nostalgia

Zhong Jinxi raised his eyes and saw Li Suran and Yi Yan choosing ingredients, they were laughing and chattering, and the harmonious atmosphere around them was natural.

How much I want to escape, I can't bear lies, I can't bear... cranky thoughts.

Maybe there are other reasons, Zhong Jinxi said stubbornly to herself.In short, the atmosphere at this time is not suitable to go forward to say hello, so before the other party saw him, he dragged Lin Xu to another place indiscriminately.

With so many people to choose from, why do you always have to meet the right person with the wrong person?

I can't meet you.

I met you with someone else.

So, when Li Suran saw them, Lin Xuzheng yelled "Hey—" without knowing it, and the two of them shook hands.

There was a trace of panic, afraid that he would find himself, afraid that he would know that he had found him.

Then he finally lowered his head and said to Yi Yan: "Everything is almost done, let's go."

He dragged Yi Yan away in a panic.

"What's the matter with you?" Lin Xu looked at Zhong Jinxi, who had been acting abnormally all day long, and said, Zhong Jinxi grabbed Lin Xu's wrist, and let go after a long daze, and said, "No, I seem to have something What kind of person? It's weird."

"Hey—it's difficult to serve..." The last sentence was muttered in a low voice, but fortunately Zhong Jinxi didn't hear it.

After shopping for a long time, I always wandered in the book area far away from the ingredients.It's no exaggeration to say that Zhong Jinxi has read all the books, and almost didn't pick up the one on pregnancy.

Lin Xu finally couldn't take it anymore, and just as he was about to talk to Zhong Jinxi, he saw him glance at his watch, nodded in satisfaction, patted Lin Xu on the shoulder and said, "You've been watching for a long time, let's go. "

Leaving Lin Xu alone in place with black lines all over his face, I dare say I wasted your old time.

When Zhong Jinxi looked at his watch for the third time, Lin Xu came over with an ambiguous expression and asked, "Why, I have an appointment with your Li Suran."

He replied with embarrassment: "No."

I just want to delay as much as possible to avoid the embarrassment of meeting face to face.

"Hey, you have to go out of school to go to the supermarket. Why isn't there a big supermarket in the school?" Lin Xu said to himself, but he didn't notice Zhong Jinxi's thoughtfulness at all, "Hey, Li Suran's home is not far from here Right?"

Indeed, from this angle, one can see the windows of his house by looking up.Zhong Jinxi remembered that when they passed by here once, Li Suran told him that the sunrise was especially beautiful from the windowsill of their house, so they took action, stayed up all night chatting and foolishly waiting for the dawn.

Following Lin Xu's words, he raised his eyes to look at the window.

"That one? The one with the lights on." Lin Xu pointed to the window.

Zhong Jinxi grabbed Lin Xu and said as he walked, "No, no, he... should go back to school now." The second half of the sentence is more like saying to himself, maybe it's just Yi Yan in it people only.

I am even more afraid of facing everything that I dare not face, just such a coward, there is still room for excuses without seeing it with my own eyes.

When the two parted at the stairs, Lin Xu said, "Aren't you going to our dormitory to find Li Suran?"

"No, I won't go, I'm a little tired."

It was quite far from the entrance of the corridor to Zhong Jinxi's bedroom, so when Lin Xu opened the door, Zhong Jinxi was still walking forward at a leisurely pace, and finally couldn't help but glance back, as there was no light coming out from inside.

I didn't come back.

Back to the original point, looking up at the window.At this time, most of the residents have returned, and there is a little light from those windows.

Zhong Jinxi kept staring there with his head up until his neck ached.Knowing that even if he couldn't see anything, he still stubbornly raised his head.

Suddenly he came back to his senses, as if he didn't understand how he came here.Shaking his head, he started walking back.

Ding ding ding.

The name flashing on the screen was "Awe-inspiring", and suddenly he felt a little nervous, his thumb wandered to the answer button but he didn't have the courage to press it.After adjusting her breathing for a long time, she gritted her teeth: "Hello."

"Jinxi, have you eaten yet?"

"Well. What about you?" After receiving an affirmative answer from the other party, Zhong Jinxi tried to keep his voice relaxed and natural, and asked again: "Where are you, have you returned to school?".

Sure enough, Li Suran's tone became more casual, maybe he didn't see himself in the supermarket at all.

"I'm still outside, maybe I won't go back to my dormitory tonight."

"Still outside, I thought you had gone back to your own home." Zhong Jinxi said while retreating behind a tree.

After a second pause, the other party replied: "No."

"Do you remember that I have a book at your house, and I need it urgently. I thought you were at home, but I happened to be nearby, ready to come and get it, and it's almost here."

"is it?"

"Forget it, Yi Yan should be at home, I can find him."

The next second, the light in that window went out, and it was as dark as Zhong Jinxi's heart.The other end of the phone said: "Alright."

It was as if something had collapsed in my heart.Why don't you tell me the truth, what's the need to lie?

"I'm here, but it's dark inside."

"It should be that Yi Yan hasn't returned yet." Li Suran said.Zhong Jinxi smiled wryly, why did he feel relieved when he heard Li Suran's tone.

"Then I'll wait for him here."

"Don't wait, sometimes he won't come at night. You go back first, I'll go home tomorrow morning to help you get it, the humidity is heavy at night, you will catch a cold."

Zhong Jinxi smiled wryly, "So you care about me so much."

Li Suran was taken aback for a moment, and then replied: "This is nonsense."

"Okay, then I'll go back first."

After hanging up the phone, Li Suran frowned, and Yi Yan blamed himself, "I'm sorry for making you lie..."

Li Suran smiled relaxedly: "It's okay, I'll explain it to Jinxi later, he won't be angry."

This can only comfort Yi Yan, and he is still worried.It turned out that I really told a lie and had to make up for it with many, many lies, and I just lied so many unconsciously.

He swore he would never lie to Jinxi again, this feeling was too uncomfortable.

Zhong Jinxi staggered around and saw Lin Xu standing not far from him. He smiled, even though he knew that smile must be uglier than crying.

Walking towards Lin Xu step by step, he said like an appointment: "Want to drink?"