Hechun and Jingming

Mrs. Chen seemed to have a premonition of her illness, so she chose an afternoon when He Rong and He Chun were at home, called them to her front, and asked Aunt Zhou to take Xiao Lai out for a walk.The three of them sat opposite each other, and she asked Hechun for a mobile phone. She hardly used a mobile phone at ordinary times, and she didn't even use the elderly phone that Herong bought her, and she had never touched a smart phone.

But she weighed Hechun's smart phone, and pressed the off button very accurately.

That scene was a bit weird in Hechun's eyes. What he wanted to say, the aunt had already put his mobile phone on the sofa, with her hands on her knees, and she was slightly sideways, in a very elegant sitting posture.With such a gesture, she turned to Hechun almost tenderly: "My child, you and Mingming, forget it as soon as possible, okay?"

With a "buzz" in Hechun's head, he suddenly understood the intention of Mrs. Chen for turning off the phone for him.In an instant, many thoughts flashed through his mind.When did aunt find out?How long have you been thinking about this trick?Does my sister know?Do you know clearly?Why haven't you come back yet?Are you still coming back...

These thoughts appeared on his face in a daze that he couldn't react to. He fixedly stared at his mobile phone, looking like he was thinking about it, but in fact he was just looking for a foothold for his sight.After a while, he remembered that He Rong was by his side, so he turned his head to look at his sister, and found that she was as surprised as himself.But He Rong didn't mean to object, she didn't say a word, but if you look carefully, her eyes are the same as Old Madam Chen's, which shows that their positions are the same.

Hechun immediately knew that he had no help.

He walked up and down the living room without saying a word.

From 04:30 p.m. to [-]:[-] p.m., Mrs. Chen told him about the family history of Yonglian and Yonglian. He had heard some of them, but he was not interested in them.At the beginning of the setting sun, the old lady finally said she was tired and waved her hand to go upstairs to rest, but she fell down the stairs.

This time her movement was even bigger. After a very brief coma, her eyes began to twitch when she opened her eyes. The siblings rushed her to the old doctor Zhao's house.The old doctor Zhao examined her for half a minute, shook his head, and said, "People have lived for most of their lives, why are you so stubborn, you won't take the medicine I prescribed last time, will you?"

Mrs. Chen could hear it clearly, and wanted to slap him hard, but her cheek muscles couldn't control herself, and she grinned for a long time and couldn't make up the sound. Seeing her like that, old doctor Zhao smiled at her again She smiled: "If you don't eat it, don't eat it. If you eat it, you will suffer for a while. Don't talk. I will prescribe another medicine. This time, it is for you to sleep more comfortably. Don't stop taking it." , you still have decades to live, at least ten years."

The old man was still humming a little tune, casually tore a piece of paper from his grandson's homework on the desk, and wrote with a pencil.When it was finished, I handed it to Hechun, one of the escorts, and told him to go to the hospital to pick up medicine, and explained in detail how to cook and eat.Hechun kept silent all the time, and handed the old lady to Herong after listening to them, and went to the hospital without looking at them. He didn't know what old doctor Zhao said later.

All he knew was that his condition was not optimistic, because he took twice as much medicine as last time.

So, because of the sudden illness of Mrs. Chen, they were busy until after eight o'clock in the night. Auntie went to ask him what he was looking for, and he seemed very agitated, and made an inexplicable anger at Aunt Zhou.

He Rong stood at the stairs, quietly watching him go crazy, and waited for him to stop yelling before saying, "Your phone is with me, you apologize to Aunt Zhou."

He lowered his head and said absent-mindedly, "I'm sorry." All he could think about was calling Qu Jingming. Usually, they had a routine call at around nine o'clock, and the time was almost up. He imagined that nothing happened, and later The son told Qu Jingming about the family affairs, the old lady had a stroke, convulsions and drooling, she was in pain...

But He Rong didn't give him a chance to deceive himself, saying: "Come up, I'll talk to you."

He stood there, looked up towards the stairs, raised his face, and after a while, his eyes sparkled uncontrollably.Aunt Zhou took a look at the two siblings, she retreated tactfully, and confessed that the food was hot in the meal.

