I beg my thigh to love me again [Entertainment]

Shen Xian lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. His mind was full of the comparison between Lu Yu eight years ago and the current Lu Yu. He probably had the experience of "becoming" Mo Yu'an. Now that he thinks about it, he still feels that Lu Yu is a little Pitiful.

Shen Xian grabbed the phone and looked at it. It was already past 12 o'clock, and Lu Yu hadn't come back yet.

In Shen Xian's impression, since the company's old antiques were settled, Lu Yu rarely came back so late, but not necessarily, he always stays at home, who knows whether he usually comes back early or late Woolen cloth?

In this way, he used to stay at home for 360 days a year, plus the Spring Festival period, and he stayed at home for a total of only a month. Sometimes, in order to run commercial performances during the Spring Festival, he may not be satisfied for a month. Lu Yu In other words, don't be too tired, and then dare not make a sound.

When he was at home, Lu Yu always took a vacation from time to time. He still mocked in his heart that he deserved to be the boss and had so many leisure days, but when he was Mo Yu'an, except for the time when he was hospitalized Lu Yu has never been absent from work, and it is not much worse than his previous attitude of desperate Saburo.Now that I think about it, it was probably because I could spend more time with him to squeeze out free time. Maybe he went out again, and Lu Yu would work day and night upside down again.

Shen Xian hid under the quilt, and came up with so many things cracklingly. Apart from the days when he stayed at home, he remembered that Lu Yu would order meals and hotels for him in advance when he was filming, but Shen Xian was afraid of people gossiping, so he didn't even think about it once. I didn't accept it. Gradually, Lu Yu didn't do it again. It's just that when he was filming later, the accommodation and food conditions of the whole crew were good. At that time, he didn't feel addicted to filming. Lu Yu did it.

Shen Xian has been a big star for seven years, but he has almost no sex. Except that he keeps himself clean and never causes trouble, it is probably Lu Yu who backed him up. He knows about this, after all, he refuses to divorce. That's the excuse.

Speaking of divorce, Shen Xian remembered why she was in a trance and had an accident. Just the night before the accident, Lu Yu suddenly said that she wanted a divorce. She even prepared the divorce agreement and forced him to sign it. Words, Shen Xian made a big fuss and smashed the things in the master bedroom to pieces. Normally, Lu Yu would have come up to persuade people to pull people, but that time he stood quietly and watched, letting him After smashing things, the same sentence: "Let's get a divorce."

Lu Yu's almost heartless eyes hurt him. Shen Xian couldn't tell what it was like. He probably felt very uncomfortable. Maybe it was because it was too uncomfortable. On the contrary, he lost all feeling. There was a blank in the middle, and finally signed his name on the black and white paper.

Thinking about it now, what was he suffering from?Is it because the person who is usually obedient to him and groveling to the point that he hardly has any dignity suddenly firmly rejects him?Is it because he has been going smoothly for so many years and suddenly lost his backer?Or is it simply because the person you like finally gets tired of him and doesn't want him anymore?

In the end, there was an accident on the set, and I almost died.

Shen Xian didn't know at the time, but now that he is "reviving a new life", he can finally admit it properly, probably because of the last reason, Lu Yu is not joking, he is determined to break up, which finally made him flustered, and he seems to have nothing but anger I can't do it, and I can't even say a word of retention.

This is actually the second time that Lu Yu filed for divorce. The first time, Shen Xian thought that she didn't remember clearly. Now that she was trying to recall, Shen Xian found that she remembered so clearly.

He failed to compete for the Golden Bottle Award at that time. This is the second time he has failed to compete for the Golden Bottle Award. In order to win the award, he specially selected the most award-winning literary film, put aside everything, and studied and thought desperately. , just to be able to prove himself, and then failed, the failure was a complete mess, the overwhelming negative reviews on the Internet, the reputation of his acting skills that he had been operating for many years was almost destroyed.

It was this time that he was labeled as having poor acting skills. After years of no improvement but regressed acting skills, he was finally torn away from the fig leaf that covered him up.

That was probably the longest time he stayed at home. It's not like Lu Yu didn't comfort him, but how did he treat Lu Yu?

"What do people like you who were born with a silver spoon in your mouth know?"

How could he understand the hard work and painstaking efforts he put in?How could he understand the pain of failure after giving everything?

Of course he knew that he was not good at acting, but why could he only go backwards instead of moving forward after spending so much effort?He was decadent for half a month, lost ten catties, and almost went to the hospital. It was at that time that Lu Yu suddenly filed for divorce.

