Anti-terrorism

Xu Hang woke up early the next morning. After washing up, he opened the window. The morning breeze blew coolly on his face. Xu Hang took a deep breath, punched a military fist, put on his coat, and bought two breakfasts .

Today was a cloudy day, so Xu Hang checked the orphanages in this city and learned about the situation, and finally decided to send him to an orphanage that had been established for many years.After getting in touch with the hospital, he glanced at the time. It was already past nine o'clock, and the child was still awake. He lifted the quilt, grabbed the child's feet, and picked him up.

"The stinky boy can sleep well, it's time to get up."

The child was sleepy, and because he was wearing a bathrobe that was much too big, his whole body was completely gone when he was carried upside down.The main reason was that his vision was also covered, he couldn't see anything and began to struggle, Xu Hang put him down after confirming that he was fully awake.

Xu Hang didn't know what this kid had been doing for 12 years. He had zero common sense in life, couldn't speak, and didn't seem to understand what others were saying.Xu Hang didn't know what effect those distorted human experiments had on this child, but it must be inseparable from those experiments that he became what he is now.

After breakfast, Xu Hang helped him put on his clothes. The first one was a bit big, and the second one was almost just right. This kid looks good in anything. Now he is more sure that Xu Yilin is really a good-looking kid.

The scenery outside the window is constantly flowing, Xu Hang is driving the car intently, the orphanage is in a relatively remote place, and it takes half of the urban area to get there from the hotel, the child does not speak, and Xu Hang just looks ahead boredly along the way Concentrate on driving.

After arriving at the place, someone was waiting at the door. This orphanage was quite old and looked very old. The director of the orphanage, an elderly woman with gray hair, was in charge of reception.Xu Hang had already told her on the phone that he picked up the child on the road, that he might have some brain problems, that he couldn't take care of himself, and didn't like to talk, and the other party said it was acceptable.

The child grabbed the hem of his clothes all the way, completely unresponsive to the surrounding things. The children in the orphanage saw the newcomers gathered around to watch the excitement. Xu Hang lowered his head and glanced at the child who was holding the hem of his clothes. Maybe he He doesn't even know what an orphanage is, and he doesn't feel anything about the peers around him, as if Xu Hang's clothes are his only knowledge of the whole world.

After visiting places for accommodation, meals and entertainment for children, Xu Hang almost understood the situation.The dean is a very kind old man. Most of his family property has been used to run an orphanage. Xu Hang shut the child out of the door again. After the matter is settled, Xu Hang has nothing to do. You can go anytime.

When he opened the door, he saw that the child was still standing at the door looking at him. When he walked sideways by the child, Xu Hang felt that the corner of his clothes was being grabbed again, but this time he did not let the child grab the corner of his clothes. The child's hand was removed and handed over to the principal.

The child's expression was blank for a moment, but after seeing Xu Hang turn and walk away, he immediately reacted and broke free from the dean's hand and rushed towards Xu Hang.When Xu Hang turned his head, he just saw Xu Yilin running towards him with tears all over his face. The wind blew away all the soft hair on his forehead, his cheeks were red, and his hands and feet were clumsy like a penguin. This scene is obviously possible. It made people laugh, but the tears flowing from the child's eyes made him unable to pull any of his laughing muscles. He only felt that everything in front of him was very glaring.

Xu Yilin grabbed his arm, looked up at Xu Hang crying, said nothing, as if begging, even the sound of sobbing became broken in the cold wind.

Xu Hang didn't know why his heart was so hard. He took a deep breath and didn't let it out for a long time. It was stuck in his throat and he couldn't say anything.He put his hand on Xu Yilin's cold hand, and then opened it bit by bit.

The dean stopped Xu Yilin from rushing over again, and Xu Hang's figure was getting farther and farther away in those big spring-like eyes.

After leaving the orphanage, Xu Hang felt a little heavy.Whether or not to keep him, this controversial consideration came and went quickly, but the feeling left in my heart was extraordinarily deep.Xu Hang knew that he might never have any close people in his life, and not long ago he gave up an opportunity due to various considerations. He obviously had nothing, but he still felt like losing something.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Xu Hang couldn't tell what it was like. He was not a heartless person. His parents died in a car accident when he was six years old, and his grandmother also passed away when he was ten years old.Later, he was reluctantly taken by his mother's distant relatives, who didn't have any affection for him.