"I've already told Mingming about the family affairs." He Rong sat down in front of him, and also gave him a hand to sit beside him. He moved, and as soon as He Rong let go, he stood still again, looking straight at his sister.

He Rong sighed, and slowly revealed his decision: "My decision is the same as your aunt's. I will go to Qu's house in a few days, and obviously I will make sense. It is better for you to separate now than later." Make it easier... Hechun, don't just stare at me, say something."

He Chun looked at her and moved his lips: "What are you talking about?" After a pause, he said, "I want to call Mingming."

"Hechun." He Rong's expression was solemn, his eyes were a little sullen, "Don't be crazy, a boy, don't be hypocritical."

Hearing this, He Chun's eyes froze, he got up suddenly, and shouted: "Then what do you want from me! When we are not together, when we have nothing to do, you do these things, you plot! You... ..." The word despicable was rolled on his tongue, and he endured it, but he didn't say it in the end, but he kicked the small chair next to the sofa as if venting.

He turned around, put his hands on his waist, and looked at the night outside the window. The lights were sandwiched between the shadowy trees and stretched far away.He was silent for a full quarter of an hour, then lowered his voice and paused every word: "There is nothing wrong between me and Qu Jingming."

I don't know whether to tell He Rong or to myself.

He Rong said: "There is nothing wrong, it's just..."

"Don't say these hypocritical words again!" He turned around abruptly, his eyes piercing He Rong fiercely.

He is usually a heartless, laughing and fussy person, his eyes are always full of brilliance that is waiting to bloom, and he is full of sunshine; but now he has put everything away, with a ruthless look all over his body, his eyes It was freezing cold, like an ordinary adolescent boy on guard, and it seemed to be more than that.

Since he lived with his elder sister when he was eight years old, even if he obeyed the ancient saying "elder sister is like mother", he has never played an excessive temper with He Rong once, and the usual noises are always coquettish in nature. It is said that Qu Jingming is precocious, but how many years have he and Chun been children?Aren't they all equipped with eight hundred minds to observe people's actions when they were still children?

In normal times, this is called being sensible and sensible, but at this moment, it has changed into patience.What's the use of being patient like this.

He couldn't stand it anymore.He Rong didn't give him his mobile phone, so he went to call the landline and dialed Qu Jingming's number. There was no obstacle, and the call was connected just like that, but he waited anxiously, and no one answered after waiting for a long time.He dialed the landline of the old house again, this time someone answered after a while, it was a female voice.

He cleared his throat and said, "Hi, I'm looking for Qu Jingming."

The other side was silent for a while, and replied softly: "He's asleep." He subconsciously glanced at the clock on the wall, and that side seemed to see through his thoughts, and added, "He's a little unwell today, he had a fever during dinner , I just took medicine and slept to cover my sweat."

"I..." He moved his lips, speaking with difficulty, "I want to have a word with him, right now, please..."

The other side said, "Okay, wait a minute."

After a while, he heard Qu Jingming's hoarse voice calling him softly, "Hechun."

There was a burst of "extreme joy" in his heart, his eyes were sour, but his mouth burst into a "puchi" laugh.For a moment, he almost thought that nothing had changed, that this was a normal call, and that they would meet soon.But what He Rong said is right, you can't be hypocritical, and not being hypocritical includes not escaping from reality, not pretending to be crazy and acting stupid.

Hearing Qu Jingming's breathing, he gradually calmed down, sighed, and said, "Mingming, is the fever serious?"

Qu Jingming gave a vague "hmm", with a nasal sound, and said, "It's okay, that's it, it will be fine after a night of sleep."

He Chun said: "Then you have a good rest tonight."

Qu Jingming: "Yes."

He Chun: "Obviously."

Qu Jingming: "Huh?"

He Chun: "Are you back?"

Qu Jingming: "I can't go back."

He Chun: "Obviously."

Qu Jingming: "Tell me."

He Chun: "Do you mean what you say?"

Qu Jingming: "It counts."

He Chun: "Two years."

Qu Jingming: "Yes."

