BOSS always bend [gl]

Ever since he could remember, Luo Qinghe has been haunted by a question: What is it about me that is different from others?

Standing in front of the mirror countless times, the person who looks at the reflection in the mirror has neither an extra hand nor an extra eye than others.

Her parents told her since she was a child that you have to work harder than others.

Later, she found that the harder she worked than others, the more malice and ridicule she suffered than before.Sometimes when a person is lying in bed alone at night, when he closes his eyes, some voices from the day will sound in his head:

"Eh? She's pretty good... What, the intelligence brain shows that her level is really low. This kind of guy wants to prove that she will be better than us? Find out the level, okay?"

"Come on, it's impossible for you to increase your authority level. It shows that your previous grades are at the bottom of the class. Couldn't you use some method to cheat in this exam?"

"Ah, the results are out this time. Look, this is in line with your level."

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The voices of many people who couldn't see their faces rang in her mind, which almost constituted all her dreams when she was young.

Then she finally understood what the so-called authority levels were all about.

Both parents are orphans. They met on the platform provided by Zhinao when they reached the age of marriage. Their life is neither good nor bad. Even so, the home still makes her feel peaceful and peaceful, and her mother is excellent outside. He is very gentle at home, his father has a very good temper, and the fried dishes are very delicious.

I also wanted to escape because I was afraid of going to school, but my mother smiled and said to her: "If you give up even this, you will always be like this in the future. You don't want to stand on the same starting point as them one day. ?"

Because my mother did that herself and was unwilling to be reconciled to the current situation, she worked hard to get to where she is now. I heard that as long as I work hard in the current company for a few more years, the authority level of the whole family can be improved.

Even if he was afraid, Luo Qinghe told himself that it's okay, it will be better in the future.

So even if she was afraid, she desperately wanted to get into the best school.All those in power in the Wujing Empire were soldiers, and the best school was the Yuandu Military Academy. Even if her strength level or IQ was only hovering around the passing line since she was a child, she still wanted to work hard to find that hope.

If I can't activate the armor, then I can always study it, right?

Until a long time later, Luo Qinghe felt that he was the happiest when he received the admission letter from Yuandu Military Academy.

The parents happily invited the neighbors around to dinner, their eyes were full of hope, as if they were pinning the future of the family on her.

It would be great if time stopped at that time.

It would be great if my mother didn't find out that the company's information was stolen by spies from other countries.

If only my mother hadn't died in that explosion.

Just when she thought that the most unlucky thing in her life was just like this, a few unexpected guests came to the house.She watched those people come in, claiming that their parents were descendants of their Nebula, and now it was time to repay the country.

Am I not from the Crystalless Empire?

So what I have encountered in the past ten years is all bad luck?

Being caught doing a blood test, and finally watching them discussing something incomprehensible in a low voice in horror, these people came like a gust of wind and then left like a gust of wind, making Luo Qinghe think that it was just for many days afterward. a dream.

Sure enough, you think too much, right?It was because he was too unwilling, unwilling to be just an ordinary person in such a Crystalless Empire.

Until entering the Yuandu Military Academy, the place where all the top figures of the Wujing Empire gathered.

Looking at the whole school, there is no one with such a low level of authority as her, Luo Qinghe thought, maybe those people like her are just more self-aware than her.

Here she really felt the gap between people. The intelligence she hated the most marked the level of everyone's ability. Even if she worked hard here, she couldn't catch up with others in some places where there was a gap. .Luo Qinghe finally understands that some things cannot be achieved with hard work.

Those guys who have a sense of superiority that I have met before will only become more prevalent here.Offending people comes faster than you think.

When she was named and criticized again and affected the whole class, she had almost no strength to continue.

What's the point?Mom, you told me that I must work harder than others, and I did so, but at this time I really saw the gap between me and them, and I was almost desperate.

Looking down at the ground, Luo Qinghe seemed to see his father's expression when he received the decision to drop out of school a month later.

Just thinking about that scene made her almost suffocate.

"Hey, that laggard, your intelligence brain records that you learned dance for six years when you were a child. It seems that these six years of dancing have not been able to save your limbs from being uncoordinated." It was Yan Ziyu who drew her attention back. sneering.The three members of the military department, one of the descendants of the Yan family, this identity makes Luo Qinghe feel out of reach just by hearing it.

When she was thinking about what to do to make these people hate herself less, there was someone beside her: "You are too nervous, your limbs are so stiff, relax, I will show you. That wall is very good Go up." She looked up, and sure enough, the descendants of the three major families in the military department caught her eyes.

She helped me only because she couldn't see Yan Ziyu.

In the past, Luo Qinghe would feel grateful because someone helped her, but now she just watched with cold eyes, wondering whether she would be used as a gunman.

What happened next was unexpected.

