come and give me a kiss

The room was so quiet that Qin Chu didn't even know how to speak. He had almost never seen Xie Wenyuan like this.

No matter in front of Qin Chu or others, Xie Xueba has always been cold and a bit paralyzed, but he is soft inside.But at this time today, even if Xie Wenyuan didn't speak, Qin Chu could still feel that he was suppressing his churning emotions.

Qin Chu panicked for a moment, and he explained incoherently: "Of course I won't break the law, but..."

Xie Wenyuan didn't adjust his emotions just now, but soon he forced himself to calm down, anger and dissatisfaction would only make things worse.

It wasn't until he felt that he had calmed down completely that Xie Wenyuan raised his head and said seriously to Qin Chu, "Let's have a good chat."

Qin Chu nodded.The moment he agreed, Xie Wenyuan sat down upright. Looking at his expression, if someone doesn't know, I'm afraid this is some serious report meeting.

Even though they were in their own home, the two sat facing each other, as if they were discussing some business.

Qin Chu also became a little nervous because of this atmosphere, he cleared his hoarse voice: "What... do you want to talk about?"

Xie Wenyuan: "..."

Xie Wenyuan usually seldom speaks. When encountering such an occasion, although he said that he wanted to have a good chat, those thoughts were circling in his head, and he didn't know where to start.

Under Qin Chu's suspicious and cautious eyes, Xie Wenyuan was silent for a while, and finally said, "I don't want to do this again."

Qin Chu naturally understood what this meant.Hearing the expected answer, Qin Chu also picked up the water in front of him and took a small sip to ease his nervousness.

Qin Chu had already thought about this question many times in his mind, and he almost blurted out: "Wen Yuan, I don't want to do this either. But Professor Lin also said, let us be careful, if your matter is kept on file by the school, You may be skipped in the various award competitions in the future..."

No one hopes that the people they cultivate vigorously may have flaws, and there are places that can be easily criticized by others.

Xie Wenyuan didn't say anything to Qin Chu either, he nodded: "I know."

Qin Chu was a little uncertain about his thoughts, so he sneaked a look at Xie Wenyuan's face: "Then..." Why are you so angry.

Before Qin Chu could utter these words, Xie Wenyuan said, "I've thought about this issue very carefully. In everything, there must be something to gain. I'm willing to exchange these." He looked at Qin Chu firmly: "In exchange for a calm opportunity."

Qin Chu stared blankly at Xie Wenyuan, feeling a little absurd in his heart for a while.exchange?In exchange for what?Do you want to exchange your future for a chance to explain to outsiders?

Qin Chu stared at Xie Wenyuan's eyes, trying to see some joking or uncertain elements, but Xie Xueba's eyes were so firm that Qin Chu didn't even have a chance to deceive himself.

Qin Chu shook his head in disbelief: "No. Just for this... give up your hard work for so many years? Give up what you have been pursuing for so long?"

Compared to Qin Chu's excitement, Xie Wenyuan looked calm, and he said lightly: "I think it's worth it."

Qin Chu: "..."

Seeing Xie Wenyuan's eyes, Qin Chu's head was in chaos.Since Xie Wenyuan said such a thing, it means that he has made up his mind and no one will change it.

Qin Chu couldn't help standing up from the chair to relieve his restlessness.

"Xie Wenyuan, I like you, and I don't want to affect your future because of me." Qin Chu said incoherently: "If you don't come with me, your future can go smoothly and you can study what you want to study things, you can..."

Qin Chu's voice became smaller and smaller. He thought about this question for a long time.Xie Wenyuan helped him a lot, made him more confident, helped him persuade Chen Jie, and fought against Qin Yuan together with him.But on the contrary, he didn't do anything for Xie Wenyuan, but made him compromise again and again.Even this time, Xie Wenyuan has been unhappy for a long time because of such secretive behavior.

Xie Wenyuan sensed that Qin Chu's mood was not right, he stood up worriedly, and took a step forward: "My life is not judged by those achievements, Qin Chu..."

Before Xie Wenyuan finished speaking, Qin Chu shook his head and interrupted him: "No. Now... now it's because someone is secretly filming us. It will be fine after a while, and we won't have to be so cautious. You Don't be so decisive, okay?"

Xie Wenyuan was stunned for a moment, he looked at Qin Chu quietly for a few seconds, and finally shook his head: "Qin Chu, I love you, there's nothing you can't tell others. Since someone wants to know, just tell him, no matter what the consequences are , I can afford it too."

Xie Wenyuan spoke this passage very slowly, but every word hit Qin Chu's heart, leaving echoes in his chest.

Qin Chu opened his mouth, but said nothing. He wanted to stop Xie Wenyuan, but his mind was blank.He naturally didn't want to hide such a sweet thing as falling in love, but...

Qin Chu looked at Xie Wenyuan's handsome side face, and thought silently in his heart, what you think is worthwhile now, will you not regret it in the future?

If one day, the leader suppresses your achievements and achievements because you are gay, will you really not regret it?

There is no answer to this question, that day has not yet come, and no one can predict it in advance.There are so many variables in the future, some people want to live in the present, but some people have to put the future in their eyes step by step in order to feel at ease...

