nostalgia

Lin Xu looked at the figure who was still busy inside, and felt a bit of bitterness in his heart. He was so close to him, but there always seemed to be an invisible gully between them.

It's not that he didn't see Zhong Jinxi's changes during this period. Zhong Jinxi became more dependent on him, just like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw, holding on to the whole world so tightly.

His mood is getting more and more flat, and he says "um", "ok", "whatever", "you decide" to all questions with a smiling mask. An answer that doesn't matter if you are not interested.Zhong Jinxi's words when he met Li Suran were no longer as abnormal as before, he just smiled and nodded slightly, and then continued to talk to Lin Xu what he had just said, as if Li Suran was just an ordinary neighbor.But that was only "seemingly", what Lin Xu could see, he could also feel.

If the self a few years ago came here in a time machine and saw him now, he would be surprised. Lin Xu didn't know why he had changed so much, he just knew that the person who made him change was Zhong Jinxi.For the first time in my life, I wanted to keep someone so urgently, I wanted to breathe by his side for the rest of my life, and it was also the first time in my life that I felt powerless.

"Lin Xu?" Zhong Jinxi saw him standing in a daze outside the door, and beckoned him to come in.

Lin Xu adjusted his expression, pushed the door and walked in, "When do you get off work?"

"Well, soon - Jiang Luyu, you put this in the bag just now - why do you have time to come, isn't the music room busy?"

Lin Xu smiled charmingly: "No matter how busy you are, you still have to have dinner with the beauty."

Zhong Jinxi glared at him: "Be serious, there are people beside you."

"I've seen it for a long time." Jiang Luyu looked indifferent, "But considering that I'm a loner, you should go to another place to be sweet, and I'll close the door."

"Okay then, close the door after finishing the last bit, and be careful when you go home." With that said, Zhong Jinxi pulled Lin Xu past and waved goodbye to Jiang Luyu.

"I'm not in any danger, don't worry, and I'm not a 'beauty', no one will be interested in me."

Zhong Jinxi picked up the rag beside him and threw it over, "Damn child..."

The street was bustling with people, and it was very lively against the dots of lights. Regardless of the crowd, Lin Xu insisted on holding Zhong Jinxi's hand, and Zhong Jinxi followed him, no longer as timid as he was with Li Suran before.

"Zhong Jinxi, do you still remember that I once said that if a person is identified, I will go to Switzerland with him."

"Well, remember."

"I've found such a person." Lin Xu turned his face to look at Zhong Jinxi, and the deep affection in his eyes made people sink.

Zhong Jinxi's footsteps slowed down, her slightly pursed lips revealed nervousness, Lin Xu turned around to stand in front of Zhong Jinxi, and said solemnly but tenderly, "Zhong Jinxi, are you willing to marry me?"

Seeing that the eyes of the person in front of him did not have a fixed point, Lin Xu knew that he was thinking, and he was not in a hurry to rush him, but just waited quietly, waiting for this long and difficult tens of seconds.

Finally, Zhong Jinxi looked up at him: "Have you thought it through?"

Laughing softly, Lin Xu turned back to his original position and continued to lead Zhong Jinxi to walk slowly, "Do you think I'm the kind of person whose brain is hot and action is faster than thinking? I also want to be stable, with the person I love Complete the wedding in a blessed country, and then travel around the world, happy for a lifetime. I don’t deny that I have a good impression of you at the beginning because you are a worthy object, but after all, people are emotional animals, and love will accumulate slowly over time and now I don’t care how much I get in return, as long as you are by my side. I think you are the one I want to find in my whole life.”

Holding Lin Xu's hand even tighter, Zhong Jinxi said: "Thank you, thank you for taking care of me, forgiving me, and loving me. I, Zhong Jinxi, are so lucky to have met you."

Just after I finished speaking, I burst out laughing. I probably thought it was too sensational. Lin Xu also smiled cheerfully: "Are you agreeing or not? You know, I like to listen to direct words."

Zhong Jinxi could see Lin Xu's pretentiously relaxed tone, and a somewhat unsteady ending. He clenched his hands into fists to make up his mind, leaned into Lin Xu's ear, and said word by word, "I am willing."

So Lin Xu touched his red ears even more unnaturally, and said, "Just say it directly, I can't hear you, you make my ears itchy."

Zhong Jinxi was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said, "Yes, yes, let's go."

Because he lost his mind and accidentally overlapped the person in front of him with someone's shadow.

Li Suran, I am about to be happy, please be happy too.

Goodbye, forever.

"Ah, mobile phone! I forgot to take my mobile phone." Zhong Jinxi looked frustrated.

Lin Xu shook his head from the side: "You don't want me to watch your forgetfulness. What would you do without me?"

"Yes, yes, you are the strongest brain, okay, you stand here and wait for me, I will go back and get it myself!"

"I'll go with you."

"No! I'll go back by myself, just stand here and don't move a step, I hate your face very much now." After speaking, he made a face at Lin Xu, and strode back.

If Lin Xu knew that his obedience would change the fate of many people, then at this moment he would follow up with shamelessness.Maybe this way, everything will be different.

When Zhong Jinxi arrived at the gallery panting, Jiang Luyu was turning off the lights.

"Hey, why are you back?"

"I, I didn't, I didn't take my mobile phone."

"You ran back, then you take a rest, I'll help you get your phone."

Waiting for the opposite party to be calm, Jiang Luyu handed him the phone and raised his hand to turn off all the lights.Zhong Jinxi seemed to want to tease him, so he kept tugging on Jiang Luyu and said, "Look inside, it's dark, do you think there's something..."

Jiang Luyu turned back while walking, but Zhong Jinxi suddenly lost his voice, and he said, "You don't need to scare me, I won't..."

Just for a split second, before I could even finish my sentence, I felt a sudden pain in my neck and then lost consciousness...