nostalgia

Seeing the reluctance in Zhong Jinxi's eyes, Li Suran wanted to hug him so much, but there were Xie Qi and his classmates beside him, so he couldn't show his reluctance so obviously, he just waved to them.

Shen Yao, who was Li Suran's instructor, also went together, and he said to everyone: "Okay, everyone go back, let's go, Li Suran, let's go in."

Zhong Jinxi leaned forward, but finally laughed at herself secretly: When did she become so inseparable from him, so hypocritical.

When he walked out of the airport, Zhong Jinxi looked up at the plane smaller than an ant in the sky, and Zhong Jinxi's heart was empty.

I will wait here quietly for you to come back together with dreams and glory, and I will stop playing tricks and make you worry about me.

The angle of view becomes smaller and smaller, and the scene below also gathers points into a plane, turning into gray blocks of color.Shen Yao looked at Li Suran who was in a daze beside him, and said jokingly, "Why, you can't bear to part with it so soon?"

"How can there be?!" Li Suran gave Shen Yao a hard look, then turned his head and pretended to be asleep.The only insider joked like this, and I was more or less embarrassed, as if I was caught by someone.

Shen Yao made a grimace and closed his eyes.

The picture in the dream is like a tornado, chaotic but real, mixed with that smile that can light up the gloomy face and those once warm words.Shen Yao couldn't struggle out of that dream, his chest was suppressed with wailing, wave after wave.

He had loved him deeply.

They really loved each other deeply.

It's just a word "pass", which cuts off all the future sharply.

I don't want to cry, I just feel that all my body senses are pulled up.It was a dull sense of powerlessness.

"Mr. Shen, Mr. Shen... Shen Yao?"

The sudden awakening made Shen Yao's face a little pale, and his eyes shone with a scattered light.

"What's wrong?" Li Suran patted Shen Yao's face, so that he could wake up quickly.

When Shen Yao regained consciousness and saw the person in front of him clearly, he realized that he seemed to be dreaming.The dream is so long, it seems that I have reviewed all the past one by one.

Use up your whole life's strength, and then it will be like a collapse.

"Did you have a nightmare?" The voice was bewitching and comforting, but it did make Shen Yao feel like his soul had returned.

"I... dreamed about him."

Li Suran took out a tissue, wiped off the sweat on his forehead, and said to him comfortingly: "Since you lost it, don't let yourself miss it. There are many reasons why you can't stay together, and each of them reminds you not to repeat the same mistakes reason, so don’t think about it.”

"Ladies and gentlemen, the plane has landed at City B International Airport, the temperature outside..."

When he stood up, he patted Shen Yao and said, "We're here, let's go."

After moving the luggage to the dormitory, everyone started to go out to eat in twos and threes.Shen Yao's mood obviously returned to normal, and he also thought about it carefully, their newspapers used to be like yellowed old newspapers, and only when they were suddenly turned out would they cause ripples in his heart. It is pressed in the bottom of my heart until the day when I can face it calmly.

After lunch, the two people who were in a good mood enjoyed the customs of different places until the night came.

After taking a shower, Li Suran returned to his bedroom, and habitually turned on his mobile phone - there were 9 missed calls.

This Jinxi... Li Suran couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth when he thought about it.

However, when he clicked on the details, he found that these calls were from his home in City A, and Li Suran felt a little uneasy.

When I called back, the other party took a long time to answer. It was my mother's gentle and tired voice: "Of course."

"Mom, what's wrong?"

"it's okay no problem."

"Is it really all right? You've called me so many times."

"Mom, Mom just misses you."

It was easy to tell the mother's lies, and when the hospital's unique voice came through the receiver, Li Suran's blood turned cold in vain, and he asked in a deep voice, "Mom, tell me the truth, did dad have another heart attack? I heard It's the sound of the hospital."

"Well... But it should be fine now, don't worry, just now the situation is urgent, mom called you, I'm afraid... It's almost stable now, don't be distracted, just play well, Mom can do it here."

"I'll take another look here, and I'll come back if I can."

Li Suran who hung up the phone was still restless, what if his mother told Qing about his illness?In case Dad suddenly... No, no, no, you can't think about it like this.

He opened the door and ran into Shen Yao who had just taken a shower, and asked in a casual voice: "Are we going to train tomorrow?"

"Well, that's it."

"Then, this is a closed training? You can't go out at will?"

"It's not that strict, but you must report every day, otherwise it will be regarded as an automatic waiver."

After thinking about it, he decided to talk to Shen Yao about it.

"Actually, my mother just called and said that my father was hospitalized."

"What's going on, is your father okay now?"

"Myocardial infarction is an old problem, but I'm not sure about the current situation. I don't know if my mother is hiding it from me. Before that, she called me 9 missed calls. She knew I was going to compete. Situation, she won't be like this, I'm afraid...so I think..."

"You want to abstain?"

"Of course not. I just want to discuss with them. I'm only going for one day. I'll be back before tomorrow night... is that okay?"

Shen Yao thought about it secretly, before saying for a while: "Are you sure you can come back tomorrow?"

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When Zhong Jinxi opened the door of Li Suran's bedroom, a familiar aura greeted him.

That kind of breath is not based on the sense of smell, but every molecule in the air is engraved with that person's name.

Li Suran only left for one day, but Zhong Jinxi never imagined that the life without him would be so difficult. It turns out that every bit of life has been integrated into him, just like a sponge filled with water. After the water evaporates, only a shriveled body remains pale.

Although the relationship with Xie Qi in the same dormitory is also good, but they are not in the same class after all, and sometimes Xie Qi is not in the dormitory at night, at this time he would run to find Li Suran with a grunt.

So now the feeling of being alone is particularly obvious.

Lying on Li Suran's bed, there is still the smell of that person's shampoo on the pillow. It would be great if I could see him now.

Well, I admit it, I miss you so much.

Like a madman.

The sound of the key turning was particularly obvious in this cold house, and Zhong Jinxi flicked it in shock. Could it be that he heard the voice in his heart come back?

The door gradually opened, and the figure of the man appeared.The energetic face, especially the eyes, seemed to contain the sea of ​​stars.

Unfortunately, not you.

"Ah, are you a new roommate? Hello, I'm a student of the music department. My name is Lin Xu."

Zhong Jinxi's eyes dimmed, so he shouldn't have such hope.Then he smiled and said, "Hello, my name is Zhong Jinxi. However, I'm not your new roommate. He's gone out to participate in a competition."

"Is that so, then you are?"

"I'm his classmate, and he asked me to help water his plants."

This is an unspeakable love that can only be buried in our hearts and cannot even be mentioned in the introduction.But I am still grateful, even if there is only a little happiness that cannot be told.

"But it's still nice to meet you." Lin Xu smiled and stretched out his hand.

The corners of his eyes are curved like glass, as if they can infect everything around them, it is these eyes that give Zhong Jinxi the illusion of seeing Li Suran in a trance.

"Me too." Zhong Jinxi held his hand, and then asked, "Are you a senior?" Sophomores live on the third and fourth floors, and so on.)

"No, I'm in my third year now, because there are no seats on the fifth and sixth floors. If I didn't take a break from school for a while, I will be in my senior year just like you, senior brother."

"School leave?"

"Well, because I had some physical problems before, I went on a trip after I recovered."

"Then have you been to City B?"

"Been there, over there..."

So, the conversation started from the customs of city B, to interesting things, to food, to history.

As if in this way, he could bring his soul to that person with these few words.