Longevity at the bottom of the tomb, take me away

one,

Damn, my teeth are bleeding again.

When I brushed my teeth in the morning, as soon as I opened my half-closed eyes, I saw a dazzling bright red on the toothbrush, and even a few drops flowed down the corner of my mouth onto my clothes.I hurriedly wiped it with a towel a few times, and then quickly rinsed my mouth with water.

After eating the breakfast sent by Master Kui, I lay down on the bed in a dazed state.I really don't want to move, from toes to fingers. "Damn it, it seems that the saying that smoking is harmful to your health may not be a lie." I thought as I scratched my dry, messy hair.

"Hold!"

On my hand is a large handful of hair that I accidentally grabbed just now.I sighed, to be honest, I don’t want to go to Xie Mumu recently, my hair has almost fallen out, every morning I look in the mirror and I look like a walking dead, just hit anyone with a stick and they fall apart. If you can't get into the eldest lady, you can't even get up to it now.

I'm sleepy again, I've been sleepy lately, like a pig that's about to be slaughtered after eating too much, but I guess I won't have a few bites of meat to eat even if it's slaughtered.I turned over, trying to find a comfortable sleeping position, so as not to be caught by the protruding bone.

two,

One year and three months have passed since the first day I was under house arrest. I heard from the guard at the gate that Uncle Kui will send me somewhere else tomorrow.

I don't bother to ask where to go, isn't it the same everywhere?Anyway, it's such a big matter, it's not that I don't want to ask that old bastard, but he doesn't see me at all, what can I do?I sometimes feel that if I close my eyes one night, I may never be able to open them again.But I have no right to say anything, if Mr. Kui hadn’t picked me up from the street back then, I wouldn’t have known where I had died. This life was given by Mr. Kui. If he took it away, I would have nothing to say .

Today, I am going to see the eldest lady for the last time.Tomorrow I'm going elsewhere, and I don't know when I'll be back.However, just because the old bastard gave me a chance to kiss her, I think it's worth it.

three,

"Miss, I'm leaving tomorrow! If you have any leftover cigarettes, give them to me, or else I'll go find cigarettes without you." I closed the door of her room and leaned against the door frame to tell her explain.Before I came to see her, I purposely tied up my already long hair so that I would look more energetic and not be laughed at by the eldest lady.It's a pity I don't have makeup, otherwise it can make the complexion look better.

Xie Mumu looked shocked. In this house, there are things that the young lady doesn't know?I snatched the undrinked tea from her hand and poured it into my stomach in one gulp. I was very proud to see her shocked look, and I actually unlocked a new expression of the eldest lady.

"Where are you going?" She was stunned for a long time before suddenly saying this.

"I don't know, Mr. Kui is going to send me away. He probably thinks it's a waste of money to put me under house arrest. He needs to change to a less favorable environment." I smiled at Xie Mumu, "It's not enough for me to eat alone like this. Giving birth is better than raising pigs. If I were Mrs. Kui, I wouldn’t think it’s worth it.” I touched her smooth face lightly, and suddenly felt a little sour around my eyes.

She took my hand off her face, held it in both, and bent down to put her head on my shoulder. "It's not a good thing, Ah Jin." After she said this, she couldn't say anything, she just hugged me quietly.

My vision is a bit blurred, and the familiar carved furniture seems to be mixed into a large piece of yellow in my eyes, and I can't tell which is the bed and which is the table.We have no choice. I have grown up so much that I haven't talked to Master Kui yet. He gave everything to me, including Xie Mumu. Whenever he thinks that he has given me too much and wants to take it away, it is extremely easy.

Xie Mumu's intelligence is more than one rank higher than mine, she naturally knows this truth.I suppressed my tears, pushed her away from me, lowered my head and said to her: "Miss, I'm not feeling well these two days, why don't you let me go back, see you later?" They all admired themselves, and finally said 'see you', at least they didn't embarrass themselves here.

I was trembling all over and couldn't bear to face Xie Mumu for another second.Before she could answer me, I turned around and left. I wanted to leave this room as soon as possible, so that she would forget about my existence as soon as possible from tomorrow.

"Ajin." She stopped me and took my hand from behind.

"I know what he's going to do, I won't make you a sacrifice, trust me."

I don't know what a sacrifice is or isn't. I only know that no one can refute what Master Kui has decided.If it's a sacrifice, be a sacrifice.

I let go of her hand, "Well, I believe you."

I walked out of her room with a wry smile, and pictured her appearance in my heart.

four,

I was lying on the bed, and my breathing gradually became heavy. There seemed to be something heavy on my eyelids, and I couldn't open them at all. Everything around me seemed to darken, and finally everything turned black.

I don't know how long I slept, but when I struggled to open my sticky eyes, it was dawn.I propped myself up from the bed, put on my clothes and walked to the door, only to find that the two people who were looking at me at the door had disappeared at some point.I thought to myself that this is weird, isn’t it that I’m going to be sent away today, it’s fine if I don’t come with a special car, why is there no escort?

I poked my head out, but there was no one in the corridor.Walking out with such swagger for the first time in over a year, I felt a little unreal.Walking forward along the corridor, I saw that the door of Xie Mumu's room was open. I suddenly had a bad feeling. Because of me, the door of her room was habitually closed and did not open often.

I went in to look for her, but she wasn't there.The room was empty, and a teacup was broken on the floor, which was very conspicuous. I walked over and touched under the bed, and found that the ashtray she had prepared for me was still there.

I asked everyone who might know, but no one knew where she had gone.

Afterwards, I never saw her again.

Miss, where have you been?

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