Tanhualu

As night fell, Yang Jinfang returned to the other courtyard.

Shi Han looked forward to it for several hours, and finally saw the familiar tall figure, and a big stone in his heart fell to the ground.

However, Yang Jin's condition was obviously not good, not to mention his gray and tired face, when he saw Shi Han, he only held the corner of his mouth and pursed it, showing a particularly forced smile.

Shi Han's heart sank again.

"Are you back?" She greeted Yang Jin as usual.

"Yes." Yang Jin answered very briefly.He was originally a taciturn person, but now he is even more silent.

Shi Han kept his composure on his face, but secretly scrutinized even a little bit of emotion that could be captured on Yang Jin's face.

"I let the food be heated in the kitchen!" Shi Han said.

She took out the inside and outside change of clothes as a matter of course, handed them to Yang Jin, and said softly: "Go take a bath, and then have dinner."

Yang Jin accepted it dumbly, and before turning to leave, he spit out two words: "Thank you."

Shi Han froze, with an extremely bad premonition surging like dark clouds.

Yang Jin quickly turned back, the dust on his body had been washed off, and he had changed into clean clothes, but the tiredness on his face did not change slightly, and even turned pale.

Shi Han carefully explored her thoughts, then called her with a smile, "You're hungry, aren't you? It's all your favorite food..."

She invited Yang Jin to sit at the table next to her.

Yang Jin didn't know what was in his mind, so he didn't look at her squarely, but obediently sat beside Shi Han.Her eyes slid across the dishes on the table, aren't these all her favorites?

With a sore heart, Yang Jin felt even more uncomfortable. She pinched the chopsticks in a daze and did not move.

Shi Han was used to taking care of her, so he enthusiastically served her dishes, and soon, the food dishes in front of Yang Jin piled up into a hill.

"Where have you been shopping for the past half day?" Shi Han asked Yang Jin as if chatting while moving his chopsticks.

Yang Jin suddenly lost his appetite.She lowered her head, and what wafted through her nose was the alluring aroma of food, the sourness in her heart and the beauty outside.Confusion, became an ironic contrast.

"I'm back at Zhenxiuyulou." Yang Jin said.

When she raised her head and plucked up the courage to face Shi Han, she also plucked up the courage to make a decision—she wanted Shi Han to tell the truth.

Shi Han froze, and smiled unnaturally: "Did Mr. Jin invite you to eat there?"

"His surname is not Jin, his surname is Yuwen." Yang Jin pursed his lips.

Only she knew that when she lifted the veil, her heart was already shaking——

She was afraid that Shi Han would have a reaction that she couldn't bear.In the long run, she was afraid, very afraid, that she would lose Shi Han.

Before, she wandered around aimlessly for more than two hours by herself, her mind was full of chaos, and two voices were fighting desperately in her mind: one of them was eager to know the truth, Eagerly wanting Shi Han's truth; the other kept suppressing this terrible idea, and even kept persuading her to "have nothing to do with each other, that's the best" "Isn't life now easy and happy? Why bother?" Is something going to happen?"...

Yang Jin was tossed half his life by this contradictory thought, and her legs seemed to have memories in her daze, leading her back to the other courtyard.

When he saw the gate of the courtyard, Yang Jin's heart constricted——

Reality, after all, has to be faced.

Faced with Yang Jin's calm statement about Jin Er's real surname, which actually contained a strong questioning emotion, many thoughts flashed through Shi Han's mind.Years of accumulated experience in dealing with people helped her give the most appropriate response at this moment——

She put down her chopsticks, looked sideways at Yang Jin, and waited for the following appearance.

As a result, Yang Jin was a little at a loss.

When she went all out and threw out Yuwen's surname, she had already pushed herself to the edge of a cliff, planning to fight to the death.

However, Shi Han didn't even change his face significantly.All of Yang Jin's strength was exhausted in this blow.The so-called "decline once more, exhaust three times", as for her, not to mention three strikes, she didn't even have the courage and strength to strike again.

Another kind of cowardly, letting nature take its course, under this situation, quickly occupied the commanding heights.Yang Jin was so hopeless, she stopped talking, lowered her head, and started to deal with the mountain of food in front of her.

How could Shi Han not understand her contradictory situation?

