The person I have a crush on always hates me

Xi Yan heard Su Yang say that he was not welcome, so he asked Grandma Wu to go out to chat with him, and called Dabai to help.He made four dishes, pork ribs and corn soup, sauerkraut pork blood sausage, dry ground chicken, garlic lettuce.

Su Yang smelled the fragrant pork and went to see Li Dazhi in disbelief.This smelly man can cook.

"Xiaoyang, let's eat, Dazhi's craftsmanship is pretty good." Grandma Wu said.

Xi Yan took off his apron and came over, seeing Dabai and Meng Jiaojiao sitting opposite Su Yang, he had no choice but to sit beside Su Yang.Such a harmonious atmosphere is extremely rare for Xi Yan and Su Yang.

Su Yang fixed his eyes on the pork rib soup. He had been craving this for a long time, so he filled a bowl for himself. The soup was too hot, so he blew on it twice before drinking it. The soup was so delicious that he couldn't help but take another sip.

This smell is so familiar... and the one that Li Dazhi sent over before.

He looked at Xi Yan suspiciously.Feeling his gaze, Li Dazhi turned his head: "What's wrong? Isn't the soup delicious?"

"It's delicious." Su Yang was suspicious, but it was hard to ask.Was the previous soup made by Li Dazhi?Why send it to him?Still lied to him that it was from the restaurant downstairs?

"Xiaoyang eat more." Grandma Wu said.

"Yeah." Su Yang went to pick up the ribs, who knew that the two ribs were connected together, and they didn't separate after shaking it twice. At this moment, Xi Yan's chopsticks stretched out to help them separate, and he took the piece away up.

"Xi Yan, you need to eat less, you haven't eaten these for a long time, and you will easily rebound." If Dabai would not let him eat these greasy things, there is no way today, because his grandma is here.

"I know." Xi Yan said.

Grandma Wu frowned seeing the obvious outline on her grandson's face, but said nothing.

It was Su Yang who couldn't tell at first, but Su Yang ate the most, and he was still eating after everyone else left the table. Only Grandma Wu was with him.

"Grandma Wu, I haven't had such a full meal for a long time."

"Then eat more."

Su Yang's bowl was empty, Grandma Wu saw that he was not satisfied, and shouted: "Da Zhi, give Xiao Yang another bowl."

Li Dazhi came over, the two of them looked at each other, and he went to serve the little ancestor a meal.

"It's good to eat without gaining weight." Meng Jiaojiao stared at Su Yang enviously, "She's still so pretty."

Su Yang also brought a bag of hazelnuts when he left. Xi Yan sent him to the door and said sincerely: "I don't know... whether our relationship has eased, but I still want to thank grandma. If something happens to her... …I can’t imagine how I’m going to keep going.”

Su Yang thought of his younger brother, maybe Xi Yan has been under a lot of pressure since he was a child, and he never dared to relax for a moment.

It was rare for him to look seriously into Xi Yan's eyes, and his voice was cold: "I never thought of making peace with you. From the very beginning, I never thought of meeting you again, and I never thought of becoming friends with you. Help Grandma Wu is because of her, not because of you. You know me as a person, I am heartless, ruthless, and cold-blooded. I still say the same thing, I promise to avoid blacking you a few times. That's it. "

He didn't ask about the pork rib soup, and he didn't want to. He always felt that it would be embarrassing for each other after asking.

Xi Yan's Adam's apple moved up and down: "Do you really have no feelings for others? What about that black boy?"

"Does it have something to do with you?" Su Yang pursed his lips, turned and went back to his home.

The snow outside the window is getting bigger, and large flakes of snow are rustling down. This is the first snow that people did not expect.Su Yang threw Hazel aside and went to the rooftop to watch the snow.The city is very quiet, and the community is very quiet, so quiet that only the rustling of snowflakes can be heard.

After blowing the cold wind for a while, his head became much clearer, and he went back to the room to write "Young Master, I Was Wrong".

Earlier, he posted a lot of fights between Gao Yang and Li Dazhi in junior high school, including the most serious injury in junior high school. He and Li Dazhi were both hospitalized. He injured his ankle and Li Dazhi broke his arm.

