Strange things fell out of the seat at the same table

That day, Qiao Shu continued his ordinary and leisurely life, which is strange to say. On Thursday afternoon, he lost his mobile phone somewhere. After looking for it for a long time, he was lamenting his carelessness. A mobile phone was found in the seat.

It's been a long time since I lost my mobile phone. Yesterday I said I would buy a new mobile phone today?

By the way, what's going on?Could it be that a girl who likes her found her mobile phone, but she didn't dare to talk to her, so she secretly put it in her seat?

Qiao Shu held the phone and thought.

Turning on the phone, Qiao Shu accidentally clicked on the push news at the top.

A gay college student died in love by jumping off a building.It's just that one person is still alive, and the young-looking boy who wakes up in the picture has gloomy eyes.

Will continue to commit suicide.

Society is not that friendly towards these people.

A few days later, Mo An suddenly sent a message asking him to meet him, just downstairs from Lu Qianzhou's house.Qiao Shu thought she had some news about Lu Qianzhou to tell him, so she agreed to go to the appointment.

on the appointed day,

As soon as Qiao Shu arrived, he was attracted by the crowd gathered not far away.People formed a circle so densely that Qiao Shu couldn't see what happened.

When he got closer, Qiao Shu noticed that people were constantly looking up at the sky, and some even took out their mobile phones to take pictures of the sky.Qiao Shu tried to look at the sky a little bit, but the afternoon sun was too strong, Qiao Shu just had a headache.

"Ding dong~" the voice of the phone.Qiao Shu took out his phone and glanced at it.

The latest news about the death of a college student in this city, the surviving boy committed suicide again this morning, but this time he fulfilled his wish and left this world.

Qiao Shu turned off the phone.

In the sky, a large piece of white clouds floated by, temporarily blocking the mighty sun.Under the shadow of the clouds, Qiao Shu finally had a chance to see the situation on the roof clearly.

That figure stood quietly on the roof of the building, with a corner of the snow-white scarf fluttering in the wind. Standing at such a high altitude, it must be very cold, right?

Qiao Shu stared blankly at the familiar white in his vision, full of fear for what that figure was about to do.

Another gust of wind brought the chill of late autumn deep into Qiao Shu's heart.

At the same time, the figure shook uncontrollably.

It's almost like falling down.

Qiao Shu was dumbfounded.

The white was lost in the wind as if it had lost its soul, and it was blown far into the sky with a soft appearance.

When the clouds finally drifted away and the ruthless sunlight illuminated everything again, Qiao Shu couldn't see anything.

The strong smell of blood exploded from the last second, and it still lingers at the tip of Qiao Shu's nose.

Still can't see.

I couldn't see the big lump of red surrounded by the crowd.

Qiao Shu's body, which had been stiff for a long time, suddenly trembled, moved, turned to face the front and walked over, walked over, walked over.

walk over.

Poker face.

I don't know who's crying sounded in my ears, and I don't know who rushed into the center of the crowd with a stride.

Qiao Shu obviously couldn't hear Bai Che's distorted voice.

He just strolled through the crowd pretending to be magnanimous, but his steps were a little soft and his expression was a little distorted.

Finally, in an alley far away from there, Qiao Shu stopped.

There was a huge and deep emotion in his heart, oppressing him and he couldn't breathe, Qiao Shu thought belatedly, no, he didn't think of this, he didn't want to.It's not his fault, right? It's because Lu Qianzhou is too fragile, it's because he is too fragile,

Qiao Shu pulled his hair tightly, laughed pale and frightened, his body trembling uncontrollably.

How could this be, how could he commit suicide?

That morning, in front of Lu Qianzhou, he said so many fierce and ruthless words, he sneered so arrogantly, he pretended to be indifferent but tried his best to cover up the panic in his heart.And when Lu Qianzhou died, he was still wearing the extra cheap scarf he gave him!

He died, it was all his fault, it was all his fault, he killed him.

And Lu Qianzhou didn't do anything, he just liked him.

Pain overflowed the eye sockets, together with great despair.

He fell to the hard ground, tears hitting the slate continuously.

Pedestrians passing by looked sideways at this side, and they were all surprised.

Who is this boy who raised his head and cried in despair.

How is it like the end of the world.

Qiao Shu's mobile phone sent a message to Mo An late on Thursday night:

How does Bai Che feel about everything you do?

Is it really worth it?

You're the worst person, right?

If Qiao Shu saw it, he would probably be surprised, right?

He thought so and smiled.

Therefore,

On the mobile phone that I got because of that person's carelessness, with a swipe of my finger, I deleted it.

Late Thursday night, the shimmer of light from the screen reflected his face in a slightly frightening way.

He slowly buried his face in the white and soft scarf, really reluctant.

In a room filled with a gloomy atmosphere, a faint white light shines through the slightly opened curtains, it is almost morning.

Qiao Shu slowly stretched out his hands to block the twilight sky behind the window, while hugging his knees, sitting against the sofa.

Lowering his eyes, he looked obedient and sad.The rising sun was finally about to rise above the horizon, and a corner had already been exposed. He slowly retracted his hand, letting the sudden white waves drown his lonely figure.

Show your true heart.

It was as if he had been seriously injured at some point, and only when the tears wet and hurt his flesh and blood did he wake up, "Ah, so it hurts so much."

Because he is gone.