It's not a good feeling to be dependent on others. He has been watching the faces of his relatives since he was a child. Xu Hang joined the army as an adult. Until that happened, he was just an ordinary person.

However, this kind of thing was a deep feeling at the time, and it was nothing after the energy disappeared.Anyway, it was always better for a child to be in an orphanage than to follow him. He was infected with the virus, and raising a child was equivalent to raising a mobile blood bag.Xu Hang has always been very concerned about his own blood sucking. The reason why he doesn't keep the child around is because he is afraid that he will hurt him one day. It's no joke to suck people into mummies.

Xu Hang didn't go back to the hotel, he went outside to buy a pack of cigarettes, and then sat on a bench in the park.Xu Hang's life is very boring when he has no missions. He has no hobbies, just drinks and smokes. When he was in the army, he was full of training every day. Comrades fight together, and there are military exercises every year, which make him feel that his life is fresh and lively.But now he mostly goes to the sports field to run laps, and when he is tired, he sits in an inconspicuous corner, looking up at the weather.

Senn will come to China in two days at most. He has an assassination mission in Italy. Xu Hang also has to do cross-border missions in the special forces. Training and international standards are necessary. In addition to firearms and theoretical knowledge, they also need to Learn a lot of languages.The squadron leader said before that even if he can't be proficient in everything, at least he must speak the swearing words there. Xu Hang's Italian and English are not bad, so Sen En's choice of tasks for Xu Hang is actually measured. Well, it would undoubtedly be more convenient to act if you knew Italian, although the vast majority of Xu Hang only needed to lurk, and then quietly deal with people.

This mission is about the issue of succession rights of the consortium, the dispute between the brothers, as long as they can find a way to kill the eldest brother, it doesn't matter if they find a chance to die together, anyway, Xu Hang won't die for a while.

Although I can't die, it still hurts when I should fucking hurt!Xu Hang looked at the smoke produced when the tobacco burned and thought.After sitting in the park until night, I didn't eat when I got back to the hotel. I drank a bottle of Erguotou with my head depressed. After throwing up my dizziness, I lay down on the floor to sleep, and I didn't even bother to get on the bed.

Xu Tiantian fell asleep in a daze and died. When he woke up, the front of his eyes were dark. He was awakened by the need for blood in his body. He walked lightly and lightly went to the refrigerator to get a jar of blood. After drinking it in one breath, the body regained its energy instantly, but the headache caused by the hangover was not offset at all.

At this moment the phone rang, Xu Hang lay on the bed and answered the phone, he felt tired even standing up now, after he connected, the voice of the dean came from over there.

"Mr. Xu, I think you may need to come over now. Xu Yilin's condition is not very good."

Originally, he was still like a dish beaten by Genshuang, but when he heard Xu Yilin's name, he came to life. Xu Hang jumped up from the bed, just like in the army, sitting upright.

"What happened to him??"

"It may be that a wound is infected somewhere, and he is now running a high fever, and he does not eat or drink, has been crying, and his spirit is very poor. We have tried to contact you many times, but your phone is always unanswered."

...what is he crying for?

Xu Hang hung up the phone after communicating with the dean, and sat quietly in the room.Without any extra noise, he lit one cigarette after another. The scarlet cigarette butt flickered on and off, making it particularly conspicuous in the dark room.

why cry?Obviously there is no relationship between Xu Hang and him, and they just met each other for a day, so can't they separate easily?

He couldn't help thinking, why is Xu Yilin crying?

Xu Yilin is not a three-year-old child, Xu Hang can't figure it out, he thinks that he is not special to anyone, except for those deceased comrades and deceased parents.Was there any deep and unforgettable memory between him and Xu Yilin?

Standing up straight, Xu Hang walked to the window, and when he opened the curtains, the night view of the city was imprinted in his eyes.

He couldn't figure it out, he just slept like this for a whole day, and the kid might have been waiting for him to go back.

Xu Hang didn't know what kind of feeling it was like. No one had waited for him for a long time. In the past year, he had given himself the word "bachelor" for the rest of his life. When there was still a soft place in his heart, there was a child waiting for him.

Xu Hang looked at the smoke in the dark, the cigarette butt was still burning upwards, his hands were covered with calluses from the military training, through the thick calluses, Xu Hang directly squeezed out the cigarette butt, he didn't feel any pain.

It was already late at night when we arrived at the orphanage, and Xu Hang walked in anxiously. The child was dangling from the water, his face was flushed from burning, his breathing was very short, and his face was covered with dried tears.

