Anti-terrorism

"Son, if you have something on your mind, you can go back and have a good talk with me. Can you stop being so weird all day long?" Xu Hang pressed Xu Yilin's shoulder and looked at him seriously. Xu Yilin wanted to catch Xu Hang's gaze. Hold it in your hand and hide it somewhere so deep that no one can find it.

This kind of feeling is hazy and bitter, Xu Yilin felt that every second he spends with Xu Hang has become heavy since the abnormal opening of his eyes and awakening, the more Xu Hang cares about him, the more he feels that something is missing, Those things made his heart empty.

"I'm fine." Xu Yilin lowered his head and slapped Xu Hang's hand away. He looked at the ground and calmed down for a while, then raised his head. "I'm going back first, you come back early."

Xu Yilin's back seems a little lonely.Xu Hang's brows couldn't be stretched, maybe it's because he's reached puberty, and this kid started to think about the meaning of life.Li Qinjie walked to Xu Hang's side and tugged at the corner of his clothes.

"Uncle, is Xu Yilin usually this awkward?"

"Is it okay before? I don't know what happened recently, I don't understand him."

"Maybe he's secretly in love with a certain girl, but it's not necessarily true. You see, it's strange when people fall in love."

Xu Hang couldn't help thinking for a while, although he thought it was unlikely, it seemed reasonable.

"Uncle, how about this, I'll take care of him more at school, and I'll contact you as soon as he has any situation, please give me your phone number so that I can contact you conveniently."

The abacus in Li Qinjie's heart was rattling, Xu Hang hesitated for a while, and then reported a series of numbers.

"I'm sorry to trouble you." Xu Hang patted Li Qinjie's arm, and Li Qinjie wrote down the number with a smile, shaking his head again and again. "No trouble, no trouble, I really appreciate Xu Yilin."

After attending the parent meeting, Xu Hang was left alone by Teacher Su. She was straight to the point. After the midterm exam, she organized a set of questions for Xu Yilin in the first year of junior high school. It turned out that Xu Yilin was fully capable of skipping a grade. If Hang thinks it's okay, he can skip to the second year of junior high next school year.In fact, Xu Hang doesn't know how long Xu Yilin can study here. His life is very unstable. If there is any risk, he needs to run around. It may become a dream for Xu Yilin to settle down. Thinking of this, Xu Hang suddenly I feel so sorry for this kid.

After the parent-teacher meeting, Xu Hang went home directly, Xu Yilin was reading a book, and when he saw Xu Hang came back, he didn't say hello, and seemed to ignore him.

"Xu Yilin, come here, I have something to tell you." Xu Hang beckoned to him, but Xu Yilin didn't respond, just as Xu Hang wanted to get up and go to pick him up, Xu Yilin put down the book in his hand, then went to sit on the sofa next to Xu Hang down.

"You say it."

Xu Hang originally wanted to talk to him about puberty, but after thinking about it, he decided to start with what Teacher Su said.

"Your head teacher discussed it with me. Your learning ability is very fast. He asked you if you want to consider skipping to the second grade next semester."

Xu Yilin didn't speak, he fell on the sofa, not knowing where to focus his eyes.

"I do not mind."

"Remember to talk to your friends in class when the time comes."

"I have no friends."

"..." Xu Hang found himself frowning when talking to Xu Yilin recently, this kid is getting more and more embarrassing.

Xu Hang felt that he should calm down first. If he continued to talk to Xu Yilin, he might be depressed to death. Xu Yilin's growth rate is simply amazing. I always feel that yesterday he was still a little doll who liked to cling to himself and call him daddy, but today he suddenly became a An awkward, indifferent and unreasonable bastard.

Just throw it away, there is no point in keeping it.

Xu Hang was muttering in his heart, but he was reluctant to lift him up and beat him up, so he could only hold his breath and watch TV. When he switched to a channel, his eyes suddenly lit up, his spirit was shaken, and even his sitting posture became extremely correct.

Xu Yilin caught a glimpse of Xu Hang's change. He glanced at the TV. On it was a woman in a purple dress playing the violin. Her gestures were graceful and natural. The perfect fusion of classical temperament and western elegance made it so beautiful that people couldn't take their eyes off it.Of course, it was to keep Xu Hang's eyes on him.Seeing Xu Hang like this, Xu Yilin felt very upset.

After the song was over, Xu Hang slapped his thigh and stared at the screen closely. A series of introduction notes came out below. The violinist's name was Di Xiu, Di Xiu. It turned out that the girl was called Di Xiu.

Xu Hang was excited, as expected, he was frustrated and proud at the same time. He failed in raising children, but so what?He found his true love, this is the goddess of his dreams for many years.

"Son, how about letting her be your mother?"

Xu Hang's voice was very loud, but in fact, he was just saying that goddesses can only be seen from a distance and cannot be played with. Having such a thought in his heart can make people feel sweet. Xu Hang suddenly hated the virus that turned him into a People with disabilities in that area.

Xu Yilin saw Xu Hang looking at him with a smirk on his face, his chest seemed to be stuffy, and it was extremely heavy.

"I do not like her."

"Why? I think she's pretty good." Xu Hang didn't like people talking about her like that. When he was in the army, he used to do push-ups while imagining that girl lying under him. Although it was a bit vulgar, but that Sometimes his push-ups are as standard as they are.

