem to have ever said I love you."

"You don't need to say it, I understand."

Fang Yicheng smiled slightly and presented a ring: "I love you."