i don't want to die again

Xu Shunian's mind was completely froze. He was still worried about what he saw just now, but now he looked at Lu Zhan staring into his eyes, but he didn't know how to react.

Lu Zhan stretched out his hand to hold his shoulder. Seeing him in a daze, he couldn't help but smile. The hand on Xu Shunian's shoulder tightened, and his thumb gently stroked the collar of his shirt. The touch still made Xu Shunian feel as if he had been electrified, with a subtle tingling sensation.

"Don't worry, I said that I want you to promise me one thing, I don't have to ask you to agree to date me now... I just want you to promise me, think about it carefully, I used to say that I like me, but now I still don't deserve it real?"

Xu Shunian's face started to heat up belatedly. In his eyes, Lu Zhan smiled very nicely at this time, and his eyes were shining brightly in the morning light.

Lu Zhan touched the reddish pinnae of the man in front of him with his fingers, and his tone was light, but with a trace of seriousness and determination: "This time I'm not joking."

When the two of them returned to the open space, the boys were still sound asleep in their tents, and Xu Shunian was also a little mentally ill, so he and Lu Zhan went back to their tents to rest.

At three poles in the sun, when everyone got up and started to prepare food, Xu Shunian was still sleeping dimly in the tent.

Qi Ye took a boiled corn and ate it and said, "Hey? Xiao Nian Nian usually wakes up so early alone, why is there no movement now? Do you want to go and have a look?"

Lu Zhan next to him also just woke up and was drinking water. Hearing this, he immediately said, "Stop barking, he was tired yesterday, let him rest for a while."

Hu Fei, who was tearing a bag of biscuits across the way, paused when he heard that, thinking of what he saw yesterday, his expression instantly became indescribable, Qi Ye happened to notice it, and asked curiously: "Old Hu, what's wrong with your face?" It suddenly turned green, did it hurt your stomach?"

Hu Fei coughed, and immediately waved away the messy things in his mind, still unconsciously glanced at Lu Zhan, and said unnaturally: "No...it's okay."

Qi Ye gave a suspicious "Oh".

At this time Xu Shunian's tent was opened, and he came out sleepily. Qi Ye happened to see it and waved to him: "Niannian, come and eat boiled corn!"

When Xu Shunian saw that, Lu Zhan, one of the group of people, was also looking at him with a smile. He subconsciously avoided the man's sight. Xu Shunian, whose heart was beating a little faster, pretended to be natural and shook the toothbrush in his hand. Mouthwash cup: "I'll wash my face first."

After a group of people had breakfast in the open space, they began to dismantle the tent, pack up their equipment and head back home.

When Qi Ye left, he looked up at Hu Fei, touched Xu Shunian, and whispered to him, "Niannian, do you feel that Lao Hu looks sneaky today?"

Xu Shunian raised his head when he heard the words, and saw Hu Feizheng looking at Lu Zhan with a complicated expression. Then when he kept his eyes and looked back to his side, he met Xu Shunian's gaze, but pretended to look away inadvertently.

"It seems... seems to be preoccupied?" Xu Shunian asked uncertainly, feeling that Hu Fei's eyes just now seemed to be confused and struggling, which was a bit complicated.

Qi Ye also responded: "That's right, I think he has been absent-minded today, looking at you and Lu Zhan for a while, like a little daughter-in-law caught in a rape."

Xu Shunian was taken aback by his imaginative metaphor, and quickly said, "Don't talk nonsense."

Qi Ye just teased casually, then changed the topic to the final exam, and sighed: "Come out this time to relax, and I will start preparing for the exam week, my God! I already feel the horror of being drowned in the sea of ​​books. "

Xu Shunian was amused by his exaggerated expression, and said with a smile: "Just change the angle, think about it and you can have a vacation after these two weeks, wouldn't you be happy?"

Qi Ye looked forward to it for a while, and he would be ready to go home for the New Year after the exam. He couldn't help showing a fascinated smile: "Hey, I miss my mother's big stewed pig's trotters..."

At this time, Lu Zhan on the side came over. He had packed his own things, so he came to help Xu Shunian tidy up.

"Are you going home on vacation?" Lu Zhan asked Xu Shunian while helping Xu Shunian fold the tent.

After Xu Shunian thought about it, he shook his head and said, "I won't go back."

Qi Ye asked: "Then do you want to stay in school?"

"Maybe." Xu Shunian's original plan was to take part-time job during the vacation and find a place to live, but he would not go home anyway.

Lu Zhan next to him turned his head and glanced at him.

After returning to school, there was only the last week of classes, and it was time for the two-week final exam. In the spirit of cramming, the students had already begun to occupy the self-study spots in University A one after another.

Xu Shunian also temporarily put aside his part-time job during this period. Every morning, he carried his schoolbag and went to the library for self-study. He didn’t return to the dormitory until the library closed at 09:30 in the evening, spending almost all day in the library.

These days, student Lu has also maintained his high enthusiasm for learning, and he persistently follows student Xu to the library every day. Although reading for a long time is boring, it is still beautiful to be able to stare at student Xu seven or eight hours a day.

But every night, he would go to the playground and run a few laps for activities, only to feel that the muscle soreness after a long day of sitting was relieved.

At first Xu Shunian was not used to always having someone by his side, but Lu Zhan never disturbed his study, and would fill his cup with hot water at any time, and remind him when he forgot to eat. Very considerate and considerate.

He is not unaware, he knows that the other party has been waiting for an answer from him, but Xu Shunian really doesn't know how to respond now, he has never thought that Lu Zhan likes him before, and what he has been thinking about when getting along with him In order not to make the other party feel bored or embarrassed, and always grateful for his help to me, facing the other party's sudden confession, it is inevitable to be at a loss.