Shi Han was very glad that the child didn't continue to question her. At the same time, another more intense emotion filled her chest, called heartache.

She knew that Yang Jin must have experienced something extraordinary in the past half a day, and discovered an extraordinary fact.But these facts are not enough for this child to know everything about her life experience, she wants to get some kind of confirmation from herself.

Are you bored?Shi Han sighed silently.

With such a temperament, I don't like to talk at all.With so many things in my heart, what should I feel?Shi Han was in pain and helpless.

She stared at Yang Jin eating, couldn't help but raised her hand to cover Yang Jin's hair, and stroked it gently.

Only in this way can she feel a little better about her anxiety.

Yang Jin tried his best to put all his attention on the food, pretending that he didn't care about or think about anything except food and drink.

Those foods that are extremely delicious and palatable, taste like chewing wax in your mouth.

This is not enough.The silent person next to her even touched her hair with his palm.

For a moment, Yang Jin felt like a pet kept by Shi Han.This made her even more sad.

She considers herself young and mature, and her life experience and ability to deal with things may not be worse than that of an adult who is a few dozen years old.She admired heroes since she was a child, and when she grows up, she wants to be a hero even more. She can be a hero who can protect her beloved, to be precise, a hero who can protect Shihan from wind and rain.

She is nearly 20 years younger than Shi Han, and she is also a nephew in name.What she is most afraid of is that Shi Han treats her as a child, not as a lover who can share weal and woe.

However, what she feared most happened.

"I'm full!" Yang Jin suddenly got up, almost running away.

Shi Han was startled, looking at her running back, he could only sigh secretly.

Bed time.

Shi Hanmo leaned against the head of the bed, trying his best to organize his thoughts.Yu Wentang had ordered Luo Muping to give her an answer, and the next step was to accomplish that step by step.

Once that matter is over, she can put all the past behind her.Thinking of that sense of relief, Shi Han was filled with anticipation.

However, that matter is actually not easy to accomplish, otherwise, how could the majestic Empress Zhou hesitate?Still want to use her hand and the power of the rivers and lakes to achieve the goal?

Shi Han is not angry with the Empress, "Everyone in the world has been calculated by her, but she has benefited from the world's affairs alone", but she is more aware of her weight, even if it is for Yang Jin and the remaining Yang family, she has to do it. Live well.

As long as she lived a good life, it would be a kind of deterrent to the Empress; the most noble person in the Great Zhou had to be afraid of her.

While thinking about these things, Shi Han still paid attention to the closed door. She was not sure where Yang Jin would be staying tonight, and whether she would hide from herself because of those awkward and contradictory emotions.

From time to time, she turned her head to look in the direction of the door, like a little daughter-in-law looking forward to her husband coming to her house.

Such recognition made Shi Han blush immediately.She knew very well that was not the case.But she still blushed unapologetically, and the pink color lingered for a long time.

It was him who ran away in a hurry, and it was him who was rubbing his feet uncontrollably towards the bedroom at this moment, Yang Jin felt that he was getting more and more hopeless.

Now, she doesn't know how to get along with Shi Han, and she is even more afraid of those things that she dare not touch.

"Young Master Yang!" The salute of the maid standing outside Shi Han's bedroom door completely dispelled Yang Jin's thought of running away again.

It's no wonder Shi Han couldn't hear such a standard voice inside.

Yang Jin gave an awkward "hmm", and when the maid opened the door, she walked in awkwardly.

That sound also lifted Shi Han's heart to a high place, and she hastily cast her eyes on the door again.

Sure enough, the door opened and Yang Jin came in.

"Come here! It's cold standing there!" Shi Han waved to Yang Jin who was stuck in place, with a warm smile on his face.

Yang Jin had a sore nose, he couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in, but he acted honestly, moved obediently to Shi Han's side, and sat on the couch.

Shi Han pulled her to share a brocade quilt with him.

Yang Jin obediently let her pull the brocade quilt to cover his body, and leaned against the head of the bed with her.

The two were silent for a long time.

In the end, it was Shi Han who broke the strange tranquility first.

"I'm going on a long trip in the future," Shi Han said, "You wait at home obediently for me to come back."

Yang Jin was stunned for a moment, and asked closely, "Where are you going?"

