Hechun and Jingming

He Chun faintly felt that he was lacking in the perception of certain emotions.Generally, people call a lot of cheerful performances careless, and those who are too careless are called heartless.He Chun believes that in some perceptions, he is a bit more serious than heartless.

For example, he has experience that his problem is more serious than lack of heart, but because his mind is really greater than lack of mind, he did not investigate in detail what kind of symptom it is, so he was unable to figure out the specifics of his deficiency. What is it for.

On this night, when he was afraid that he was about to face an old truth, he thought about this question.

He first recalled the scene of the death of his parents back then, and repeatedly recalled in his mind the corpses of his parents that had been disfigured by powerful physical injuries. The brother-in-law of this incident, Police Officer Gu, came to the house many times and said something.

Due to the long time, he can't remember many of them, but the repeated replays in his mind can't get around a hallucination at that time.

——For a while, he had no perception of the outside world. He had no emotions like happiness, sadness, or anger.No one can understand his state at that time, even if he thinks about it now, he can no longer understand his own experience.He only remembered that he seemed to be locked in a room at that time. The room was very empty. There was a door and a window. The door was locked and the window was open. He always saw his family of three through that window. scene.

Usually his father beats him, her mother scolds him, and then spoils him...their family is always making troubles, but there are always more jokes and less real anger.He felt very comfortable like this since he was a child, and his skin would itch if he didn't provoke his parents chasing and beating him every day.But He Yonglian told him to be naughty and mischievous, to grasp other people's emotions, hold back, step on the line, and control it within the range that he can handle.

He treats it like a game and is quite enthusiastic about it.So even though he is not a good student, he is a gangster who bullies the good and fears the evil, but in general, he knows the limits of the people he pulls. The human heart is capable of complacency.

That was probably around the time of He Yonglian's death. At that time, his interest was to express Qu Jingming's emotions.

During the repeated replays that night, Qu Jingming was faintly visible in it.He seemed to be always around him, but he couldn't see clearly what Qu Jingming had done during this period.

Thoughts that were supposed to be purposeful at first turned into random thoughts in the second half of the night.After all, he couldn't figure out what kind of emotion he lacked in perception, he just tossed himself very tired.Turning over, Qu Jingming had already fallen asleep peacefully beside him, his breathing was terribly light, he stared at him for a long time, couldn't help but feel his breath... and felt that he was quite nervous, so he went Put your arms around his shoulders and lean over to sleep.

Got a good night's sleep.

Director Qi deserves to be a person who has a reputation of "disregarding other people's feelings". The night before, she threw such a mysterious thunderbolt on the young people. The next morning when they opened the door to meet each other, she still smiled calmly. Say hello: "Good morning, Xiaoqu, Xiaohe!"

Xiao Qu and Xiao He looked at each other, and they didn't feel very good.

After the old lady said hello, she went downstairs on her own.She has just been out of the hospital for a few days, her internal problems have not been healed, and her external injuries have hindered her, but she doesn't seem to care about it at all. This early in the morning, it's time for a walk. After half an hour, she will definitely stroll to the hospital cafeteria as usual Eat breakfast.Now that she is retired, she no longer has a card for the canteen of the hospital, and she relies on face swiping.

Qu Jingming went downstairs with He Chun, he could just go to the hospital, but he accompanied He Chun to pick up the car, the two of them didn't speak all the way.When Hechun got into the car, Qu Jingming bent over and said to him in the car, "Come over tonight."

He Chun nodded absent-mindedly, and only slept for the last half of the night, his face was still full of tiredness, and his expression looked even more perfunctory. He only remembered something when he started the engine, poked his head out and said to Qu Jingming, "I want to Find your brother-in-law, what do you think?"

Qu Jingming understood what he meant, paused, and said, "It's all fine."

After hearing this, Hechun looked calm and drove away.Qu Jingming looked away for a while, looked at his watch, and caught up with Director Qi who was going for a walk.

When Hechun came to the company, he had a meeting first and dealt with a few minor problems. It was almost lunch break.He sat in the office by himself for a while, reorganized the chaotic thoughts before going to bed last night, and thought about the possible impact of his pursuit of the past—although Qu Jingming said that the past would not Let the current life change, but he doesn't think so, he has a shaky feeling now.

Gu Jianfeng's office is on the top floor, so he went up by the elevator.

In addition to Gu Jianfeng's office on this floor, which is the office of the assistant president, there are also two huge conference rooms and a leisure hall.The leisure hall is Gu Jianfeng's request. He put all the company's indoor leisure facilities on his own floor. Everyone has to run up to play and make trouble during break time, right under his nose.I really don't know what abnormal psychological considerations it is.

Right now, the entire floor was quiet, He Chun knocked on the door of Jianfeng's office, and a word of "Please come in" came from inside, and he pushed the door open and went in.Gu Jianfeng was on the phone, when he saw that he was here, his expression showed a little surprise, then he smiled, pointed to the side of the coffee table for guests, and signaled him to sit down first.

He Chun sat down and made two cups of green tea by himself. After 5 minutes, Gu Jianfeng finally finished the phone call and came out from behind the desk: "Why are you looking for me, my brother-in-law? What project do you want to ask for approval through the back door?"

It was rare for Hechun not to chat with him, laughing and joking, with a heavy expression on his face, staring at him: "Brother-in-law, I want to ask you something."

Gu Jianfeng also felt that his purpose was different, so he came over and sat down: "What's wrong?"

He Chun: "Did you suspect that my father was murdered?"

