i don't want to die again

Xu Shunian thought about it, and said tactfully: "It's still early, and there will be time to go back later..."

Lu Zhan persuaded: "Don't you think the night view here is very beautiful? And there are so many places to visit, since you are here, you should take a good look, otherwise it would be a pity..."

Xu Shunian showed a look of hesitation, and Lu Zhan took advantage of the victory to pursue: "It's been a long time since I've relaxed so much. We've been so tired during this period, and it's a life-and-death relationship. Do you really have the heart to leave me alone? Treat it as a companion." Come with me."

Xu Shunian couldn't find a reason to shirk, and he couldn't say no to Lu Zhan, so he had to reluctantly agree in the end.

The band on the square changed to a lyrical song again. The lead singer has a slightly hoarse voice, and there is also a delicate feeling full of vicissitudes in tenderness.

A couple led a five or six-year-old boy from left to right and passed in front of them. Xu Shunian stared at the figures of the three in a daze for a while, and suddenly said, "I don't know why, but I always feel that this place is very strange." Familiar, but can't remember why."

Lu Zhan paused and asked, "Is it because you remembered something?"

Xu Shunian shook his head: "It's just a feeling, and I can't explain it."

After pondering for a moment, Lu Zhan asked thoughtfully, "Do you still remember why you lost your memory?"

Xu Shunian didn't expect him to ask this question suddenly, and he was taken aback for a moment before he said, "I stayed alone in the mountains for two days and two nights, and I couldn't remember anything when I was discovered."

Lu Zhan lowered his head and thought for a while, then said, "Before you said that you didn't have yin and yang eyes before, but after an accident, did you mean this accident?"

Xu Shunian nodded: "Yes, that's when I accidentally lost your jade token."

Seeing Lu Zhan thinking about something with a serious face, Xu Shunian couldn't help but tense up, and asked carefully, "What's wrong?"

Seeing his worried expression, Lu Zhan immediately stretched his brows, and said in a soothing tone, "Don't think too much, I just think it's a little weird."

But Xu Shunian sighed and said: "Actually, I have always had a feeling, I can't say why, I always feel that sometimes I think of some memories that shouldn't belong to me, although I can't remember many things clearly. This kind of clip flashes through my mind from time to time, for example, sometimes I think of a couple, but those two are not my parents, and sometimes I think of a child calling me brother, but I have never had a brother or younger sister……"

When Lu Zhan heard it, he was also a little surprised, and thought for a while and asked, "Did you see anything unusual in that forest before?"

Xu Shunian recalled it for a while and said: "I don't remember the previous one, but one time later, I wanted to go back to the forest to find the lost jade tablet, and then I saw many ghosts there, the ghost of the little girl before, I also met there."

Lu Zhan's expression became a bit more cautious, he looked at Xu Shunian and said seriously: "Those strange memories of yours are probably related to those ghosts in the mountains, or those memories actually belong to them, but what you experienced there The matter that caused you to be disturbed by them..."

Xu Shunian thought about it for a while, and found it very reasonable. He felt that the problems that had puzzled him for a long time were finally resolved, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that those influences did not cause much trouble, and he didn't take it too seriously.

Seeing Lu Zhan's worried face, Xu Shunian smiled and said, "I only feel that way occasionally, and it basically doesn't affect me. Maybe over time, these effects will become smaller and smaller. After all Those ghosts haven't appeared around me since then."

Lu Zhan was curious: "Don't you want to know what you have experienced? And don't you want to restore your memory?"

Xu Shunian nodded calmly: "Maybe I have forgotten what happened to me before, and this is also a chance to start over."

Then he seemed to pull out a secret thorn in his heart, lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "Actually, I saw a suicide note I put in the cabinet before, it was left before I went to the mountains... So I thought maybe it would be nice not to remember the past..."

When Lu Zhan heard about his suicide note, his heart was shaken. He tilted his head to see his calm expression, and felt relieved. After a while of silence, he said, "Actually, when things go wrong for everyone, it's okay if you can get out. I used to It's pretty fucked up too..."

Hearing what Lu Zhan said, Xu Shunian turned his head to look at him in surprise. In Xu Shunian's eyes, no matter from which aspect, Lu Zhan is almost perfect, and his life should be smooth sailing.

Lu Zhan had a self-deprecating look on his face, and said with a smile, "Didn't I tell you that I was frightened by ghosts when I was a child? So much so that I hated the fact that I could see ghosts for a long time afterwards." It happened that the family was in chaos at that time, and no one had the energy to discipline me, so I was a stabbing boss for several years, the kind that would give anyone a headache, fighting and playing truant every day, almost burning, killing, and looting, and being punished by several schools in a row. I dropped out of school, and then I became bold enough to bully those ghosts who came over..."

Glancing at Xu Shunian with an incredible face, Lu Zhanyang smiled at the corner of his mouth, and continued: "At that time, I was always very tired of being different. I guess I almost became abnormal. When my parents found out, they also I can't control me at all, and I didn't wake up until the first year of high school..."

Xu Shunian was fascinated when he heard it. He always thought that Lu Zhan was the kind of person who was well-educated since he was a child, and he was a duck-to-water and self-cultivated person no matter where he was, so he never thought that he would still have such a period, so he couldn't help but wonder Ask: "Then why did you change?"

