After being spotted by the NPC boss, I blew up the system

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When Liu Ran's parents divorced, the court awarded him to his father.

He was young at the time, and he was only skeptical about one point-why the person who was desperately spending money to fight the lawsuit to leave his custody, would not like him.

Liu Ran was puzzled, could it be that his grades were not good enough?Or is it not good-looking?

Half a year later, he vaguely felt that his father probably liked to drink, so he had no time to like him.

A little older, he finally found the only way he could get along with his dad.

- beaten.

Whenever he came home drunk and punched and kicked himself, he would feel better.

Even buy sugar back the next day.

But this sacrifice was too great, and he didn't like pain.

He longed from the bottom of his heart, how happy he would be if he had a kind and gentle person who could accompany him.

This wish has been hidden for too long, Liu Ran has accumulated enough birthday wishes for several years.After one beating, he lay on the floor of the utility room with his eyes closed.

"Hurry up and show up, I've been waiting in a hurry."

At that moment, a strange tone appeared in my mind.

"Hello ~ brother."

Liu Ran felt like crying.

"You, hello..."

"I am your younger sister, when you are lonely in the future, please be sure to find me~"

"Sister? Can I really find you anytime?!"

"Yeah! Yes bro~"

"I will always be with you~"

"Really? When Dad goes out, will you be there too?"

"Well, my brother who has been there."

"……Thank you."

-

"Go to hell, brat!"

After the previous problem was solved, Liu Ran began to turn his attention to the next one—why the people who welcomed him into the world at that time wanted him to die.

He leaned on the wall and walked into the bathroom, taking off his clothes stained with nosebleeds.

"hiss……"

There is nothing wrong with the face in the mirror, but the warm liquid slides down the closed lips, passes through the chin, and then reaches the chest.

"Why should I die?"

No one answered him.

Why……

He turned on the faucet and held the cold tap water close to his face.

Why was he born so lowly.

Scars, bruises, how to escape from the dark storage room.

How exactly?

"Of course, kill him."

"Who, who is it?!" Liu Ran looked around in fear.

Nothing.

All I could hear was the splashing of water jets flowing into the sewer.

"I want to call my brother."

The male voice sounded distinctly hoarse and deep.

"Little thing, oh no, it's a little bastard." The man's tone revealed a mocking sneer.

"Are you addicted to beating?"

"No... no, I didn't!"

"Ah, you are such a noisy little beast."

"I...I'm not a beast."

"No?" The male voice seemed to be approaching, and then pressed against his ear, with a harsh tone: "Look up."

Liu Ran collapsed, but still raised his jaw following the sound.

"See clearly."

"Does this scar look good?"

"No...it's not pretty..."

"Was beaten by that guy? Take the belt?"

"Uh-huh……"

"Little bastard, do you want to fight back?"

"...You, what did you say?"

"Ask if you want to put the scar on his neck."

"...No, I don't want to!"

"No taste, I really want to strangle you to death with my own hands."

"Hmm..." Two originally weak hands moved up along the chest, slowly wrapping around the fragile neck, exerting force little by little to block the air from flowing in.

"Hmm! Mmm...let go..."

"Let go, say you want."

"Cough...cough...um...no..."

"Quickly, I feel a little pain from pinching."

"Ahem...I...I think..."

The fingers suddenly relaxed.

"Cough cough...cough cough cough..."

"The neck is quite thin, you little beast."

"Cough cough cough..."

"Stop coughing, it's really noisy."

"You... who the hell are you..."

"Me?" The unfamiliar voice followed with a smile, "I'm your brother."

elder brother?

"No...ahem...I didn't—"

"Well!"

"Yes, shut up."

Liu Ran's shoulders trembled and he couldn't open his mouth.

"I'm here to inform you that from 5 minutes ago, I'm your brother."

"Well... including the little girl in your body, it's all the same."

"But don't worry, I'm still more interested in you, my sister's things are optional."

"And what you have to do is—" the male voice paused.

"obedient."

His back was tight, probably because his mouth and nose were covered by his hands, and his tear glands involuntarily secreted some moisture.

"Um...uuu..."

"...Fuck, still crying?"

don't you?abnormal!

"Sorry, I really can't."

"Oh, I forgot to tell you, I happen to be able to hear your heart."

Then let go quickly.

"Well, a good idea, but it can't even breathe on its own, but it's not even as good as a beast."

let go...uncomfortable...

"Continue to cry when you feel uncomfortable, and see if tears are of any use."

let go...please...

"What do you want to beg me for? Kneel down with our shared body?" That's not so boring as kneeling on your own.

I can't...let go...Brother, brother...

"...Fuck, little bastard."

The two hands finally left, Liu Ran took a deep breath of air, and his pale face slowly returned to rosy.

