Is it my fault that there are too many gossips?

Failed again.

Bai Fangshi couldn't remember how many times this was the first time in history, anyway, his psychological barriers had worsened again, if next time—there would never be a next time easily, he suspected that Sheng Yue had been pushed out of his psychological shadow by him, What a crime.

Who can blame?Is it Shengyue's lack of experience, lack of preparation, or his own overreaction?Or both?

After all, it’s too much. The lovers can’t help themselves when they go to bed. They actually make sex/love like being tortured. The symptoms become more serious every time, and they almost fall into an inextricable vicious circle.

However, before Bai Fangshi had time to worry, he was startled by the blood on Sheng Yue's arm.

"...Where did you come across?"

He got off the sofa immediately, but Sheng Yue didn't show him the injury, as if it didn't hurt, he reached out and wiped the blood on the palm of his hand indiscriminately, and glanced at him lukewarmly, with an expression as if Saying, "You don't need to care."

Bai Fangshi was helpless: "I didn't push you on purpose, don't be angry."

Sheng Yue didn't say a word. When they had conflicts, his temper was always mixed with a sense of grievance. He refused to show it, but he couldn't hide it.Bai Fangshi Meizhe: "Don't move, I'll go get the medicine box."

The medicine box was quickly found, and Bai Fangshi dipped a cotton swab in the disinfectant to help Sheng Yue wipe the wound.When Sheng Yue fell down just now, his arm happened to hit the corner of the coffee table, making a hole, which was a bit scary at first glance.

Bai Fangshi held back the shaking of his hands, slowly wiped off the blood, looked at Sheng Yue's face and asked, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Sheng Yue said, "If you do it again, you won't die."

"..."

How to speak.

Bai Fangshi showed 120 points of patience: "I really didn't mean it, how could I push you on purpose?"

Sheng Yue lowered his head and said stubbornly, "You pushed."

Bai Fangshi: "...I'm sorry."

Sheng Yue imitated his tone: "I'm sorry? Well, I'm sorry. In the future, how many times do you want to say sorry to me?"

Bai Fang couldn't answer, he simply bandaged Sheng Yue, and tried to explain for himself: "Then what, just now you made me a little hurt, I couldn't help it..."

Sheng Yue was taken aback: "Does it hurt?"

Bai Fangshi habitually wanted to say "It's okay, it's okay", he held back before blurting out, he nodded, and confessed: "It hurts, brother."

"..." Sheng Yue seemed unbelievable, "I use a lot of lubrication."

Bai Fangshi: "Yes, who knows."

Sheng Yue: "..."

The two looked at each other, in addition to embarrassment, it was also a little funny, probably this is the sadness of a virgin.

Sheng Yue can't hold back his face. In fact, he basically understands. He has "studied" a lot in the past few years. His theoretical knowledge is enough to publish a book. Unfortunately, the theory is unreliable. Instinctive impulse.

—he waited too long.

The closer you get, the more nervous you become, the more difficult you are.

"Let's do it all over again?" Sheng Yue pushed away the medicine box and pressed Bai Fangshi's hand, "How about trying again?"

"No, you're all hurt, next time."

"When is the next time?"

"..."

Bai Fang paused, and the smell of disinfectant diffused between them, a bit pungent.He rubbed the tip of his nose and said vaguely, "There will always be a chance."

Sheng Yue felt his resistance and perfunctory, just when his mood got better, he let him down, they broke up and got back together again, after more than three years, they still have to stumble in the same place, which is unavoidably disheartening.

Sheng Yue tactfully stopped asking questions and went back to the bedroom by himself.Bai Fangshi put away the medicine box, tidied up the messy sofa a little, and followed him back to his room.

It was already three o'clock in the morning. Today, during the day, they went to meet their parents and spent a dreamlike day, almost giving people the illusion of happiness that they were going to get married soon.

But in the evening, their true colors were revealed—they were still standing at the origin three years ago, without any progress.

The next day, when Bai Fangshi woke up, Sheng Yue had already got up, and he didn't kiss him good morning as usual, and he didn't even talk to him.

Bai Fangshi didn't sleep well at night, and when he got up early in the morning, he felt depressed, and was flushed by Sheng Yue's cold air. In fact, he was not sure whether Sheng Yue was in a bad mood and didn't want to talk, or he was still worried about what happened last night. Deliberately cold war with him?

