nostalgia

Li Suran didn't quite remember how the time passed at that time, Shen Yao and Lin Xu exchanged a few words, during which Li Suran kept his mind blank and didn't dare to look at Zhong Jinxi.

Until Shen Yao took him by the hand and said, "Let's go home."

It was only then that Li Suran came to a daze, and finally mustered up the courage to look up at Zhong Jinxi, and he said to himself in his heart, just one look, just one look.

It's just that Zhong Jinxi passed Li Suran so indifferently, without even giving him a sideways glance.

The originally calm body temperature was broken in this way, and the palms were already wet with sweat, but the body was surprisingly cold.

Did we meet like this?Zhong Jinxi smiled wryly, he thought there was at least a prelude, why doesn't life give anyone a chance to prepare?Lin Xu's prophecy was indeed true. A few years ago, Lin Xu joked that he liked him, and Shen Yao replied that he fell in love with Li Suran.But today, it became a prophecy.

I am by Lin Xu's side, and you are by Shen Yao's side, after all, we are not next to each other.

"Go and buy some daily necessities." Lin Xu said.

Zhong Jinxi adjusted his mood, smiled and put Lin Xu on his arm and said, "I want to use white, and you use black. Don't let me change it back secretly."

"Okay, I'll give you whatever you want."

The atmosphere in the elevator was weird, and no one spoke.Shen Yao couldn't help but said to himself: "No wonder there have been noises of renovations in the next door during this time, probably the new neighbors are them."

Taking a sneak peek at Li Suran, he was still in an empty state, Shen Yao tentatively asked: "Aren't you, don't you want to move here? Zhong Jinxi and the others..."

"No," Li Suran interrupted, raising his eyes to look at Shen Yao: "I have nothing to do with him, we are just neighbors, there will be no intersection, don't worry, didn't you tell me not to let you down, I won't Yes. You also know the reason why I left him, and it’s still the same reason, so I won’t have a future with him.”

"Then what about you and me? Will there be a future?" His hair covered his eyebrows, but he could still hear the loneliness in Shen Yao's voice.

"You have to believe me."

The hug seemed so powerless at this moment, the two people who had their own concerns could only desperately use each other's body temperature to find a sense of stability.

Who can easily promise the invisible future?

No one can, he knows.

God is like a teenager in a rebellious period, creating all kinds of troubles that make people unprepared, regardless of whether people can solve them, and then hide and watch jokes.

No matter how reluctant Li Suran was when he met Zhong Jinxi, it was still in such a situation.After that, even though it was as close as a neighbor, they never met again.

The days went on like that, Li Suran formally moved to live in Shen Yao's house, just like the days in Japan, one room for each person, never overstepping.After all, Shen Yao is still a person with a ruler in his heart. He understands that Li Suran has changed a lot for himself, so there is no reason to ask him for anything.

So he was very satisfied, if it wasn't for the episode that day, he thought he would have been satisfied forever.He never told Li Suran that the moment he saw Zhong Jinxi, his little sense of existence was instantly wiped out.Shen Yao has never been a person who likes to control others, but at that moment, how much he wanted to control Li Suran's heart, so that they would no longer remember anything about Zhong Jinxi.

Because, he is afraid.

Li Suran stared blankly at the text message on the phone, Shen Yao was looking at him when he looked up, he must have received it too, after all Shen Yao had a very good relationship with the students when he taught them.

"I don't know how they are doing now, this class reunion will definitely be very interesting, don't you think so, Mr. Zheng?"

"Why do you let me get involved in the matter between you children?"

"Mr. Zheng, don't be so ruthless. Calling you shows that you have a lot of status in the hearts of your classmates. It also makes you young, doesn't it?"

Shen Yao rolled his eyes and tried his best to express his dissatisfaction: "But I want to go as your boyfriend instead of a teacher."

"Who is the boyfriend? Who is? I am your boyfriend!"

"Then I don't mind going as a girlfriend."

Li Suran thought about it seriously for a while, and said, "Shen Yao, I think we should keep this matter a secret for now. It would not be good if a large group of people who are not blocked are reported to the principal. We, who are role models of teachers, have to avoid suspicion."

"I know, I know, Teacher Li, why are you putting on airs as a teacher? It's just talking, am I such a disrespectful person?"

"I know you are a sensible person, so let's go together after class tomorrow."

The God of the rebellious period appeared again, but this time Li Suran was more or less grateful for this class reunion, and really wanted to see him again.

It's like a person who is addicted to smoking, and keeps saying to himself, just this one, the last one, I will quit after smoking.

Li Suran, you are addicted to longing.