The girl named Yan Chaoge didn't seem to take Yan Ziyu seriously, and instead had a good time with the girl from the Min family, her smile was so pure, as if she didn't climb up from the family strife.

It seemed that helping her that day was really just a matter of lifting a finger.

Afterwards, getting along was quite pleasant. Fortunately, Chao Ge seemed to really just want to make friends with her. I still remember the expression on her face when she ran to ask me about my experience in the mecha operation class with panic.

If Yan Ziyu wasn't annoying enough to humiliate my father...

The pain that has always been a single share, suddenly multiplied ten times and a hundred times that day.

The resentment that had been locked in the deepest part of his heart for a long time overflowed the cage, and the beast finally broke free, roaring wantonly between the heaven and the earth.

When she returned home during the holiday, she was in a very unhappy mood, and complained to her father because he planned to continue to work at the Yuandu Military Academy as if nothing had happened: "Aren't you sad? Seeing others say that and you say that about me, Dad, what are you doing?" Do you have the courage to continue going to work?"

"Do you know how long I have endured this kind of life? Sometimes I really wish that I was a descendant of that nebula that day. Then maybe I still have the ability to destroy this disgusting place."

...Luo Qinghe didn't remember what else she said later, she only remembered that at the end of her long series of complaints, her father turned his back to her and asked deeply: "Do you hate this place so much?"

"Yes, I wish I had never been born."

Luo Qinghe never told anyone about her father's whereabouts.The dishes her father fried were particularly delicious, accounting for almost half of all her good childhood memories.

As much as she hated the Crystalless Empire, she hated herself as much.

If she hadn't said such exaggerated things that day, Dad would not have gone to those people, and he would not have been killed casually by the offspring who were regarded as failures because of his unawakened blood.Dad seemed to have known about this result a long time ago, and even left a letter for her at home before going out.

Dad apologized to her and said that if he and mom hadn't worked hard enough, the authority level would be higher than it is now, and she would be happier than now.

Dad told her that even so, I still really want her to be happy in the future. If she is not happy in the Wujing Empire, she can go back to the P4 Nebula. At least there, there is no authority level.

It seemed that the god of luck didn't remember that there was such a person as her until then. Her home welcomed the group of people that day again, but they treated her with respect.

It turned out that the ability was not fully awakened until here.

It turns out that I also have such a powerful potential in my body, which is not inferior to the queen of the empire.

But when I finally stood at the top, why is there no one around me?

Yuandu Military Academy's withdrawal decision?What is that?

Luo Qinghe hated everyone, hated Wujing Empire, hated p4 Nebula who killed his father, and hated himself.She once thought that all people in this world should be like her, no matter how kind on the surface, there is deep malice towards this world in her heart.

But Yan Chaoge's light did not appear in her life until this time.

At the court dance held by Qin Muge, when she saw Yan Chaoge again, she found that she was still the same as before at school. But immediately he smiled as warmly as the sun.

Her smile has always been from the heart, and there is no element of catering to anyone.

Luo Qinghe felt that the light was very dazzling, but later she realized that she was just jealous of Qin Muge, because some people can really be so lucky and have everything she wants.

Get close to Chaoge again, get along with her again, until seeing the guilty and nostalgic look in Chaoge's eyes when he mentioned his former self, Luo Qinghe realizes what kind of person he missed. people.

Maybe she didn't miss it, she was still a step late.

The god of luck favored her again, Qin Muge discovered her identity, but pushed Chao Ge to his side smoothly.At the moment when he found out the truth, Luo Qinghe was angry and proud at the same time.

What kind of arrogance can make Qin Muge think that Chao Ge can return to her side?

Thank you for giving me such a good person, I accept it bluntly.

Chaoge treats her the same as before, even more indulgent than before, as if he always feels that he owes her.Facing such Chaoge, Qinghe couldn't tell her his purpose.

Many times, an inexplicable desire to destroy arises inexplicably. I want to see if Chaoge can still laugh like this when he finds out that he has lost something important?

In the end, he will give up because of reluctance.

Contradictions continued like this until the day the federation was established.The tail of the military division who had endured for a long time finally showed, and Qin Muge seemed to be planning to launch a counterattack on this day.

A plan slowly took shape in my mind.

Before the final execution, recalling the scene when we first met, he asked Chao Ge with a smile: "If the time was repeated again, would you still help me at that time?"

But got such a dumbfounding answer.

After thinking about it, it still doesn't work, Chao Ge.I hate this world so much, and you show up too late, I can't stop.

You will be very sad if you know that I am dead.

I can't make you fall in love with me, but I can make you cry for me once, but unfortunately I probably couldn't see it at that time.

Will you forgive me when you find out the truth?

But even if I am full of sins in this life, it is difficult to be forgiven. The only thing I have no regrets is falling in love with you. You are the only light in my broken life.