Tanhualu

This is the first time Shi Han has encountered such a thing in his more than 30 years of life.

Shi Han stopped breathing when he felt the wet liquid on the tip of Yang Jin's tongue touch the cinnabar mole under his left eye.Her whole body was stiff, her waist pressed against the mattress was tensed up uncontrollably, and one of her hands tightly grasped the brocade quilt on her body, and the other tightly grasped Yang Jin's hand.Her eye feathers, like a poor bird that has been severely frightened, trembled uncontrollably.But in this situation, she would never open her eyes to face Yang Jin.

Yang Jin's heart is completely on Shi Han at this moment.When Shi Han's weak and boneless hand that was originally held in his palm held her back, for a moment, the feeling was several times, ten times better than the feeling of kissing Shi Han.

It was a happy feeling of being needed and being responded to.

In an instant, the ice and snow melted, the spring blossomed, and the flowers bloomed like a brocade, like listening to the sound of heaven...

Anyway, no words are enough to describe the ecstasy in Yang Jin's heart at this moment.

Yang Jin became even more excited. She was unwilling to just kiss Shi Han's little tear mole, which she had been longing for for a long time. She wanted to go back to the old place——

She missed Shi Han's lips that she had kissed during the day very much.She hadn't had time to appreciate what it was like there.

So, in the dark, Yang Jin let go of Shi Han's little mole for the time being, and still sticking out the tip of her tongue greedily, detoured over Shi Han's cheeks, following the touch and instinct, she found the thing that made her linger the most. The place.Then, Shi Han's lips were accurately captured.

If it is said that Yang Jin, who is impulsive and impulsive during the day, is a little ignorant and reckless, then she at this time can be regarded as having some experience.

What's more, now her mind is like surging magma, and that violent emotion is burning her, and it is about to drive her crazy.She is no longer satisfied with just touching Shi Han's lips innocently and unfamiliarly, she is much more greedy than in the daytime.

She pushed Shi Han's lips away, and even bit Shi Han's lips lightly.

A few times, because of excitement, Shi Han lost his sense of proportion, Shi Han was bitten painfully, and silently frowned.

He could imagine that his poor lips were being bitten by this child, and maybe he was about to bleed.

But what can she do?She is also very desperate!

As the one who was inexplicably violated again, Shi Han knew very well that he had a reason to push the other party away forcefully, and even had a reason to give her another slap, so that she would never dare to violate him again.

But is it really possible to do that?

After Shi Han turned around in his mind and did that, the possible results——

The child will be beaten.Then I can't wait to kill myself to thank the world.After that, he will run away again, maybe this time he will run to a place that he can't even find.

And then, this child will hide in a dark corner where no one is around, licking her wound silently and sullenly, blaming herself and feeling guilty... She will not tell anyone anything about her, she just For the rest of my life, I will bury those pains related to life experience and emotions in places where there is no light in my heart.

She will continue to live a miserable life alone, drinking alone, using alcohol to relieve her sorrows every day, and then lying helplessly in the ice and snow, letting passers-by dislike her, let others bully...

In the end, is she just like this, alone for the rest of her life?Or even die young because of pain, because of alcoholism?

Such scenes flashed across Shi Han's mind, as if he had seen through Yang Jin's life.

No, it was Yang Jin's life after being hurt by himself.

Even just thinking about it, Shi Han felt pain piercing his heart, as if his heart was crumpled and crushed.

How could she allow Yang Jin to spend his life like this?

Because she didn't allow it, Shi Han decided to bear it no matter what Yang Jin did... to violate him, as long as... he didn't go too far.

She couldn't just watch Yang Jin's life being ruined.If all of this is her redemption for Yang Jin, then she is very happy to bear it.

What's more, Jin'er, how could she do something to hurt me?She has always been to me...

Shi Han heard a sigh deep in his heart, as if it came from a distant unknown space.

The word love has never been controlled by others.

Jin'er, she...maybe when she gets older, she will understand, right?

In short, Shi Han is willing to bear no matter what the result will be in the future.As long as Yang Jin can spend his life well.

Yang Jin can be called a novice when it comes to making out, but that doesn't mean she is ignorant.

At the very least, she could still feel Shi Han's reaction keenly.

Before, when the tip of her tongue touched Shi Han's tear mole, Shi Han was so nervous, and what a big reaction, it was big enough to make Yang Jin scream with joy.But now, she opened Shi Han's lips and teeth, and frantically searched for her own fragrance. She was about to be driven crazy by the violent beating of her left chest heart...

On the other hand, Shi Han, she is so calm?So calm, it doesn't look like a person who is being...kissed at all.

Could it be that my actions are too childish?

Or, she doesn't have that kind of thought for me at all, so that under such close contact, she can calmly, like gossiping and strolling in the garden?

Yang Jin suddenly felt very frustrated.

She is a person in love and a young person, her mind is fragile, and she can't pretend.Immediately, in her head, the only time Shi Han ever described to herself the scene of "things from the past" flooded out.

Then, a deeper self-doubt arose——

Because I'm not that person, not that "Emperor of the Great Zhou", that's why she was touched so affectionately by me, and she can still be so calm.

That person must have given her more, right?

