"I...you..." The always eloquent President Lu suddenly froze, and he didn't know where to put his hands and feet for a moment.
"Really?" Lu Yu asked cautiously.
"It's just what I think." Shen Xian blinked, still with an innocent face, "After all, I don't remember the past." After all, I am not the real Shen Xian.
"No...not..." Lu Yu's tongue was tied, he stood up suddenly, Shen Xian looked at him suspiciously, then he sat down again, probably because he was too excited, he pushed the chair back On one side, he fell to the ground with a "bang".
"Ah!" The people who stood outside for a long time, not daring to eavesdrop, only thought that Shen Xian had regained his memory and fought in the ward, and pushed open the door and rushed in.
"..." Who will tell them what kind of expression they should make so that they can survive today and see the rising sun tomorrow.
"I..." Zhang Xiuming held one side of Tang Qianqian's clothes tightly, "We... let's go out first." After speaking, he left with two little assistants who hadn't reacted yet, and he didn't forget to close the door behind him. take it well.
Lu Yu sat on the ground and watched all this. When he turned to look at Shen Xian, he had already collapsed on the bed laughing.
"It's very funny." Lu Yu stood up helplessly, Shen Xian still squinted her eyes and kept laughing, and nodded solemnly: "It's very funny."
Shen Xian enjoyed herself for a long time, and finally stopped slowly in the quiet atmosphere. When she raised her head, she saw that Lu Yu had got up and looked at him.
"I'm sorry." He heard the man across from him look at him full of apology, and the apology that he didn't know how to say for so many years or was sneered and mocked back was uttered like this.
Shen Xian couldn't laugh at anything. The "like" he said to Lu Yu just now was based on what he heard, saw, and finally guessed as a bystander. Now, his apology is Speaking to "Shen Xian", what kind of identity should he face this apology, and why should he decide for "Shen Xian" whether to choose to forgive or not.
There are many things that only the person involved is qualified to speak. The current Shen Xian and their friends may all feel that they are in love and admit it. They just happen to be together happily. How wonderful.
But he also understands that if he admits falling in love with someone who almost ruined and distorted him, where will his hatred go, and how can he let go of what he has insisted on for so many years, so he can only hate Lu Yu even more, and I hate myself even more, this unfulfilling self.
So, what qualifications does he have to forgive him instead of Shen Xian in the past, or not forgive him from the beginning to the end.
Shen Xian looked at Lu Yu with apologetic and regretful eyes, and almost wanted to grab his collar and shout, "I'm not Shen Xian!" But if you say you love me, does it still count?
But he knew he couldn't, how could he?He wants to tell him cruelly that the person you love has really died, and the person standing in front of you is just a wandering spirit who has occupied his body unreasonably, and you will never get his answer Now, you will never get the response you want, whether it is good or bad, there is no result.
Because, he is dead.
So he could only look at Lu Yu guiltily: "I lost my memory..." Even if you told me everything, I don't have that memory myself, so I can't reply to you.
"It's okay." Lu Yu was a little disappointed, but he didn't care too much. He had apologized and failed so many times, and it was not bad once or twice. "Ever since you lost your memory, I have been afraid of your recovery. One is me. My own selfishness, one is that I think it might be better for you to lose your memory, those memories are really not good memories."
Shen Xian looked at him and knew that he had something else to say.Lu Yu smiled as expected, and continued: "Actually, yesterday I had a premonition that you might think of something. I admit that I was really scared at that time, afraid that you would feel pain because of it, and also afraid...you It pushed me away again."
"But during the time you were in a coma, I still think it's best for you to think about it, and it's the fairest for you. You have the right to decide how you want to go on the road ahead, instead of me lying to you. Let's take a path that maybe you don't want to take." At the end of Lu Yu's speech, he was relieved, he completely said what was in his heart, and he felt much more relaxed.
"It's just that I didn't expect that you just remembered such a little thing. Promise me, if you think about the past, if it's too painful for you, don't think about it deliberately. Give yourself some time, and... give me some time, Are you okay?" Lu Yu's last words were very light, a bit begging, all Shen Xian's words were blocked in his throat, or in his heart, otherwise why would his chest be so painful and stuffy.