Shi Han froze for a moment, then smiled and said: "It's some business matters, I have to deal with it, and I will be back soon."

"I'll accompany you!" Yang Jin replied very quickly.

"Oh! What are you going to do? The place I went to is not very interesting..." Shi Han said slowly, "During the first month, Beijing is very lively, you should go shopping more..."

"You only think of me as a child, right?" Yang Jin suddenly cut off Shi Han's words, and said coldly.

"I..." Shi Han opened his mouth, unable to think of the most appropriate answer for a moment.

"You only think of me as a child!" Yang Jin propped up his body, looked down at Shi Han, his face was cold.

Shi Han frowned.

"Everything I do, even... I hug you, kiss you... You treat it like a child... Curiosity!" Yang Jin's trembling voice revealed the fragility of her heart at the moment.

She blocked Shi Han's line of sight, so Shi Han had to put all his eyes on her.

"You have always coaxed me... just like coaxing a child! Your concern for me is because you treat me as a junior and the kind who spoils children, right?" Yang Jin's voice has already carried crying.

"Jin'er, don't be like this! I'm actually..." Shi Han couldn't see Yang Jin's sad look, especially since the sad was caused by herself, which would make her feel even more sad.

But what should she say?What is it actually?

Whatever it was, she couldn't say anything at the moment.She knew Yang Jin well, if Yang Jin knew her true thoughts, would the child let her take risks alone?And once the child followed, what greeted her would be only hurt, and maybe a lifetime of guilt and anxiety.

Shi Han did not allow such a thing to happen.

"Jin'er, be good, I..." Shi Han was extremely embarrassed, "...When I come back, let's have a good talk, okay?"

Have a nice talk?talk about what?Talk about your affection for me, nothing else?

"Why can't you say it now?" Yang Jin questioned, "Why do you hide so many things from me? You can say that you are doing it for my own good... But do you know that this kind of concealment is a kind of distrust, distrust I can act like a grown-up!"

It's not that I don't trust you, but I'm afraid that you will be hurt!Shi Han said loudly in his heart.

Just because she is much older than Yang Jin and has experienced more than Yang Jin, she is more able to understand the possible impact of everything on Yang Jin.As the elder of the two, she believes that she has the responsibility to take good care of Yang Jin and let her live well and better.

But he didn't expect that such care would cause such a big reaction from Yang Jin.

"Wait for me to come back, okay?" Shi Han persuaded softly, hoping to use this method to stabilize the restless Yang Jin.

"I don't believe it!" Yang Jin shook his head and said loudly.

"I know! I know everything!" She panicked and said eagerly, "I should have thought that in Cold Stone Villa... Yishui, Nanke Pavilion, Tanhua Water Pavilion... these are all for her. Build it!"

Just like Yao Peilin's bitter love for Yu Wentang, she will name the newly built pavilion in Hanshi Villa "Sitang".

Yang Jin fell in love with Shi Han and was very sensitive to such feelings.Therefore, in the delicacy restaurant, she has keenly discovered the subtle aura between Yu Wentang and Yao Peilin.

She wandered outside for so long like headless flies, all the past and all the things in front of her were inadvertently connected by her.She then discovered that she was even more stupid than she thought.

If it weren't for Yang Jin's reminder, Shi Han would have almost forgotten the strange and sad names in his villa.

It was all her emotional venting when she fell in love with Yu Wenrui in the past, but now she has become a handle in this child's hands.

"Jin'er, those... don't mean anything." Shi Han could only reply like this at this time.

"What does it mean?" Yang Jin looked bitter, "Didn't you say that you like her and only her? Has time changed now? Such a deep liking doesn't mean anything anymore?"

She suddenly laughed at herself: "Then what about me? I fell in love with you so humblely, and I fell in love with you wishfully. Would it be faster for you to forget me?"

Jin'er, don't belittle yourself like this.Shi Han looked at Yang Jin in pain.Her pain, she felt it.

Yang Jin's liking is too strong and direct, and too childish. She has never experienced those heartbreaking and heartbreaking feelings.Love love, she still doesn't understand.

The author has something to say: going into the final volume.

The new article "Three Worlds·Jiangshan", three lives and three generations, love each other and want to kill each other, welcome to collect and taste~