Thinking of this, Yang Jin's heart stopped beating wildly, but "thumped" into a large vat of vinegar, turning into a jealous heart.

When I thought about the person who was thinking about, thinking about, hurting, and thinking about, I had had fun with that "Emperor of the Great Zhou".Joy, real joy.In order to be happy, instead of wishful thinking as forced by himself, Yang Jin couldn't help but "gurgling" a series of sour bubbles popping up in his head.

Really, too self-indulgent!

Yang Jin was a little depressed, no longer interested in getting close, loosened the restraint on Shi Han, and lay down back to his original position sullenly.

After all, she is young, even though she is smart, careful, and affectionate.I still have little experience in the matter.At this time, she completely ignored it. If Shi Han had another person in his heart, why would she let her be so frivolous?

It wasn't until the familiar black shadow covering her body disappeared, and Yang Jin lay down again on the couch beside her, that Shi Han's tense nerves relaxed a little bit, and she was able to secretly take a breath, so that she wouldn't be overwhelmed by nervousness. And... smothering himself with embarrassment.

It's a pity that Yang Jin, who has a superb internal strength, only cares about self-harm and self-pity, and ignores Shi Han's subtle fluctuations.

Just now, it didn't take long from Yang Jin kissing his lips to leaving dejectedly. However, it almost exhausted all of Shi Han's concentration.

She felt scared after thinking about it, if Yang Jin found out that she was actually not as calm as she appeared on the surface, and this child got a sweet spot, what would she do next?

Shi Han couldn't imagine, just as she couldn't imagine how she should deal with Yang Jin's "what he might do next".

Now, it is impossible for her to accept Yang Jin's affection, let alone treat her coldly, she can only bear it silently, only in this way.It seems to be ambiguous without knowing how to refuse, but it looks like she is playing.Only Shi Han can understand Yang Jin's feelings, the pain and helplessness in it.

She would rather that Yang Jin would think clearly one day, hating her, would be better than abandoning herself after being coldly rejected by herself.

This matter can be regarded as being dealt with temporarily.However, what to do next?

Shi Han was at a loss again.This is the first time in her life that she has encountered such a situation!Sleeping in the same bed with someone, and just been forcefully treated lightly by the other party.

So, should something be said to ease the embarrassment?

Or, continue to remain silent and pretend to have fallen asleep?

However, when Yang Jin was involved, Shi Han was always scrupulous.Then she thought again: If she keeps silent, will this child be left to think about it?After all, this child is still in menstruation, and women who have experienced it know that women in menstruation not only have taboos on eating, sitting and lying down, but also cannot get angry, or have violent mood swings, which will easily hurt the body and cause the root cause of the disease .

However, if I was just underestimated by her, and I took the initiative to find a topic to talk to her, wouldn't that be too... a bit condescending?

In this way, will she think that I am easy to bully, and will treat me when she gets the chance...

As a result, the big villa owner, who was strategizing in the business war, was caught in a serious self-contradiction and couldn't extricate himself.

Just when Shi Han felt awkward and entangled with menstruation, Yang Jin in the dark spoke sullenly.

"Am I, in your heart, never able to catch up with... her?" Yang Jin's voice was faint, with a hint of grievance mixed in.

Shi Han was taken aback for a moment, because Yang Jin had taken away too many chances to breathe in a crazy way before, so she was still a little confused now.

"who is she?When Shi Han heard this, such a question popped into his head, he never thought that the so-called "she" is an old friend who is currently sleeping soundly with a beautiful woman in his arms in the living room of Wanyue Villa.

In the darkness, Yang Jin stared at the vague pattern on the bed curtain, but couldn't see the change of expression on Shi Han's face, only knew that she didn't answer him.Immediately, I felt even more sad, and after being bored for a long time, Fang said shyly, "So, you won't accept me, right?" Only when they couldn't see each other, Yang Jin dared to ask this sentence.She is also too urgent.

Shi Han heard this sentence clearly, and instantly understood what Yang Jin wanted to express.

However, how should she answer such words?

For a long time, Shi Han was speechless.

Yang Jin didn't get an answer for a long time, and his heart was nervous at first, but later because he couldn't wait for the answer, he gradually became numb.She suddenly felt a pain in her lower abdomen, another soreness, and an indescribable thing dripped out again.

Seriously, things are not going well!

Could it be that tonight?So what is the close contact before?Pretend nothing happened?

Yang Jin regretted his impulsiveness again: If that kind of thing hadn't happened, the two of them could barely chat...

"Jin'er..." Shi Han finally spoke, with her usual caring tone.

Yang Jin's ears pricked up immediately, and at the same time he answered crisply: "En!"

Shi Han was speechless for a moment, then calmly continued: "When menstruation is coming, don't think about it wildly."

Yang Jin was slumped, and his ears drooped again.

She wanted to say: I am the doctor!Could it be that I don't know this?

However, what she said was: "Got it."

Although, so reluctantly.

She just couldn't bear to hurt Shi Han's kindness.After all, counting, there are very few people left who really treat her well.

The author has something to say: I suddenly thought of a sentence: Auntie on the tip of her tongue~

Lao Yang is actually quite uncomfortable~

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