"What do you like about her? White skin? Long hair? Extraordinarily weak? Can play the violin very well? Do you know her? If you don't understand anything, you just want to spend the rest of your life with her, and you want me?"

"..." Xu Hang couldn't refute a word that was said. Xu Yilin's mood that was still good was turned down in such an instant. Neither said.

Xu Yilin went out for a run during meal time, and brought Xu Hang a dinner when he came back. There was no one at home to cook, so every time the father and son ate out, Xu Yilin usually went out to buy, but Xu Hang didn't eat. , He was full of anger, and the more he thought about it, the more aggrieved he felt. Is Xu Yilin a genetic mutation?Xu Hang really felt that if he didn't beat him up today, he would be so angry that he wouldn't be able to sleep.

He ran into the bedroom, threw off the quilt, grabbed Xu Yilin's arm and picked him up.

"Xu Yilin, why do you think I'm so angry today?"

Xu Yilin obviously didn't sleep, he pulled Xu Hang's hand away, then sat on the edge of the bed with a wrinkled face, without saying a word.

"Tell me about your attitude today."

"I'm sick."

"Would it be good to have a good beating? Can it be?" Xu Hang's voice was loud, and Xu Yilin's heart was actually a little trembling. Xu Hang's appearance was very fierce, so fierce that he felt scared.

The resentment that was still full suddenly collapsed, probably because of Xu Hang's fright, Xu Yilin lowered his head, his eyes were hot, and after the tears condensed, they began to fall one by one.

"What the hell are you crying for? When you see that I'm going to beat someone, you're wilted, right? Why did you go early? Be nice to you, you bastard, and you plan to go to the house? You can't control you at such a young age? Are you fooling me like an old man?" Xu Hang grabbed Xu Yilin's collar, and Xu Yilin's tears became more violent, Xu Yilin really hoped that Xu Hang could restrain him, it's better to let his heart keep pouring out, so that people can't help The abnormal understanding will also be sanctioned.

"I was wrong."

"What's wrong." Xu Hang still looked fierce, Xu Yilin wiped away his tears, and then suppressed the uneasiness in his heart.

"I shouldn't disrespect you, I shouldn't say such offensive things to you, I shouldn't be willful."

"You are not big or small, and you really plan to turn the world upside down. Be honest in the future, and nothing will happen to you, understand?"

Xu Yilin nodded, at this moment Xu Hang's phone rang suddenly, he loosened Xu Yilin's collar and took out his phone, it was an unfamiliar number.

I have to say that I feel much more refreshed after posting a fire. Xu Hang connected the phone and walked to the living room. Xu Yilin vaguely heard a sentence, "Oh? Li Qinjie? What's the matter?"

Xu Hang went to the balcony to answer the phone. Xu Yilin couldn't hear anything in the bedroom. He lay back on the bed again, rolled a few times on Xu Hang's pillow, and then smelled it deeply, as if smelling it A kind of frenzy.

Xu Yilin hugged the pillow, and stopped in time when he touched Xu Hang's bottom line. He seemed to be learning, learning how to break the father-son relationship between the two while maintaining intimacy.

Xu Hang and Li Qinjie talked on the phone for more than half an hour. Xu Yilin stared at the ceiling expressionlessly. This feeling was the same as Xu Hang telling him today that he wanted to marry the woman who played the violin. It made him very unhappy.

When Xu Hang's footsteps reached the door, Xu Yilin closed his eyes. He felt that Xu Hang took off his coat and hung it aside, then turned off the light, the quilt beside him moved, and the bed sank a little.After sleeping soundly, the world fell into silence. At this time, a hand moved on his forehead, and the hair that was a bit tied to his eyes was pushed aside. He heard Xu Hang sigh, the voice was low and soft, In a blink of an eye, it was submerged in the silence of the night.

The spot on the forehead that Xu Hang touched seemed to be on fire, Xu Yilin suddenly felt his eyes and nose start to sore, and his father's sigh gave him the urge to cry.

He suddenly felt sorry for Xu Hang.

The insanity during this period was completely his unilateral fault, Xu Hang treated him so well, why should he treat him like this?

Perhaps Xu Hang's inadvertent fatherly love overwhelmed the desire to monopolize in an instant, Xu Yilin's heart was filled to the brim, he was suddenly very satisfied, so satisfied that he wanted to cry.

"dad."

Gently hugging Xu Hang's arm in his arms, just like what he did most often when he first met this man, Xu Hang's eyes were slightly bright in the dark night, like a lighted torch.

"Ok?"

"sorry."

"It's getting more and more worry-free." Xu Hang's tone was helpless.

"I'm sorry." Xu Yilin choked up, this helplessness made him feel distressed.

"It's okay, just be obedient in the future, or you will turn your hair gray sooner or later."

After a long silence, Xu Yilin opened his mouth and said softly, "Thank you, Dad."

He should feel lucky, fortunately, this person is his father, no matter how unreasonable he is, he will never leave him. If it were someone else, he would have turned around and disappeared. Only relatives will be so tolerant, only they will not let people taste bad The price of maturity, the price of immaturity is loss.

After waiting for a long time, Xu Hang didn't speak any more, Xu Yilin raised his head and glanced, Xu Hang closed his eyes, breathed slowly, and fell asleep.