Shen Xian was outraged, what's the matter, he just failed to win the award once, the film critics who usually boasted about him looked down on him, and his fans also felt embarrassed, now even Lu Yu doesn't want him anymore? ?

Shen Xian smashed a lot of things and tore up the paper agreement, and Lu Yu never mentioned the divorce again.He also cheered himself up and continued to act. He just wanted to be successful, he wanted to stand at the top and slap those people who looked down on him hard.

It's a pity that life is not a novel, he still failed to counterattack successfully, and went home with a big prize, but he slowly regained his footing by relying on his acting skills that are not only excellent but also realistic, and continued his prosperous life. star career.

As for the second divorce, it was after he failed to compete for the prize again. This time he didn't lose his spirits. He just went too far and went into battle with an illness, which almost killed himself. Lu Yu brought up the matter of divorce again. on the agenda.

Shen Xianzai carefully recalled his attitude towards Lu Yu in those seven years. There was only worse, not the worst. I guess he seldom even showed him a smile. If it was him, facing such a person who never had a good look at him, no matter how much he liked him, let alone seven years, seven months would be enough to wear him out. I don't know how Lu Yu persisted. seven years.

After he lost his memory, he let go of all his prejudices and realized that Lu Yu's liking couldn't be faked.

He sighed, and finally understood the reason why Zhang Xiuming secretly called him a "junior boy". He only thought that Lu Yu had hurt him, stubbornly refused to take a good look at him, and desperately came back to hurt him. , and finally even tossed himself.

When did Lu Yu insist on a divorce not when he hurt himself?Everyone around him understands himself better than him, and they have seen earlier the reason why he has been standing still for a long time and cannot make progress.

Because of Lu Yu, he kept denying himself. His success was not because of himself, but because his backer was Lu Yu. Why were so many good scripts handed over to him? It's not someone else's, it's not because of Lu Yu, it doesn't matter who plays it, anyone who plays it can be popular.

As for himself?What does he have?Acting purely on his own?A look that is passable among ordinary people but can only be ignored in the entertainment industry?Yes, he has nothing, and those movies and TV shows that will never win awards or get the most talkative film critics in the circle are the best proof.

Take him out of Lu Yu's shadow, and he will be nothing.He thought this way deep in his heart, and it was reflected in his acting skills in the end. How can a person who has been denying himself make progress?

Everyone around him saw this, but they couldn't express these words. Only Lu Yu, he could choose to let go to change this situation, but Shen Xian didn't understand, he only thought that Lu Yu finally started to get tired of him I finally gave up.

Shen Xian sat up suddenly from the bed and ran to the second floor.

The light in the master bedroom was not turned on, and it was pitch black. Shen Xian reached out to turn on the light, but it was still the same, empty.

Shen Xian looked carefully at it. He didn't pay much attention to this bedroom. Even though he had slept here for seven years, he could still tell that it was obviously different from before.

The things he smashed have all been cleaned up, and the newly replaced furniture is different from the previous ones. Shen Xian wondered in her heart that it wasn't because Lu Yu was going to divorce him that he wanted to put things away. Changing to a different one means the beginning of a new life. Thinking of this, Shen Xian felt inexplicably in a bad mood.

Although many things here are different from the original ones, most of the things have not been changed, such as beds, bed cabinets, desks and the like.

Shen Xian searched carefully, but did not find the divorce agreement. Just when he thought that Lu Yu had put it in the study, he suddenly saw a piece of shredded paper under the cabinet next to the trash can. Carefully tore out the shredded paper, there was a large blank space on it, only two or three words dotted here and there, but he still recognized it, it was the paper, he wanted to tear it up and signed himself on it instead name of the divorce agreement.

Shen Xian rubbed the small piece of paper twice, then slowly tore the already small piece of paper into smaller pieces, crumpled it up and threw it into the trash can.

The master bedroom is cleaned every day, so it is very clean, with almost no dust. Two days ago, when Lu Yu stayed here for one night, the bed was a little wrinkled. Shen Xian took a closer look and found that the quilt was still used by him to sleep here. Yes, the quilt was not replaced with a new one, it seemed that he just replaced the things he smashed.

Shen Xian walked around the bedroom again, and sure enough, except for the smashed things, everything else was put away, and so were his things.

Shen Xian turned off the light and backed out. When she went downstairs, she stood on the stairs and saw Lu Yu coming in yawning and rubbing her eyes. She looked inexplicably cute.

Shen Xian wanted to call him, but found that he couldn't make a sound, as if a large ball of cotton was stuck in his throat, he tried to open his mouth, and two tears fell.