Hearing this, Gu Jianfeng was taken aback.More than 20 years have passed, and his original integrity has long since ceased to emerge frequently, and the Heyonglian case has been buried deep together with his integrity. At this moment, he was caught off guard by Hechun's questioning, like a shovel. He shoveled off a layer of soil as soon as he greeted him. He was a little confused. After thinking for a while, he squeezed this matter out of many experiences in his life and picked it up.

He nodded: "Yes. To be precise, I didn't judge it as murder, but I always thought that there was a third person in the car at the time. Regardless of whether the car accident had anything to do with this person, his disappearance after the incident made me think unusual."

He Chun frowned: "Why do you judge like this?"

Gu Jianfeng has been a police officer for many years, and he has lost his professionalism. He doesn’t have the original on-site documents at hand, so he can only give a rough idea: “There is a box of newly opened mineral water in the car, three bottles are missing, and there are only two bottles in the car. The first bottle has and only your parents’ fingerprints on it. It can be judged that it was drunk by your parents. The third bottle is not there... Of course, there may be many reasons for the absence of the bottle. My colleague thinks it is early. It’s gone, and no one, except me, took this as proof that there was a third person in the car.”

"We couldn't find any more evidence that there was a third person in the car, because the car turned over from the road into a ravine and was smashed, and many things inside couldn't be dragged out to collect evidence. But I still have a suspicion that there is a third person clues. At that time, I checked the surrounding environment at that time, because it rained a little at night, and if people ran past, there would be more obvious traces, and I found such traces.”

He sighed, and tapped his knee habitually: "But this is what I decided. At that time, the bureau didn't let me investigate and transferred me away, so I didn't have the conditions to continue investigating. Back then... Not to mention those years, even now, there are many such muddled cases." As he spoke, he looked sideways at Hechun, saw that he listened with a dignified look, and knocked on the table, "Why do you ask this? What did you find?"

He Chun couldn't say what he had discovered. Director Qi might give him a complete answer, but he couldn't wait for that time, and rushed to find another breakthrough to investigate.He couldn't even explain why he had to pursue this. He asked himself, in fact, if someone really murdered his father, he didn't know what to do with him.After such a long time, it has no legal significance, and it is impossible for him to let people pay for their lives.

He shook his head and asked again: "Then you can't check it anymore. What's the attitude of my sister and my aunt?"

Gu Jianfeng: "Their attitudes are quite the same. I said I couldn't check it, and no one blamed me. The old lady also said that it would be better not to check it, and it would cause trouble. She may think that your father has been illegal for so many years. There are a lot of enemies in the business, and if you investigate it, you may have to find out those opponents and enemies, which will only make life more difficult for you when you were orphaned and widowed."

"My aunt..." Don't you want to know the truth?

The second half of the sentence was finally held back in my stomach.In their generation, when they were young, they watched crime-solving TV dramas and detective cartoons on TV, and their minds were all about pursuing the truth, but not everyone in the world cares so much about the truth.He has grown up so much, he has met a lot of people and things, and he knows that some people care more about safety than the truth.

What was the situation at that time?He is eight years old, Qu Jingming is six years old, and He Rong is 28 years old. They support a family alone; although the old lady is not old, she has nothing of value to do.It was okay when he and Yonglian were husband and wife, and they were involved in the business and were surprised by Fangcheng's situation, but after the divorce, they quit completely. The smuggling circle of Fangcheng has long since had nothing to do with her, what can she do?

At this moment, he really couldn't criticize his aunt and sister.

Gu Jianfeng understood that He Chun must have discovered something when he suddenly asked about this matter.But as soon as this kid falls into a predicament of thinking, he will be somewhat unable to communicate normally with the outside world. If you have to communicate with him at this time, the feedback you can get will only come from his long-term confusion in interpersonal and society. The behavior pattern that comes out cannot be found in his heart.

Gu Jianfeng, the older sister, is really worried.After thinking about it, I had to persuade him: "If you find something, why not tell your sister, your sister... It's not that she doesn't want to know, so don't exclude her."

He Chun came back to his senses, put away the thoughtful and dazed expression on his face, and instead smiled as usual: "Brother-in-law, you really love my sister from the bottom of your heart, don't worry, with my loyalty with you, I can still Did it hurt your daughter-in-law's heart?"

Gu Jianfeng: "... brat."

That being said, Hechun still didn't tell Gu Jianfeng about Director Qi and her weird son, and asked about the process of handling the case at the beginning, and this time he listened with great interest. As for the old case, it seems that he came to listen to anecdotes about criminal investigation, as if this matter has nothing to do with it.

Gu Jianfeng talked with him for half a lunch break before sending him off.

After Mo Xinqun came back from his mother, he was obedient to death, let alone thinking about anything, he didn't even dare to leave the door, fearing that his mother would step on the door and not see him, so she would call the police and send him to the police station inside.

His mother, Ms. Qi Juan, has always been an emotionless person. Even if it is a family, as long as anyone does not meet her requirements, she will scold them as worthless and doubt their life, or... at worst, they will be like 20 Like years ago, he directly severed ties with the whole family.

But even so, he doesn't dare to disobey her mother now. There are many historical reasons, but the most important reason right now is that she is afraid that if he makes the old lady angry, she will die.He had carried a sense of guilt for 20 years, and he really didn't want to carry the guilt of being an "angry mother".

He smoked almost a pack of cigarettes, his head was a little dizzy, and suddenly he heard footsteps coming from the stairs.

He recognized that one of them was fucking, and the sound seemed to be stepping on his heart, which not only made him nervous, but also made him feel a kind of security that he was about to face the final judgment-in any case, he finally had a chance to release his guilt. tired.

He discerned the location of the footsteps, and when he heard someone approaching the door, he opened it before his mother knocked on it.His mother was standing in front of him with a young man who looked like a movie star, one of them he had seen last night.