There was no way for the two of them to reach an agreement, and the atmosphere in the room was stiff for several days. Qin Chu tried to persuade Xie Wenyuan several times, but each time the conversation broke up.

Just when he was worrying about this matter, Qin Jiahe's call happened to come in.

When Qin Jiahe called, Qin Chu was sitting in front of the computer.He looked at the rows of numbers five on the screen, but he didn't read a single word for a long time. Instead, his mind was full of what Xie Wenyuan said that day.

When the phone rang suddenly, Qin Chu almost knocked over the water glass on the computer keyboard.He frantically picked up the phone: "Brother?"

Qin Jiahe's voice came from the other end of the phone: "I didn't bother you."

Qin Chu closed the lid of the notebook smoothly, turned around and sat on the bed: "No, I'm at home. Brother, what do you want from me?"

The noisy voice on the other end of the phone gradually disappeared, Qin Jiahe seemed to have walked to a place far away from the crowd, and then said: "Qin Yuan came to look for me yesterday..."

Hearing this name, Qin Chu froze for a moment.He hadn't heard of this name for a while, and he even forgot about Qin Yuan's threat to him before.

Qin Jiahe on the other end of the phone was still talking: "His company is probably dying. He said that if I want to go back, I don't need to worry about my being with Zhao Yizhou."

Although he knew in his heart that it was impossible for Qin Jiahe to agree, Qin Chu was still a little anxious: "You didn't agree to him, did you?!"

Qin Jiahe: "I refuse."

Sensing the anxiety in Qin Chu's voice, Qin Jiahe couldn't help but smile a little more, and he said, "You don't have to worry about me. It's you...be careful about everything. Now his company is about to go bankrupt, and our company is about to go bankrupt. The things that threatened him are probably useless, I am a little afraid that he will break the can."

Qin Chu naturally knew what Qin Jiahe was talking about, his brows gradually frowned, and he hummed softly: "I see, I will pay attention."

Qin Jiahe on the other end of the phone hesitated for a while, and then said: "Qin Chu... Do you want to keep the matter of the two of you a secret?"

Qin Jiahe wanted to ask this question last time, but because Xie Wenyuan was by his side, he couldn't ask it.Qin Jiahe knew something about Qin Chu's situation. If Xie Wenyuan really wanted to do research in the future, he would stay in the system.Then his file is doomed to not allow stains, but what about the two of them, even if they can be kept secret for a while?Life is so long, if you have to talk about this kind of underground love for the rest of your life, how long will this kind of love last?

Qin Chu's heart also moved slightly, and he remembered the long chat between the two of them a few days ago that broke up unhappy.

Qin Jiahe heard the silence on the other side of the phone, and couldn't help asking: "What's wrong? Did something happen?"

Qin Chu hesitated for a moment. He had been filled with all kinds of complicated thoughts in his head for the past few days, and he couldn't find an outlet at all.Facing his elder brother whom he had always trusted since childhood, Qin Chu also let go of his defenses, and simply told Qin Jiahe what happened that day.

After Qin Jiahe listened silently, Qin Chu said with some confusion: "Brother...I don't know what to do now."

Qin Jiahe was silent for a while, and said: "According to your life plan, Xie Wenyuan will always be within the system. He actually understands better than you. You are worried that he will regret it in the future, and he is worried that you have been hiding like this. Sooner or later, the feelings in each other's hearts will be worn away."

Qin Jiahe's voice sounded as gentle as ever: "Qin Chu, no one's love can remain unknown forever."

Qin Chu was silent for a long time, and said with difficulty: "Brother...then you..."

Qin Jiahe and Zhao Yizhou have been together since high school, and Qin Chu also knew Zhao Yizhou very early. If he hadn't accidentally bumped into each other that day, he wouldn't have known about their relationship.

A chuckle came from the other end of the phone: "Zhao Yizhou and I basically didn't hide our relationship. At that time, I didn't want you to know because I thought you were too young, and I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept it. Zhao Yizhou, that person, fell in love and wished the whole world knew about it. , How could he promise me not to tell others. "

These words subverted Qin Chu's values, and he asked in disbelief, "Brother, aren't you worried that others will know?"

Qin Jiahe's voice was very calm: "There's nothing I can't know. If I had deliberately concealed it at the time, how could those old men really have photographed the evidence."

Qin Chu fell silent completely. Listening to the even breathing on the other end of the phone, Qin Jiahe knew that his brother, who was easy to get into trouble, still hadn't figured it out.

He watched Qin Chu grow up little by little, and he really understood how much this boy valued achievement.He hoped that others would recognize him too much, so he couldn't bear to let Xie Wenyuan's future be damaged because of his own reasons.

Qin Jiahe sighed slightly, and said, "Qin Chu, don't impose your plan for the future on him. Since you are afraid that he will regret it, why don't you ask him about his plan?"

Qin Chu was still a little confused when he hung up the phone. When he turned around, he found that Xie Wenyuan was standing behind him at some point.

Qin Chu looked at the face that he would see every morning when he opened his eyes, and his mind was full of what Qin Jiahe said just now: If you don't work in the research institute, you can still go to the company. Qin Chu, do you really know what he wants?

The author has something to say: The two people have different values, so they have different views on things.Falling in love is a process of mutual accommodation~