From that afternoon on, I dropped out of school and went home, closing myself in a dark hut.Every day is more painful than every day, and every day is more tormented than every day. The self-blame and despair in his heart are overwhelming, repeatedly cutting his heart.The same goes for the sweet memories. After chewing them over and over in his mind, he realized that every move and every word Lu Qianzhou had done in the past was full of loss and sadness that he hadn't noticed.

He, presumably, became transparent and disappeared.As if he had never been here before, there is no such person in this world anymore.

Qiao Shu's eye sockets were sore again, and he thought that he would never be forgiven again.

For so many years, he lived in a daze and self-righteousness, thinking that he was the darling of heaven, but in fact he deeply hurt countless people, Du Juan, so many girls from before, and Lu Qianzhou... He has already committed a heinous crime.If there is the most shameless, indecent, ruthless, and hateful person in the world, it's probably him, right?

This is seven days of No.90. He has only endured 97 days of self-torture, and he is already about to collapse. I can't imagine how uncomfortable it will be if he continues to live.

It's all his fault, it's his fault, he's a sinner, he killed a person, this is his due punishment.

He was overwhelmed with overwhelming guilt.He finally came downstairs to his house and went straight to the rooftop.

Qiao Shu felt that he loved Lu Qianzhou, and Lu Qianzhou loved him so much, so he had to love him.

Qiao Shu squatted to the corner of the wall and curled up, his fingers tightly pulled the clothes on his chest, facing the open transparent sky in front of him, smiling lightly, vivid, Lu Qianzhou's eyes were still beating in the middle of the sky, vivid, that The pain of leaping down from this one day remains unchanged.

Gulping the air, Qiao Shu struggled to support himself and walked towards the railing.

The wind ruthlessly destroyed his body, and it was already difficult for him to stand still.

Like Lu Qianzhou who was transparent before, swaying in the wind, it seems that he will also become transparent.

Qiao Shu didn't hesitate at all, as if relieved——

Qiao Shu flew down.

"Hey!"

He was hugged from behind abruptly, preventing him from slipping.

Qiao Shu smelled a familiar scent, and was so surprised that he stopped struggling.

The man gently carried him back to the roof, but he didn't let go, simply buried his head in his neck.

"Lu Qianzhou...?" Qiao Shu was so shocked that he almost forgot how to speak. He just asked, but he didn't dare to turn around. He was afraid that this was just another dream.

"Yeah." A familiar muffled voice

"Lu Qianzhou?"

"Yeah." You can feel the hot body temperature behind you.

"Lu Qianzhou?"

"Yeah." He touched his hand around his chest uneasily, as if he could touch it.

"...Lu Qianzhou?"

The other party impatiently reached out and kissed his lips.

Qiao Shu's mind went blank, unable to think about anything.

Unable to stop trembling, Qiao Shu kept crying while accepting the lost and regained love, which made people worry about him. This was the first time in his life that he cried so hard.

"I heard everything you said just now." With parted lips, Lu Qianzhou whispered in his ear.

"So you..." Qiao Shu hugged Lu Qianzhou tightly. From then on, he never wanted to let go. He raised his head buried in Lu Qianzhou's chest, but hesitated to speak.

"Huh?" Lu Qianzhou lazily lay on the sofa with Qiao Shu in his arms, lusting after the warmth in his arms.

Although Qiao Shu was happy with Lu Qianzhou's appearance, no, it was bliss, but after the great joy faded away, he couldn't help but wonder. He had clearly seen it all. Didn't Lu Qianzhou jump off the building?

"I thought you... could it be that... I read it wrong?"

"What is it?"

"Aren't you..." Qiao Shu hesitated, and then said with difficulty, "Are you dead?"

"...Why do you think so?" Lu Qianzhou's expression stiffened obviously, and he seemed very surprised.

"That day, I was downstairs at your house and saw..."

When Lu Qianzhou heard the words, he understood immediately. Qiao Shu saw that his expression darkened, and he was even more puzzled.

"What you saw should be... Mo An." Lu Qianzhou's voice dropped significantly, making Qiao Shu feel distressed, but he couldn't help being surprised.

"Why is it her?"

"Mo An's character is not like a normal person, she is a very extreme person..."

Qiao Shu's heart tightened. Although Lu Qianzhou lowered his head and couldn't see his expression clearly, he knew that Lu Qianzhou must be blaming himself.

"It's not your fault..." Qiao Shu grabbed Lu Qianzhou's hand tightly.

"Well, I know." When Lu Qianzhou looked up, there was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

"..."

"..."

"Why do I... think you're not as happy as I am?" Indeed, after Lu Qianzhou rescued him just now, Qiao Shu didn't feel how happy Lu Qianzhou was, at least not like him.

"No... I'm so happy that I'm going crazy." Lu Qianzhou smiled lightly, and Qiao Shu noticed that he couldn't help smiling today, most of the time he couldn't press the corners of his mouth, so he showed a kind of smile. A strange expression, half a smile but not a smile.

"At that time, seeing you on the rooftop doing stupid things, my heart almost stopped..." Lu Qianzhou no longer suppressed his excitement, stroked Qiao Shu's cheek, and said slowly, "Can you Accepted by you, I dare not even think about it.

Qiao Shu suddenly realized something, looked around, there was a lot of dust in Lu Qianzhou's house, it seemed that no one had lived in it for a long time, but he was a little tired, so he didn't care about these things.

Qiao Shu didn't think about it anymore, listening to the even breathing of the people around him, his tired body became heavier and heavier, and he fell into a dream...