Lu Zhan looked up at the sky, as if thinking about something, and then slowly said after a while: "I had an accident in my first year of high school, and I was saved by a ghost before I survived..."

Xu Shunian couldn't help being taken aback when he heard the words. Although Lu Zhan's tone was understated, he could guess that if it was just an ordinary experience, it would not completely change a person.

Lu Zhan's expression was rarely filled with melancholy: "That uncle, who passed away after driving drunk and crashed into a power pole, often appeared at the corner outside the school. He was very timid and was teased by me several times, but later, I was there When in danger, he is willing to save me..."

When Xu Shunian heard this, although he didn't know what the danger was, he was also touched. He also thought of his own experience during this period. For the first time, he felt that maybe the experience of seeing ghosts was really not that bad.

"That's why I later felt that it doesn't matter if I'm different from normal people. It's really naive and ridiculous for me to give up on myself every day..."

Seeing Lu Zhan's relaxed smile, Xu Shunian raised the corners of his mouth unconsciously.

That night, after the two of them had a leisurely stroll, they found a themed hotel with unique decoration. Lu Zhan liked it very much at first glance, so he immediately decided on this one, and walked in with Xu Shunian excitedly. .

"Now there is only one big bed room."

The waitress said very politely, her eyes glanced at the two of them.

Lu Zhan asked: "Are there floor-to-ceiling windows? The ones that can see the opposite river view?"

The waitress replied with a smile: "There is a large balcony facing the river, and the viewing angle is very good."

"That's the one." Lu Zhan didn't hesitate.

Now Xu Shunian was completely dazed after being shocked by the price list, and didn't notice what the two of them were communicating at all.

Lu Zhan decisively took out the card and handed it to the waiter, then turned his head and smiled at Xu Shunian and said, "I forced you to stay with me, so don't worry about other things."

Although Xu Shunian had already seen that Lu Zhan was rich, he was still very sorry. Seeing his expression, Lu Zhan leaned over and whispered: "Generally, there are many ghosts in hotels. I just observed this one, so it's relatively good in this respect." It's clean."

Xu Shunian couldn't help but looked around, but didn't see anything tricky, but he believed what Lu Zhan said, so he didn't say any more.

The waitress girl was drowsy at night, but when she saw the two handsome young men, her spirits were instantly cheered up. She couldn't help sneaking glances at them when she went through the formalities. After losing the superficial calm, he finally handed the room card to them with a smile.

Seeing the unbelievably handsome tall boy walking into the elevator with his handsome and gentle companion in his arms, the little girl silently took out her mobile phone, took a few photos of their backs, and then excitedly posted them on Moments, with the accompanying The word is a long string, "Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah".

The room they booked is a small suite. After entering the door, there is a living room facing a large balcony with a good view. The bedroom and bathroom are next to each other on the right side of the door. The decoration and furniture inside are very design, and the overall It is a very warm and elegant style.

After entering the room, Xu Shunian opened the door of the bedroom, only to find that there was only one bed they had booked here. He couldn't help turning his head to look at Lu Zhan, pointed to the bed and said in surprise, "Only this one bed?"

Lu Zhan looked around and nodded with satisfaction: "This bed is quite big, and we can't squeeze in if we sleep together."

Although he felt a little strange at first, thinking that the sofa in the living room looked big, and it would be good to sleep for a night, but seeing Lu Zhan's natural attitude, Xu Shunian felt that since the other party didn't care, he didn't need to make a fuss, so he just He didn't say anything more.

After walking around all night, both of them were actually a little tired. Lu Zhan turned on the TV and switched to the sports channel, saying that he would watch TV first, and asked Xu Shunian to take a shower first.

After Xu Shunian entered the bathroom and closed the door, most of the sound from the TV outside was cut off.

While taking off his clothes and adjusting the water temperature, Xu Shunian suddenly heard a knock on the bathroom door. He froze for a moment, then walked behind the door, and raised his voice through the door panel to ask, "Lu Zhan?"

There was no response from outside, so Xu Shunian waited for a while, but he didn't hear the door being knocked again, so he turned around in a daze and planned to continue taking a bath, but at this time the door was knocked again.

Xu Shunian simply took off the folded bath towel and opened the door, but to his surprise, there was nothing outside the door.

Suspiciously stretched out his head to take a look, Xu Shunian was terrified, the TV was still on, and the noisy TV program was broadcasting hot spots of an international event, but there was no one in the living room, Nuo Da's balcony had a large glass door It was open, and the night wind was blowing in, blowing the beige curtains and shaking them violently.

Xu Shunian's heart sank immediately, and he called Lu Zhan's name several times with a trembling voice, but there was still no response.

Ignoring other things, he subconsciously went to open the door of the room, but when he turned around and rushed to the back of the door, he heard footsteps behind him, as if there were many people walking around in the room suddenly.

Xu Shunian, who has been doing psychological training for himself, emphasizing that hell is not a big deal, twisted the door lock for a long time with his spine stiff and shivering in the cold wind, but the door lock still remained motionless as if it had been welded to death.

Even if Xu Shunian couldn't open the door, he didn't want to turn around, because the movement in the room became more and more obvious.

I don't know if it was because of the strong wind that Xu Shunian only wore a cool bath towel. Now he can be said to feel the bone-chilling cold from the tips of his hair to his toes.

Until he suddenly felt a hand on his shoulder.