"Should we go to the playground for a few laps before going back tonight?" Lu Zhan turned to Xu Shunian, holding his schoolbag strap, "You've been sitting in the library for the past few days and haven't exercised much. It's not healthy for a long time."

"Yeah." Xu Shunian also felt some discomfort in his cervical spine after sitting for a long time these days, so he nodded.

After nine o'clock on the playground, there were only a few people. Xu Shunian followed Lu Zhan, put his backpack on the lawn, and started jogging around the playground.

"Adjust your breathing." After running a few laps, Lu Zhan saw that he was struggling a bit, so he showed him a demonstration, "It will be more comfortable this way."

Xu Shunian adjusted his breathing. After a few laps, he was still a little exhausted. He could see that Lu Zhan deliberately slowed down his pace in order to cater to him, but after the same few laps, the other party was hardly panting at this time. But already felt exhausted.

"I can't do it anymore." Xu Shunian waved his hand, "I'll go to the side to rest for a while, you continue to run."

Lu Zhan nodded and said, "Remember to squeeze your leg muscles more."

Xu Shunian nodded, walked to the place where they kept their bags, and began to sit on the lawn, pinching his legs while watching Lu Zhan run.

On the contrary, Lu Zhan's speed was faster than when the two of them were together. Every time he passed by Xu Shunian, he would turn his head to look at him with a smile on his face, and his eyes were slightly bent. After a few laps, Xu Shunian felt There seemed to be ripples in his heart, which kept teasing his nerves, but he still couldn't help but stare at Lu Zhan, not wanting to miss his every smile.

Even if the light is not strong, Lu Zhan's slender and strong figure is very eye-catching, because the coat he took off was thrown into Xu Shunian's arms in the heat of running, and now Lu Zhan is only wearing a simple thin The fleece sweater, the strong and beautiful body lines are more obvious when exercising, and a fine layer of sweat emerges from the fair-skinned face with three-dimensional facial features.

Xu Shunian just stared at it like this, unconsciously lost in thought.

"I'm so tired." I don't know how long it took, Lu Zhan crossed half a circle of the playground, crossed to Xu Shunian's side, and lay down beside him.

"Don't lie down." Xu Shunian pulled him up, "The lawn is too humid, it's easy to catch cold."

Lu Zhan looked like a weak little white flower, and after being pulled up by Xu Shunian, he tilted his head on his shoulder.

Xu Shunian didn't care about this either, he felt that he must be tired after running so many laps, it's not good to be so paralyzed, he should relax his muscles, so he turned slightly to his side and helped him pinch his arms and legs.

While helping Lu Zhan to press his knees and thighs, the other party suddenly grabbed his hand, breathed into his ear, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't press randomly, or I will get hotter."

Xu Shunian was startled, and then his face turned red instantly, and he struggled with the wrist pinched by the other party.

Lu Zhan let go of his wrist, put his chin on his shoulder, looked at his face, and asked softly, "Can I kiss you?"

Xu Shunian's back was stiff, his heart was pounding, he turned his head slightly and saw Lu Zhan's shining eyes, and then his whole body was still, only his slightly flushed cheeks and ear pinnae under the dark vivid.

Lu Zhan tilted his head, looked into his eyes and said, "If you don't speak, I will take it as your acquiescence?"

Xu Shunian's throat moved, and he didn't know what else to do besides breathing and blinking.

Lu Zhan smiled lightly, and instead of his weak appearance just now, he quickly pushed Xu Shunian to the grass.

Behind Xu Shu's back was his and Lu Zhan's backpacks. When he was so caught off guard and overwhelmed, he felt the metal ring on the strap of the schoolbag was a little cold, and it was sticking to his neck. Before he could react, he felt a burst of hot air. Lu Zhan's lips pressed against the corner of his own mouth.

Classmate Lu's posture of knocking someone down is very fierce, but the movement of kissing the corner of Xu Shunian's mouth is very gentle and careful.

Xu Shunian only felt that the warm and soft lips of the other party rubbed back and forth intimately at the corner of his mouth for a while, and then they were completely attached to his lips, and they only rubbed lightly. After a while, the other party took his own. The lower lip was rubbed repeatedly.

His mind was blank. He was caught off guard at first, and then, like a firecracker being ignited, his whole body burst into flames. Only Lu Zhan's slightly drooping eyelashes and moist eyes were in his eyes. bright eyes.

Lu Zhan passed one hand under Xu Shunian's slightly hanging waist, lifted him up slightly, and pressed him closer to himself. The tentative kiss at the beginning was not resisted, and he boldly tried to pry open the other's teeth.

Only then did Xu Shunian come back to his senses suddenly, and raised his hand to push Lu Zhan's shoulder.

Lu Zhan raised his head slightly, and the lips and teeth of the two separated, but their slightly chaotic breaths were still intertwined. He smiled and said, "Have you considered it?"

Xu Shunian's mind was muddled, and it took him a long time to realize what he was talking about. The other party had been waiting for him to give him an answer. Last time he asked, "Do you still like me?"

Xu Shunian was dazed for a while and said, "I seem to like you very much."

Lu Zhan's eyes curled up, and in Xu Shunian's eyes, he was still a little cute. He lowered his head and kissed Xu Shunian's lips, and at the same time murmured contentedly: "Then we are officially together."

Just when the corners of Xu Shunian's mouth could not help but rise, and his face was extremely hot, he heard the other party say again: "This year, you will come home with me to celebrate the New Year?"