Li Dazhi is tall and strong, of course he can't beat him, Xu Fan and the others can only make do together.There was no reason for that duel, but his temper was not going well, and it happened that Li Dazhi also had a bad temper. After that, the two of them didn't speak for a long time, and they didn't have a duel.

Until the second semester of junior high school, what he is going to write today is about the second semester of junior high school.

Li Dazhi is a taciturn person. The first thing he does after school every day is to go home to accompany his younger brother, so he doesn’t have a particularly close brother, so he walks alone in school, but his grades always occupy the first place in the class, and he is loved by the teacher. that kind of students.

Gao Yang's academic performance is mediocre, and he often causes troubles. In addition, his family conditions are good, no one dares to provoke him at school, so Zhang Fan has nothing to provoke him.

In the second semester of the second year of junior high school, there was already evening self-study in the school. On this day, the students were all doing evening self-study, and a thorn in the school knocked on the door of the classroom.

"Hey, Li Dazhi, come out." He leaned presumptuously against the door.

The students all looked at Li Dazhi, Su Yang was secretly chewing bubble gum, and looked back, Li Dazhi ignored the person who came to him.

"Li Dazhi, if you don't come out today, take care of your brother carefully."

Li Dazhi's younger brother was his weakness, he slammed the book on the table with a "slap", and followed him out.Gao Yang gave Zhang Fan a look, and both of them left the classroom.

The two of them were in the dark corridor, and the thorny head said: "I heard that you fight hard, so I want to ask you out."

"I'm not interested." Li Dazhi's voice was emotionless.

"I have a lot of affection for your brother. Isn't he waiting for you under the willow tree every day?"

"You dare to touch him and try."

"Li Dazhi, I have no other intentions. I just want to fight with you. After the fight, I promise not to provoke your brother. I'll give you 3 minutes to come to the west."

After that, there was endless silence in the corridor, and Li Dazhi walked out after a while.

"Appointment." Zhang Fan said.

"Go get my slingshot from my schoolbag, I'll wait for you at the west window on the second floor."

Zhang Fan's eyes widened: "You won't take advantage of others' danger, will you? Do you want to deal with Li Dazhi at this time?"

"My fighting cells have been revived again." Gao Yang raised his eyebrows presumptuously, and the corners of his mouth curled up.

To the west of the west window on the second floor is an open space near the corner, which belongs to the dead corner of the teachers.Gao Yang rushed there and saw that there were seven or eight people in the open space.That is to say, Li Dazhi has to deal with a group of people alone.

Gao Yang's smile disappeared.Depend on!There is such an appointment!

Zhang Fan ran over and looked out the window: "Damn it! What the hell are you playing? Li Dazhi must die if he doesn't die."

"They don't dare to strike too hard." Gao Yang took the slingshot and put a bag of stones in his trouser pocket.

It was also at this time that things started outside the window, and it was Li Dazhi and Tin Tou who did it alone, but obviously, Li Dazhi had always had the upper hand, punching him to death, maybe Tin Tou was impatient, so he called his accomplices to join him.

No matter how powerful Li Dazhi was, he couldn't beat eight people. He knew that he would lose, so he picked the thorny head and hit the thorny head.

Gao Yang frowned, seeing that Li Dazhi was beaten to the ground and kicked by several people.He opened the window, picked up the slingshot and took aim.Zhang Fan opened his mouth and said, "Don't do it, will you be too bullying at this time?"

"I said beat someone, but I didn't say that I must beat him. You go to the teacher."

"Okay." Zhang Fan said and ran away.

Gao Yang closed his eyes, and aimed the slingshot at the face of the person who kicked Li Dazhi.

Whoosh—the stone flew out and hit the man's face. The man was instantly stunned, covering his face and looking around.

Gao Yang raised the corner of his lips, quickly took out another stone, and still shot at the man.Sure enough, the man told the group of people to stop, not knowing what they were discussing there.

"A bunch of idiots." Gao Yang looked at Li Dazhi who was lying on the ground and couldn't get up, he pursed his lips lightly, and suddenly became very angry, so he took out stones and continued to beat him, until the man cursed.

Oh shit!

Not long after, the teacher and the dean came running, and the group dispersed immediately, but they still caught a few students.

The teacher helped Li Dazhi up, and Li Dazhi pushed the teacher away and limped away.Gao Yang looked at the slightly trembling back, curled his lips.