Seeing that pale little face, Xu Hang was also a little anxious. How could a person who was originally healthy and energetic become so virtuous in just one day?

Flying back and forth in the room, Xu Hang was like a headless fly.

"I... Well, I'd better take him away for now."

Slowly exhaling, the child lying on the bed suddenly became extremely existential in Xu Hang's heart.

He didn't know the meaning of what he did, but he just couldn't help it, as if something lived in his chest, scratching his heart and liver all the time.

"Do you want to adopt him?"

"No, no, I'm not suitable for raising children..." Xu Hang felt embarrassed, his slightly frowned brows were full of helplessness and thinking.

"Mr. Xu, it's not that we don't want to take him in. We just hope that you can accompany him temporarily and help him get through this. If you can't adopt him, why do you want to take him away?" the dean said slowly Asked, of course she couldn't understand, because even Xu Hang himself couldn't understand the meaning of what he did.

If he simply wanted to take Xu Yilin away from here now, why did he send him here in the first place?He knew that for the children who had been sent to the orphanage, what they needed most was not someone taking him away aimlessly, what they needed was a clearer explanation, what they needed was a family.

"Maybe, I can help him find his relatives, maybe he can find..."

"Mr. Xu, if you like this child but can't adopt him, you can visit the orphanage. We welcome you at any time, but I don't support you using this reason of lack of trust to temporarily satisfy your luck. A child is a hopeless hope, and it will sink you yourself."

"I..." I was at a loss for words, and Xu Hang didn't know how to reply for a while.If he is here now just because he wanted to figure out why the kid cried sadly all day after he left, then he said that he wants to take him away now, probably because he still needs someone who can cry for him people.

Crying for someone, even just once, is enough to prove that the person has been influenced by the person who made him cry.

If Xu Hang's life can still undergo some changes, the child's tears may have played a decisive role to a certain extent.Xu Yilin has nothing to do with the former Xu Hang, so Xu Hang can face him freely. He can prove that Xu Hang is not a worthless person. He can let those bloody hands touch the crushed man. something other than belief.

Feelings are always mutual, Xu Hang found hope in Xu Yilin, he hoped that this child who still needs him at least now could bring him out of that bottomless swamp, he just hoped from the bottom of his heart that there could be someone to forgive him.

"Mr. Xu, instead of giving him vague hopes, it is better to let him stop this thought as soon as possible. Or, you can give him a more stable life."

... I don't know how to answer this question, Xu Hang seems to be able to touch the answer that has slowly emerged from the bottom of his heart with his hand, but he hasn't the courage to reach out yet.This not only means that he needs to make concessions and changes for this, but the child also needs to make changes because of his decision. The changes may be many and unreasonable, but he must endure.

Xu Hang looked at Xu Yilin in silence for a long time, finally took out a cigarette from his pocket, took out the fire and lit it, a puff of smoke slowly flowed out, after only one puff, Xu Hang snuffed out the cigarette, and put it on The smoke floating on Xu Yilin's body was opened.

"Coincidentally, his surname is also Xu."

This was an impulse that did not consider rationally. Xu Hang himself knew that he could not bring up his son like an ordinary father. When he had a task, he had to let the child wait at home alone. An irresponsible approach. In fact, he admits this matter now, which is an irresponsible behavior in itself.

He knew that the current Xu Yilin would be willing to go with him, but he didn't explain to him what the future would be like. Xu Hang's own life was still uncertain, and it would be too heavy to continue to burden another person's future, but, He really needs a spark that can ignite the spark in his heart right now.

All he can do now is to do his best to treat this child well.

In the end, Xu Hang summed up all the twists and turns in his heart, and finally came to a conclusion that he was messing up now, and just thinking about it, he knew that his life would definitely be much harder in the future.

Brought Xu Yilin back to the hotel, Xu Hang's information was from another dead person with the same name and surname that Sen En found, it was difficult to find the flaw, so I could apply for Xu Yilin's household registration, and it would be more convenient to go to school in the future, so I said take one step and look at three steps, Xu Hang even watched a hundred steps.

When thinking of Xu Yilin, his life was very sunny. Just like parents would place all their hopes on their newborn children, Xu Hang also places his hopes for life on Xu Yilin.

It doesn't matter if he has a bad mind, Xu Hang doesn't expect Xu Yilin to have a great future, as long as he can live a happy life, that's all he expects from this child.