"Tsk, I'm a little tired and I'm leaving first, remember to wash yourself clean."

"Ahem...pervert...pervert!"

-

Liu Ran always felt that he was mentally ill. He secretly went to the school's mental health room for consultation.

But when he finished answering the questionnaire, the teacher told him that you are a healthy child.

impossible.

Can a healthy person have three souls?

Can healthy people be controlled by others?

"Don't worry bro, you're fine."

"It is you."

"The story I told you yesterday, let's continue today."

"Okay, Dad is not at home these two days."

That night, he sat at the dinner table with a bowl of ramen on time.

What was waiting was a male voice.

"What do you mean? I'm not as good as that girl?"

"No... not."

"Damn it, Liu Ran, you bastard."

"..."

"I want lettuce, don't pick it out."

Liu Ran's chopsticks changed positions obediently.

"I don't like lettuce."

"When did I ask you if you like it?" The male voice was calm, and it was still the usual order: "Eat it."

"..."

Ah, the madman.

"Ah!" He bit his upper and lower lips with his teeth, and the lettuce smelled of rust.

Forget that he can hear...

"It's okay, it hurts a little bit next time, try to remember."

"..." He obediently swallowed the lettuce.

"What are you here for?"

"No big deal."

"To teach you how to kill."

"Cough cough..."

"Fuck, you can't even eat? Do you want to choke me to death?"

"Ahem... no... no."

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"Smelly brat, she's coming to look for me."

"Let's do it."

"Why are you hesitating? People like her think old things should be damned!"

"waste!"

"Don't hesitate, dear, pick up the knife."

"I want you to cut his throat with your own hands."

"No, no."

"No? Does he treat you as a human being?"

"It's just not possible..."

"Why?! You fucking tell me! Or I'll kill him tonight!"

"Because, because...because you are human too!"

"What are you talking about—"

"I said you are human too! Not a beast!"

People are born with a bottom line, and at any time, they have a high respect for life.

"..."

"Brother, I beg you, I will solve it myself..."

"I beg you all to stop meddling, let me do anything, I will be obedient..."

"elder brother……"

"Please, please..."

"...I don't want to see you again."

"..."

The fruit knife in his hand fell to the ground, and there was no sound in his ears.

Don't want to... see me again?

My heart was being pulled by something, and it hurt sorely.

-

Goodbye, after my sister disappeared.

"Did she ever come to see you?"

"No."

"She hasn't come to see me for half a month, I..."

"Fear?"

"……Um."

"look up."

"..."

"Close your eyes."

"..."

"She's standing right behind you, and so am I."

Liu Ran had a premonition that this person... would leave him too.

-

"...You are a fool, Liu Ran."

"Fuck, Liu Ran, idiot. Shut up for me."

"I burned those two notebooks."

"Look at you now, you look like a beggar."

"Still crying? I really want to kill you before I die."

"...Get out! You fucking owe it to smoke, don't you?!"

"To shut up."

"Close your eyes."

"Feel it, I'm right behind you."

"It's like ten years ago, and it's also like ten years later."

"I've been there all the time, and so has my sister."

"...don't open your eyes."

"Call out, brother, listen..."

"good……"

"Brother...Brother..."

-

"I" was getting out of there with that brand new, empty suitcase.

From the first step, you are doomed to bet half your life.

Mom is already urging "I".

but……

"I" stared at the door uneasily, without the strength to lift my foot.

No...

Really, really, really miss him.

"Xiao Ran? Why are you crying?"

My mother appeared by the wide open security door, and ran over in amazement and hugged "me".

"Hey, don't cry, don't cry, mom is here."

No... the one who could have stopped me, ordered me to hold back my tears, is dead.

"I... woo... I miss you..."

"Isn't Mommy here, baby?"

No, he's not here.

None of them are there.

"Woo... miss you so much..."

I hate brother.

You have lived in my body for so long, you have attached too many organs, extended to blood vessels, and impacted nerves.Really uproot your soul now...

It's gonna kill me.

-

I lost someone.

He could be my love.

I don't know his name, I don't know his age, I don't know his voice.

All I know is that he once lived in my flesh and blood.

I love him.

But I lost him today.

What does it feel like?

I can't express it clearly.

I lived alone until one afternoon 15 years later, someone asked me to help him open a safe.

There is nothing valuable inside, and there is a lonely book on the cold iron board.

At that time, I was bored, so I flipped through two pages at random.

But when the line of sight came into contact with the moldy paper, at that moment, tears welled up in my eyes.

Alley

curved and long

no door

no window

i got an old key

knocking on the thick wall

—— Gu Cheng "The Alley"

The author has something to say: the finale is approaching~

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