"Yang, how is it?" Zhang Fan came back, "It's all gone."

"I'm going home first, and help me carry my schoolbag when I leave." Gao Yang went to and from school by riding a mountain bike. Li Dazhi walked slowly, and he followed after a while, but he didn't step forward and just pushed the bike Silently followed behind.

The street lights on the road were dim, and Li Dazhi seemed to be in real pain. He walked and stopped for a while, and it took him a long time to arrive at the hospital. He went in to see the doctor after registering for the outpatient clinic.Gao Yang went to the door and listened to Li Dazhi say: "Doctor, just give me less medicine."

"Your trauma is quite serious, you can't under-prescribe the medicine, and you have to check, in case of any injury, you can't see it just by looking at the trauma."

"No, I know it myself, please just prescribe some medicine for me."

"Hey! It's so annoying!" Gao Yang didn't continue to listen, and ran to his mother's friend, which was also the doctor's office, "Aunt Xue, can you do me a favor?"

Gao Yang bought a lot of trauma medicine for Li Dazhi with his own money, and asked Dr. Xue to keep it secret for him, and sold it to Li Dazhi at a cheap price.At that time Gao Yang was a little surprised to see Li Dazhi, but he left without saying anything.

The night was not too cold that day, Li Dazhi dragged his painful body towards home in the dim light, looking back as he walked, maybe he also felt that someone was following him.

Gao Yang saw that he was going to the compound soon, and probably no one would come to block Li Dazhi, so he rode on his bicycle and came to Li Dazhi's side in a high-profile way, with a mocking tone: "Oh, who is this? Why? You were beaten You can't do it like this, do you know what your name is? You deserve it."

"Don't bother me." Li Dazhi's voice was still muffled.

"Hmph." Gao Yang was about to leave on his bicycle.

Li Dazhi suddenly shouted, quite emotionally: "Su Yang, you are very happy, right! You are like this, you never care about other people's feelings, you are rich, and you are a treasure that everyone holds in their hands. Yes , I’m poor, I’m so poor that I can’t even eat a popsicle, what about you? Why don’t you take a dollar to humiliate me and show off that you can eat a popsicle.”

"You have no heart at all! No emotion! You are so fucking cold!"

His last sentence came out in a snarl, and then he squinted and said: "You and I will never ease up. I hate you."

Su Yang smiled, and his eye circles turned red as he smiled, feeling very wronged in his heart: "Am I just that one person in your heart? It's really hard for you, you know myself better than me."

His lips were trembling, and he grabbed a handful of stones in his pocket and threw them at Li Dazhi. Li Dazhi felt even more embarrassed and lowered his head.

"Li Dazhi, I will..."

Su Yang rode away without finishing his sentence, his eye circles became more red, he wanted to say: I don't care about you anymore, I'm a fucking dog.

-

Thinking back to the present, Su Yang lay down on the table, only to realize that he had unknowingly beaten Gao Yang into Su Yang.Every time he finishes writing a novel, he feels like he has returned to the past. Why can he remember these things clearly?Because these have a really big impact on him.

Just like when he came back from Xi Yan's house just now, Li Dazhi talked about their relationship.He immediately thought back to those words in the second year of junior high school, and the relationship between them would never ease up.

Li Dazhi, this is what you said. You said that I have no heart, no feelings, and even blood is cold.But I really care about you again, I'm a dog.

As for why he helped Li Dazhi so many times, he still couldn't figure it out. Maybe he really didn't want to become the kind of cold-blooded person Li Dazhi said.

As the snow fell harder and harder, Su Yang glanced out of the window, his lips curled up, and he became angry: "How dare you say that about me."

ah!no!Mad!

Black him black him, must black him!

black!black!black!

The author has something to say: Xi Yan patted himself on the chest: "Forgive me for knowing too little."

Su Yang narrowed his eyes and raised his chin: "Come here, I promise not to hit you."

Xi Yan nodded seriously: "I know you won't hit me, you will bite me."

He rolled up his sleeves, and there were rows of teeth marks on his arms, and he laughed: "Look, you have so many teeth."

"..." Su Yang's face darkened, "I don't know you, there must be something wrong with your head."