The first glory of the glory of the king

Someone once said to Su Yao that tears are the cheapest thing in this world.

You can fail, you can get hurt, but showing weakness and pain in front of others is useless and nothing can be redeemed.

Some things, missed, are permanent.

There is no turning back.

Everyone has to pay the price for what they have done, without exception.

There were only tears in her eyelashes, and Su Yao was trembling slightly all over.

His last dignity was that he didn't cry out, he lowered his head deeply, not letting Gu Lixia see him like this.

It's just that when the words came out, the broken and choked sobs still vented all the pain in his heart.

"If my future is going to bury your career, I don't, I don't want to..."

He already owes Gu Lixia too much, and he can't repay it in this life. Living with these burdens, Su Yao would rather end his career by himself.

He really didn't want to owe Gu Lixia any more.

Because he was irreparably wrong.

If there is an afterlife, if there is regret medicine, how good it would be.

The white and flawless snow fluttered and fell on the back of Gu Lixia's hand, but it couldn't make him feel cold, as if his consciousness had been blocked.

Gu Lixia looked at Su Yao, he wanted to reach out his hand to wipe away the tears on Su Yao's cheek, but in the end his hand stopped on Su Yao's shoulder.

He raised his head slowly, looking back at Angel's base standing majestically under the night, and the word "ANGEL" shining like every player's dream on the top.

On a cold winter night, the cold wind pierces into the bones, and the cold air invades people, making it difficult to even speak.

Gu Lixia paused every word, and spoke slowly, still very clearly, "Su Yao, you left me no choice in the past, this time, let me replace it..."

This time, it was him who left Su Yao with no choice.

Maybe what he liked was always the shy boy in his memory who had crooked eyebrows when he smiled, and that boy had long been lost in his past.

In the half month since Su Yao joined the team, Gu Lixia has unknowingly understood a fact.

There will never be a return to the past between them.

Because of his liking, he cannot cross the boundary of time.

In this month, he has not seen Su Yao's bright smile, nor has he seen Su Yao's confident words.

What he saw the most was Su Yao sitting silently by the side, repeating the same operation in the training camp over and over again.

Like a robot without a soul.

It was programmed by the Creator, repeating the boring training silently, and could not speak.

It was too far from the Su Yao in his memory.

Act like two people.

It's just that he rarely regrets it.

There is no point in regretting.

Gu Lixia blinked his eyes lightly, "Su Yao, come on, just pretend that my dream in Angel continues in you..."

With a little force, he stood up, and the dim streetlights stretched his figure very long.

The black shadow fell on the snow-white snow field, as if the sky and the earth were first divided, and there was a gap between light and darkness.

However, when Gu Lixia turned around to leave, Su Yao suddenly stood up.

The moment he hugged Gu Lixia tightly, he didn't think about anything, but exhausted all his strength, as if all his courage was used in this embrace.

On the street, there were ethereal singing voices coming through the wind and snow.

Su Yao's voice was so small that it was almost covered by the wind and singing, but he was next to Li Xia's ear, and Gu Lixia could hear every word so clearly.

Su Yao has never been as strong and confident as he looks on the outside, but at that moment, he was so determined.

"I like you……"

"Lixia, I like you...I like you..."

Su Yao repeated it over and over again, and at the end, she was choked up with sobs.

"I know I'm sorry for you, I know I'm not qualified to say this again, but I...but I really like you..."

Gu Lixia's eyes widened suddenly. When he heard these words, it was as if the god who controlled time had pressed the time-pause button.

He even felt that only he and Su Yao were left in the whole world, surrounded by the flying snow.

Everything has been dialed back to the original starting point.

******

The day I skipped class for you...

On the day when the flowers fell, in that room of the classroom, how could I not see it, the rainy day that disappeared...

Gu Lixia casually strummed the guitar, looked at the birds perched on the branches in the courtyard, and sang softly.

He sang so seriously that he didn't even notice someone walking over.

He didn't turn his head until the frightened bird on the branch spread its wings and flew freely to the clouds.

Holding the book, Su Yao stood in front of the door, quietly looking at Li Xia, the smile on his face was more eye-catching than the spring flowers.

Seeing Su Yao like this, Gu Lixia felt a little shy for some reason, and put down the guitar.

Although today is the weekend, they can still meet each other.

It's just that Lixia's mother is at home today, and they are still honestly reviewing their homework on the surface holding a sign that reads seriously.

Because my mother has nothing to do, she always comes over to deliver fruit and snacks, and check on his study.

Gu Lixia didn't dare to go too far, but just held Su Yao's hand under the table.

But every time his mother came in, Su Yao would immediately break free.

"Don't do this, my mother won't find out..." After the nagging mother left, Li Xia turned his head sideways, turning the pen in his hand, and said seriously.

Su Yao stretched out her finger, and tapped Lixia's cheek, as if she could point out a small dimple, "Be honest, what if your auntie finds out, take the class seriously, and you've agreed to enter the top three in the midterm exam this time." Woolen cloth?"

Gu Lixia held Su Yao's outstretched finger, and said rascally, "I'm dishonest..."

As he spoke, he quickly stole a kiss on Su Yao's cheek.

After successfully stealing the fragrance, Li Xia smiled happily, his eyebrows and eyes were curved, as if the bright stars in the sky were hidden in his eyes.

Su Yao covered the side of his face, and he said bitterly, "You are not honest at all, you will bully me."

Gu Lixia propped his chin with his right hand, looked at Su Yao, "This is called bullying, then you bully me too."

No matter how good Su Yao's grades are, he is ranked first in the school, but he will never be able to beat Li Xia in this respect.

But this time, he didn't want Li Xia to be so proud.

In the blink of an eye, Su Yao kissed Li Xia's side face before Li Xia even reacted.

That kiss was so light.

Like a drunken dream.

The author has something to say: I am very tired, but writing can make me forget the feeling of fatigue.

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