He Chun smiled triumphantly, his stomach was full of gloom, he wished he could hold Qu Jingming's face and kiss him, although he couldn't do it now, but he wasn't afraid at all, one day, he would arrest him Clinging tight, right in front of his sister, in front of all who opposed them.

He added this agreement and farewell in this way, hung up the phone contentedly, turned to face He Rong, and the two looked at each other silently for a moment, He Rong had no expression on his face, neither angry nor sympathetic or helpless They are not in the same world, they are not in the same channel, they cannot reach an agreement no matter what, and no one can convince the other.

Had to keep silent.

From this day on, Hechun moved to Qu Jingming's original room, and nothing in it was touched. Using this room as a line, he and this family drew a deep gully, and even his dearest My sister is not allowed to step over.

After half a decade, the second year of high school started. Under the halo of the Gu family, his class placement was not affected by the cheating incident, but it is said that half of the other people who were reported were indeed judged for plagiarism, and the whistleblowers were also punished Yes, including Fang Qin; but Gu Jianfeng mentioned the school violence factors behind it before, but he didn't disclose it at all, and the new senior second class looked calm.

However, if the eggs are cracked, flies will surround them.

This peace only lasted for two weeks, when a post suddenly appeared on the school forum. It was eloquently and eloquently talked about "the truth behind reporting cheating", which was frantically reprinted and secretly discussed for a few days. Another post on the theme of campus violence appeared, linked to reporting cheating, claiming that there was a rampant violent group in No. [-] Middle School, persecuting students who had no ability to resist, endangering the campus environment and atmosphere, and threatening students' study and life...

And these, He Chun didn't care about them at all, it was all Wang Zhengang told him, and he listened with great interest.

Wang Zhengang saw that he was dull and boring in other situations except when he was playing ball, so he was very worried about his brother, and said earnestly: "Can you be a little angry when you are alive? If Qu Jingming is not here, you will lose your soul. If Jingming is gone, won't you have to die for love?"

He Chun does not ring him.

Wang Zhengang let out a long sigh, and continued to browse the forum. After a while, he stared and read word by word: "Inventory of the top ten eye-catching CPs in No. [-] Middle School, Yang Sheng Yin Decline enters the age of men and women... Wow, that's great, you and Qu Jingming is at the top of the list!"

Hearing this, Hechun finally raised his eyebrows "a little angrily", as if he had a hint of interest.Seeing this, Wang Zhengang quickly put his phone in front of him, swiped it and said, "Look at your photos, you are really handsome. There are so many group photos in the first semester of the freshman year of high school. At the sports meeting...what's the situation? I kissed you." ? Did you kiss in public?"

He Chun took a glance, it was in the auditorium of the sports field, he didn't remember what happened with Qu Jingming at that time, they were very close, he probably wanted to kiss him at that time, but how could he have the guts... If he had known, he should have Have that guts.

Seeing that the coaxing was fruitless, Wang Zhengang took it back angrily, and said to himself: "Don't say that the girls are always arranging you, I can't help but doubt you, this picture is too real, alas, are you really Really?"

He Chun's heart skipped a beat, and he said, "Yes."

Wang Zhengang suddenly stopped talking to himself, and stared at him with wide eyes: "What?"

What Hechun is most afraid of now is that people will know. He met Wang Zhengang's gaze calmly and replied: "It's true, you can post a few more posts to arrange me, and you can ask me to provide materials if you need them. In a few days, you will be the forum The person who posted the most essence posts, do you want to do it?"

Wang Zhengang regained his composure, stepped back half a step, and looked at him: "Are you two sick?"

He Chun snorted coldly: "I'm dying."

After speaking, he left.

In this way, he used himself and the ended love affair with Qu Jingming as a mountain, surrounded himself on the top of the mountain, and labeled all opposition, unkindness, incomprehension, curiosity, sympathy...all as "hateful secularism", He is only allowed to look at all living beings from top to bottom, and no one is allowed to climb up and really get close.He entered the rebellious period when the whole world is our enemy, cold and withdrawn, as cold as a blade.

If rebellion is a sword, he uses it to defend his dignity and love.