personal problem

As soon as Fan Jian walked out of the restaurant, he held onto the car and couldn't help feeling sick, and finally suppressed the overwhelming feeling, laughing at himself in his heart, if Dong Xia was around, he would definitely ask: "Strong man, how long has it been? "

After getting in the car and starting it, Fan Jian thought about it, and decided to drive the car back to work to accept life.

The planning this time was particularly difficult. The director's hair was almost graying, but their team couldn't come up with a decent copy.Fan Jian has no doubt that under the current economic environment and industry pressure, if this case is not done well, the director can directly kill them and then commit suicide.

Who said that the client this time is a wedding company... Their group seems to be a combination of short, poor, ugly and bossy poor households. There are nearly ten people in the group. Let alone marriage, there are still people who have no partners in the past two years. The object is also broken.The director blamed them for not being creative. For something like creativity, one must either have experience or passion. They must have no experience. As for passion...

Busy with self-pity and self-pity, it’s too late to heal the inner wounds, where can I have passion for wedding celebrations?

Fan Jian stuffed two tablets of morphine into his mouth, and pulled out the book "If you are well, it will be sunny—talented Lin Huiyin" from the side with a disgusted face. Almighty's infatuation within a week is comparable to Xu Zhimo, and his poetry is better than Tagore.

Bullshit... Fan Jian turned over two pages, and was blinded by all kinds of bright and sad words. He simply opened Weibo. As expected, after the class reunion, he gained more than a dozen fans, and a few of them commented on his latest post. A microblog, mostly "Pay attention to your body", "Let's get together someday when you have time", "I thought so too", these kinds of conversations are meaningless and meaningless.

These people will probably become zombie fans who are embarrassed to delete after five days, right?Fan Jian shrugged and decisively switched accounts, the name was extremely unorthodox - Fluorine6314.

This account is used by Fan Jian as a diary, and all the good and bad ones are greeted upwards. Except for a few marketing scarves such as feeling the essence of elegance, food and health, and mobile phone users 198011, the only fans are Fan Jian himself large.

"Ten years ago we were as close as one family, and ten years later we were apart." Sent.

The pain in his stomach didn't subside, but Fan Jian's thoughts drifted away mistyly.

He has a happy family - his father passed away 15 years ago, his mother remarried, his younger brother whom he met three times and a rich stepfather.It looked broken, but it was extremely lucky. Others called home to ask for money, but Fan Jian's mother called to give money.

Fan Jian recalled bitterly the years after 14 years, how he got along with his mother's family bluntly and politely, and how they got farther and farther away until they were speechless.

He still loves his mother, but in a different way. If he can't get along day and night, it's good to watch from afar.

Teachers and classmates in high school, including current leaders and colleagues, even if they are as close as Qiu Ming Dong Xia and as shrewd as Jiang Wanmeng Yanwang, none of them realize that Fan Jian is a child of a single-parent family, except for one person...

He remembered that evening again, on the same scorching summer day when he was rejected by the girl he loved, accompanied by the scent of camphor wood, the man said to him in the chemistry laboratory: "I have always wanted to ask, why don't you stay here?" What about the school? It’s almost the third year of high school, so being alone will affect your studies, right?”

Even though at that time he didn't know that the person in front of him was his potential love rival, but he had already decided to hate him.

Fan Jian took out the cigarette case, but found that there were no cigarettes for a long time. He crumpled the cigarette case, and he sighed heavily.

Tick... Weibo desktop alert.

Click to open it, and there is a zombie fan called mobile phone user 13809012010. This person's attention is 1, and the fan scarf is 0.

Fan Jian couldn't help laughing, leaving aside social relations and all sensational remarks, when people pour out their deepest thoughts in the public space, no one will care.Because the most real is often the most boring and heavy.

Fan Jian didn't take it seriously, and continued to search for those fresh or artistic photos on the Internet, looking for inspiration.

Dip... The Weibo desktop reminded again, Fan Jian clicked on it, and was surprised to find that zombie fans would reply to people these days...

"We are like a family, but we are not a family after all. Even relatives may not walk on the same road."

Fan Jian was dumbfounded. After all, this zombie fan seemed too dedicated. He dragged the mouse, hesitating whether to block or add as a friend.

He was still hesitating when another new comment appeared, it was his Weibo from yesterday.

"The hot pot is not delicious at all, and I will never eat this restaurant again." I am at a certain number on such-and-such road.

The zombie fan's reply was an address, followed by a sentence: "This restaurant is good, and if you have a bad stomach, eat less hot pot."

Fan Jian was still hesitating whether to reply or not, but that person seemed extremely bored, and actually commented one by one, and he commented almost 50 in a quarter of an hour.

Finally, Fan Jian replied to him: "Brother, are you bored?"

The other party seemed to be sitting by the computer, and soon there was a new message: "It's okay."

Fluorine6314: I am neither a big V nor a celebrity, if you comment on me like this, maybe you won’t get any money?

Mobile phone user 13809012010: I am not for money.

Fluorine6314: Then why are you?

Mobile phone user 13809012010: Oh, for you.

Fan Jian's blood rushed to his forehead, even if he met a zombie fan, he was still a psycho!

Mobile phone user 13809012010: I think your mental state is not very good, and you tend to have bipolar disorder. I suggest that you adjust your mental state early. If the condition worsens, it is best to seek medical treatment in time.

Fan Jian laughed angrily, being treated as a psycho by a psycho is really the funniest joke in the world.

Fluorine6314: That eye of yours can see that I'm crazy?

Mobile phone user 13809012010: two.But to be honest, it is not good to suppress emotions for a long time. Negative emotions and deep-seated fears need a certain environment and methods to vent out, otherwise it will be very bad.

Fluorine6314: ...you tell me how to vent...

Mobile phone user 13809012010: Blocking is worse than sparseness, and sparseness requires knowing how your illness is caused.

Fluorine6314: Do you really think I'm crazy?

Mobile phone user 13809012010: Bipolar disorder is not a neurological disease, it is just that you have been in a state of mania and depression for a long time.

Fan Jian reflexively wanted to refute, but for some reason, the words turned out to be...

Fluorine6314: I'm such a failure in life...

Fluorine6314: It can’t be called a failure. I just feel that life is quite boring. No matter whether people are successful in their careers or not, at least they are doing what they like. With someone who knows the cold and hot by their side, they can live a happy life. .I'll admit to mediocrity, I'm just so promising, but...

Mobile phone user 13809012010: Hate to marry?