"Okay." He looked back at Lu Yu's eyes and nodded. He should also think about how he should go on, whether to confess, hide it, or just run away. After all, there must be a break, just like Lu Yu. Yu said, give him some time, and give yourself some time.
Since there was nothing wrong with Shen Xian's health, after the talk, Lu Yu went through the discharge procedures for him. It wasn't that Lu Yu wanted to do it, it was Shen Xian's own request. He ran away from the set yesterday, and didn't enter today. In the hospital, Xie Zhengan didn't know how angry he would be. If he didn't go back, he might end up like Zou Zeyu.
At first, Lu Yu was not at ease seeing him like this, so he dragged Zhang Xiuming and his two little assistants to talk a lot, and then almost went to talk to Xie Zhengan under the instigation of Tang Qianqian, Miss Mary Su who was determined to fire the director. .
"Have you been kicked in the head by a donkey?" Shen Xian was furious. He wasn't an investor. Why would he interfere with the work of a famous director? If Xie Zhengan wasn't fired by then, he himself would be fired by Xie Zhengan first.
Lu Yu looked up at the sky.He didn't know what was wrong, probably because the content of the conversation made him so excited that his head became hot. When he listened to the nonsense of that little girl Tang Qianqian, he actually felt that what she said was quite reasonable, and he was almost fooled. Had a good chat with Xie Zhengan.
If he really went, let alone give him some time for Shen Xian, he would have to be kicked by the workaholic Comrade Shen Xian.
Tang Qianqian wanted to sneak away, but was caught by Shen Xian, so Tang Qianqian acted like a little quail, and said eagerly, "Boss, I will never read President Mary Su's articles again." Shen Xian just twitched the corner of her mouth and wanted to tell her whatever you want Whether to look at it or not, I heard Tang Qianqian raise her head with a smile again: "I see Tom Su*wen."
"..." Shen Xian.
Shen Xian really didn't think there was anything wrong with his body, and the doctor said there was no problem, and he himself felt that he woke up after a sleep and was still full of energy.
In addition to wanting to work, he also wanted to see that Jie Xiuyong, he could still see him in his "dream", he always felt that he could find some clues in Jie Xiuyong.
After being in a coma again this time, he finally remembered the inappropriateness of his "traversal" belatedly. At that time, he seemed to have drunk a fragment, and suddenly fell into the darkness, a bit like this time He was in a coma, but there was a big difference. He is now at least how he was in a coma, and what happened before the coma, but the time he "transmigrated" over, he woke up but couldn't remember anything. He was in a coma. What happened before, how he died, these things are definitely extremely impressive to him, but he doesn't remember them all.
What concerned him the most was what he saw in his "dreams", those scenes that he never remembered or even thought should not have appeared in his memory.
Maybe finding Jie Xiuyong will solve the mystery of all this.
"Then I'm leaving." Lu Yu said while standing on him, pursing his lips.
"Oh." Shen Xian was still thinking about Jie Xiuyong, so she nodded perfunctorily.
"...I'm leaving." Lu Yu said again unwillingly.
"Okay." Shen Xian continued to nod perfunctorily.
"I'm leaving." Lu Yu was still worried, whether he should also be like the domineering president in the novels Tang Qianqian read, throw away his work to the secretary, and fall in love with his wife to coax his wife. He was thinking about this in his heart. When the feasibility of the matter was high, Shen Xian had almost thought about it. She raised her head and looked at him in surprise: "Didn't you say you were going to leave? Why don't you leave?"
"..." However, leaving the work to the secretary, there is still a prerequisite for falling in love on your own, that is, your lover is willing to leave the work aside and become a person who only loves beauties and not the country, and comes to fall in love with you .
Obviously, Shen Xian, who has not yet become his lover but is only in the pursuit stage, does not have such a great idea. In his heart, there is probably nothing more important than his work.