Thinking about it carefully, they seem to have never had a cold war. Every time Sheng Yue loses his temper, he will coax him. If he doesn't coax Sheng Yue, he will be unable to hold back and come to trouble him by himself. In short, he will not give him good results eat.

After all, this young master's style is to hurt the enemy eight hundred and hurt himself a thousand, so don't hold back when you can quarrel.

Bai Fang got out of bed, washed slowly, and when he came out of the bathroom, Sheng Yue was going out for a walk with his dog.

——The secrecy of his community is reliable enough, so it's not a big problem to walk around downstairs.

Bai Fangshi called Sheng Yue: "I didn't eat anything last night, are you hungry?"

Sheng Yue shook his head, he was wearing a mask, his face was blocked, only his eyes were exposed.Bai Fangshi and him looked at each other for a few seconds, keenly feeling that he was depressed and his eyes were not bright.

Bai Fangshi hates seeing him like this the most, like a wounded puppy, lying obediently in the nest, without even the strength to bite people with its usual fangs and claws.

"Brother." Bai Fangshi walked over, regardless of Sheng Yue's refusal, and kissed him through the mask, "Good morning kiss."

"……Good morning."

Sheng Yue lowered his eyelashes, his voice was muffled and deep.

"Don't go out yet, let me see your arm."

"No, I did it just now."

"..."

"It's just a skin scratch, it's not a serious injury."

Sheng Yue was surprisingly reasonable, opened the door after speaking, and walked away with the dog.

"..."

Are you still angry?Bai Fangshi noticed it, he didn't go out with him, turned around and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, while cooking, he wondered in his heart, should he have a good talk with his brother?

Up to now, he is very clear that it is not three years ago, he can't say the nonsense of "my feelings for you may be friendship, let's be friends", he likes Shengyue more than three years ago, At least from this point of view, their relationship has progressed.

But progress is limited. He can accept the grand contract emotionally, but his physical instincts will not be able to break it for a while.

It's okay for him to be embarrassed, but the problem is that Sheng Yue is also affected. There is nothing more uncomfortable than being disappointed again and again.If this kind of thing happens a few more times, Sheng Yue probably won't be interested anymore, and both of them will probably resist the bed.

Should I be more proactive?Bai Fang sometimes thought, maybe this would make it smoother?

He made up his mind to wait until Sheng Yue came back from walking the dog.

However, the plan couldn't keep up with the rapid changes. Sheng Yue didn't take the dog for a walk. He received a call as soon as he got out of the elevator and hurried back.

Bai Fangshi came out of the kitchen in surprise: "What's wrong?"

"..." Sheng Yue took off his mask, with a dazed expression on his face. He forcibly brought the dog back. Little Teddy was not happy, and kept biting his trousers, trying to drag him out. He didn't respond, and it took a long time before he said, " My grandfather seems to have had an accident."

Bai Fang was taken aback for a moment: "...What's the matter? Are you sick?" People are prone to problems when they are old.

But Sheng Yue shook his head: "He is in good health, it's about work... My mother called me just now, but she didn't explain clearly, so she told me to make mental preparations first."

What mental preparation?

Bai Fangshi was stunned for a long time before he realized that Sheng Yue's grandfather was not doing an ordinary job. For a senior official of his level, the so-called "accident" would probably be on the political news.

so what?How will the Sheng family be affected?

Bai Fangshi was not sure about the seriousness of the matter. In the past, he could just glance at the reports of current events. To him, it was real "news", without any sense of reality related to me. It was no different from watching TV dramas. I can't feel anything.

But this is Shengyue's family business.

"Don't think about it." Bai Fangshi said, "Maybe it's not a big problem, your mother scared you on purpose."

"..."

Sheng Yue didn't respond, and walked over silently and hugged him.Like a child, he put all his weight on his shoulders, looking for comfort, and called "brother" in a low voice.

Bai Fangshi turned back and put his arms around Sheng Yue, he thought, what is Sheng Yue panicking about?Maybe he didn't even realize that the little prince slipped out of the castle and refused to go back, but suddenly one day, his castle was about to collapse——

No, it's best to be a false alarm.

Bai Fangshi said: "Let's eat something first, I made breakfast.—and you."

Bai Fangshi raised his foot and kicked the dog lightly. The little Teddy was holding Sheng Yue's trousers, but he overturned him and let out an annoyed "bark". His temper was very similar to his master .

It's a pity that the same person has different fate, it can't enjoy the high-level treatment of its owner, no one can coax it, so it can only be kicked——

"What's your name? You come over to eat too." Bai Fang said coldly.