I beg my thigh to love me again [Entertainment]

After the makeup photos were taken, Zhang Xiuming took Shen Xian back to the hotel to continue "remedial lessons". Before the filming started, Shen Xian had to memorize the director and leading actors. Fortunately, there were not many leading actors in this movie. The thin paper was easily memorized.

"Forget it tomorrow," Zhang Xiuming swallowed, "you can figure it out yourself."

"I know." Shen Xian smiled, but didn't take it seriously. After the marriage between him and Lu Yu was made public, in fact, so many "colleagues" in the entertainment circle had more or less subtle changes in their attitude towards him. Changes, there are those who fawn on, and there are also those who despise. If he really cares about everyone's perception, he will probably be too busy.

"That's good." Zhang Xiuming breathed a sigh of relief, this is really amnesia, if it was forced to disclose it before, Shen Xian would probably go crazy.

It’s strange to say that, in the eyes of the audience, a villain always seems to be a little more difficult to act than a decent one. It seems that only a good villain can be acted. It’s nothing to be a good character. More exaggerated and rich in expression and body?Shen Xian herself doesn't think it's harder to play a villain than a decent one, just like in this movie, it's much more difficult to play a villain than a villain when the world collapses, there is only a little hope in despair, and there is only a little hope in the end. It's just that since the audience feels this way, as an actor, it's better to follow the trend.

This time An Wenshu actually didn’t put his motives on the surface until the end of the movie. It just hinted in some clips that this is a person who is not what he looks like. The director and screenwriter simply did not give this character After supplementing the setting, I can only say that in general, this is a person who is psychologically distorted due to family reasons or even more reasons. When he sees the happiness of his friends, he becomes madly jealous, and finally destroys the original body in the light with his own hands. friends, dragged him to hell together.

The director and screenwriter did this to leave room for the audience to make up their minds, but Shen Xian, the role player, can't be so perfunctory. No matter what a person does, he has a motive, and he just wants to show it before the crime happens. Come up with your own motives.

Shen Xian finally completed this role based on his own understanding. An Wenshu lived in a not-so-happy family since he was a child. He tried his best to cover up his dark and damp past, and tried his best to live a glamorous life, but the long-term depression made him Psychology has long been distorted. His childhood and his campus life will definitely not be beautiful, full of dark ridicule and bullying. Only in this way can he explain his perverted psychology. His own past, denials and disgusting own life, on the one hand, he felt that people like himself deserved to live in darkness forever, but on the other hand, as a human instinct, he yearned for the light extremely.

An Wenshu, who grew up like this, met the protagonist Jiang Haoyan and his girlfriend Zheng Ling in college. An Wenshu, who yearned for warmth and light since he was a child, envied and longed for the perfect life of these two people, but at the same time couldn't help being jealous. Jiang Haoyan is A light in his dark life, he symbolized all the beauty he could imagine, until one day he found out that the truth was not like this at all, Jiang Haoyan was living in a bigger lie, what he saw was nothing It's fake, the seemingly glamorous appearance is riddled with holes that have been eaten by moths for a long time.

And Zheng Ling, whom he admired at first, is even more ridiculous. He is clearly the same kind of person as Zheng Ling, and he is still struggling in the dark and unable to extricate himself from the past experience, but Zheng Ling smiles and wants to get rid of all this and completely have the light life.

Obviously they are the same kind of people, but why their lives are different, what qualifications does a person like her have to stand beside Jiang Haomiao and become the other half of his life, why should she want to completely abandon the past and live in the light.

And Jiang Haomiao, who originally represented light and redemption in his heart, has been completely reduced to a joke. In fact, they are also the same kind of people, but in his life, everyone spreads the ugliness for him to see and treats him Pushed into a deeper abyss, but Jiang Haomiao, a group of people used lies to weave a false and beautiful world for him, allowing him to live in an ivory tower.

An Wenshu felt bored, jealous, and funny, yes, since they are all of the same type, why not be like him?What would Jiang Haomiao do if he knew the truth of the matter?With such a mood, he first killed Jiang Haomiao's disgusting parents. Perhaps it can be inferred here that his hatred for such people may be the same as his parents or other people's relatives. An Wen The book may have killed them too, so they feel that they will never be able to stand under the light.

Then he pushed all this on the heroine Zheng Ling, creating false clues to point it to Zheng Ling, also, Zheng Ling should be such a person, isn't it normal for her to kill people?He was almost convinced by the story he imagined, and until the end, the male protagonist who killed his girlfriend has completely reduced to the same existence as him.

Who is the person An Wenshu hates the most in his life?Is it the relatives who pushed him into the abyss?Is it the hero Jiang Haomiao who became the last straw to overwhelm him?Is it the heroine Zheng Ling who is obviously the same as him but insists on living out her own life?

Maybe not, the person he hates the most is himself, the one who can't get rid of his fate and can only make his flaws deepen until there is no room for him to turn around.

Jiang Haomiao became the person he hated the most, because of hatred, he finally killed the "self" that he had painstakingly created. It wasn't Jiang Haomiao that he killed, but himself.

Shen Xian finished writing down her supplementary settings and understanding of the characters, and heaved a sigh of relief. Probably because the character of An Wenshu was too dark, Shen Xian always felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, pitiful, sad, Deplorable and hateful, they are probably talking about people like An Wenshu.

He told Zhang Xiuming his thoughts, Zhang Xiuming opened his mouth wide and didn't recover for a long time, before he said: "No wonder I can't act well."

"Why?" Shen Xian stretched.

"Without you big actors who can make up your mind, I wouldn't have thought so deeply." Zhang Xiuming shrugged and spread his hands.

"Really?" Shen Xian rubbed his nose. After adding this story, it seemed that there was a big stone in his heart, which was so heavy that it made people breathless.

Such a hopeless feeling of suffocation seemed to exist not only in his imagination, but in the deepest part of his memory.