"I'm leaving." Lu Yu nodded, as if he was about to turn around and leave, but before he turned around, Shen Xian had already turned his head and got into the nanny's car to rush to the set.
"..." A certain one who was hit hard.
"Remember to pay attention to rest." Shen Xian opened the car window and waved to him. Lu Yu felt healed all of a sudden. It turned out that Shen Xian didn't really ignore him but did it on purpose, just to give him one last surprise?
President Lu, who was cared about by Shen Xian, went back to work contentedly today.
"You..." Zhang Xiuming pushed Shen Xian hesitantly, and Shen Xian looked at him with his head tilted.
"You did it on purpose?" Zhang Xiuming asked.
"What's on purpose?" Shen Xian didn't understand.
"Deliberately saying goodbye to him until the end?" Zhang Xiuming had no choice but to speak clearly.
"I was thinking about something, I really forgot." Shen Xian touched her nose in embarrassment, her expression did not seem to be fake.
Zhang Xiuming thought of the satisfied Lu Yu just now, and silently lit a row of candles for him in his heart. Now he is like a summoned beast that can only come and go when he has something to do. If he has something to do, he can call someone over. They drove them back, forgot to even say goodbye, and could only say that the sins they did back then will have to be paid back sooner or later, and they should be doubled, not ten times.
Shen Xian didn't know the messy things in Zhang Xiuming's mind. He remembered that since he seemed to have worked with Jie Xiuyong before, Zhang Xiuming must have known about it. After all, Zhang Xiuming had been acting since the beginning of his acting. By his side.
"Mingming, let me ask you a question." Shen Xian pushed Zhang Xiuming.
"Huh?" Zhang Xiuming didn't know why, and looked at him suspiciously.
"Do you know Jie Xiuyong?" Shen Xian asked him.
Zhang Xiuming was taken aback when he heard the name, and then anger appeared on his face. He was so excited that he almost jumped out of the car. He said angrily, "Why did you mention him?"
Is that acquaintance?Shen Xian squinted her eyes, but why did Zhang Xiuming react so strongly when Jie Xiuyong was mentioned? Is there any festival between them?
"Really?" Lu Yu asked cautiously.
"It's just what I think." Shen Xian blinked, still with an innocent face, "After all, I don't remember the past." After all, I am not the real Shen Xian.
"No...not..." Lu Yu's tongue was tied, he stood up suddenly, Shen Xian looked at him suspiciously, then he sat down again, probably because he was too excited, he pushed the chair back On one side, he fell to the ground with a "bang".
"Ah!" The people who stood outside for a long time, not daring to eavesdrop, only thought that Shen Xian had regained his memory and fought in the ward, and pushed open the door and rushed in.
"..." Who will tell them what kind of expression they should make so that they can survive today and see the rising sun tomorrow.
"I..." Zhang Xiuming held one side of Tang Qianqian's clothes tightly, "We... let's go out first." After speaking, he left with two little assistants who hadn't reacted yet, and he didn't forget to close the door behind him. take it well.
Lu Yu sat on the ground and watched all this. When he turned to look at Shen Xian, he had already collapsed on the bed laughing.
"It's very funny." Lu Yu stood up helplessly, Shen Xian still squinted her eyes and kept laughing, and nodded solemnly: "It's very funny."
Shen Xian enjoyed herself for a long time, and finally stopped slowly in the quiet atmosphere. When she raised her head, she saw that Lu Yu had got up and looked at him.
"I'm sorry." He heard the man across from him look at him full of apology, and the apology that he didn't know how to say for so many years or was sneered and mocked back was uttered like this.
Shen Xian couldn't laugh at anything. The "like" he said to Lu Yu just now was based on what he heard, saw, and finally guessed as a bystander. Now, his apology is Speaking to "Shen Xian", what kind of identity should he face this apology, and why should he decide for "Shen Xian" whether to choose to forgive or not.
There are many things that only the person involved is qualified to speak. The current Shen Xian and their friends may all feel that they are in love and admit it. They just happen to be together happily. How wonderful.
But he also understands that if he admits falling in love with someone who almost ruined and distorted him, where will his hatred go, and how can he let go of what he has insisted on for so many years, so he can only hate Lu Yu even more, and I hate myself even more, this unfulfilling self.
So, what qualifications does he have to forgive him instead of Shen Xian in the past, or not forgive him from the beginning to the end.
Shen Xian looked at Lu Yu with apologetic and regretful eyes, and almost wanted to grab his collar and shout, "I'm not Shen Xian!" But if you say you love me, does it still count?
But he knew he couldn't, how could he?He wants to tell him cruelly that the person you love has really died, and the person standing in front of you is just a wandering spirit who has occupied his body unreasonably, and you will never get his answer Now, you will never get the response you want, whether it is good or bad, there is no result.
Because, he is dead.
So he could only look at Lu Yu guiltily: "I lost my memory..." Even if you told me everything, I don't have that memory myself, so I can't reply to you.
"It's okay." Lu Yu was a little disappointed, but he didn't care too much. He had apologized and failed so many times, and it was not bad once or twice. "Ever since you lost your memory, I have been afraid of your recovery. One is me. My own selfishness, one is that I think it might be better for you to lose your memory, those memories are really not good memories."
Shen Xian looked at him and knew that he had something else to say.Lu Yu smiled as expected, and continued: "Actually, yesterday I had a premonition that you might think of something. I admit that I was really scared at that time, afraid that you would feel pain because of it, and also afraid...you It pushed me away again."
"But during the time you were in a coma, I still think it's best for you to think about it, and it's the fairest for you. You have the right to decide how you want to go on the road ahead, instead of me lying to you. Let's take a path that maybe you don't want to take." At the end of Lu Yu's speech, he was relieved, he completely said what was in his heart, and he felt much more relaxed.
"It's just that I didn't expect that you just remembered such a little thing. Promise me, if you think about the past, if it's too painful for you, don't think about it deliberately. Give yourself some time, and... give me some time, Are you okay?" Lu Yu's last words were very light, a bit begging, all Shen Xian's words were blocked in his throat, or in his heart, otherwise why would his chest be so painful and stuffy.
"Okay." He looked back at Lu Yu's eyes and nodded. He should also think about how he should go on, whether to confess, hide it, or just run away. After all, there must be a break, just like Lu Yu. Yu said, give him some time, and give yourself some time.
Since there was nothing wrong with Shen Xian's health, after the talk, Lu Yu went through the discharge procedures for him. It wasn't that Lu Yu wanted to do it, it was Shen Xian's own request. He ran away from the set yesterday, and didn't enter today. In the hospital, Xie Zhengan didn't know how angry he would be. If he didn't go back, he might end up like Zou Zeyu.
At first, Lu Yu was not at ease seeing him like this, so he dragged Zhang Xiuming and his two little assistants to talk a lot, and then almost went to talk to Xie Zhengan under the instigation of Tang Qianqian, Miss Mary Su who was determined to fire the director. .
"Have you been kicked in the head by a donkey?" Shen Xian was furious. He wasn't an investor. Why would he interfere with the work of a famous director? If Xie Zhengan wasn't fired by then, he himself would be fired by Xie Zhengan first.
Lu Yu looked up at the sky.He didn't know what was wrong, probably because the content of the conversation made him so excited that his head became hot. When he listened to the nonsense of that little girl Tang Qianqian, he actually felt that what she said was quite reasonable, and he was almost fooled. Had a good chat with Xie Zhengan.
If he really went, let alone give him some time for Shen Xian, he would have to be kicked by the workaholic Comrade Shen Xian.
Tang Qianqian wanted to sneak away, but was caught by Shen Xian, so Tang Qianqian acted like a little quail, and said eagerly, "Boss, I will never read President Mary Su's articles again." Shen Xian just twitched the corner of her mouth and wanted to tell her whatever you want Whether to look at it or not, I heard Tang Qianqian raise her head with a smile again: "I see Tom Su*wen."
"..." Shen Xian.
Shen Xian really didn't think there was anything wrong with his body, and the doctor said there was no problem, and he himself felt that he woke up after a sleep and was still full of energy.
In addition to wanting to work, he also wanted to see that Jie Xiuyong, he could still see him in his "dream", he always felt that he could find some clues in Jie Xiuyong.
After being in a coma again this time, he finally remembered the inappropriateness of his "traversal" belatedly. At that time, he seemed to have drunk a fragment, and suddenly fell into the darkness, a bit like this time He was in a coma, but there was a big difference. He is now at least how he was in a coma, and what happened before the coma, but the time he "transmigrated" over, he woke up but couldn't remember anything. He was in a coma. What happened before, how he died, these things are definitely extremely impressive to him, but he doesn't remember them all.
What concerned him the most was what he saw in his "dreams", those scenes that he never remembered or even thought should not have appeared in his memory.
Maybe finding Jie Xiuyong will solve the mystery of all this.
"Then I'm leaving." Lu Yu said while standing on him, pursing his lips.
"Oh." Shen Xian was still thinking about Jie Xiuyong, so she nodded perfunctorily.
"...I'm leaving." Lu Yu said again unwillingly.
"Okay." Shen Xian continued to nod perfunctorily.
"I'm leaving." Lu Yu was still worried, whether he should also be like the domineering president in the novels Tang Qianqian read, throw away his work to the secretary, and fall in love with his wife to coax his wife. He was thinking about this in his heart. When the feasibility of the matter was high, Shen Xian had almost thought about it. She raised her head and looked at him in surprise: "Didn't you say you were going to leave? Why don't you leave?"
"..." However, leaving the work to the secretary, there is still a prerequisite for falling in love on your own, that is, your lover is willing to leave the work aside and become a person who only loves beauties and not the country, and comes to fall in love with you .
Obviously, Shen Xian, who has not yet become his lover but is only in the pursuit stage, does not have such a great idea. In his heart, there is probably nothing more important than his work.
"I'm leaving." Lu Yu nodded, as if he was about to turn around and leave, but before he turned around, Shen Xian had already turned his head and got into the nanny's car to rush to the set.
"..." A certain one who was hit hard.
"Remember to pay attention to rest." Shen Xian opened the car window and waved to him. Lu Yu felt healed all of a sudden. It turned out that Shen Xian didn't really ignore him but did it on purpose, just to give him one last surprise?
President Lu, who was cared about by Shen Xian, went back to work contentedly today.
"You..." Zhang Xiuming pushed Shen Xian hesitantly, and Shen Xian looked at him with his head tilted.
"You did it on purpose?" Zhang Xiuming asked.
"What's on purpose?" Shen Xian didn't understand.
"Deliberately saying goodbye to him until the end?" Zhang Xiuming had no choice but to speak clearly.
"I was thinking about something, I really forgot." Shen Xian touched her nose in embarrassment, her expression did not seem to be fake.
Zhang Xiuming thought of the satisfied Lu Yu just now, and silently lit a row of candles for him in his heart. Now he is like a summoned beast that can only come and go when he has something to do. If he has something to do, he can call someone over. They drove them back, forgot to even say goodbye, and could only say that the sins they did back then will have to be paid back sooner or later, and they should be doubled, not ten times.
Shen Xian didn't know the messy things in Zhang Xiuming's mind. He remembered that since he seemed to have worked with Jie Xiuyong before, Zhang Xiuming must have known about it. After all, Zhang Xiuming had been acting since the beginning of his acting. By his side.
"Mingming, let me ask you a question." Shen Xian pushed Zhang Xiuming.
"Huh?" Zhang Xiuming didn't know why, and looked at him suspiciously.
"Do you know Jie Xiuyong?" Shen Xian asked him.
Zhang Xiuming was taken aback when he heard the name, and then anger appeared on his face. He was so excited that he almost jumped out of the car. He said angrily, "Why did you mention him?"
Is that acquaintance?Shen Xian squinted her eyes, but why did Zhang Xiuming react so strongly when Jie Xiuyong was mentioned? Is there any festival between them?
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